The accident in my life is only you

It has been a week since school started, and the wind in Jiangcheng is still so cold.

Back at school, I still haven’t got rid of Liu Shu’s shadow. The magazines Liu Shu flipped through, the path Liu Shu walked on, and the bed Liu Shu slept in all reminded me faintly that Liu Shu saw me without any disturbance that day. His look, as if the enthusiasm in the past was just a phantom.

Getting used to the starlight in her eyes, I found that I could no longer bear her indifference.

But I still insisted on the stubbornness in my heart and didn't take the initiative to contact Liu Shu.

During this long period of half a month, Liu Shu never contacted me.

Day after day, I endured the gloom in my heart, let it grow and entangle freely, and waited for time to repel it and let it become a thing of the past.

That night, I was sorting out the books for tomorrow's class on the bed, and a message came in on my phone.

: Hello, are you Lin Ying?

The phone number is very strange, I have no impression at all, I replied with a question: who are you?

The other side quickly replied to the message: I don't know if you still remember me?I am Liu Shu's former colleague, the chef is less than.

A figure flashed in my mind, messy hair and vicissitudes of the back.

I typed words quickly: I remember, what are you looking for?

: That's it. I called and sent Liu Shu a message, but I didn't answer the call or reply to the message. I was a little worried about her.

Immediately afterwards, another message came in: Your phone number was given to me by Liu Shu before. She said that if there is an urgent matter and she cannot be reached, she can contact you.

My heart tightened. I haven't contacted Liu Shu for more than half a month. Did she change her phone number?

So I replied Xiao Yu with a comforting message: Then I will contact her to have a look, and then ask her to contact you.

Less than immediately responded to me with a good word.

I stood in the corridor and hesitated for a moment, and finally dialed Liu Shu's number. At this time, I was more worried about how I would deal with myself if this phone number became empty.

To my surprise, Liu Shu's phone was connected very quickly, even the ringtone inside was not changed, and Liu Shu's voice came from the other side before I organized the disguised language.

"Hey, is it Yingying? What do you want from me?"

Liu Shu's tone was very normal, without ups and downs, and without joy, but this long-lost voice made my heart ache.

I listened to her voice in a daze, not knowing what to say for a moment.

"Hello, are you there? Is it Yingying? Hear me." Liu Shu's voice raised slightly, with a little anxiety.

My thoughts suddenly pulled out of my contemplation, and I replied in a low voice, "I am here, it is me."

Liu Shu over there seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and his voice returned to normal, "What do you want from me?"

"Well, it's like this. Do you remember Yu Yu? It was Yu Yu, the chef in the shop where you worked before. He said he couldn't reach you and asked you to call him back."

Liu Shu didn't have time to think, and quickly replied: "Don't talk to him, just say that you can't contact me."

I hesitated for a moment, "But, he seems to be in a hurry, there should be something urgent."

Liu Shu said softly: "It's okay, just leave him alone."

I agreed softly without continuing to speak or hanging up the phone.

There was a moment of silence over there, and then Liu Shu's voice came again: "Yingying, how are you doing recently?"

These words suddenly hit the pain in my heart, my eyes turned sour quickly, a little mist leaked from the corners of my eyes, the scene in front of me gradually became blurred, and all the grievances poured out, I bit my lower lip to suppress the choking sound, not wanting to let Liu Shu heard it, and just responded with a light yes.

"Yingying, don't do this." Liu Shu's words were full of distress.

I continued to answer, obediently suppressing the sadness in my heart bit by bit, gradually, the choking sound gradually subsided, and the soreness in the corners of my eyes slowly dissipated.

Liu Shu listened quietly to my slow choking sound, didn't say another word, and didn't hang up.

After a long time, Liu Shu finally said, "Yingying, I'm sorry."

She didn't say sorry for anything, but I vaguely understood it in my heart.

I tidied up my mood, eased my emotions, and asked softly with a nasal voice: "Where are you now?"

"It's here at Lin He."

I suspect I misheard the name, "Where did you say you were?"

Liu Shu slowed down his voice and repeated each word, "I said, I'm in Yucheng, and I'm here at Lin He. Send Xiao Lin He."

"Why did you go to Lin He's side? What are you doing there?"

"Of course I work here, do you think I'm here to play?" Liu Shu said with a smile at the end.

She automatically ignored my first question, but after I asked it, I already understood the answer to this question. Lin He is not only my childhood friend, but also Aning's childhood friend.

I rubbed my sore eyes and said softly, "Then you go to work and don't run around."

"Yingying, you're fine too, be good, you know?"

"Understood." I replied softly.

My gloom for half a month was not repulsed by time, but it was only a few words from Liu Shu, and most of it quickly dissipated.

I didn't ask about the secret behind her indifferent expression that day, I know, I mentioned it only made each other more embarrassing, and only made each other farther away.

But now, I humbly want to continue to stand by her side, but I can't turn around and leave.

I quickly forgot about Yu, and Yu sent me another message the next night.

: Have you contacted Liu Shu?Did you tell her I was looking for her.

I looked at his message and felt guilty for some reason, but I still replied to him with a message: I got in touch, but it’s not a mobile phone. She should have changed her mobile phone number, and I can’t get in touch either. I sent her a message. , told her that you were looking for him, and she said she knew.

After sending the message, I anxiously waited for Yu's reply, for fear that he would ask more questions and I would show my flaws.

After about ten minutes, Yu finally replied to the message. I opened it and found only a few simple words: OK, thank you.

I silently breathed a sigh of relief that I had finally escaped.

In the following time, Xiao Yu contacted me again, but I still replied to him and told Liu Shu about him.

In fact, I did tell Liu Shu that he contacted me.

And Liu Shu's reply to me was still to ignore him, not to reply to him or something like that.

I vaguely felt that there seemed to be something wrong, but I couldn't think of it for a while.

The weather is slowly getting warmer, and March is no longer as cold as it was at the end of the year, but the cold wind at night is still icy.

I ordered a small gift in a shop on the street, and I planned to give it to Liu Shu as a birthday present.

I counted the time of Liu Shu's birthday, bought a ticket, and planned to take the bus to see her a few days before Liu Shu's birthday.

I think I must be crazy, the things I promised myself have been left behind, I desperately want to see the stars in her eyes, I want to see the joy in her eyes.

The next day was the weekend, after class in the evening, I rushed to the cafeteria, had dinner, and it was already six o'clock in the evening.

I went back to the dormitory to pack up the things I had prepared during the day, and went straight to the bus stop, feeling anxious and nervous.

The nervous thing is that I will see Liu Shu soon, and I will give her a surprise, because I haven't told her that I am going to see her, but I only told Lin He and another girl, and asked them to keep it secret for me.

What is anxious is that it takes an hour to go from my school to the station, and it takes another 4 hours from Jiangcheng to Yucheng. That is to say, it should be 11 o'clock at night when I arrive in Yucheng, and there is only one bus. There is no way to arrive before Liu Shu's birthday.

Everything went smoothly unexpectedly. He arrived at the station on time, got on the bus smoothly, and arrived in Yucheng ahead of time at ten o'clock at night.

Under Fa Xiao's instructions, I finally managed to find a place where they lived.

I cautiously followed behind Fa Xiao, slowed down, and slowly approached the room, for fear that Liu Shu in the room would find out.

I stood in front of the door to ease my nervousness, and then knocked lightly on the door, my heart beat faster and faster.

It was Lin He who opened the door. She stepped forward and grabbed my arm, and called my name happily.

I smiled back at her, and also called her name, and exchanged greetings.

Liu Shu, who was lying in a daze on the bed, immediately jumped up from the bed when he heard Lin He call out my name, and sat upright on the bed, staring at me blankly, with a dull look.

I looked at her in a daze, and knew that she would definitely not come to welcome me.

So he greeted the boys, walked straight into the room, walked up to Liu Shu and sat down, looking at her with a smile in his eyes.

Her eyes followed my figure, until I sat next to her, she still didn't come back to her senses.

I smiled sweetly at her, leaned close to her and said, "Why don't you welcome me with this appearance?"

Liu Shu's hand slowly raised up, and moved a little closer to my cheek, as if thinking that I was just her hallucination.

Fa Xiao who was next to her saw her movements and quickly understood what she meant, and laughed aloud jokingly.

When Liu Shu heard the laughter, he probably woke up a little bit, his eyes slowly recovered, revealing a little bit of starlight.

Quickly withdrew the hand that was about to touch my cheek, and suppressed joy in his voice, "Yingying, why are you here?"

I lay down my body, with a little grievance, "No, I took a four-hour car ride to see you, but you don't seem happy at all."

Liu Shu was slightly stunned, and then lay beside me, and said in a calm voice, "No, I'm very happy."

I understand that she should be wary of Lin He and the others, and dare not say anything more intimate to me in front of them.

But in fact, Lin He already knew about Liu Shu and I.

When I knew that Liu Shu was on Lin He's side, I guessed that Aning should have told Lin He about the things between us.

As for how much was said and what was said, I don't know.

So at an appropriate time, I made a tentative phone call to Lin He, and I revealed it bit by bit slowly, but Lin He was not surprised at all, instead he just sighed and called my name helplessly , with a slight regret in the voice.

The author has something to say: Thank you for watching, when you love, you really regard the day and night as forever.