[Noragami] I was not there

Chapter 19 It's Not Possible Anymore

In fact, Kanagi didn't sleep well all night. She was a little concerned about the little girl who was covered in regular script and was suspected of being an artifact, and she was worried about Xue sleeping alone in the study. Plus, the math problem analysis by Hong Yin was really cool , she couldn't stop at night.

During the period, I ran into Snow again. The guy really couldn't sleep and floated into her room and said that he was used to sleeping on the floor. Although it was really good for his back, Kanaki thought about it and beat him out.

Well, children can't get used to it.

After tossing like this for most of the night, when she went to school the next day, Kanagi was so tired that she lay on the desk and didn't get up. She felt that she was going to die, and the cold that had finally recovered had all returned to its original state. Every time I see the disease, it seems that it is almost cured, but I always feel that it is still a little bit worse.

Kannaki's head was dizzy, and his eyes were also blurred. The math problem that he had only understood from Hongyin, now turned into ghostly symbols again, circling in front of his eyes non-stop.

In math class, Kanagi's math teacher Toda is a scary old man, he was caught sleeping in his class last time, if it happens again, his face will definitely turn green.

So when Kannaki was in extreme pain and tried not to let herself fall asleep, when she closed her eyes and opened her eyes, she saw an energetic brat sitting cross-legged on the podium, and her sleepiness was frightened to death up.

"...Axue?!"

So, once again, Toda crushed the chalk in his hand, and his face twitched even more. He obviously looked at Naxi before turning his head to write on the blackboard, to make sure she was awake.

"Kanna-san, can you talk in your sleep even when you're awake?!"

Kanaki, who received the attention of the whole class again, froze. She couldn't even look directly at her stupid behavior, and she couldn't explain it when she wanted to explain it. Tian looked at her in unison.

The result was...she was punished to stand again, and Toda kindly let her hold the textbook, and guessed there would be a new "surprise" after class.

Kannaki's chest was full of tightness, and he looked in through the window at the snow that was swaying in the classroom openly and squarely. In the end, he sat on her seat calmly and looked through her homework and notes-couldn't he find that there was no wind and no wind? Have the moving books frightened her back table? !

She gestured to Xue outside the window, grinning her teeth, telling him to come out quickly, but it’s fine if he didn’t see her, and once again frightened the other students who wandered to the window, all of them thought she was being caught. The blow was crazy, only Uno Sanqian was still smirking at her shaking his sleeves, thinking that Kanaki was greeting her.

When Xue walked out of the classroom leisurely, Kanaki felt that she was really crazy, and hid her face, she felt that her image must have dropped to another level.

"Your teacher is really vicious." Xue walked in front of her with her hands in her jacket pockets, really without any awareness.

"...It's not all because of you." Kanaki stretched out his hand to suppress the bulging veins, and spoke as quietly as possible, "Why did you come to my school?"

"Following you."

"..." Well, she was so dizzy that she didn't even realize that she was being followed by a spirit.

Kanaki rubbed her forehead, and then calmed down. It is really uncomfortable to let Yuki stay at home, and there is Yato, a part-time cafeteria aunt, in the school, so there is no need to worry about being entangled by some strange monsters.

"Ms. Toda is indeed fierce, but he is really a good teacher. I really can't do anything about mathematics." She secretly put down her textbook, covered her skirt and sat on the aisle. "Sanqian said that as long as you listen carefully, you will It’s all right, I don’t know how to listen to it.”

"It seems that the teaching is good, but I haven't listened to the class of the first year of high school, and I don't understand it very well." Xue also squatted down and leaned against the wall, looked up at the ceiling, and continued after a while, "...I Probably no chance."

His life ended at 14, and he would never be able to take a good class in high school.

"..."

Kanaki was silent, she wanted to comfort Yuki who was not intentional but still showed a sad expression, but she couldn't say anything, no matter what kind of words were piles of empty words for him who was dead.

He's dead, that's the only thing that can't be changed.

Kanaki reached out and touched Xue Jin's head, the only thing she could do was to give him some warmth when he was sad, and let him know that at least she was still by his side.

But then again--

Could this be the reason Xue was unwilling to become a Buddha?

<<

noon.

Kannaki asked Yato if it was possible to fulfill Yuki's wish, and when he was asked to take another class, he was cooking rice in a pot, and almost drowned the rice in the pot after listening to her words.

Before, he asked that guy Hongyin to wash the dishes, and the person disappeared while washing, and several dishes were washed upside down, so that he even had to find a clean one.

"What are you kidding?!" Yato, who managed to get the plate, put the fried rice in front of Kanaki's table with a big grin, and a few golden rice grains jumped several times because of his rough movements.

"Isn't that okay? But isn't there a plot in TV dramas or novels? If Yuki gets on my body, then... ummm." Kanaki didn't continue, because she had already been jumped and sat on the table Yato took a spoon to feed Mandangdang a big mouthful of rice, and completely gagged her mouth.

"There are such things as possessions, but you have to know that a body can only contain a soul. If you want to let that brat on your body, have you ever thought about what to do with your soul?" Ye Dou said fiercely He poked Kanagi on the head.

"...Mmmmm!" Kanaki didn't finish his meal, and could only stare at him.

"In case your soul is disconnected from your body because of this incident, have you thought about the consequences? ... And the old wound on your wrist still has no clue."

"..." Kanahi fell silent, the food in his mouth had already been eaten, but his forehead still hurt a little, "I just want to help him."

Kanagi knew that maybe he was really too whimsical, but fortunately, he came to the cafeteria to ask Yato and took away Yuki, otherwise the feeling of giving hope and breaking it with a stick was really uncomfortable.

"Let's think of other ways in the future, or you can just say hello to hell, and—" Yato put his hand on his chin, looked forward, his expression was a little pale, "Have you ever thought about, What if this is not the reason why he is really stuck on this shore? It may be a momentary pleasure to let him get what he should not have again, but in the end he has to take it back mercilessly, compared to having nothing from the beginning , that would be more cruel, for him."

"Hmm...you're right, I was thinking too simply." Kanagi lowered her eyes, fiddled with the fried rice on the plate with a spoon, and lost her appetite.

Yetou patted the back of her head: "Hey, give me a big mouthful of food, it's rare that I can start a small restaurant in your school."

"Understood." Kanaki took a spoonful and continued to put it into his mouth, raised his eyes at Yato and said, "But you actually know how to cook fried rice, and what's even more frightening is that the taste is not bad."

Yato immediately raised his jaw when he heard this, and smiled brightly in the background: "Of course! How long do you think I've been a god!"

"...you are truly a multifunctional god."

"Thank you for the compliment!"

"...This is not a compliment." ==

The two were back and forth again, but they didn't realize that the protagonist in the topic had actually come back a long time ago, and they happened to hear their conversation at the kitchen door, and then they turned and left in silence.

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Why are you still here?

Xue also thought about many possibilities, but the loss of memory made him unable to be sure, although he really wanted to sit in a bright classroom and have a good class with his peers.

But would that really end his obsession with this shore? ...Even he didn't have an answer, but the word "possession" that Yato said seemed to be engraved in his head with a knife, and it couldn't be erased.

Xue sighed, and continued to walk slowly on the aisle. He didn't want to go back for a while, and students who had a lunch break passed by him from time to time, some laughing and playing, some hooked their shoulders, and some chatted together. It’s nothing more than that, I heard that so and so likes so and so, which and which brand seem to be very good, what class is left in the afternoon, teacher so and so is really annoying, or I might just skip class... The most common topic, It passed by his ear time and time again.

——It’s so noisy...why do you have to say it beside me...

Xue stopped in his tracks, and he saw that the aisle in front of him seemed endlessly long, and he couldn't finish it, and the backs of those students gradually became blurred until they disappeared.

What he knew was not that he had to say it beside him, but that he suddenly broke into a world that no longer belonged to him.

——Why... only I died...

If he was still alive, he would probably be like this too, wearing the same school uniform as them, getting up early to go to school every day, occasionally copying homework, complaining to classmates about trivial matters at home, and talking about the newly acquired game... But now, he has nothing.

Even though they are the same age, their destiny is completely different.

He lowered his head slightly, feeling empty in his heart, as if he had returned to that deserted street again, his whole body was bitingly cold.

——…It would be nice if he was still alive.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Why is that bastard Toda only targeting me!" A shrill female voice came from the side of the aisle, and the bastard she was talking about was her math teacher.

Xue restrained her expression and looked in the direction of the voice. It was a few girls in Kanaki's class, and the speaker was Urano Kuno. He thought she was beautiful when he was in the classroom, so he took a second look, but At this moment, the distorted expression due to anger is extremely ugly, and the delicate makeup on her face makes her look even more ridiculous, far less pleasing to the eye than Kanagi.

"Kuno, forget it, and your copying of homework is indeed too obvious..." Liu Jiaqingzi kindly comforted her friend, but it was extremely harsh to the latter.

"Shut up! It's not your fault! If you did everything right, wouldn't you be discovered?!" Urano Kuno smashed the returned homework book to Liu's house on Haruko.

"..."

Haruko Liu was submissive in front of Kuno Urano, and she was also at the bottom of the girls' small team. She never dared to resist, so she had to lower her head and desperately endured Kuno Urano's verbal attacks, but in the end when Kuno Urano turned to leave, she still couldn't help it He said softly: "...Obviously I am too stupid to copy my homework."

"What did you say?!" Urano Kuno became even more angry, and he didn't dare to say anything to the class teacher. The words that got into her ears completely ignited all her anger, and she pushed her hard. Haruko Liujia pulled her hair hard, "How dare you talk to me like that?!"

"Kuno, calm down!"

"Yeah, this is the aisle, everyone is watching!"

"...Have you forgotten about Xiao Chuan?"

Urano Kuno's face turned pale in an instant, and he stared at the persuading girl and said, "Shut up! Don't mention that name!"

After a long silence, although Xue didn't know who the Xiao Chuan they were talking about was, she could also see that the name seemed to have dealt a heavy blow to them.

Xue glanced at her feet, and there was a mobile phone lying not far away, which slipped from Urano Kuno's pocket just now during the pushing and shoving. A long time math problem, although there are many traces of alterations in Kanaki's notebook, it can be seen that she really puts her heart into her homework, and this book is different. Although most of the answers are correct, the handwriting is quite sloppy, and some of the paper There are also cosmetic stains on it.

Xue's face was dark and unclear, and her red eyes were filled with certain emotions, tightly condensed together.

——Why don't you know how to cherish it? ...Obviously has everything I long for.

Xue looked coldly at Urano Kuno who was still cursing at her companion, she didn't realize that her mobile phone had dropped to the ground.He took two steps forward and looked down at the mobile phone covered with rhinestones, which was as dazzling as its owner, very dazzling.

His face was expressionless, only a shadow was covering his face, he raised his foot unhurriedly, and then pointed at the phone fiercely——

"Ah, I found it, I found it."

The man who spoke hooked his neck, and the sudden weight on his body made Xue's raised foot freeze in mid-air. He looked sideways, and it was Hongyin.

He smiled until his eyes were narrowed, and said to Xue: "What a coincidence, I can meet you every time I wash the dishes."

"..." Xue didn't speak, her eyes were still cold.

The corner of Hongyin's mouth raised even higher: "Go back, don't worry Axi."

Xue finally retracted her feet that were stalemate in mid-air, and her answer to Hongyin was only a soft "um", and then she walked to the cafeteria without looking back, without saying another word.

Hongyin watched his back as he walked away, the girls behind him were still chattering and chattering, the corners of his mouth gradually smoothed, he grabbed his messy hair, and followed with a light "tsk"——

"Axue, wait for me."

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