The accident in my life is only you

Because of my active contact in the afternoon, Liu Shu was in a happy mood all day long. No matter what I did, she would always look at me with a smile on her side, just like a young boy who just fell in love.

I was so ashamed by her, but since there were so many people in the dormitory, I couldn't stop her even if I pulled the bed curtain.

I had no choice but to use my eyes to signal her to restrain herself, otherwise our relationship would soon be exposed in full view.

But Liu Shu ignored my warning and still went her own way, so I had no choice but to go with her.

Because she will go back the next day, I still took her to the downtown area not far from the school tonight.

After shopping around, it was almost nine o'clock in the evening.

We returned to school soon, sat side by side on the stone bench under the banyan tree, and looked up at the moon in the sky through the gaps in the leaves.

After a long time, Liu Shu finally spoke, and once again brought up Aning, who we deliberately ignored.

"Didn't you ask me before, what did she say to me when I met her for the first time during the summer vacation of the college entrance examination?"

My whole day has been soaked in Liu Shu's gentle expression, joyful and sweet, but at this moment she suddenly mentioned the person I don't want to mention, the sweetness in my heart faded instantly, and there was a faint repulsion, brows He wrinkled unconsciously, not wanting to hear what she had to say.

Liu Shu seemed to be aware of my repulsion, still looking at the moon, smiled wryly, and changed the subject, "You don't know, your Aning, the person who once existed like a god in your heart is nothing more than that."

After a short pause, she continued: "She said that she is bisexual. She not only liked girls, but also boys. She even dated a boyfriend, but they broke up before the college entrance examination."

Although I don't like Aning approaching my Liu Shu, no matter what she looks like now, her image in my heart is still unshakable.

And Liu Shu at this moment seems to want to destroy the last good description of Aning in my heart.

Although what she mentioned in front of me was not the beauty of Aning, I was still not happy, but rather depressed.

I tried to keep my tone as flat as possible, neither happy nor sad, "I already know about the boyfriend you mentioned. During the summer vacation, when she mentioned that boy, I was there."

After a pause, I still replied: "I also found out about the bisexual thing she said later."

I thought to myself: It was because I later found out that she was bisexual, and when I knew that Liu Shu was going to H province, I was so desperate and sad, because I knew that Liu Shu was in her hands, and would only be there That thorny road is getting farther and farther, maybe I will never be the girl I was looking forward to again.

Liu Shu sighed softly, "She just mentioned that boy, but you don't know more about her. In short, Ah Ning is not as beautiful as you imagined."

Liu Shu looked at me, hesitated to speak, and finally said nothing, still looking at the moon in the sky.

Because she may know that I don't want to hear about Aning from her mouth.

After a long time, he said softly, "Yingying, I missed you so much at that time."

"En." I replied, but I don't know when she said that time, and I don't want to dig into the entanglement here.

Liu Shu asked sadly, "Will you fall in love with other girls in the future?"

"No." I replied firmly and sincerely.

This answer, I am confident I can make it rock-solid and never shift.

Falling in love with you is already the biggest accident in my life, and your accident has almost consumed all my energy. I will never fall in love with any girl again.

"It turns out that you don't like girls. No wonder you never fell in love with me. Even if I pestered you like that, you didn't waver."

I gave a wry smile and ignored her, my heart was full of knots.

I am more than just falling in love, I shattered your entanglement, but you didn't know it.

But I couldn't answer anything, I just turned my head and smiled at her, Liu Shu also smiled back, but it was forced.

Today is the last night for Liu Shu to spend the night in my dormitory. When we got back to the dormitory, we packed up early and went to bed.

This time, Liu Shu was still lying outside, and I was leaning against the wall. We lay face to face, chatting in low voice about interesting things in high school.

Neither of us felt sleepy, but the more we chatted, the more energetic we became.

After our roommates turned off the lights, the two of us were still looking at each other with wide eyes, and the surrounding area became more and more silent, as if everyone had fallen asleep.

Liu Shu moved a little bit towards me, getting closer to me. I didn't dodge, but still looked into her eyes.

She approached me slowly again, touched my lips lightly, and then opened the distance.

That kiss was as gentle and beautiful as a superficial touch, leaving a little coolness on the lips.

My heart beats slowly faster. Although this is not the first time Liu Shu has kissed me, every time I face her intimate actions towards me, I still feel nervous.

After all, there are six or seven roommates around, like a group of onlookers, which always makes people feel timid.

I had no choice but to turn around and lie on my back, expressing my resistance.

However, he just turned around and realized that because they were very close to each other, after turning around, his entire arm was stretched into Liu Shu's arms.

Liu Shu got closer to me, and whispered in my ear, "Tell me, do you like me?"

The warm breath pounced into my ears, itching like ants crawling over, circling in circles, disturbing my thoughts.

With such a close distance to the ground, the tips of my ears suddenly turned red, and my cheeks became hot unconsciously. It was a bit difficult for me to say how I like her, so I had to echo these words of love in my heart.

Liu Shu made a voice again, "Do you belong to me alone? If you love me, give me yourself."

The voice was soft and charming, and my consciousness began to be a little fuzzy. This voice caught my thoughts like a ghost, making my head stop turning, and I couldn't think.

I don't know how to give her what she said to give me to her, and I can't understand the meaning of this sentence at this time, but this sentence makes my heart beat like a drum.

The high tension made me feel that my throat was dry and my breathing was not smooth.

Liu Shu's voice came again, piercing into my ears delicately and bewitchingly, "If you love me, give it to me."

She put her fingers into the hem of her clothes, rubbed her fingertips gently, and there was a trace of coldness, but it was like a cluster of flames, which could burn the skin.

My thoughts began to drift away, and the sound of Liu Shu's breathing disrupted my heartbeat, and my mind was in chaos, as if the chaos had just begun, and it was blank.

Liu Shu looked at me in a daze, and slowly moved his fingers down bit by bit, towards the hidden place.

When her fingers touched, I suddenly woke up a little, only to realize what Liu Shu was doing.

I frantically grabbed Liu Shu's exploring arm with one hand, and covered my mouth with the other hand and shook my head slightly at Liu Shu, expressing resistance.

I think that at this time, I must have panic in my eyes.

Liu Shu approached my ear and continued: "I love you so much, is this how you treat me? I want you, give me yourself."

The consciousness that I finally came back began to collapse a little bit, and I slowly let go of the hand that was holding her arm without knowing it.

Her fingertips went down a little more, "Is it here?"

Her whole lips were almost lying on my ear and asked ambiguously.

Her voice shattered my consciousness again, and I couldn't utter a word.

It seems that I have forgotten to resist, and I look in a trance.

Immediately, exerting force on the pulp of the fingers, it sank bit by bit.

My heartbeat seemed to be about to stop, and I finally regained some consciousness. I covered my mouth tightly, for fear of making a sound.

My consciousness began to be pulled back by me little by little, but I seemed to have no strength in my body, only the trembling of my fingertips remained.

I didn't feel this kind of wonderful first time described in various novels.

And my heart suddenly became flustered, urging me to stop Liu Shu's next move, but I didn't have the courage at all.

Probe with your fingertips, moving slowly, for fear of hurting me.

In fact, there was no pain, and I didn't even feel too shy.

It's just that my heart was beating like a drum, and layers of panic spread upwards, covering my mind.

I felt a little warm touch from her fingertips, which became more and more obvious, as if it was going to burn my whole body.

The consciousness became clearer and clearer, and somewhere in the body suddenly contracted tightly, as if an important string had been plucked.

I woke up instantly, moved a little to the side in a panic, and moved my whole body up a little to let my fingers come out.

Liu Shu seemed to be frightened by my actions, and was stunned for a moment, as if he had regained consciousness.

She quickly withdrew her hand and whispered in my ear, "Yingying, I'm sorry."

He apologized as if he felt pity, but there was a little loss in his words.

I didn't pay attention to her anymore, just turned my back to her, and the belated sense of shame slowly climbed into my heart, making my face instantly flushed and hot.

But the temperature of her fingers, I feel has been staying there.

The next day, I still pretended nothing happened.

When she woke up in the morning, she was still sleeping. I thought I would come back to have dinner together at noon, so I packed up my books and went to class without disturbing her sleep.

All morning I struggled with how to face her during dinner, but when I returned to the dormitory after school, Liu Shu's suitcase was gone.

I understand that she just left without saying goodbye, maybe she doesn't know how to face me, we all need to calm down.

The author has something to say: Thank you for watching, the next chapter has the warmest sweets.