[Main Ancient Sword] Depend on each other
Chapter 65 Selfishness
83 years ago, Hengshan, under the Huixian Bridge, in the valley——
It was snowing heavily.
Her blood stained the white clothes and the snow at the bottom of the valley.Li Chuhuang watched her arm slip off, closed her eyes, lost her breath in front of his eyes, and felt the pain again that he thought he would never feel again.
He thought that he was already numb, and felt that the so-called relatives, friends and lovers would not shake his will any more. Their feelings were too superficial, and it was not worth his all to repay them.He has been betrayed too many times, and every hope has only ushered in despair again and again.So he didn't dare to give easily anymore, he was afraid and numb.
He also always had reservations about Li Yi. He raised her and taught her like raising a pet, being close but keeping a distance.Let her worship Qionghua, let her practice Wangshu, and even let the nightmare hiding in Yingguang's body covet Li Yi.All this is just to know if the person who keeps saying 'your wish is my wish' really exists, he wants to see more clearly whether this person has selfishness in the end, is it really like what she showed Simple.
Now he felt that he was satisfied, and he should have been satisfied.See, before she died, she only wanted to tell him where Fen Ji was, and she didn't mention herself at all.He was successful, and he really raised a kid who only had eyes for him.But what is the use of this?
This child, Li Yi, is dead...
I remember when we met for the first time, she said the words "I will die tomorrow" very calmly, without any waves in her eyes.He thought that she had grown up and changed, and after seeing all the beauty in the world, she had a desire for life and a fear of death.But he seemed to be wrong, she was always the child who only knew how to obey, her mind was so simple, without any impurity.
He said that the world is beautiful, so she made an agreement with him to travel all over the world; Leah, go back to the dungeon of her nightmares and find him; he says he needs to die... and she will bring him news of it even if she dies.
She regarded him as the pillar of her life, and what did he do?It was he who pushed her into the abyss of death with his own hands!
He turned his head to look at Huixian Bridge, where the woman who had been completely possessed by the Nightmare Demon and eroded by the demon energy was standing there, with a ferocious and mocking smile on her face.He clearly knew that after returning from Manzhou, Yingguang had murderous intentions towards Li Yi, and he also knew how insane people who were infected by demonic energy were, but even at this time, he still wanted to see, to test, and because of Yingguang Her jealousy draws out her sincerity.
But what he hoped for was not the result.
Absolutely not!
"Li Yi... Li, Yi..."
He hugged her body that had lost its temperature tightly into his arms, touched her tearful cheek, and murmured her name.It seems that as long as this is done, this well-behaved child will be obedient as usual, and open his eyes to look at him again.
[I seem to be late. 】
A childish voice suddenly echoed in my mind, and in an instant, the wind stopped, and the flying snow in the sky stopped in the air like a frozen frame.The dazzling white and dazzling red lost their color at the same time, and the world became gray and gloomy.
Directly above, an unusually powerful spiritual force field seemed to break through the limitation of time and space, as if wanting to manifest itself here, a vortex that continuously rotated appeared.The vortex slowly expanded, and finally fixed into a broken door.
That young figure stepped out in one step.
She is the only color in this world, with long green curly hair and pale amber eyes, surrounded by a blue aura that looks like a living thing, descending from the sky and stopping in front of him.
"Who are you...?" He obviously didn't cry or shout, but his voice was hoarse, his thinking was frozen, and his eyes revealed pain, remorse and despair.
[First meeting, Li Yi's family, I'm Qi Ya. 】
"You... are here to take her back?"
【Well, yes. 】
In her heart now, she must hate him, that's right.
He never cared about her thoughts, knowing that she was sincere, but he abandoned her like a shoe.
He will always only think about himself, thinking that as long as he doesn't pay, he won't be hurt again, and as long as he doesn't feel emotional, he won't be betrayed again.
In the final analysis, he picked her back because she was someone from another world, someone who had gone off the rails, and he didn't think about giving anything at all, and raising her was just a matter of convenience.He tried again and again, with her sensitive temperament, how could she not know his real purpose?
Even at the young age of ten, she can understand that he treats her differently than she treats him, let alone now?
Therefore, she didn't want to leave any unnecessary words to him, so she just passed away like that.
Fenji's whereabouts?Why does that matter?What he wanted to hear was not this!
What he wanted to hear was her calling his name.
What he wanted was for her to smile again.
Instead of being cold, dying in his arms with regret like this!
He held her hand tightly, trembling. "Miss Qi Ya, will Li Yi be reincarnated?"
[Reincarnation? ] The green-haired little girl blinked, as if thinking about the meaning of the word. 【Ah, this is the rule of your world, right?Fate soul, three souls and seven souls... Well, that's how it is.But Li Yi can't, her soul is not divided into three souls and seven souls, if she dies, she will disperse directly, this is the rule of our world. 】
After she dies, she will dissipate directly between the heaven and the earth like a wild soul.
There will be no reincarnation, so he has no chance to make up, because she can't enter reincarnation at all.
What a cruel world, and a life without change. In comparison, he who has been through the soul for a thousand years is already happy enough.
"Then if that's the case, I won't hand over this bone to you. Even..." Even if this is what she meant, he will force her body to stay!
[Do you want to save her? 】
"She, is there any help?" He suddenly raised his head, looked at the little girl in front of him who was not even close to his chest, and suddenly realized that this seemingly ordinary little girl was called "Holy Son" by Li Yi, They call it "God".
【Well, that's why I came to take her back. 】She spoke very kindly,【Here, under the restrictions of the rules of this world, my power cannot extend to her, so I have to go back.That way, I can rewind her time back to when she was alive.So, can you understand? 】
"...Understood." He was silent for a moment, although he was a little concerned about the ambiguity in her words, but he probably couldn't make it clear for a while, and he didn't want to care too much.
As long as she can survive, even if she can never see each other again...
can no longer...
"Miss Qi Ya, is it possible for Li Yi to come back?"
[Yes, as long as it is her wish.but……】
"but what?"
[From the moment she leaves this world, this world will erase all traces of her existence. 】
"Eliminate means...?"
[All of you will no longer remember that she once existed, and she will also forget everything in this world. 】
forget?
Forget the wrong things he's done, forget the emotions he's grieved over.
Forget her every frown and smile, forget the soft voice she called his name.
Forget... this short ten years of getting along day and night...
He has already lost everything, only this memory is left, which is the most important thing left for him.
But even this last thing, there is no way to keep it?
Then, she will also forget him, forget her own name, forget that she has been in his world, the days and nights she spent with him here, the people she met here, and the things she met.
Forgetting all of them is equivalent to that she has never appeared in each other's lives?
However, he wants her to live, even if it's in a place he can't see, or becomes a stranger he can't remember anymore, he wants her to live.
"If that's the case, I'm going to trouble you." He finally let go of his hand, letting her body be wrapped in blue light, and gradually flew into the air, and flew in front of Chia.
【I took that person away. ] Qi Ya nodded at him, and was about to turn her head and step back to the other side of the gate of time and space.
Li Chuhuang's hand suddenly stretched out, grabbed Li Yi's wrist, and held it tightly.
"Li Yi, Li Yi..." He tried hard to open his eyes, his vision faded and then became clear, over and over again, trying to imprint everything about her in his heart, knowing that when she passed through that door, then he All efforts will be in vain, but there is no way to stop at this time.
Chia stopped when she heard the words, and turned to look at that person, seeing him repeating her name over and over again, persistently refusing to let go of his hand.She rolled her eyes, pondered for a moment and then opened her mouth.
[If you don't want her to be rejected by this world, there is actually another way. 】She sorted out the understanding of the rules of this world that she had just acquired, and finally smiled. [No matter which world you are in, bonds are always the strongest force. 】
"any solution?"
[Take the soul or soul of the person with the deepest bond with Li Yi, seal up all the feelings for her, and let her take it with you.But that person will lose all memory of her because of this, and will never remember it again.The world will not forget her, and she will not forget everything she has experienced in this world. 】
"..." What kind of way is this, let the whole world remember her, but let him forget?What's the point of doing this to him?
[Don't you believe it?The bond between you? 】
Fetters?
Her words aroused his memory, the girl held his hand and said this——
"I'm here and I'm not going anywhere. Have you forgotten that no matter where I go, I will come back in the end. This is our agreement."
They had agreed that no matter where she went, she would eventually come back, to the place where he was.
Even if he forgets her, she will always remember him, the mistakes he made, his ruthlessness, and the harm he caused her.
Maybe it would be better for her to forget, to live easier and happier without these painful memories.
She said she would come back, but when she came back, she found that he could no longer remember her.For her, this may be the cruelest thing.
But he didn't want to, he was selfish after all, he didn't want her to forget, even if it was hatred, she would always have him in her heart.
"Okay, just take my soul!"
Sorry, Li Yi.
I think you will never forget me, so I can only forget you.
Whether you hate me or blame me, I want to see you again.
The author has something to say: Because of the loss of a soul, the previous article mentioned that this is the boss's last life crossing soul, because the power of the soul is about to be exhausted.
It was snowing heavily.
Her blood stained the white clothes and the snow at the bottom of the valley.Li Chuhuang watched her arm slip off, closed her eyes, lost her breath in front of his eyes, and felt the pain again that he thought he would never feel again.
He thought that he was already numb, and felt that the so-called relatives, friends and lovers would not shake his will any more. Their feelings were too superficial, and it was not worth his all to repay them.He has been betrayed too many times, and every hope has only ushered in despair again and again.So he didn't dare to give easily anymore, he was afraid and numb.
He also always had reservations about Li Yi. He raised her and taught her like raising a pet, being close but keeping a distance.Let her worship Qionghua, let her practice Wangshu, and even let the nightmare hiding in Yingguang's body covet Li Yi.All this is just to know if the person who keeps saying 'your wish is my wish' really exists, he wants to see more clearly whether this person has selfishness in the end, is it really like what she showed Simple.
Now he felt that he was satisfied, and he should have been satisfied.See, before she died, she only wanted to tell him where Fen Ji was, and she didn't mention herself at all.He was successful, and he really raised a kid who only had eyes for him.But what is the use of this?
This child, Li Yi, is dead...
I remember when we met for the first time, she said the words "I will die tomorrow" very calmly, without any waves in her eyes.He thought that she had grown up and changed, and after seeing all the beauty in the world, she had a desire for life and a fear of death.But he seemed to be wrong, she was always the child who only knew how to obey, her mind was so simple, without any impurity.
He said that the world is beautiful, so she made an agreement with him to travel all over the world; Leah, go back to the dungeon of her nightmares and find him; he says he needs to die... and she will bring him news of it even if she dies.
She regarded him as the pillar of her life, and what did he do?It was he who pushed her into the abyss of death with his own hands!
He turned his head to look at Huixian Bridge, where the woman who had been completely possessed by the Nightmare Demon and eroded by the demon energy was standing there, with a ferocious and mocking smile on her face.He clearly knew that after returning from Manzhou, Yingguang had murderous intentions towards Li Yi, and he also knew how insane people who were infected by demonic energy were, but even at this time, he still wanted to see, to test, and because of Yingguang Her jealousy draws out her sincerity.
But what he hoped for was not the result.
Absolutely not!
"Li Yi... Li, Yi..."
He hugged her body that had lost its temperature tightly into his arms, touched her tearful cheek, and murmured her name.It seems that as long as this is done, this well-behaved child will be obedient as usual, and open his eyes to look at him again.
[I seem to be late. 】
A childish voice suddenly echoed in my mind, and in an instant, the wind stopped, and the flying snow in the sky stopped in the air like a frozen frame.The dazzling white and dazzling red lost their color at the same time, and the world became gray and gloomy.
Directly above, an unusually powerful spiritual force field seemed to break through the limitation of time and space, as if wanting to manifest itself here, a vortex that continuously rotated appeared.The vortex slowly expanded, and finally fixed into a broken door.
That young figure stepped out in one step.
She is the only color in this world, with long green curly hair and pale amber eyes, surrounded by a blue aura that looks like a living thing, descending from the sky and stopping in front of him.
"Who are you...?" He obviously didn't cry or shout, but his voice was hoarse, his thinking was frozen, and his eyes revealed pain, remorse and despair.
[First meeting, Li Yi's family, I'm Qi Ya. 】
"You... are here to take her back?"
【Well, yes. 】
In her heart now, she must hate him, that's right.
He never cared about her thoughts, knowing that she was sincere, but he abandoned her like a shoe.
He will always only think about himself, thinking that as long as he doesn't pay, he won't be hurt again, and as long as he doesn't feel emotional, he won't be betrayed again.
In the final analysis, he picked her back because she was someone from another world, someone who had gone off the rails, and he didn't think about giving anything at all, and raising her was just a matter of convenience.He tried again and again, with her sensitive temperament, how could she not know his real purpose?
Even at the young age of ten, she can understand that he treats her differently than she treats him, let alone now?
Therefore, she didn't want to leave any unnecessary words to him, so she just passed away like that.
Fenji's whereabouts?Why does that matter?What he wanted to hear was not this!
What he wanted to hear was her calling his name.
What he wanted was for her to smile again.
Instead of being cold, dying in his arms with regret like this!
He held her hand tightly, trembling. "Miss Qi Ya, will Li Yi be reincarnated?"
[Reincarnation? ] The green-haired little girl blinked, as if thinking about the meaning of the word. 【Ah, this is the rule of your world, right?Fate soul, three souls and seven souls... Well, that's how it is.But Li Yi can't, her soul is not divided into three souls and seven souls, if she dies, she will disperse directly, this is the rule of our world. 】
After she dies, she will dissipate directly between the heaven and the earth like a wild soul.
There will be no reincarnation, so he has no chance to make up, because she can't enter reincarnation at all.
What a cruel world, and a life without change. In comparison, he who has been through the soul for a thousand years is already happy enough.
"Then if that's the case, I won't hand over this bone to you. Even..." Even if this is what she meant, he will force her body to stay!
[Do you want to save her? 】
"She, is there any help?" He suddenly raised his head, looked at the little girl in front of him who was not even close to his chest, and suddenly realized that this seemingly ordinary little girl was called "Holy Son" by Li Yi, They call it "God".
【Well, that's why I came to take her back. 】She spoke very kindly,【Here, under the restrictions of the rules of this world, my power cannot extend to her, so I have to go back.That way, I can rewind her time back to when she was alive.So, can you understand? 】
"...Understood." He was silent for a moment, although he was a little concerned about the ambiguity in her words, but he probably couldn't make it clear for a while, and he didn't want to care too much.
As long as she can survive, even if she can never see each other again...
can no longer...
"Miss Qi Ya, is it possible for Li Yi to come back?"
[Yes, as long as it is her wish.but……】
"but what?"
[From the moment she leaves this world, this world will erase all traces of her existence. 】
"Eliminate means...?"
[All of you will no longer remember that she once existed, and she will also forget everything in this world. 】
forget?
Forget the wrong things he's done, forget the emotions he's grieved over.
Forget her every frown and smile, forget the soft voice she called his name.
Forget... this short ten years of getting along day and night...
He has already lost everything, only this memory is left, which is the most important thing left for him.
But even this last thing, there is no way to keep it?
Then, she will also forget him, forget her own name, forget that she has been in his world, the days and nights she spent with him here, the people she met here, and the things she met.
Forgetting all of them is equivalent to that she has never appeared in each other's lives?
However, he wants her to live, even if it's in a place he can't see, or becomes a stranger he can't remember anymore, he wants her to live.
"If that's the case, I'm going to trouble you." He finally let go of his hand, letting her body be wrapped in blue light, and gradually flew into the air, and flew in front of Chia.
【I took that person away. ] Qi Ya nodded at him, and was about to turn her head and step back to the other side of the gate of time and space.
Li Chuhuang's hand suddenly stretched out, grabbed Li Yi's wrist, and held it tightly.
"Li Yi, Li Yi..." He tried hard to open his eyes, his vision faded and then became clear, over and over again, trying to imprint everything about her in his heart, knowing that when she passed through that door, then he All efforts will be in vain, but there is no way to stop at this time.
Chia stopped when she heard the words, and turned to look at that person, seeing him repeating her name over and over again, persistently refusing to let go of his hand.She rolled her eyes, pondered for a moment and then opened her mouth.
[If you don't want her to be rejected by this world, there is actually another way. 】She sorted out the understanding of the rules of this world that she had just acquired, and finally smiled. [No matter which world you are in, bonds are always the strongest force. 】
"any solution?"
[Take the soul or soul of the person with the deepest bond with Li Yi, seal up all the feelings for her, and let her take it with you.But that person will lose all memory of her because of this, and will never remember it again.The world will not forget her, and she will not forget everything she has experienced in this world. 】
"..." What kind of way is this, let the whole world remember her, but let him forget?What's the point of doing this to him?
[Don't you believe it?The bond between you? 】
Fetters?
Her words aroused his memory, the girl held his hand and said this——
"I'm here and I'm not going anywhere. Have you forgotten that no matter where I go, I will come back in the end. This is our agreement."
They had agreed that no matter where she went, she would eventually come back, to the place where he was.
Even if he forgets her, she will always remember him, the mistakes he made, his ruthlessness, and the harm he caused her.
Maybe it would be better for her to forget, to live easier and happier without these painful memories.
She said she would come back, but when she came back, she found that he could no longer remember her.For her, this may be the cruelest thing.
But he didn't want to, he was selfish after all, he didn't want her to forget, even if it was hatred, she would always have him in her heart.
"Okay, just take my soul!"
Sorry, Li Yi.
I think you will never forget me, so I can only forget you.
Whether you hate me or blame me, I want to see you again.
The author has something to say: Because of the loss of a soul, the previous article mentioned that this is the boss's last life crossing soul, because the power of the soul is about to be exhausted.
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