The accident in my life is only you

Our relationship, which was finally eased, became estranged and stalemate because of my rejection this time.

And I didn't understand why I unconsciously rejected Liu Shu's intimate behavior at that time. I clearly longed for her to be close to me.

But at the same time I felt lost, I also felt an unspeakable comfort. I finally planted a seed in my subconscious that I could leave Liu Shu. If the flame will not be ignited again, then I just need to wait for this seed to grow. When it grows up, put out all the sparks.

Liu Shu may have been hurt and angry because of my subconscious rejection, so she really never contacted me again.

And I was a little ashamed because of my behavior like this, and I never contacted Liu Shu again. The relationship between the two fell into an impasse, which could not be resolved for a while.

Busy time always flies by quickly.

The National Day is coming soon. This year's National Day and Mid-Autumn Festival are very close. There is only a weekend in between, and the entire National Day holiday has been postponed to ten days.

During these ten days, I did not return to my hometown or go out to play, because as early as a week ago, a classmate with a good relationship with me had already booked a part-time job, and the whole small holiday was fully arranged.

In the busy part-time job, ten days passed quickly.

However, the salary of the part-time job was not settled immediately, but at intervals of one week, we were asked to go to the company's financial office to settle the payment.

The day of salary settlement was Saturday afternoon, and when I came out of the school's handicraft room, it was already past four in the afternoon.

After tidying up, my classmates and I took the bus for an hour to the entrance of the office building of the part-time company.When we settled our wages and walked out the gate with cash in our bags, it was already night and the lights were brightly lit outside.

The classmate said goodbye to me and was going to her friend's school.

After we parted on the street, I stood alone at the crossroads and looked at the bustling off-duty crowd on the street, thinking about whether to go back to school or go to Xiaoya's nightclub.

Everyone on the street is in a hurry, maybe because there is an important person waiting for them in the place they are going to, so they don't want to enjoy the scenery, they don't stay on the way, and they can't wait to fly to her side .

Liu Shu, whom I hadn't seen for more than half a month, didn't become shallow because of the long time, and still lingered in my heart. At this time, in this bleak early autumn evening, it suddenly jumped to my heart.

I closed my eyes, stood on the street, listened to the noise of people and vehicles honking, recalled our past, and those thoughts quickly came up little by little.

Are we separated like this?Is this what you want to see?

But why do I still have so much resentment in my heart?

I remembered the few words Lin He said to me: We are too old to afford it, otherwise, forget it. / In the future, you will know how difficult this road is, and there are very few things she can give you.

I opened my eyes, looked at the setting sun that was about to disappear in the distance, and heard Yingying say in my heart: "No, Lin Ying, you haven't tried it, you will never give up, since you can't afford it anymore If you are old, then try your best one last time, and give yourself one last chance to be willful."

These words seemed to ignite all the hope in my heart, as if I had infinite power in my body, I immediately took steps, ran to the bus stop not far away, and climbed on the bus to Jiangcheng Normal University.

I wandered around the market near the Normal University for a long time, but I still couldn't choose a few opening words that I had been thinking about for a long time. I didn't know what kind of dialogue I should use to break the deadlock so that the relationship between each other could be reconciled.

After hesitating, the time on the phone finally climbed to 08:30 in the evening.

Sitting in the window of Dexter, under the urging of time, I finally sent a seemingly euphemistic text message: Are you in the dormitory?I'm near the Normal University. I just came back from a part-time job. I'll treat you to supper.

I didn't expect to receive a reply message from Liu Shu soon, and the contents of the text message wiped away all the nervous and regretful emotions in my heart just now.

: Okay, where will you meet?

Liu Shu is actually waiting for my text message, right?That's why she replied to me so quickly, she was just trying to save face, right?

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to break the honey pot instantly, and the sweet fragrance overflowed.

I replied to Liu Shu with the agreed address and time, then sat by the window of Dexter, looked at the glass in front of me happily, and drew a cute smiling face on the glass before I left the seat and went to the agreed The place.

At around nine o'clock in the evening, I sat down in the burger fast food restaurant we had visited before, facing the door of the store, waiting anxiously for Liu Shu's arrival.

I haven't seen her for more than half a month, and asking her out for supper at such a late hour is enough to express my compromise sincerity. I think she must understand what I mean by asking her out.

Not long after, Liu Shu finally appeared.

When she saw me sitting in the shop, one corner of her mouth was raised slightly, with a trace of inexplicable slyness, she just smiled lightly, but soon the smile disappeared from the corner of her mouth, replaced by a familiar smile.

I didn't think much about it, and returned a smile, a light and shallow smile, because my heart was already tense enough at this time, and I couldn't distinguish too many emotions to cover up this smile.

Liu Shu walked straight to my place, walked in front of me, opened the stool and sat opposite me, without speaking first.

I smiled again, so I had to be the first to strike up a conversation, "Is it busy today? Did I interrupt you to do something?"

"No, today is Saturday, and there's nothing else to do. Why are you so late for an appointment?" Liu Shu asked knowingly, looking at me with a slight smile, as if to see me showing some embarrassment.

I think, my meaning is so obvious, she should be able to understand, so she didn't look too embarrassed, and said softly: "It's nothing, I just remembered that I haven't seen you for a long time, so I just want to see you."

Just as I was talking, I handed the menu next to her in front of her, and said with a sweet smile: "Do you see anything you want to eat? Order it."

Liu Shu didn't refuse, took the menu, looked at the contents, and quickly ordered a set meal, which included two glasses of Coke and some food such as hamburgers and fries.

The set meal ordered was quickly shared by the two of us, and during the whole process, Liu Shu didn't say much, and didn't even ask me why I appeared near her school so late.

In fact, my current campus is far from Liu Shu's school. I need to transfer two or three buses halfway, and it will take an hour and a half at the fastest. Even the positions of the two places are completely different.

I had no choice but to suppress the little grievances in my heart, pretending to be happy, and looking at Liu Shu opposite, "Do you want to order some more, are you full?"

In fact, I know Liu Shu's food intake. The ones I ordered just now are actually enough to fill me up in front of Liu Shu who has already had dinner. It was almost ten o'clock in the evening.

But what I didn't expect was that Liu Shu stretched out his hand to take a look at the menu next to him, looked up at me, and showed a wicked smile, but soon switched to a charming smile, "Then I'll order some more." Yes, you don't mind, do you?"

I froze thinking back to the evil smile that had just disappeared, thinking about the meaning of that smile, and replied involuntarily: "It's okay, you can order."

I thought that Liu Shu would order another simple meal like a hamburger, but unexpectedly, Liu Shu said to the waiter next to him, "Give me one set of this set, give me one set of this set meal, and give me one set of this set meal too." ,Thanks."

I looked at the back of the waiter leaving in surprise, and didn't realize the situation for a while.

After the waiter left, I hesitated for a moment, and asked in confusion, "Do you still want to eat so much? Are you not full for dinner? This seems to be enough for at least five or six people."

"It's not for me to eat, but I want to pack it for my roommates. They are probably hungry and want to eat supper." After Liu Shu finished speaking to me, she looked at me with a charming smile. After a while, she lowered her head and continued to look at the menu .

I only met her roommates once or twice, and I didn’t even remember who was who, and I wasn’t close enough to ask them to eat.

And the money I used to invite Liu Shu to eat supper was earned by my hard work during the National Day break. Although the set meals Liu Shu ordered did not cost a lot, they have already consumed a lot of my hard work standing there. Full-time and part-time wages earned.

And I originally wanted to share with her the joy of getting my salary from a part-time job, but at this moment, I felt that this joy seemed to have been trampled on ruthlessly, and the taste had changed.

My heart was full of mixed feelings, and I quickly remembered the slyness that flashed by the corner of Liu Shu's mouth when he saw me. It turned out to be this meaning. Liu Shu must still remember my behavior of avoiding her approach last time, so I wanted to To tease and punish me.

We packed the food and walked to her dormitory with a big bag each.

But halfway through, she finally remembered that it was past ten o'clock in the evening.

She stopped suddenly and looked back at me with an innocent and natural expression, "Yingying, you can't go back at night, right? It's so late now, there probably is no car."

Looking at her unpretentious expression, I felt depressed and sad.

She clearly knew that I was planning to stay overnight when I showed up so late, but she asked me like this at this time, as if she was laughing at how humble I was deliberately approaching her.

I suppressed the disappointment and grievance in my heart, and firmly believed that no matter how humble I was, I must fight for one last chance for myself.So he paused, and could only reply with a smile: "Yes, there is no car to go back now."

"Then you can sleep with me in my dormitory at night, don't you mind?"

I still pretended not to hear the slight alienation in her words, smiled, and replied: "Okay."

When Liu Shu and I returned to her dormitory, we found that the iron gate outside her dormitory had been locked.

Because it was past ten o'clock at this time, and it was their curfew time.

Liu Shu was not in a hurry at all, and motioned for me to follow her, and walked around to a low wall next to the iron gate.

She wandered under the low wall for a while, found a suitable position, handed me the bag in her hand, and stepped on a few irregular holes in the wall. Under my surprised eyes, she put her hands up and rolled over. down the low wall.

She took a firm position on the edge of the low wall, and stretched her hands in my direction.

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