[Main Ancient Sword] Depend on each other

"Fuyao Immortal Grass, Xuantian Different Fruit, Heavenly Immortal Jade Dew, Hanguang Liuli..."

Back at Qinchuan's residence, Li Yi counted all the treasures prepared in the dimensional bag one by one.

"Sun Moon Pearl, He Pu, Xuan Li, Xuan Gui Zi Shiru, Heng Gong Yu Nei Dan..."

"In addition to the green jade bones and ice soul crystals that I just bought from Haishi, there are only two things missing."

These two things are Xianzhi, which keeps the body from rot, and the fruit of the sacred tree, which can carry the soul—that is, the fruit of Jianmu in the Hongya Realm.

It is said that Xianzhi grew up in a blessed land called Zuzhou. Although she doesn't know where it is, someone always knows, so it's not a big problem.

The most important thing is the fruit of Jianmu, which is the core of the human body, and the only thing in the Three Realms she knows that can take shape according to the owner's will and carry the soul.The other thing is the evil spirit bone, but unfortunately the evil spirit bone conflicts with other materials, so it can only be discarded.

Since the turbid air dissipated to Hongya, Fuxi planted Jianmu, opened the road to heaven, and built Yunding Tiangong on the top of Jianmu.The earth trembled, blocking the way to Shenyuan.Not to mention mortals, even the immortals who are still in the human world don't know the exact location of the Hongya Realm.

Now all she can rely on is Ji Shaoyan who spent thousands of years in the Hongya Realm, and I don't know if she can still think of the past.

Mentioning him, Li Yi recalled the scene when the two were in Haishi yesterday.

He asked her, "Who the hell are you?"

That's what she answered at the time.

"Do you know who I am? Is it really that important? If it's important, why can't you remember it yourself? If it's not important, why bother to ask me?"

Of course she hoped that the other party could remember her, every word of her, every expression of her.

She imagined that the first thing the man said when they met was "Welcome home."

She also imagined that the man would hug her tightly and never let go of her hand.

But this world is cruel, and it can always show you the most unwanted results in front of you.

For example, the price for her resurrection from the dead is to lose her expression, her eyes, and her sense of taste...

For example, his uncontrollable amnesia when he crossed his soul...

But what is lost is lost, as he said——

"It's a pity to lose things, but losing is losing, and you can't force it."

Some things are lost and can be found.Some things are lost and never seen again.

Maybe one day, what was lost will come back.

But Li Yi understood that what she wanted was not hard work, but a miracle.

So you can't expect it, you can't force it, and you can't have any expectations about it.

For a miracle is a miracle insofar as it cannot happen.

She doesn't have many things, and she wants to cherish what she has more than recover what she has lost.

She still has ears and can hear the man's gentle words.

She still had hands, and could touch the man's face.

She still has arms and can hug that person at any time.

She still has legs and can walk beside the man.

She also has a heart that will never stop beating, and she can stay with him until the end of time.

So she will not stop and think about everything that no longer belongs to her.

Their memories, their time—

Those short ten years are so small and fleeting compared to the endless years to come.

So it really doesn't matter, yes, forget it and forget it.

Really, it's not that important...

"Li Yi." The man pushed open the door and walked into her room.He no longer called her by Zhu Huang, but called her by her real name instead.

He walked in front of her, lowered his head slightly, and looked at the girl sitting in a chair in a daze.

"Tell me who you are?"

He asked persistently, making her a little confused for a while after she had made up her mind.

"Why? It's obviously not important..."

"Whether it's important or not can only be decided after listening to it, not if you say it's not important or not." His tone was unprecedentedly severe, making Li Yi subconsciously look up at him.

She bit her lip, feeling that the matter had developed to this point, and suddenly she had no intention of keeping it a secret.It doesn't matter if he knows it sooner or later, he won't remember anything anyway.

"...I'm Li Yi, Li Chuhuang's Li, Yixin's Yiyi." She paused, giving the other party time to digest the information in her words. "Speak less, Chu Huang, Prince Changqin...you are my only family."

"...If I don't ask, how long do you plan to keep this matter a secret?"

"You believe me?" She asked back in surprise, feeling incredible.He never trusts anyone easily, so she chose to hide it at first, just to find an appropriate time.Later, I felt that he had forgotten anyway, and it made no difference whether he said it or not. "But you obviously forgot everything..."

"If I can't remember it all the time, are you going to never tell me?"

She really thought so, but now he asked, if she still answered like this, she doesn't know why she always feels a little guilty.

He was the one who obviously forgot, but why was he the one who was wrong?

She didn't understand, so she could only keep silent.

Ji Shaoyan looked at the silent girl and sighed helplessly.Seemingly not intending to say any more, he turned and walked out.

Li Yi first breathed a sigh of relief, but suddenly panicked when the other party's footsteps got farther and farther away.

No, something is not quite right.

She immediately jumped up from the chair, caught up with the person walking out in three steps at a time, and grabbed his sleeve.

"Speak less and don't be angry, I, I didn't mean to lie to you."

She didn't know what to say or what to do, but she always felt that if she just let the other party go like this, she would definitely lose something very important.

She couldn't tell what it was like, but she felt an unprecedented fluster in her heart, even before death and after she lost her sight, she was even more afraid than knowing that he had forgotten her.

"I just think that since you don't remember, speaking out will only increase your burden. I, I don't want to embarrass you. "

Ji Shaoyan remained silent the whole time, not intending to respond.She couldn't see his expression, couldn't see his eyes, and didn't know how he listened to her words.

"Speak less, you, don't keep talking..."

She was even more panicked, clenched tightly with the hand holding her sleeve, and began to tremble slightly.

"Ah, yes, Fen Ji!"

With his other free hand, Li Yi took out the black and red fierce sword from the dimensional bag, and held it up in front of him.

"I have already brought Fen Ji out, and brought it out of Nuwa's enchantment intact! Look, don't talk!"

He remained indifferent and said nothing.

"I've made all the preparations, just a little bit, just a little bit away, and I can create an immortal body for you, and you won't need to cross your soul again. Believe me, it's really, really fast It's..."

Before she finished speaking, she felt that the sleeves she was holding were being torn apart inch by inch, as if the originally weak bond between her and him was disappearing bit by bit.

"No, Chu Huang, Chu Huang, you said that no matter what happened, you would never want me. You said that I was your only family member. I found you with great difficulty, and came back with great difficulty..."

Finally, the hands were completely released.

The heart is ashamed.

"Don't go! Don't leave me, Chu Huang...me!"

The unfinished words came to an abrupt end in his sudden embrace, and Li Yi still maintained a stiff posture with one hand holding the sword and the other half-raised, unable to realize what happened for a while.

"Don't cry, Li Yi." He hugged the girl who was full of tears and didn't know it, completely covering her petite body without leaving a single gap. "I'm here, I'm not going anywhere."

"Nowhere, go? No, leave me?" Her voice was trembling and fragmented.

"kindness."

"But, I lied, you, I did something wrong..."

"No, Li Yi didn't do anything wrong, it's my fault, I forgot you."

"Really? Then Chuhuang, aren't you angry?"

"I'm not angry. Li Yi is so nice, how could I be angry with you?"

"Oh, all right……"

There was a bang, the sound of the Fen Ji sword falling to the ground.

After Li Yi calmed down, she passed out peacefully.

Ji Shaoyan lowered his head and reached out to wipe away the remaining tears on the girl's face.Obviously it was such an expressionless face, but it made his heart ache unbearably after a long absence.

A long time ago, someone seemed to have said that he was more like a mortal than a fairy.

And mortals cannot live alone.

They long for relatives, long for friends, long for confidants, long for partners...

He didn't ask for much, he didn't need immortality and mana, he just wanted to have what every mortal could have.

However, the way of heaven punished him with his most precious thing, eternal life, and few relatives and love.

Thousands of years of crossing the soul, thousands of years of entanglements in the world, countless sacrifices, and countless injuries, forcibly blocked his hands that wanted to embrace warmth.

Believe me, he can no longer pronounce these two words so easily.

He can only tell himself that living is his deepest obsession.

Love and affection have become the most extravagant wishes, which can only be realized in dreams.

In this world, there is nothing that only belongs to him, and no one person will be happy because of his existence, and worry about his happiness and anger.

In the long years and thousands of years, he was the only one, alone.

All happiness is short-lived, so happiness is also fleeting. Those joyful emotions are like fine sand in a long river that cannot stir up a little ripple, and will slip through the fingers in the blink of an eye. Left devastated.

She was right, he didn't trust anyone so easily.

But he didn't have the slightest doubt about her.

Maybe it was the warm hug that he hadn't seen for a long time when they met for the first time.

Maybe it was the tears she dripped into his eyes and into his heart at that time.

Perhaps it was she who said in a heartbreaking voice—

"I finally found you..."

Perhaps it was the sound of her piano that aroused his sleeping emotions.

Or maybe something else, but it doesn't matter.

His memory disappeared, but his soul deeply remembered her existence.

She said he once said he would never leave her alone.

She said he considered her his only family.

She said she had a hard time finding him.

She said that she found Fen Ji for him.

She said that she wanted to completely end the pain of crossing the soul for him.

She said that he had forgotten, so he did not want her existence to be a burden to him.

Every word and every sentence of hers is considering his feelings.

Every move and every decision is weighing his gains and losses.

So she could only helplessly tug on the hem of his clothes, humbly begging him not to let go.

He knew why she had become like this—

Temptation, doubt, hurt...

Because there is no reciprocal trust, because there is no reciprocal love.

What have you done, your past self.

Why would I forget... such deep feelings...

If even all of this is false, what else is real in this world?

He gently touched her expressionless face, twisted the long hair scattered around her cheeks, and pushed it behind her ears.

Whether it's true or not, she gave him a chance to choose, so no matter what the future holds, he will never let go.

He bent down and picked up the sleeping girl.

I don't know what kind of dream she is having at this moment.Is the world in the dream still full of light...

Fen Ji, who fell to the ground, seemed to be forgotten, lying quietly on the cold ground, and no one cared about it anymore.

The author has something to say: Gone with the wind and your past

Bits like stars, countless memories

Snow dances like fluttering catkins, all of them turn into snow-like love

Falling thoughts pile up and turn into thoughts of powder snow

This will definitely render you colorful

If I can only have one wish come true

please let me come back to you

Let me feel the peace of mind that I'm by your side

before that scene comes

I can only see each other again in dreams with you

it was you who taught me the concept of love

I will never forget this pain, but I will miss it

You and I have walked through all meanings

Light up my heart now

The next season is just around the corner

I will definitely step forward bravely

Only take the oath I made with you that day

——"late inautumn"

how?Not cruel?