The accident in my life is only you

In the afternoon, Lin Chun still came to see me, a little earlier than expected. I knew he must be Liu Shu's lobbyist.

We found an empty hallway and stood shoulder to shoulder.

"Tell me, did Liu Shu tell you that she made me angry and asked you to be a lobbyist. I don't want to hear it, so don't say it."

Lin Chun looked at me with bright eyes and said: "I heard from Liu Shu that she kissed you forcibly? My God? It's true! She's too courageous, she's not afraid that you will tear her up." Lin Chun Chun said while showing adoring eyes.

My face turned red instantly, "Liu Shu is crazy, listen to her nonsense, do you believe everything she says? Are you my friend or her friend?"

"You still say no? She's recruited. Look at your face so red, I don't believe it. My God? How does it feel?"

Angrily, I stretched out my hand and patted Lin Chun's arm, trying to make her hide her damned ambiguous expression, "Lin Chun, you're so mad at me, if I say no, I don't have it, I don't feel it!"

After I finished speaking, I found that I had no silver 300 taels here.

Lin Chun approached me with a non-smiling smile and said, "Okay, okay, I didn't feel it, I didn't feel it. Just pretend it wasn't there. Then what was the situation at that time, why didn't you resist? You succeeded so easily?"

I felt the tips of my ears start to get hot. I lowered my head and replied in a low voice: "At that time, she was on top of me, one hand fixed my head, and the other fixed the back of my head. I couldn't even move. How could I?" Resisting, I was scared stupid."

"I thought she was just joking with me. I didn't expect her to, she... When I remembered the resistance, it had already happened. I couldn't kill her. Besides, it was at my house , my mother is still outside."

Lin Chun found the look of the New World, "Liu Shu is really crazy, this is a door-to-door crime, she is too courageous."

Lin Chun changed the subject and continued: "Besides, if she doesn't fix your head with her hands, then she won't be able to kiss you, right?"

"Lin Chun, isn't that the point? Anyway, I'm very angry. Don't try to persuade me, or I'll break up with you."

Lin Chun moved closer to me, expressing a united front with me, "No, no, I don't advise you, I support you beating her, beating her to death, it's too courageous."

I:"......"

After a while, I gradually calmed down.

In fact, I already knew in my heart that she was no longer a simple emotion like a good friend to me, but I always refused to admit it.

I can't describe that kind of emotion. It's more lingering than a good friend, but less important than love. In short, it's definitely not friendship.

As for that kiss, I thought it was my first kiss to someone I liked. Thinking about it this way, I don't think it is that difficult to accept this fact, because I have to admit that she is the person I like.

I slowly convinced myself to accept this result, maybe I really fell in love with a girl unprepared.

This is just an accident. I firmly believe that Liu Shu is just an accident in my life. I will pack up my emotions and slowly bury this feeling in time.

As for her, I can only refuse again and again, hoping that she can wake up from my indifference, deal with this feeling seriously, and start her life again.

Lin Chun returned the exercise book that he asked me to borrow. As expected, there was an extra line on a certain page in the book, which read in the blank space: May we be together forever.

I have seen Liu Shu's handwriting thousands of times, but when I first saw this sentence, my heart tightened and my hands froze.

I raised my head and looked around, but no one noticed my abnormality just now.

I picked up a pen and added a sentence below that sentence: May our friendship last forever.

After writing this sentence, I breathed a sigh of relief as if drawing a conclusion to our previous relationship.

I know, I like her, but I can't give her anything.

No matter how intertwined the future of the two girls is, it will not be too good, and the word "future" may still be built after the ground is full of bumps and thorns.

But I faintly didn't want her to leave me like this. Only friendship can keep me standing by her side.

I read those two sentences carefully again, and felt extremely harmonious. Just like the original setting of this story, friendship will last forever, and we have always been good friends. Even if we meet after many years, we can at least have a fight Greeting acquaintances.

My mood became much better for no reason, so I happily put away the exercise book and placed it firmly at the bottom of all the books.

Then he listened to the class seriously, and soon put this matter behind him.

A few days later, Lin Chun came to ask me to borrow the exercise book again, and I still wanted that one, so I lent it to her without hesitation.

I'm used to the fact that this book will end up in Liu Shu's hands, and I'm also used to Liu Shu writing and drawing in the book. When I see the secrets deep in my heart, I realize that I can face Liu Shu's little actions calmly.

In the near future, we will go far away from home, and we will be separated from each other from now on.

Maybe we won't meet again in the future, and all of this will soon become a thing of the past.

Thinking about it this way, these things are nothing now, and all these things will become things in memory.

Two days later, when this book came back to me again, I was a little excited.

I already knew that she would definitely leave something for me in the book, and I thought it was funny as if I was watching a child play. The funny thing is that I also started to be interested.

I gently flipped through this exercise book, opening it page by page.

I remembered that I seemed to have written a sentence in this book last time, so I quickly turned to the page where she left a message for me last time.

On the top is what she wrote before: May we be together forever.

The next line is mine: May our friendship last forever.

Then there was another line at the bottom of these two lines: Fuck friendship, who wants to be with you forever.

I couldn't control it suddenly, and laughed out loud, and the deskmate next to me looked at me like a psychopath.

Regardless of her eyes, I lay down on the table, pressed the exercise book, and finally laughed wildly.

There is only more than one month left before the college entrance examination, and the students are distributing their yearbooks and classmates, and there are more or less unwritten pages in everyone's books.

I also bought a copy, the cover is light yellow with peony patterns, elegant and fresh.

After finishing almost all the laps, I didn't give Liu Shu one.

To be precise, it's not that I don't have the courage to give her, but I don't have the courage to see her.

Now I can only face her with a frosty expression, but I am afraid that if I stand in front of her for a long time, I will not have the strength to pretend to let her see that I am at a loss.

The next day, Liu Shu handed me a piece of her classmate book face to face in the corridor, and I still took it with a blank face, but she still smiled at my sarcastic remarks, and was never upset by the embarrassment I gave her. Resentment.

Or on the surface, she never complained to me.

My face is still as cold as ice, but there is a wave of waves in my heart.

This time I don't want to refuse, even if I didn't write anything, but I still want to participate in the college entrance examination she has experienced with other people at such an important moment in her life, as the first harmony we have reached in a long time.

Although I have always wanted to stay away from her, it is undeniable that she has a deep weight in my heart.

The next day I also took a classmate record and handed it to Lin Chun, and asked her to pass it to Liu Shu for me.

As for the one that Liu Shu left in my hand, I was perfunctory and wrote some information that she knew, such as name, phone number, address, birthday, and button.

Some favorite stars and favorite food, I also filled in according to the preferences of most of the students at that time.

Try to pretend that you are not different from other students, so as not to arouse the curiosity of other students.

In the final summary part, I even drifted with the flow and wrote famous sentences such as studying hard and making progress every day.

When I finished writing this, it appeared in my mind that Liu Shu looked disdainful when he saw what I wrote.

She will definitely say, isn't what you wrote nonsense?

If I was next to her, I would definitely reply, yes, what I write is bullshit.

In this way, even if others see it, it is really just a classmate record.

Thinking of her runaway appearance, I felt an inexplicable pleasure in my heart, feeling that I had successfully teased her once again.

And the classmate record left in Liu Shu's hand is really not just a classmate record. When it returned to my hand, I just glanced away, and felt like a light on my back, restless.

As for Lin Chun, who handed it to my classmate, I am really glad that she is a friend who knows the ins and outs.

Otherwise, when other students see it, if they don't understand it deeply, they will think that we are hatchling and dislike each other.

But if you look at the content carefully, there is a hint of stickiness mixed in, and it is easy to find the clues inside.

So shortly after she wrote her classmate record to me, I hid it alone, and no one else read it.

She was able to answer the rest of the content in a polite manner, but there were a few places where she insisted on writing that was boring.

Birthday, she wrote the birthday date badly, and wrote: It's already passed, it's not like you don't know it.

Button, she also wrote a rhetorical question: You are not on, you are asking a fart, besides, you are not without.

Favorite animal: As long as it is not as fierce as Yingying and seems to bite people.

Seeing this, I have already, and I don't have the courage to read the summary behind it.

I was a little nervous, afraid that she would write some explicit words later. If I was watching in class at this time, it would be easy to reveal the emotions in my eyes, and it would be like spreading my feelings for her in full view.

I had no choice but to secretly put this page of classmate records in the book. After lunch at noon, I took this book and went to the stone bench at the back door of the school.

The author has something to say: Thank you for watching.The classmate confession is opened.