The accident in my life is only you

After a while, one night I was on duty in the store. It was already past nine in the evening, and the off work time was 10:30 in the evening.

I received a message from Liu Shu: Are you in the store?I'm on the square next to your store entrance.

My heartbeat suddenly accelerated slightly, and she didn't contact me for nearly a month.

I thought she wouldn't talk to me anymore, I thought we were really separated from each other.

I was going to send a message asking: How do you know I'm here.

But then I remembered that when I first came here, Lin Chun came here once, and Lin Chun knew the address, so it's not surprising that Liu Shu also knew the address.

I explained a few words to other colleagues in the store, and then I walked out of the store to see where Liu Shu was.

However, she didn't need me to look for her at all. When I walked out of the gate, I saw her sitting on a stone pier more than ten meters away from me.

The stone pier was about one meter high. She was sitting sideways, facing me, with one foot on the stone pier and the other dangling underneath.

Her blouse is a white short-sleeved collar, just like the first time I saw her in class, under the moonlight, with light.

The short hair looks very cute and handsome. In the dim light, her appearance is so clean and beautiful.

And her eyes looked straight at the door of the shop, and she saw me at a glance when I walked out.

I was slightly stunned, I didn't expect to meet her like this, I'm not ready yet, how to face her.

I don't know what reason I can go to her. Some time ago, I hurt her so deeply.

Liu Shu seemed to have forgotten that, she didn't move, she was still sitting there, the corners of her mouth raised, and she looked at me with a very bright smile, as if I was her light.

I lowered my head and walked slowly towards her with small steps. She was not in a hurry, and sat quietly waiting for me.

I walked to a place not far in front of her and stood there, not daring to approach her, staring guiltily at a small stone not far away.

Seeing that I was standing and not moving forward, she took off the foot she was stepping on, jumped off the stone pier, and took two steps forward to stand in front of me.

The tone was calm, even with a hint of a smile, "What? Don't even dare to look at me now? You know I'm sorry, I was so fierce that day, so I ignored me."

I looked up at her in a daze, such a painful injury, just flashed it lightly?

Seeing that I was still in a daze, she chuckled lightly, "Why don't you make it up to me?"

As he spoke, he took a small step closer to me.

I took a small step back nervously for a moment.

"Well, I'm just joking with you, don't take it so seriously, can I make it up to you?"

While talking, she took a bag the size of a shoebox from the stone bench next to her, with a flat box inside, and handed it to me directly.

"Here, this is for you, Yingying, happy birthday."

Then smiled slightly, "I bought this for you on the way out to play during this time. I think you will like it, but it's a bit heavy. You can take it back and take a look at it slowly."

I was a little surprised, I even forgot my birthday, but she still remembered it.

Even though I hurt her so deeply, she still remembered to bring me a birthday present on the way.

My heart felt like a huge hole had been dug out, and there was a lot of sorrow and guilt, and even a little warmth accompanied by pain, and Xundi almost shed tears from the corners of his eyes.

I took the thing in her hand hesitantly, it was indeed a bit heavy, about three kilograms in weight, what could it be?

"Okay, you have accepted my gift, so I can still come to you in the future, right? I have no other requirements, remember to answer the phone call and text message. That's it for now, I'll go first."

As he spoke, he walked out without giving me a chance to say a word.

I stared blankly at her back, unable to react for a long time.

In the evening, when I return to the place where I live, it is still the same relative’s house, and it is still the same small bed.

While everyone was asleep and the surroundings were quiet, I quietly took out the box and opened it carefully.

In an instant, a pile of colorful shells appeared in front of me. Seeing these beautiful shells, my mood instantly became bright and soft.

Each shell is about the size of a spectacle lens, and it is estimated that there are hundreds of them, one after another, strung by white ropes, in a disorderly manner.

But I found that there was a rope on the far side that could be hung, so I put the box on the crib, and picked up the rope with my index finger and thumb and slowly pulled it up.

There was a crisp sound of shells colliding, and the original messy shells were brought up in an orderly manner, rippling in circles, forming a stepped circle, which was too beautiful to behold.

Unexpectedly, it was a wind chime, about [-] centimeters in length and [-] centimeters in diameter.

I was dumbfounded when I saw such a big wind chime.

This wind chime is so beautiful, and its structure is somewhat complicated, it should not be a cheap handicraft.

I looked at this thing momentarily speechless.

Many years later, I learned that this thing came from a tourist attraction by the sea.

When I stood in the shop selling wind chimes and saw a similar wind chime again, I could still recall the shock when I saw it for the first time.

The roof of the shop is covered with seashell wind chimes, and when the sea breeze blows, the crisp sound of shells hitting one after another.

My heart still beats slightly faster, remembering that night, she looked at me and said: Yingying, happy birthday.

In the past two days, when I was about to get off work at night, I received another message from Liu Shu, saying that she would wait for me in the pavilion beside the square.

After I got off work, I walked to the pavilion according to the route I remembered.

I was a little hesitant, because the pavilion was covered by dense leaves all around, and unless I walked very close, I couldn't see the inside at all.

At this time, Liu Shu was sitting inside waiting for me.

And when I was alone with her, I would feel tense, and that feeling made me very uneasy.

After hesitating for a moment, I walked into the pavilion and sat opposite Liu Shu.

Liu Shu straightened her body and said softly, "Do you like the gift I gave you? Do you like it very much? When I saw it for the first time, I knew you would like it very much."

I lowered my head and replied: "I like it very much, thank you. But you shouldn't buy such an expensive thing for me."

"It's not very expensive, as long as you are happy, as long as you are happy, I will be happy."

I hesitated for a moment, but still said what was in my heart, "Liu Shu, I don't deserve you, really, I don't deserve it at all."

Her tone rose slightly, with firmness, "You are worth it. If I say you are worth it, you are worth it."

"Liu Shu, we can't do this. Forget about me. We can continue to be good friends. I can be good friends with you forever."

Liu Shu's tone suddenly became sad, "Lin Ying, I can't do it anymore."

After she finished speaking, she stood up and approached me, moving closer to me bit by bit.

I was a little nervous, so I leaned against the back of the stone bench.

Liu Shu walked in front of me, bent down to look into my eyes, and slowly approached me, my heart beat faster and faster.

And I had already closed my eyes nervously, not daring to breathe, turned my head slightly, and pinched the palm of my hand with my fingers unconsciously.

Liu Shu didn't do anything, just put his face close to my neck and took a few breaths, then slowly leaned up.

Standing greedily in the forest like someone who hasn't breathed fresh air for a long time.

Finally, my hands hugged my already stiff body, slowly getting tighter and tighter.

After a long time, he said softly, "Yingying, I can't do it."

In the past few days, Liu Shu has not come to see me again, and life has returned to peace.

I didn't push her away that day, but let her hold her quietly, listening to her breathing, each sound more and more helpless.

But I can't help her at all, I can only let her hold her.

We can't do it, she can't let go, I can't leave.

On a hot summer night, the phone in my pocket suddenly vibrated.

The number that jumped on the screen was the same as the landline number that Aning called me last time. I pressed the answer button and went outside the gate to answer it, clutching my phone.

"Hello, is that Aning?"

"It's me. Are you in the store today? What time do you get off work in the evening? I'll go find you. I haven't seen you for a long time." Aning's voice was as gentle as ever.

"Okay, I leave work at 10:30pm."

"Okay, then I'll wait for you at the square outside your shop at 10:30."

The off-duty time came as scheduled, the streets gradually disappeared, and the number of customers in the store became less and less. I packed my things and walked to the square next to me.

The shop I work part-time is located in a place with a better location, next to a small square.

The square is surrounded by a circle of lively storefronts, whether it is day or night, it is very lively, and it will be quieter only after late at night.

The square is not big, planted with many flower beds and trees, several antique pavilions, surrounded by residential areas, so it is full of people enjoying the shade at night.

I took a few steps forward and saw Aning leaning on the stone pier where Liu Shu sat last time.

The difference is that she didn't look at the door of the shop, but lowered her head, as if she was thinking about something.

I walked near her and looked at her figure, but I didn't dare to recognize her.

Obviously, during the Chinese New Year more than half a year ago, I saw her who I hadn't seen for many years, and she still didn't look like this.

Even Lin Xining in memory is not what she is now. Although she has a slender body, she has shawl-length hair.

She is used to wearing loose clothes and wearing a ponytail, full of literati atmosphere.

But now this person, although very similar in stature, is wearing a light-colored slightly slim-fitting dress, has short hair, dyed grape red, and the color of the hair makes his melon-seeded face especially delicate.

She must have noticed that someone was looking at her, so she raised her head and looked around, and finally saw me not far away, the corner of her mouth slightly curled up, meeting Liu Shu.

"Yingying, it's you, I said why don't you come over because I feel like someone is watching me."

I smiled at her and approached slowly, "Why did you cut your hair so short and dye it this color, so it's so flamboyant."

"Then do you think this color looks good?" Her eyes were bright, like a child who had successfully played a prank.

Through the corners of her slightly raised mouth, I thought of the person who was similar to her, and almost lost my mind.

But she quickly focused and replied: "It's very beautiful, this color suits you very well, and your skin color looks very white."

Aning stroked the broken hair on his forehead, and said in a cheerful voice, "Really? I also feel the same way. I can't dye my hair while studying, and my family doesn't want me to cut it off. It's not that the college entrance examination has just ended, so let yourself go."

I was amused by her words, "Even if you dyed your hair green or blue, looking at your bookish face, you can't show off your ruffian, how can you let yourself go."

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