The accident in my life is only you

Liu Shu tilted his head and approached me again, I subconsciously moved back a little bit, a little nervous, "Lin Chun told me, you said that I have a fragrance, why did you tell Lin Chun everything? .You used it yourself to tease me, and you still put it in front of her."

Liu Shu's expression became a little unnatural, as if someone had discovered a secret.

But still pretending to be relaxed and replied: "I thought it was something, I just mentioned it, who knows she will bring it to you and say it."

"Is this a question that was brought to me? This is a question that you shouldn't tell her. Why do you love to tell her everything? Are you so good with her now?"

My voice slowly became annoyed unconsciously, "And why did you tell her the handwriting in my book was yours last time?"

Liu Shu replied with an innocent expression: "Sooner or later, she will know about the handwriting, doesn't she already know me? Besides, it's not a secret, she is not someone else, she is your friend."

I was at a loss for words for a while, and felt that if I continued, this matter seemed to be too important, and it seemed how preoccupied I was.

After a long time, Liu Shu whispered again in a sullen tone, "Besides, I didn't lie to you about the fragrance, it's true."

"Hello?" I replied loudly, overshadowing her original voice.

I don't want her to continue this topic, whether it's true or not, I don't want to discuss such an embarrassing topic at all.

"Okay, okay, I won't talk anymore, I can stop talking about you with her in the future."

Hearing the helpless tone in her words, I suddenly felt funny, raised the corners of my mouth slightly, and my mood instantly became bright.

Time passed, the final exam was over soon, and there were still more than ten days before the Chinese New Year, and it was finally a holiday.

A few days before the holiday, Liu Shu might be busy with exams, so she didn't come to see me again, and I occasionally met her a few times on the road, without saying hello to each other, and smiling at each other tacitly.

During this period, she did not contact me in other ways. It was not until the night of New Year's Eve that I received a text message from her, which may have been sent in a group, Happy New Year.

I watched the fireworks outside, and felt warm in my heart, so I sent her a separate text message: Happy New Year.

Soon the winter vacation is over, and the second semester of high school will start soon.

This semester is particularly important, because in the third year of senior high school, we will enter the preparation time for the college entrance examination, and the final exam results of the second year of high school will become the basis for whether we can enter the key training classes in the third year of high school.

I still didn't meet Liu Shu on the first day of school, and I didn't meet her in the corridor until a week after school started.

It was another lunch break. School had just started, and I felt a little relaxed. I walked slowly and slowly on the way to class.

Seeing Liu Shu standing in the corridor from a distance, his expression was a little gloomy.

I walked closer and waved at her, tilting my head and smiling slightly at her.

When Liu Shu saw me not far away, his expression softened slightly, "Long time no see."

"Long time no see, why are you standing alone in the corridor, are you in a bad mood?"

Liu Shu responded sullenly, as if hesitating for a moment, and then said leisurely: "Yingying, can you come down to accompany me later?"

"Okay, then wait for me, I'll take the book up first, and then come down."

I quickly climbed up the stairs not far behind her with the book in my arms, and walked towards the class.

When I finished putting the books down, Liu Shu was still standing there without moving.

I walked up to her and stood there without speaking, as usual, waiting for her to speak first.

Seeing me from the corner of my eye, Liu Shu didn't turn his head, but lowered his head and said in a muffled voice, "Yingying, I think I'm very tired, I don't want to study anymore."

I was a little surprised, "Why did you say that suddenly, wasn't it good before?"

"I had a quarrel with my mother a few days ago because of studying. You know, I'm not suitable for studying. She may not be satisfied with my grades."

I cautiously asked tentatively, "Are you disobedient at home, and what did you do to make her angry?"

"She is just dissatisfied with my studies. I have chosen liberal arts according to her requirements. What else will she do?"

Liu Shu's tone rose slightly, and then he took another breath and said, "I'm so stressed, I really want to die."

I cautiously looked around to make sure that no one was paying attention to our chat, then I turned my head and said seriously: "Liu Shu, don't worry about it, your family members are so sad when you die. Your mother loves you very much, but the way of expressing it is different. You still have a lot of good friends, Chen Jing and the others. And me, I am also your good friend, and I will always stand by you."

Liu Shu's expression softened slightly, with some expectation in his eyes, he also turned his head to look at me and said, "We will always be good friends, right?"

I looked into her eyes and involuntarily responded with a hmm.

Liu Shu approached me slowly and said softly, "If I die one day, will you be sad?"

I knew she was just joking, but I still pretended to nod solemnly, not to spoil the atmosphere, "I will definitely be sad, especially sad, you are such an important friend of mine."

"How important is it?"

"Well, it's very important."

We looked at each other for a while, Liu Shu may have found that my eyes were sincere, and then turned his head, "Then I will think about whether I want to live or not."

I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and said in a straight voice: "Then you have to obediently work hard to improve your grades, don't be angry with your mother, go back and communicate with her, okay?"

I thought Liu Shu would continue to complain, but she only replied with a good word.

At noon the next day, Liu Shu took the initiative to wait for me at the door of the class. After I packed up my things, I still stood beside her quietly as usual, but this time I asked first.

"Did you talk to your mother yesterday?"

Liu Shu's tone was not turbulent, "I said it, but there was a quarrel within a few words."

"I told you to calm down, why are you arguing again?"

Liu Shu turned her head and said pleadingly: "Yingying, I don't want to talk about this matter anymore. Today is Friday anyway, and I don't study by myself at night. Can you go online with me at night?"

"But I think..."

"Yingying, please." I was stopped by Liu Shu again before I could finish my sentence.

"Okay then." I agreed with some difficulty. In fact, I wanted to say that on Friday, I made an appointment with Yang Han to go home together.

This time I went to the Internet cafe, it was the same as last time, she was playing games and I was watching movies.

After nine o'clock in the evening, Liu Shu sent me back to school as usual, but when I came back, I seemed to be in a better mood.

I saw that her mood had recovered a bit, so I went straight back to the dormitory without thinking too much, but I didn't know that a bloodbath would follow.

A week later, on another Friday afternoon, Liu Shu begged me to accompany her to go online again, but this time I didn't agree, and instead slipped a note to her when get out of class was over.

In the note, I apologized to her and explained why I couldn't go online.

In fact, it's just that it's the second semester of the second year of high school, and the studies are relatively heavy and there are a lot of homework. I can't accompany her to go online. I hope she can understand.

Unexpectedly, next Monday Liu Shu also wrote back a letter to me, in which she complained that I didn't regard her as a good friend and didn't accompany her to go online.

Then the topic changed and she wrote about the recent quarrel with her mother. The two had a cold war for a week without speaking once, and her mother even cut off her source of income.

I can only reply to her a comforting letter to express my heart.

In their family affairs, as an outsider, I cannot resolve the entanglement.

One day many years later, I encountered the war between Liu Shu and her mother again. That time I was not as clear-headed and calm as I am now.

I thought I was such an important person, but in that war, I was completely defeated, her mother despised me, and Liu Shu didn't help me.

From the time we wrote letters, Liu Shu rarely came to see me. Most of the things were written directly on the letter paper, and he would write to me every few days.

As time went by, I gradually fell in love with this method.

At least it saves time and effort, and she doesn't need to come up to me when she has something to do.

What's more, I gradually discovered that I was a little inexplicably nervous when facing Liu Shu.

As long as she appears, as long as she smiles foolishly at me, there is a trace of resistance in the bottom of my heart.Or an inexplicable joy, but I don't like this feeling at all.

It should be a pleasure for me to meet less, I think.

The monthly exam is about to come, and we will rest at home for two days on weekends. On Sunday night, we will take the return bus back to school.

I was washing clothes by the sink, and Yang Han was standing beside me, telling me how he was fighting wits and courage with the teacher in class last week.

When I was talking wonderfully, my cell phone rang in my coat and a text message came in.

Yang Han didn't change his posture, but he still stopped talking and stared at the pocket where I put my mobile phone.

I smiled apologetically, dried the water stains on my hands, and took out my phone.

What was displayed on the screen was Liu Shu's phone number. I remember the last few numbers, but I didn't note the name. I clicked to open the text message: Have you gone back to school, have you finished your homework?

I typed in a sentence casually: I have already returned to school, and the homework has not started yet.

After typing, I put the phone back in my pocket, and Yang Han continued her topic.

Before she spoke for 2 minutes, another text message came in. I dried my hands again and opened the text message: I am in a bad mood, let me call you.

I quickly replied: I'm a little busy now, I don't have time, so I will reply to you later.

After typing, I signaled Yang Han to continue talking, and put the phone in my coat pocket.

Before Yang Han could say a few more words, the text message sounded again. This time, my hands were covered with foam, and I couldn't turn on the phone, but I was afraid that Liu Shu would call me for something urgent.

I smiled at the already impatient Yang Han: "Why don't you help me see what she said, and give her a reply. It's not convenient for me now." After I finished speaking, I raised my hands full of foam to her .

At that time, Yang Han and Liu Shu hadn't had much conflict, they just knew each other.

I safely asked Yang Han to reply to the message, ignoring her discomfort at being interrupted.

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