The accident in my life is only you

"Ding dong ding dong", a child came running from not far away with a toy. I opened my eyes and looked at the light blue clear sky quietly.

When I closed my eyes and fell asleep just now, it seemed that several different voices floated to my ears through the long river of time.

When I say you are worth it, you are worth it.

You don't look at who the two of us are, one knows your past and the other knows your future.

The prince and princess will live happily together forever.

I shook my head with a wry smile, and withdrew my damned thoughts.

I haven't been back to this small town for a long time. On a summer evening, when the sun was about to set and the heat wasn't too hot, I picked a secluded seat in the bustling park and sat down.

I moved my seat specially, I didn't want to sit where I sat before, think of those people in my memory, and make myself sad.

But in this small park, only this pavilion is covered by dense leaves, quiet and comfortable, making people feel relaxed. Sitting here, there will always be a sense of security deep in the heart.

It is always difficult for people to change some habits. A habit will give people a sense of security and peace of mind.

I used to like to sit in this pavilion, leaning against the pillars with my eyes closed, listening to the songs played slowly in the headset, and felt comfortable. Now, I still feel that listening to songs comfortably in this place has a special charm.

There are people coming and going in the park, old people and children everywhere, and there are small vendors selling children's toys not far away.

Compared with other places in the park, this small pavilion is much quieter, and I am the only one sitting in the corner listening to the song in a daze.

At this evening, young people are all hurrying home from get off work. No one is as leisurely as me. Fusheng is free for half a day.

Of course, I avoided weekends specifically, so there would be fewer young people in the park, and the chances of meeting acquaintances would be even smaller. After all, there are not many lively places in such a small county.

Not many people know about the past events in my memory, but there are many people who know us. I always feel that when I see people we know each other, I will think of the past and how we became the most familiar stranger step by step. people.So all these years, I didn't go to any class reunions, avoided everyone who knew each other, just to be able to fade away.

It was getting dark, and I picked up my backpack and prepared to leave.

A little later, the park will be busier than during the day, and vendors will surround the park's pavilions with water.

Looking around, I saw a short-haired girl and a long-haired girl walking towards me from a distance, talking and laughing. I have met the long-haired girl several times, but I dare not say hello.

The short-haired girl next to me had neatly trimmed hair and was as capable as ever. The smile at the corner of her mouth was imprinted on my eyelids, and my heartbeat suddenly started to restless.

It started to become heavy and powerful one after another, as if reminding me to forget something, faster and faster, I felt that my body was drained of all strength, only my heart was beating.

But the heartbeat became faster and faster, and it began to be uncontrollable, and my hands suddenly began to tremble slightly.

I could no longer sit peacefully, so I stood up with all my strength while leaning on the seat, covered my chest with my hands in a panic, and hurriedly left from another path. Never had the strength to leave again.

It's ridiculous to say that people always fantasize about various reunion scenes with certain people, and sometimes even think through the dialogue, for fear that if they don't answer the other person's words calmly, they will reveal their inner fluctuations.

How can I hide from human nature, the conversation that I have thought over and over again in my heart, but when I actually meet, I find that I don't even have the courage to open my mouth.

After bypassing many buildings, he finally stopped. After stopping, he realized that his legs were trembling.

Why can't this damn leg move anymore?

I leaned against the wall at the end of the street, took a few deep breaths, but still couldn't make him stop shaking, so I had to squat down slowly against the wall, maybe it would be better this way.His heart was still beating fast, and his hands were a little restless. He grabbed his pants feebly and managed to calm his heart down.

My name is Lin Ying, you guessed it right, I am indeed more familiar with that short-haired woman, and have an inexplicable relationship, and have tortured and entangled each other for a long time.

She has a very vulgar name named Liu Shu, but her character is not as gentle as her name, she is resolute and persistent, she will stick to what she decides to the end, and will not turn back until the south wall.

But I was just the opposite. It was difficult to do one thing persistently. I was always indecisive and couldn't beat myself.

Liu Shu once jokingly said to me: "Yingying, you haven't insisted on one thing seriously, how do you know that you really can't persist, you told me you gave up, how do you want me to believe it."

I smiled and did not refute. I admit that I have always been a casual person. I do it when I want to do it, give up when I don’t want to do it, and stick to it if I can. I never force myself to do things I don’t want to stick to.

But many years later, I forced myself to insist on one of the longest things, which was to forget you.

On the day I met Liu Shu, the sun was at work. The damn sun was shining brightly all morning, and the school was quiet during lunch break. A few students in the class were playing around, and I fell asleep on the desk just right.

Suddenly heard a piercing voice, "creak creak."

I don't know who moved the desk in the class, making a harsh sound.

I raised my head irritably, intending to see who was so blind and disturbed my classmates' rest.

It was only then that I saw clearly that the tables in the middle row of the class were merged together by someone. There were two girls standing on each side of the table. They were playing vigorously with badminton rackets in their hands.

The sun shone majestically on the body of the girl diagonally opposite me, and the white short-sleeved top was particularly glaring in the sun.

I rubbed my eyes, looked at her again, and found that she was not a classmate in our class.With a slender body and a short ponytail, under the glare of the sun, there is a beautiful side face with sharp edges and corners, which seems familiar.

I blinked my eyes and felt sleepless for a moment. I stared blankly at her side face. Somewhere in my heart seemed to be planted a seed suddenly. When the soil was broken, there was a pain, which was fleeting. .

The planted seeds suddenly loosened, causing a small throbbing, but it also returned to calm in an instant.

I don't know what it is, but that feeling lingers in my heart for a long time.

I just watched them play badminton for an hour, watched her side face imprinted with another scenery, and listened to their laughter until the class bell rang.

This is the first time I met her, the opening was uncreative, she did not remember me, but left a shadow in my heart.

I thought we would always be just a strange classmate who hadn't spoken to each other, but I didn't know that the seed in my heart was sprouting a branch called fate, because of the good soil, it finally got out of hand.

One semester passed quickly, and the second semester of the first year of high school began. On the first day of school, the class teacher finished counting the names, then raised his glasses and said slowly: "The new students from behind come up and introduce themselves to the classmates."

Everyone turned their heads to look at the back row in a tacit understanding. I saw the stranger Liu Shu at a glance. There was a calm string in my heart that seemed to be slightly plucked by someone, and I felt a little strange.

I pursed my lips to suppress the surprise in my heart, and turned my eyes away from her.

Liu Shu didn't know when she started sitting in the last row near the back door of the classroom. When the teacher called her, she slowly stood up from the bottom row and walked to the podium.

"Hi everyone, I transferred from class two, my name is Liu Shu, Wen Dao Liu, comfortable Shu." After speaking, the class applauded, Liu Shu blushed a little, and smiled at everyone shyly.

The teacher in charge said slowly, "Then sit next to Chen Jing in the middle, you are about the same height as her, and the classmate next to you, if you are taller, you should sit in the last row."

Chen Jing's deskmate quickly packed her schoolbag and sat in the empty seat in the back row.Liu Shu ran back to the seat by the door, took her schoolbag, walked quietly to Chen Jing and sat up. The whole process was done in one go, without politeness or tweaking, and she didn't even speak to Chen Jing.

I thought they would at least say hello to each other, and they pretended not to know each other.Just when I thought they were not very familiar with each other, the head teacher looked down at the roster in his hand.

I saw Liu Shu quickly blinked his right eye at Chen Jing, and suddenly realized, I turned my head in a daze to look at Chen Jing who was across the table, and then at Liu Shu who was sitting next to Chen Jing. I thought, maybe the head teacher didn't know that Liu Shu and Chen Jing actually knew each other, so they let them sit together. If the head teacher knew that they knew each other from the beginning, they probably wouldn't have arranged the seats like this.

Because I remember that the girl who stood opposite Liu Shu and played badminton with her last semester was Chen Jing. Is this a coincidence?Soon I knew it was really a coincidence.

Half a month later, Liu Shu and Chen Jing broke the disguise and played together very quickly, even whispering in class sometimes, which quickly aroused the dissatisfaction of the class teacher.

In the morning meeting on Monday, the head teacher changed the seats of the students in the class. In the end, Liu Shu became my deskmate. There was a little turmoil in my heart. I would always see that familiar profile. Yet?

I lowered my head and concealed my expression, not daring to look at the face approaching me.

She was sitting next to me with her schoolbag, leaned close to me, and said cautiously, "Is your name Lin Ying? Chen Jing told me that my name is Liu Shu, and I used to be in the second class."

After speaking, he turned his head to look at the head teacher, and then looked back at me, as if waiting for my answer.

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