This time, it's my turn to pursue you
Chapter 78
The rush-made handmade wedding dress was spotless and white. Lu Licheng looked at the custom-made wedding dress that he had just brought back from the bridal shop on the bed with satisfaction, and sorted out his clothes.
This white casual suit was chosen for him by Lin Ningxin herself. Unlike his usual formal suits, which are mainly in dark colors, this one is a touch of pure white, paired with a low-necked casual T-shirt. Without his usual seriousness, he was a little more gentle and relaxed.
Helen had already thoughtfully ordered the freshest perfume lily for him, which was Lin Ningxin's favorite.
In the living room of the senior suite, the TV was still on, watching the news was one of Lu Licheng's pastimes when Lin Ningxin was away.
After taking care of himself, he was about to go out to the airport when his cell phone rang.
Subconsciously picked up the phone, but the voice on the other side of the phone made the phone in Lu Licheng's hand suddenly slip.
"Hello, is this Mr. Lu Licheng? We are sorry to inform you that the flight your wife, Ms. Lin Ningxin was on has been confirmed to have crashed..."
The phone fell and rolled a few times on the carpeted floor.Lu Licheng couldn't hear what else was said there, he just felt the darkness in front of his eyes, his throat was sweet, a mouthful of blood spewed out, and he sat on the ground paralyzed.
She is gone.
Lu Licheng, you...you don't deserve this happiness after all, do you?
She fell on the carpet, her face and her smile were all in front of her eyes.
They talked on the phone the night before, and he said: Come back and be my most beautiful bride.
She answered with a smile.
Then, no more.
And so she went.Nothing left.
Unspeakable discomfort, unspeakable pain, if possible, Lu Licheng really wanted to cry, but he couldn't shed a single tear.
There seemed to be a big stone on his chest, and he couldn't breathe.
Her smile is in front of her eyes, and her hands seem to have her remaining warmth.
But she is no longer there.
One phone call cut everything between them.
Lu Licheng didn't have the strength to get up, he could only hear the sound of news coming from the TV in the living room.
For the first time, Lu Licheng hated himself for why he only watched the news, and why the TV was still on when he was about to go out.
The news was so cruel that he couldn't even see a shred of hope.Only darkness remained.
If it is said that losing Su Man makes his heart ache.
Losing Lin Ningxin is the regret of a lifetime, unforgettable.
In fact, there is no comparison at all. Su Man is just a small pebble in Lu Licheng's life. Although it stirs up little waves in his life, it passes without a trace after all.And what about Lin Ningxin?
She understands his hard work and his helplessness.
Where she is, no matter how many difficulties and sufferings there are, they are nothing.
"Ningxin, we agreed. In the future, we will be together. We agreed, in the future..."
There were bursts of coughing mixed with the muttering, and the fishy sweetness in the throat rose up, and I couldn't see clearly in front of my eyes.
He raised his hand feebly, but only touched the white wedding dress. The place where he touched was already sticky, and he hugged her in his arms without thinking about anything. He just felt that this was hugging her.
"Licheng, we will all be happy." The words she said suddenly sounded in my ears, and my eyes couldn't help being sour anymore, and tears welled up in my eyes.That was the first time they went out together after confirming their relationship. I still remember the shyness in her eyes when the owner of the cruise ship called her "Madam".
"Millet porridge nourishes the stomach, eat more." The lingering pain in the stomach hit, and Lu Licheng couldn't help but groan.I remember that she rushed to his house in a hurry that morning, bringing thick millet porridge with her.He remembered joking with her and playing with Bao at that time, she blushed and refused to talk to him, but it made him feel that it was not so hard to bear even though he had eaten bad food and tossed all night.
"In the future, whether it's happy or unhappy, I will listen to you." That was her promise, but now...
"Ning Xin, I..." opened my mouth, but was finally drowned by tears.
At the airport, Lu Licheng was wearing a black suit and his face was as pale as paper.
He didn't know how he stood up and how he got to the airport.
He only remembered what Lin Ningxin said.
"Not forgetting each other, and not wallowing in pain."
He just remembered the story Lin Ningxin told her.
"If you die, I will not accompany you, I will only live for your wish."
She is no longer there.
What she cared about all her life, besides Lin Xiaochen, was nothing more than the medicine she was thinking of.
As for myself...
Lu Licheng's mouth curled into a wry smile.
The memories of the past are good enough, right?It is he who deserves not to have that blessing, to spend this life with the one he loves.
The airport was already packed with people because of the crash.
The bursts of crying were mixed with yelling and the slightly weak voice of the staff under the noise.
Naturally, there are many media reports.
In contrast, Lu Licheng was calm and scary.
The response of South African Airways was not slow. The airport circled a space for the family members of the victims. At this moment, each family member also had a staff member standing beside them.
Lu Licheng's face was calm, all the pain in his heart was enough.
The sign of the temporary office was in front of him, and Lu Licheng took a deep breath.Subconsciously tidied up the cuffs.
Thinking about it, she also hoped that he would always look neat and tidy.
He raised his foot and was about to knock on the door to enter, but he heard a call behind him.
"Successful!"
These two words made Lu Licheng stop in his tracks. In the noisy environment, these two words were like the sounds of nature.
Feeling suffocated, he turned around slowly, only to see the familiar figure just a few steps away from him.
"Ning..." He took a trembling step, but didn't dare to move forward.
He is afraid, afraid.
He was afraid it was just an illusion.
"Licheng, I'm back. We agreed."
Lin Ningxin's voice was really not loud, but Lu Licheng could hear it clearly.
He strode out, even if it was just an illusion, he recognized it.
Even if it's just for a moment, he doesn't want to miss it again.
Gain and lose?
It hurts.
Hugging that person into his arms fiercely, the warmth made him feel angry.
Tears welled up.
"Licheng, I'm back. I'm really back."
The plain hand caressed Lu Licheng's generous back, and his trembling let her know that this time, he really scared him.
She almost lost him.
She did get on that flight, and she was indeed on that flight when it took off from Maputo, but during the layover, she suddenly vomited, got off the plane at the last moment of takeoff, and was taken to the hospital room.
So, her name is on the boarding list.
She is going to be a mother.
At that time, it was still late at night in Hong Kong due to the time difference. After thinking about it, she still held back and didn't call.Then he quickly booked another flight back to Hong Kong, wanting to tell him the good news in person.
But I didn't want to see the crowd at the airport as soon as the plane landed.
The flight that crashed was exactly her original one.
I was about to make a call when I saw him.
Black suit, indifferent expression.
Perhaps others would think that he is a businessman who is ruthless, but she understands that the hurt is extreme, and instead there is no suitable way to express it.
He was different from the weeping crowd around him, his whole body was neat and meticulous, but his pale face made her feel distressed.
Only one step away, it is the eternal separation between heaven and man.
Let him hold her with peace of mind, everything else is not important.
"Licheng, from now on, our family of three will be together forever." He murmured softly, "Happiness is being with you and never being separated."
☆, Fanwai——Lin Ningxin
?Fanwai——I searched for him thousands of times in the crowd, but when I looked back suddenly, the man was in a dimly lit place
My name is Lin Ningxin.
The condensation of condensation, the heart of the heart.
It seems to reflect my name. I was 17 years old. I had no formal school education because of my infirmity since I was a child. I relied on tutoring and self-study. I was admitted to Tongji Medical College with a score of 610. Five years later, I successfully graduated. The postgraduate students of Cardiac Surgery were recommended.Since then, an indissoluble bond has been formed with all kinds of hearts.
I had a father who pampered me and allowed me not to learn how to inherit the company, but to study my favorite medicine.
I have a mother who loves me and takes care of me in every possible way, but asks me to learn to be self-reliant.
Before the age of 23, I was very happy.
Everything came to an abrupt end at the age of 23.
I was eating outside, and at the dinner table, I received a call from my father's personal assistant. My mother died suddenly at home due to a heart attack.
The mobile phone fell, and he returned home in a state of confusion, only to see his father, who never shed tears, lying on his mother's cold body, crying loudly.
At that moment, the world changed color.
I stumbled to my mother's side, raised and lowered my hand.
"Lin Ningxin, you are a doctor, you are a heart surgeon! You... could have saved your mother."
These words kept echoing in his ears.There was a severe pain in my chest, and I didn’t care about my father. I rushed back to the room, knelt down in front of the French window, the uncontrollable sweetness rose up in my throat, and dripped down the corner of my mouth on the white carpet, one drop, two drops , three drops... I fell straight to the ground, in terrible pain, and my heartbeat was out of control.There was chaos.
Mother, do you want to take me with you?
I stayed in the room for three days.Tears have long since dried up, I walked out of the room and told my father in mourning.
"I'm going to America to study."
After hesitating, my father finally agreed.Before boarding the plane, he said to me: "Son, you are the only family member of Dad."
Two points and one line for study, work, hospital and residence.All living according to plan.Sleep no more than three hours a day, and leave the rest to medicine.
In the fourth year, I became the youngest surgical CHIEF ever at the Mayo Clinic in New York.
In the fifth year, I took over the appointment letter of tenured professor from the head of the management team of Mayo Clinic, and then turned around and left the place where I had lived for five years.
Yes, Lin Ningxin, this time, you should be capable enough to protect and save lives.
With the name of Mayo Clinic, I successfully entered the most high-end hospital in Shanghai - Jiahe Hospital.
I have been a chief of surgery in Mayo for two years. Although I specialize in fine surgery, I always do general surgery.
Chief Specialist of Cardiac Surgery
There is no fixed department, which makes me very satisfied.
That day, I came to my mother's grave for the first time.
"Mother, I'm back. Please allow me to use the rest of my life to pay off my daughter's sins."
Hospitals in China are very different from those in the United States, with many patients and serious illnesses.
I put all my energy into work, no smiles, no entertainment.
I know my father is worried about me, looking at my father again and again, I desperately want to squeeze out a smile, but I can't.
Yes, seeing my father's old face, my mother appeared in my eyes at the same time.
Father intentionally or unintentionally mentioned that he wanted me to have dinner with him, but I really couldn't take that step.
All this is my fault.My mother's death, my father's old age, everything is due to my willfulness and my carelessness.
That day, I went to pick up a special stent that was flown in from New York and hurried back to the hospital.
A gangster appeared and he wanted to take my purse.Indeed, the brand of Hermes is enough to make bad people tempted.
But what I care about is not the bag.
The bracket in the bag represents the life of a three-year-old child.
I'm a woman and I can't compete with him.
I thought, once again, that I was going to kill someone.
His sudden appearance startled me.
He snatched back the backpack for me, and I took the leather bag from him regardless of etiquette.Opened, fortunately, the tightly packed bracket was not damaged.
Looking up, I saw blood on his left arm, and under the dim light, his face turned pale.
I took him back to the hospital and stitched up his wound.
I thought, like all the patients in the past, he just disappeared into the vast crowd.
I didn't expect that he, who was so brave that night, would be pushed in with a flat cart in less than half a month.
Seeing him looking at the documents with his seriously ill body, my heart hurts.
But I didn't stop it.
He was discharged early, and I asked him if he took his medication on time.He originally had a business-like attitude, but for some reason, the moment he replied, his heart was full of joy.
That night my father told me that he was going to invite Lu Licheng, the president of MG, to dinner, and he hoped that I could go.
Like his name, I nodded.
I called out his identity and talked to him with a smile, I know, I scared my father's secretary.
I don't know why, but when I think of him, I always want to laugh.Seeing him frowning, my heart throbbed with pain.For the first time in six years, I found that my heart still cares about a person from time to time.
Random encounter in New York, he finally called me.Invite me to the dance.
After a lapse of six years, I stepped into the hall of the ball again, watching him, talking and laughing happily with the fine Wall Street executives, without losing the wind in the slightest.
After seeing me, WOLF said to me regretfully: "Unfortunately, I am not the one who made you an exception."
After all, his stomach problems were not cured. In the second half of the dance, he always frowned slightly when no one was paying attention, and then turned his head away. It was still the handsome EillotLu.
He told me he could be alone.I was worried, but in the end, there was nothing left.
That pride, I know.
Three years ago in New York, during my first Christmas break as Chief, my body failed due to chronic overwork.
First I had a high fever, followed by constant vomiting of blood. I endured the final emergency operation, and when I returned home, I fell down and lay on the ground overnight.
What he's been through, I've been through.
Standing downstairs, watching the light in his room finally go out, I asked myself: Lin Ningxin, are you really in love with him?
He said to me: "My grandma is very ill."
I understand his pain at the moment and mobilize all resources.I told myself, Lin Ningxin, the tragedy that happened to you six years ago must never happen again to Lu Licheng, never! ! !
Three days, whether it is long or not, is not short.I organized the most elite rescue team.Efforts have been made to make Grandma Lu Licheng's condition develop in a stable direction.I even used imported drugs that were undergoing Phase IV clinical trials.Sometimes it has to be admitted that imported new drugs are indeed effective.Lu Licheng's grandmother's condition gradually stabilized. .
I explained the situation to his sister.A woman named Su Man who came after him interrupted and said to his sister, "We'll hire experts."
She wasn't the first to question my youth.Usually, I don't care about it, and I even suggest that they go to other hospitals to find other people for consultation.But this time, I didn't give her a chance to question me.
I am very aware of the risks of this operation, which is a routine operation, but Lu Licheng's grandma's advanced age and physical condition make the risk of this operation increase exponentially.According to the normal situation, the success rate of surgery for an elderly person of this age is at least [-]% off, and the situation of Lu Licheng's grandma is even more dangerous.It is conservatively estimated that after the operation, his grandma has only a [-]% chance of recovery.Teacher Wang knew that I decided to choose surgery and I had a whole afternoon of theory in the conference room.In his opinion, my choice this time was a bit crazy.If a routine operation is successful, there will be no flowers or applause; but if it fails, especially for the patients I received with such great fanfare, my reputation and even the entire Jiahe Hospital will be discredited.
Therefore, any doctor would choose to give up this operation.
Surgery is a game of half life and half death. If you don't have surgery, you are waiting for death.She doesn't understand, but I understand.
He finally arrived on the third day, and I knew he must have worked so hard to arrive so quickly.However, when I walked out of the ward, I heard that Su Man was accusing him.Those words were harsh.He unexpectedly did not refute.Just sitting on the side with his head in his hands.
My heart trembled, this was definitely not Lu Licheng's reaction.
The woman named Su Man was still talking, and I finally couldn't help but speak.
Obviously, among feelings and responsibilities, Su Man chose feelings.For her, emotion is God.And I, Lu Licheng and I, chose the latter.This is a difference in values. I don't care about it on weekdays. Everyone has their own choices, and we have no right to restrict them.
I helped Lu Licheng to my lounge.From the moment I picked him up, I knew that the situation was very bad.Almost all of his weight was on top of me.Sure enough, he vomited blood, and cramps caused by pain came one after another.
I've experienced that pain and it's unbearable.
I should have taken him to the emergency room right away, but I didn't.
I had medication to stop the bleeding and control the condition delivered to my break room.No sooner had he come to his senses than I told it all.
It might be cruel, but I know he can do it.
For him, I have a special trust.
The day I knew his identity, I checked his resume.
Born in the countryside, he made his way in the financial circle with his own ability.I believe he has such a decision.
He hesitated, and turned his questioning eyes to me.
I wanted to be cruel, but finally my heart softened the moment I saw his gaze.I said: "The success rate of the operation is 70%. If you decide to operate, I will perform the operation myself." I deliberately avoided the problem of postoperative recovery. I only hope that he can choose, believe me.
The moment he decided to have surgery, I was so happy.
Five days of sleepless nights, in exchange for his grandma's life, I am willing.
Afterwards, everything went smoothly as I expected.That night at his house, on the patio, he asked me, "Can you tell me why?"
My heart is struggling, I don't know what I'm doing.Is it love?what is love?Is my feeling for him, the inexplicable distress when I see him frowning, is it love?
I repeatedly asked myself, is that love.
A sister told me many years ago that a lover is the person who, when you look back and look back after all the vicissitudes of life you have gone through, you will still be concerned about him, and you will be desperate for him.
Lu Licheng, you, will you be the one that I found when I suddenly looked back?
☆, Fanwai——Little life
"Look, he's so cute." Holding her son, Lin Ning was filled with satisfaction.Looking back at Lu Licheng who was hugging her, he smiled brightly.
"Ning Xin, thank you for your hard work." Lu Licheng's eyes were reddish, and a few tears flowed from the corners of his eyes silently. "Thanks a lot!"
Lin Ningxin will never forget that when she was finally able to hold her son in her arms a week after giving birth, Lu Licheng beside her shed tears.
This child, their first child, was not easy for her or for him.
As soon as Lin Ningxin was pregnant, Lin Xiaochen and Lu Licheng hugged her like treasures.Although she was originally the treasure in the hearts of these two men, the "love" of these two men after pregnancy was exaggerated to the extreme.The most obvious point is that the two of them began to persuade Lin Ningxin to put down her work and go home to wait for the delivery.However, Lin Ningxin was very determined in this regard. Although she agreed to reduce the workload, she was determined not to agree to completely give up the work.It's just that she no longer performs operations all day long, but spends most of her time in outpatient clinics. Only a very small number of difficult operations are performed by her herself.Even so, Lin Ningxin's time at home suddenly increased.
According to Lin Xiaochen and Lu Licheng's thinking, reducing work means asking Lin Ningxin to rest more, more precisely, to rest in bed.After all, this child came too suddenly, and the bodies of both of them were not in the best condition.Not to mention that in the first month of pregnancy, Lin Ningxin lived in Mozambique, where supplies were extremely scarce. Just after returning to Hong Kong, she was so scared by Lu Licheng's gastric ulcer that her face turned pale and she almost fainted.However, Lin Ningxin was so busy that she couldn't take it easy even at home.I didn't want to touch the computer more, so I bought a cookbook to practice my cooking skills.Speaking of which, although Lin Ningxin can cook, but in terms of taste, she is not as good as Lu Licheng.Therefore, as long as Lu Licheng has time, the kitchen has always been his world.However, now that Lin Ningxin has been free for a while, Lu Licheng can't relax his work, and Lin Ningxin has gradually become more active.
At six o'clock in the evening, when Lu Licheng returned home, he saw Lin Ningxin walking towards the restaurant with a large bowl of soup.Seeing this scene, Lu Licheng strode over to take the soup bowl from Lin Ningxin's hand.
"Let me come," Lu Licheng held the soup bowl in one hand, and supported Lin Ningxin's arm with the other. "The soup is hot, don't burn you!"
Lin Ningxin smiled and said, "How can I be so delicate? It's only been two months, and I still have the strength to hold a soup bowl."
"Then be careful, you are not alone now." Lu Licheng shook his head and said. "I may be on a business trip next week, so I won't be able to accompany you. Let Wang Ma come over and take care of you, okay?"
"No need," Lin Ningxin felt annoyed for no reason, and her face turned cold all of a sudden. "You eat first, I'm a little tired, I want to sleep for a while." After speaking, he broke free from Lu Licheng's hand and entered the room.
Lu Licheng frowned, turned back and put the soup bowl on the dining table, and wanted to enter the room to see Lin Ningxin, but he heard the door lock click, and the bedroom door was already locked.
Lu Licheng's footsteps stopped suddenly with the sound of the door lock. Even before getting married, Lin Ningxin had never locked the door to him.Originally, the two lived in a villa in the suburbs, but ever since Lin Ningxin became pregnant, Lu Licheng was no longer worried about letting her drive so far home alone.Lin Ningxin was unwilling to let the driver pick him up, so after some discussion, the two moved to Lin Ningxin's residence in Huangpu Garden.Different from the semi-open bedrooms in the villas, the rooms in Huangpu Garden really have door locks.Walking to the door, he raised his hand and knocked on the door, but no one answered.
Being shut out by Lin Ningxin for the first time, and at such a special time, Lu Licheng felt a little bored.Lin Ningxin has always had a good temper, and she understands his temperament very well. She has always supported his work.From the acquaintance to the mutual agreement, it has been nearly two years, but this is the first time that he got angry with him because he said he was on a business trip.Lin Ningxin has an independent personality, and she doesn't like to have someone follow her to take care of her. Lin Xiaochen also said before that Wang Ma would take care of her, but she refused. The two of them thought that she was still young, and he was there. That's all.But now it will take at least three or four days for him to come back after leaving. He is really worried about leaving her at home alone.Distraught, he loosened his tie. He is not a god. After fighting wits and courage at the negotiating table with a few picky Japanese clients all day, Lu Licheng was also very tired.He let out a heavy breath, and looked at the closed bedroom door, Lu Licheng suddenly felt wronged.In fact, why is he willing to leave Lin Ningxin again? Lin Ningxin is his beloved wife, she is pregnant with the crystallization of their love, if it is not a client who requires him to come forward, how could he leave Shanghai at this time?
At this moment, the phone rang.Since Lin Ningxin became pregnant, the two of them decided to move here. Lu Licheng found someone to install a landline phone for Lin Ningxin.
"Hello, who is it?" Lu Licheng was in a bad mood, and naturally his voice couldn't be better.
"Oh, I'm Li Chang, are you... Ning Xin's lover?" The other end of the phone hesitated, "I'm Ning Xin's classmate. I want to find Ning Xin."
"Oh," it was Lin Ningxin's classmate, Lu Licheng softened his tone, "I'm Lu Licheng, Ningxin is not feeling well, she's already asleep, if you have anything, please tell me if it's convenient, I'll help you pass it on."
"So..." The person over there thought for a while, sighed, and said, "Actually, it's not a big deal, it's just that she asked me to look up a few papers on stress ulcers. Ask her which day she has time, so I can send it to her."
Lu Licheng frowned slightly, "That's too much trouble for you, when you have time, I'll go over and get it for her."
"Alright, I have time now, why don't you come here now, I'm in the Department of Gastroenterology on the [-]th floor of Building [-], the First Affiliated Hospital of Tongji."
"it is good."
Naturally, Lu Licheng didn't go out just to get those few papers.Lin Ningxin's specialty is cardiac surgery, even in the United States, she is only a general surgeon, not a general practitioner.No matter what gastroenterology paper I read, I knew it was for him without thinking about it.Thinking about her being pregnant and worrying about his body, the grievance just now was overwhelmed by deep guilt.Lu Licheng blamed himself and felt ashamed.My sister has long said that a woman who is pregnant will inevitably be in a bad mood and unstable, and she needs to be cared for by her husband.He didn't do it, and made her angry and sad.The mistake was truly a foolish one.
After picking up the thesis and buying soup dumplings from Lin Ningxin's favorite old shop, it was already past seven o'clock when Lu Licheng hurried home.As soon as he got home, Lu Licheng breathed a sigh of relief, because although Lin Ningxin was not in the living room, the bedroom door had already been opened.
After taking a plate to pack the steaming soup dumplings, Lu Licheng entered the bedroom before he could change his clothes.However, as soon as he entered the room, Lu Licheng's heart sank again. He could not have heard it wrong. The low sobbing sound in the room came from Lin Ningxin on the bed.
"Ningxin, don't be angry, it was my fault, you can punish me however you want, don't be angry with yourself..." Lying down next to Lin Ningxin, wrapping her body around Lin Ningxin, Lu Licheng comforted her somewhat clumsily Looking at Lin Ningxin.It was the first time that Lin Ningxin got angry with him, and it was the first time that he admitted his "mistake" to Lin Ningxin like this.After saying a few words, I could only hear the person in my arms sobbing more and more, and my heart became anxious for a moment. "Don't cry, okay, I was wrong... I won't go, okay?"
"Licheng..." Lin Ningxin turned around and looked up at Lu Licheng, but she lowered her head and began to cry in Lu Licheng's arms. "Yes... I'm sorry..." Lin Ningxin was crying and talking, her breath was intermittent and she couldn't speak clearly.How could Lu Licheng suffer from Lin Ningxin's behavior, so he didn't care too much at the moment, he just hugged her and patted her on the back to coax her.After a long time, Lin Ningxin was so tired from crying that she finally stopped her tears and leaned against Lu Licheng's arms with red eyes.
"Licheng, I'm really angry with myself, I shouldn't lose my temper with you...but...but I...sorry..."
One sentence made Lu Licheng very heartbroken and distressed.
Taking a deep breath, he hugged Lin Ningxin tightly in his arms, and it took a while for Lu Licheng to make a sound.
"Silly girl, I am your husband, your lover, and it is my negligence to make you cry."
Lin Ning's heart nestled in Lu Licheng's arms and she didn't speak. Since she became pregnant, her mood has become very sensitive, and her emotions are always difficult to control.Even though I told myself over and over again that he had worked hard and he couldn't worry anymore, he still lost control when he said he was going on a business trip.Knowing that he cared about him and worried about him, he slammed his hand on the door uncontrollably.He clearly knows that he should support his work - once upon a time, he also supported her work like that, allowing her to go to Africa just before she was [-] years old, leaving him alone to worry about her safety so much that because of a plane crash The news almost killed him.She still remembers being in the hospital in Hong Kong. On the third day of hospitalization, she pushed him to review the gastroscopy. When queuing up, she met a doctor she knew well and chatted for a while, and then she heard the patients around her muttering that the doctor's husband could Sick enough to be hospitalized and wheelchair bound.One sentence made her extremely ashamed, but he shook her hand tightly, and said to the man with a smile: "I'm a typical villain, I didn't listen to my doctor's words well, and I drank too much coffee, don't you see that?" just came in?"
She knew that he said that it was for her own good that Wang Ma would take care of her, and she was afraid that something would happen if she got pregnant, but she still couldn't help but get angry with him.Lin Ningxin blamed herself very much. She has always seen Lu Licheng's hard work. No matter how strong he is, he will not always be the winner.Just like she is not a miracle doctor who can cure all diseases, he is not invincible at the negotiating table, he also needs to compromise and make concessions, even if he is now the president of the first district, he still has to put down his body when necessary to talk to customers Communication visit.From the time the two fell in love to now, every time he was considerate of her.Just like in Hong Kong, he knew that the news of his hospitalization might affect the ongoing cooperation. In order to appease her, he also uncharacteristically rejected all work and entertainment, and went in and out in a wheelchair every day. He was not as obedient as before Lu Licheng, who was still looking at the document with high fever and pneumonia.Hearing that he went out and came back, I thought I should go out and apologize to him, but I didn't expect that he had already walked in, and as soon as he opened his mouth, he admitted his mistake to her.
Nine months has become extremely long during pregnancy.She was in poor health and had old injuries on her lungs. No doctor dared to guarantee that there would be no accidents during the natural delivery, so she had to choose a caesarean section.The operation went well, and the child was also very healthy, a fat boy who weighed six pounds, but her orthostatic hypotension was extremely severe, and she was fine when she was lying down, but when she sat up, her eyes were dark.For a week, Lu Licheng put aside all his work and stayed by her side every day, cleaning up her body, turning her over, feeding her, and cooking delicious food for her in different ways every day.Even Wang Ma would be ashamed of herself for that kindness.
The one-week-old child has lost the flush she had when she was born, and Lu Licheng's shadow can be vaguely seen in his brows and eyes.The small body in her arms was soft, and Lin Ningxin understood the meaning of the word "blood fusion" for the first time.Relax your body and lean into Lu Licheng's arms.He hugged her and his son, full of happiness.
☆, Fanwai——Su Man
? Su Man never thought that the person who saved her life would be Lu Licheng.
After her recovery, Su Man asked Song Yi more than once. "Who donated my bone marrow?"
Every time Song Yi answered her with the phrase "non-personal donation is double-blind donation".This did not satisfy the persistent her, but there was nothing she could do about it.
Walking before the gate of death, Su Man, who experienced the failure of chemotherapy and the rejection after transplantation, was like a phoenix nirvana. Su Man, who was reborn after suffering, cherished life even more and understood the weight of life better.
From being ill to being declared stable by the doctor, she spent the most memorable year in the hospital in her life, seeing innocent and lovely children lose the chance of treatment because of poverty.Seeing those parents working day and night almost desperately working to make money for treatment expenses.For the first time, she knew that leukemia is to use money to build life.Although this disease is called blood cancer, it is different from my father’s chemotherapy for cancer. Drugs cannot keep him from dying. For 90% of leukemia patients, chemotherapy, blood transfusion, and anti-infection can maintain their lives.And behind all these treatments, expensive expenses are needed to support them.
Diagnosis, chemotherapy, chemotherapy failure, transplantation, rejection after transplantation, stable condition, discharge.If it wasn't for the coin-sized scar on her lower back, and if she didn't still have to take anti-rejection drugs every day, she would have thought that all this was just a nightmare.
So when she passed out in Song Yi's arms while walking in the park one weekend, both of them were in despair.
But they never expected that the news they got after the inspection made them feel mixed.
Her body has just recovered, she is taking anti-rejection drugs, and she is pregnant, which is extremely risky for her and her child.
After losing Xu Qiu, Song Yi could no longer accept losing Su Man.
He was stubborn, so after Su Man fell ill, he never wanted to have children.
But Su Man was obviously more stubborn than him, so after ten months of struggling, the child was still born.
On the day of the full moon, Xu Zhongjin, who learned the news, took Jinmao's hand in a generous package.
This white casual suit was chosen for him by Lin Ningxin herself. Unlike his usual formal suits, which are mainly in dark colors, this one is a touch of pure white, paired with a low-necked casual T-shirt. Without his usual seriousness, he was a little more gentle and relaxed.
Helen had already thoughtfully ordered the freshest perfume lily for him, which was Lin Ningxin's favorite.
In the living room of the senior suite, the TV was still on, watching the news was one of Lu Licheng's pastimes when Lin Ningxin was away.
After taking care of himself, he was about to go out to the airport when his cell phone rang.
Subconsciously picked up the phone, but the voice on the other side of the phone made the phone in Lu Licheng's hand suddenly slip.
"Hello, is this Mr. Lu Licheng? We are sorry to inform you that the flight your wife, Ms. Lin Ningxin was on has been confirmed to have crashed..."
The phone fell and rolled a few times on the carpeted floor.Lu Licheng couldn't hear what else was said there, he just felt the darkness in front of his eyes, his throat was sweet, a mouthful of blood spewed out, and he sat on the ground paralyzed.
She is gone.
Lu Licheng, you...you don't deserve this happiness after all, do you?
She fell on the carpet, her face and her smile were all in front of her eyes.
They talked on the phone the night before, and he said: Come back and be my most beautiful bride.
She answered with a smile.
Then, no more.
And so she went.Nothing left.
Unspeakable discomfort, unspeakable pain, if possible, Lu Licheng really wanted to cry, but he couldn't shed a single tear.
There seemed to be a big stone on his chest, and he couldn't breathe.
Her smile is in front of her eyes, and her hands seem to have her remaining warmth.
But she is no longer there.
One phone call cut everything between them.
Lu Licheng didn't have the strength to get up, he could only hear the sound of news coming from the TV in the living room.
For the first time, Lu Licheng hated himself for why he only watched the news, and why the TV was still on when he was about to go out.
The news was so cruel that he couldn't even see a shred of hope.Only darkness remained.
If it is said that losing Su Man makes his heart ache.
Losing Lin Ningxin is the regret of a lifetime, unforgettable.
In fact, there is no comparison at all. Su Man is just a small pebble in Lu Licheng's life. Although it stirs up little waves in his life, it passes without a trace after all.And what about Lin Ningxin?
She understands his hard work and his helplessness.
Where she is, no matter how many difficulties and sufferings there are, they are nothing.
"Ningxin, we agreed. In the future, we will be together. We agreed, in the future..."
There were bursts of coughing mixed with the muttering, and the fishy sweetness in the throat rose up, and I couldn't see clearly in front of my eyes.
He raised his hand feebly, but only touched the white wedding dress. The place where he touched was already sticky, and he hugged her in his arms without thinking about anything. He just felt that this was hugging her.
"Licheng, we will all be happy." The words she said suddenly sounded in my ears, and my eyes couldn't help being sour anymore, and tears welled up in my eyes.That was the first time they went out together after confirming their relationship. I still remember the shyness in her eyes when the owner of the cruise ship called her "Madam".
"Millet porridge nourishes the stomach, eat more." The lingering pain in the stomach hit, and Lu Licheng couldn't help but groan.I remember that she rushed to his house in a hurry that morning, bringing thick millet porridge with her.He remembered joking with her and playing with Bao at that time, she blushed and refused to talk to him, but it made him feel that it was not so hard to bear even though he had eaten bad food and tossed all night.
"In the future, whether it's happy or unhappy, I will listen to you." That was her promise, but now...
"Ning Xin, I..." opened my mouth, but was finally drowned by tears.
At the airport, Lu Licheng was wearing a black suit and his face was as pale as paper.
He didn't know how he stood up and how he got to the airport.
He only remembered what Lin Ningxin said.
"Not forgetting each other, and not wallowing in pain."
He just remembered the story Lin Ningxin told her.
"If you die, I will not accompany you, I will only live for your wish."
She is no longer there.
What she cared about all her life, besides Lin Xiaochen, was nothing more than the medicine she was thinking of.
As for myself...
Lu Licheng's mouth curled into a wry smile.
The memories of the past are good enough, right?It is he who deserves not to have that blessing, to spend this life with the one he loves.
The airport was already packed with people because of the crash.
The bursts of crying were mixed with yelling and the slightly weak voice of the staff under the noise.
Naturally, there are many media reports.
In contrast, Lu Licheng was calm and scary.
The response of South African Airways was not slow. The airport circled a space for the family members of the victims. At this moment, each family member also had a staff member standing beside them.
Lu Licheng's face was calm, all the pain in his heart was enough.
The sign of the temporary office was in front of him, and Lu Licheng took a deep breath.Subconsciously tidied up the cuffs.
Thinking about it, she also hoped that he would always look neat and tidy.
He raised his foot and was about to knock on the door to enter, but he heard a call behind him.
"Successful!"
These two words made Lu Licheng stop in his tracks. In the noisy environment, these two words were like the sounds of nature.
Feeling suffocated, he turned around slowly, only to see the familiar figure just a few steps away from him.
"Ning..." He took a trembling step, but didn't dare to move forward.
He is afraid, afraid.
He was afraid it was just an illusion.
"Licheng, I'm back. We agreed."
Lin Ningxin's voice was really not loud, but Lu Licheng could hear it clearly.
He strode out, even if it was just an illusion, he recognized it.
Even if it's just for a moment, he doesn't want to miss it again.
Gain and lose?
It hurts.
Hugging that person into his arms fiercely, the warmth made him feel angry.
Tears welled up.
"Licheng, I'm back. I'm really back."
The plain hand caressed Lu Licheng's generous back, and his trembling let her know that this time, he really scared him.
She almost lost him.
She did get on that flight, and she was indeed on that flight when it took off from Maputo, but during the layover, she suddenly vomited, got off the plane at the last moment of takeoff, and was taken to the hospital room.
So, her name is on the boarding list.
She is going to be a mother.
At that time, it was still late at night in Hong Kong due to the time difference. After thinking about it, she still held back and didn't call.Then he quickly booked another flight back to Hong Kong, wanting to tell him the good news in person.
But I didn't want to see the crowd at the airport as soon as the plane landed.
The flight that crashed was exactly her original one.
I was about to make a call when I saw him.
Black suit, indifferent expression.
Perhaps others would think that he is a businessman who is ruthless, but she understands that the hurt is extreme, and instead there is no suitable way to express it.
He was different from the weeping crowd around him, his whole body was neat and meticulous, but his pale face made her feel distressed.
Only one step away, it is the eternal separation between heaven and man.
Let him hold her with peace of mind, everything else is not important.
"Licheng, from now on, our family of three will be together forever." He murmured softly, "Happiness is being with you and never being separated."
☆, Fanwai——Lin Ningxin
?Fanwai——I searched for him thousands of times in the crowd, but when I looked back suddenly, the man was in a dimly lit place
My name is Lin Ningxin.
The condensation of condensation, the heart of the heart.
It seems to reflect my name. I was 17 years old. I had no formal school education because of my infirmity since I was a child. I relied on tutoring and self-study. I was admitted to Tongji Medical College with a score of 610. Five years later, I successfully graduated. The postgraduate students of Cardiac Surgery were recommended.Since then, an indissoluble bond has been formed with all kinds of hearts.
I had a father who pampered me and allowed me not to learn how to inherit the company, but to study my favorite medicine.
I have a mother who loves me and takes care of me in every possible way, but asks me to learn to be self-reliant.
Before the age of 23, I was very happy.
Everything came to an abrupt end at the age of 23.
I was eating outside, and at the dinner table, I received a call from my father's personal assistant. My mother died suddenly at home due to a heart attack.
The mobile phone fell, and he returned home in a state of confusion, only to see his father, who never shed tears, lying on his mother's cold body, crying loudly.
At that moment, the world changed color.
I stumbled to my mother's side, raised and lowered my hand.
"Lin Ningxin, you are a doctor, you are a heart surgeon! You... could have saved your mother."
These words kept echoing in his ears.There was a severe pain in my chest, and I didn’t care about my father. I rushed back to the room, knelt down in front of the French window, the uncontrollable sweetness rose up in my throat, and dripped down the corner of my mouth on the white carpet, one drop, two drops , three drops... I fell straight to the ground, in terrible pain, and my heartbeat was out of control.There was chaos.
Mother, do you want to take me with you?
I stayed in the room for three days.Tears have long since dried up, I walked out of the room and told my father in mourning.
"I'm going to America to study."
After hesitating, my father finally agreed.Before boarding the plane, he said to me: "Son, you are the only family member of Dad."
Two points and one line for study, work, hospital and residence.All living according to plan.Sleep no more than three hours a day, and leave the rest to medicine.
In the fourth year, I became the youngest surgical CHIEF ever at the Mayo Clinic in New York.
In the fifth year, I took over the appointment letter of tenured professor from the head of the management team of Mayo Clinic, and then turned around and left the place where I had lived for five years.
Yes, Lin Ningxin, this time, you should be capable enough to protect and save lives.
With the name of Mayo Clinic, I successfully entered the most high-end hospital in Shanghai - Jiahe Hospital.
I have been a chief of surgery in Mayo for two years. Although I specialize in fine surgery, I always do general surgery.
Chief Specialist of Cardiac Surgery
There is no fixed department, which makes me very satisfied.
That day, I came to my mother's grave for the first time.
"Mother, I'm back. Please allow me to use the rest of my life to pay off my daughter's sins."
Hospitals in China are very different from those in the United States, with many patients and serious illnesses.
I put all my energy into work, no smiles, no entertainment.
I know my father is worried about me, looking at my father again and again, I desperately want to squeeze out a smile, but I can't.
Yes, seeing my father's old face, my mother appeared in my eyes at the same time.
Father intentionally or unintentionally mentioned that he wanted me to have dinner with him, but I really couldn't take that step.
All this is my fault.My mother's death, my father's old age, everything is due to my willfulness and my carelessness.
That day, I went to pick up a special stent that was flown in from New York and hurried back to the hospital.
A gangster appeared and he wanted to take my purse.Indeed, the brand of Hermes is enough to make bad people tempted.
But what I care about is not the bag.
The bracket in the bag represents the life of a three-year-old child.
I'm a woman and I can't compete with him.
I thought, once again, that I was going to kill someone.
His sudden appearance startled me.
He snatched back the backpack for me, and I took the leather bag from him regardless of etiquette.Opened, fortunately, the tightly packed bracket was not damaged.
Looking up, I saw blood on his left arm, and under the dim light, his face turned pale.
I took him back to the hospital and stitched up his wound.
I thought, like all the patients in the past, he just disappeared into the vast crowd.
I didn't expect that he, who was so brave that night, would be pushed in with a flat cart in less than half a month.
Seeing him looking at the documents with his seriously ill body, my heart hurts.
But I didn't stop it.
He was discharged early, and I asked him if he took his medication on time.He originally had a business-like attitude, but for some reason, the moment he replied, his heart was full of joy.
That night my father told me that he was going to invite Lu Licheng, the president of MG, to dinner, and he hoped that I could go.
Like his name, I nodded.
I called out his identity and talked to him with a smile, I know, I scared my father's secretary.
I don't know why, but when I think of him, I always want to laugh.Seeing him frowning, my heart throbbed with pain.For the first time in six years, I found that my heart still cares about a person from time to time.
Random encounter in New York, he finally called me.Invite me to the dance.
After a lapse of six years, I stepped into the hall of the ball again, watching him, talking and laughing happily with the fine Wall Street executives, without losing the wind in the slightest.
After seeing me, WOLF said to me regretfully: "Unfortunately, I am not the one who made you an exception."
After all, his stomach problems were not cured. In the second half of the dance, he always frowned slightly when no one was paying attention, and then turned his head away. It was still the handsome EillotLu.
He told me he could be alone.I was worried, but in the end, there was nothing left.
That pride, I know.
Three years ago in New York, during my first Christmas break as Chief, my body failed due to chronic overwork.
First I had a high fever, followed by constant vomiting of blood. I endured the final emergency operation, and when I returned home, I fell down and lay on the ground overnight.
What he's been through, I've been through.
Standing downstairs, watching the light in his room finally go out, I asked myself: Lin Ningxin, are you really in love with him?
He said to me: "My grandma is very ill."
I understand his pain at the moment and mobilize all resources.I told myself, Lin Ningxin, the tragedy that happened to you six years ago must never happen again to Lu Licheng, never! ! !
Three days, whether it is long or not, is not short.I organized the most elite rescue team.Efforts have been made to make Grandma Lu Licheng's condition develop in a stable direction.I even used imported drugs that were undergoing Phase IV clinical trials.Sometimes it has to be admitted that imported new drugs are indeed effective.Lu Licheng's grandmother's condition gradually stabilized. .
I explained the situation to his sister.A woman named Su Man who came after him interrupted and said to his sister, "We'll hire experts."
She wasn't the first to question my youth.Usually, I don't care about it, and I even suggest that they go to other hospitals to find other people for consultation.But this time, I didn't give her a chance to question me.
I am very aware of the risks of this operation, which is a routine operation, but Lu Licheng's grandma's advanced age and physical condition make the risk of this operation increase exponentially.According to the normal situation, the success rate of surgery for an elderly person of this age is at least [-]% off, and the situation of Lu Licheng's grandma is even more dangerous.It is conservatively estimated that after the operation, his grandma has only a [-]% chance of recovery.Teacher Wang knew that I decided to choose surgery and I had a whole afternoon of theory in the conference room.In his opinion, my choice this time was a bit crazy.If a routine operation is successful, there will be no flowers or applause; but if it fails, especially for the patients I received with such great fanfare, my reputation and even the entire Jiahe Hospital will be discredited.
Therefore, any doctor would choose to give up this operation.
Surgery is a game of half life and half death. If you don't have surgery, you are waiting for death.She doesn't understand, but I understand.
He finally arrived on the third day, and I knew he must have worked so hard to arrive so quickly.However, when I walked out of the ward, I heard that Su Man was accusing him.Those words were harsh.He unexpectedly did not refute.Just sitting on the side with his head in his hands.
My heart trembled, this was definitely not Lu Licheng's reaction.
The woman named Su Man was still talking, and I finally couldn't help but speak.
Obviously, among feelings and responsibilities, Su Man chose feelings.For her, emotion is God.And I, Lu Licheng and I, chose the latter.This is a difference in values. I don't care about it on weekdays. Everyone has their own choices, and we have no right to restrict them.
I helped Lu Licheng to my lounge.From the moment I picked him up, I knew that the situation was very bad.Almost all of his weight was on top of me.Sure enough, he vomited blood, and cramps caused by pain came one after another.
I've experienced that pain and it's unbearable.
I should have taken him to the emergency room right away, but I didn't.
I had medication to stop the bleeding and control the condition delivered to my break room.No sooner had he come to his senses than I told it all.
It might be cruel, but I know he can do it.
For him, I have a special trust.
The day I knew his identity, I checked his resume.
Born in the countryside, he made his way in the financial circle with his own ability.I believe he has such a decision.
He hesitated, and turned his questioning eyes to me.
I wanted to be cruel, but finally my heart softened the moment I saw his gaze.I said: "The success rate of the operation is 70%. If you decide to operate, I will perform the operation myself." I deliberately avoided the problem of postoperative recovery. I only hope that he can choose, believe me.
The moment he decided to have surgery, I was so happy.
Five days of sleepless nights, in exchange for his grandma's life, I am willing.
Afterwards, everything went smoothly as I expected.That night at his house, on the patio, he asked me, "Can you tell me why?"
My heart is struggling, I don't know what I'm doing.Is it love?what is love?Is my feeling for him, the inexplicable distress when I see him frowning, is it love?
I repeatedly asked myself, is that love.
A sister told me many years ago that a lover is the person who, when you look back and look back after all the vicissitudes of life you have gone through, you will still be concerned about him, and you will be desperate for him.
Lu Licheng, you, will you be the one that I found when I suddenly looked back?
☆, Fanwai——Little life
"Look, he's so cute." Holding her son, Lin Ning was filled with satisfaction.Looking back at Lu Licheng who was hugging her, he smiled brightly.
"Ning Xin, thank you for your hard work." Lu Licheng's eyes were reddish, and a few tears flowed from the corners of his eyes silently. "Thanks a lot!"
Lin Ningxin will never forget that when she was finally able to hold her son in her arms a week after giving birth, Lu Licheng beside her shed tears.
This child, their first child, was not easy for her or for him.
As soon as Lin Ningxin was pregnant, Lin Xiaochen and Lu Licheng hugged her like treasures.Although she was originally the treasure in the hearts of these two men, the "love" of these two men after pregnancy was exaggerated to the extreme.The most obvious point is that the two of them began to persuade Lin Ningxin to put down her work and go home to wait for the delivery.However, Lin Ningxin was very determined in this regard. Although she agreed to reduce the workload, she was determined not to agree to completely give up the work.It's just that she no longer performs operations all day long, but spends most of her time in outpatient clinics. Only a very small number of difficult operations are performed by her herself.Even so, Lin Ningxin's time at home suddenly increased.
According to Lin Xiaochen and Lu Licheng's thinking, reducing work means asking Lin Ningxin to rest more, more precisely, to rest in bed.After all, this child came too suddenly, and the bodies of both of them were not in the best condition.Not to mention that in the first month of pregnancy, Lin Ningxin lived in Mozambique, where supplies were extremely scarce. Just after returning to Hong Kong, she was so scared by Lu Licheng's gastric ulcer that her face turned pale and she almost fainted.However, Lin Ningxin was so busy that she couldn't take it easy even at home.I didn't want to touch the computer more, so I bought a cookbook to practice my cooking skills.Speaking of which, although Lin Ningxin can cook, but in terms of taste, she is not as good as Lu Licheng.Therefore, as long as Lu Licheng has time, the kitchen has always been his world.However, now that Lin Ningxin has been free for a while, Lu Licheng can't relax his work, and Lin Ningxin has gradually become more active.
At six o'clock in the evening, when Lu Licheng returned home, he saw Lin Ningxin walking towards the restaurant with a large bowl of soup.Seeing this scene, Lu Licheng strode over to take the soup bowl from Lin Ningxin's hand.
"Let me come," Lu Licheng held the soup bowl in one hand, and supported Lin Ningxin's arm with the other. "The soup is hot, don't burn you!"
Lin Ningxin smiled and said, "How can I be so delicate? It's only been two months, and I still have the strength to hold a soup bowl."
"Then be careful, you are not alone now." Lu Licheng shook his head and said. "I may be on a business trip next week, so I won't be able to accompany you. Let Wang Ma come over and take care of you, okay?"
"No need," Lin Ningxin felt annoyed for no reason, and her face turned cold all of a sudden. "You eat first, I'm a little tired, I want to sleep for a while." After speaking, he broke free from Lu Licheng's hand and entered the room.
Lu Licheng frowned, turned back and put the soup bowl on the dining table, and wanted to enter the room to see Lin Ningxin, but he heard the door lock click, and the bedroom door was already locked.
Lu Licheng's footsteps stopped suddenly with the sound of the door lock. Even before getting married, Lin Ningxin had never locked the door to him.Originally, the two lived in a villa in the suburbs, but ever since Lin Ningxin became pregnant, Lu Licheng was no longer worried about letting her drive so far home alone.Lin Ningxin was unwilling to let the driver pick him up, so after some discussion, the two moved to Lin Ningxin's residence in Huangpu Garden.Different from the semi-open bedrooms in the villas, the rooms in Huangpu Garden really have door locks.Walking to the door, he raised his hand and knocked on the door, but no one answered.
Being shut out by Lin Ningxin for the first time, and at such a special time, Lu Licheng felt a little bored.Lin Ningxin has always had a good temper, and she understands his temperament very well. She has always supported his work.From the acquaintance to the mutual agreement, it has been nearly two years, but this is the first time that he got angry with him because he said he was on a business trip.Lin Ningxin has an independent personality, and she doesn't like to have someone follow her to take care of her. Lin Xiaochen also said before that Wang Ma would take care of her, but she refused. The two of them thought that she was still young, and he was there. That's all.But now it will take at least three or four days for him to come back after leaving. He is really worried about leaving her at home alone.Distraught, he loosened his tie. He is not a god. After fighting wits and courage at the negotiating table with a few picky Japanese clients all day, Lu Licheng was also very tired.He let out a heavy breath, and looked at the closed bedroom door, Lu Licheng suddenly felt wronged.In fact, why is he willing to leave Lin Ningxin again? Lin Ningxin is his beloved wife, she is pregnant with the crystallization of their love, if it is not a client who requires him to come forward, how could he leave Shanghai at this time?
At this moment, the phone rang.Since Lin Ningxin became pregnant, the two of them decided to move here. Lu Licheng found someone to install a landline phone for Lin Ningxin.
"Hello, who is it?" Lu Licheng was in a bad mood, and naturally his voice couldn't be better.
"Oh, I'm Li Chang, are you... Ning Xin's lover?" The other end of the phone hesitated, "I'm Ning Xin's classmate. I want to find Ning Xin."
"Oh," it was Lin Ningxin's classmate, Lu Licheng softened his tone, "I'm Lu Licheng, Ningxin is not feeling well, she's already asleep, if you have anything, please tell me if it's convenient, I'll help you pass it on."
"So..." The person over there thought for a while, sighed, and said, "Actually, it's not a big deal, it's just that she asked me to look up a few papers on stress ulcers. Ask her which day she has time, so I can send it to her."
Lu Licheng frowned slightly, "That's too much trouble for you, when you have time, I'll go over and get it for her."
"Alright, I have time now, why don't you come here now, I'm in the Department of Gastroenterology on the [-]th floor of Building [-], the First Affiliated Hospital of Tongji."
"it is good."
Naturally, Lu Licheng didn't go out just to get those few papers.Lin Ningxin's specialty is cardiac surgery, even in the United States, she is only a general surgeon, not a general practitioner.No matter what gastroenterology paper I read, I knew it was for him without thinking about it.Thinking about her being pregnant and worrying about his body, the grievance just now was overwhelmed by deep guilt.Lu Licheng blamed himself and felt ashamed.My sister has long said that a woman who is pregnant will inevitably be in a bad mood and unstable, and she needs to be cared for by her husband.He didn't do it, and made her angry and sad.The mistake was truly a foolish one.
After picking up the thesis and buying soup dumplings from Lin Ningxin's favorite old shop, it was already past seven o'clock when Lu Licheng hurried home.As soon as he got home, Lu Licheng breathed a sigh of relief, because although Lin Ningxin was not in the living room, the bedroom door had already been opened.
After taking a plate to pack the steaming soup dumplings, Lu Licheng entered the bedroom before he could change his clothes.However, as soon as he entered the room, Lu Licheng's heart sank again. He could not have heard it wrong. The low sobbing sound in the room came from Lin Ningxin on the bed.
"Ningxin, don't be angry, it was my fault, you can punish me however you want, don't be angry with yourself..." Lying down next to Lin Ningxin, wrapping her body around Lin Ningxin, Lu Licheng comforted her somewhat clumsily Looking at Lin Ningxin.It was the first time that Lin Ningxin got angry with him, and it was the first time that he admitted his "mistake" to Lin Ningxin like this.After saying a few words, I could only hear the person in my arms sobbing more and more, and my heart became anxious for a moment. "Don't cry, okay, I was wrong... I won't go, okay?"
"Licheng..." Lin Ningxin turned around and looked up at Lu Licheng, but she lowered her head and began to cry in Lu Licheng's arms. "Yes... I'm sorry..." Lin Ningxin was crying and talking, her breath was intermittent and she couldn't speak clearly.How could Lu Licheng suffer from Lin Ningxin's behavior, so he didn't care too much at the moment, he just hugged her and patted her on the back to coax her.After a long time, Lin Ningxin was so tired from crying that she finally stopped her tears and leaned against Lu Licheng's arms with red eyes.
"Licheng, I'm really angry with myself, I shouldn't lose my temper with you...but...but I...sorry..."
One sentence made Lu Licheng very heartbroken and distressed.
Taking a deep breath, he hugged Lin Ningxin tightly in his arms, and it took a while for Lu Licheng to make a sound.
"Silly girl, I am your husband, your lover, and it is my negligence to make you cry."
Lin Ning's heart nestled in Lu Licheng's arms and she didn't speak. Since she became pregnant, her mood has become very sensitive, and her emotions are always difficult to control.Even though I told myself over and over again that he had worked hard and he couldn't worry anymore, he still lost control when he said he was going on a business trip.Knowing that he cared about him and worried about him, he slammed his hand on the door uncontrollably.He clearly knows that he should support his work - once upon a time, he also supported her work like that, allowing her to go to Africa just before she was [-] years old, leaving him alone to worry about her safety so much that because of a plane crash The news almost killed him.She still remembers being in the hospital in Hong Kong. On the third day of hospitalization, she pushed him to review the gastroscopy. When queuing up, she met a doctor she knew well and chatted for a while, and then she heard the patients around her muttering that the doctor's husband could Sick enough to be hospitalized and wheelchair bound.One sentence made her extremely ashamed, but he shook her hand tightly, and said to the man with a smile: "I'm a typical villain, I didn't listen to my doctor's words well, and I drank too much coffee, don't you see that?" just came in?"
She knew that he said that it was for her own good that Wang Ma would take care of her, and she was afraid that something would happen if she got pregnant, but she still couldn't help but get angry with him.Lin Ningxin blamed herself very much. She has always seen Lu Licheng's hard work. No matter how strong he is, he will not always be the winner.Just like she is not a miracle doctor who can cure all diseases, he is not invincible at the negotiating table, he also needs to compromise and make concessions, even if he is now the president of the first district, he still has to put down his body when necessary to talk to customers Communication visit.From the time the two fell in love to now, every time he was considerate of her.Just like in Hong Kong, he knew that the news of his hospitalization might affect the ongoing cooperation. In order to appease her, he also uncharacteristically rejected all work and entertainment, and went in and out in a wheelchair every day. He was not as obedient as before Lu Licheng, who was still looking at the document with high fever and pneumonia.Hearing that he went out and came back, I thought I should go out and apologize to him, but I didn't expect that he had already walked in, and as soon as he opened his mouth, he admitted his mistake to her.
Nine months has become extremely long during pregnancy.She was in poor health and had old injuries on her lungs. No doctor dared to guarantee that there would be no accidents during the natural delivery, so she had to choose a caesarean section.The operation went well, and the child was also very healthy, a fat boy who weighed six pounds, but her orthostatic hypotension was extremely severe, and she was fine when she was lying down, but when she sat up, her eyes were dark.For a week, Lu Licheng put aside all his work and stayed by her side every day, cleaning up her body, turning her over, feeding her, and cooking delicious food for her in different ways every day.Even Wang Ma would be ashamed of herself for that kindness.
The one-week-old child has lost the flush she had when she was born, and Lu Licheng's shadow can be vaguely seen in his brows and eyes.The small body in her arms was soft, and Lin Ningxin understood the meaning of the word "blood fusion" for the first time.Relax your body and lean into Lu Licheng's arms.He hugged her and his son, full of happiness.
☆, Fanwai——Su Man
? Su Man never thought that the person who saved her life would be Lu Licheng.
After her recovery, Su Man asked Song Yi more than once. "Who donated my bone marrow?"
Every time Song Yi answered her with the phrase "non-personal donation is double-blind donation".This did not satisfy the persistent her, but there was nothing she could do about it.
Walking before the gate of death, Su Man, who experienced the failure of chemotherapy and the rejection after transplantation, was like a phoenix nirvana. Su Man, who was reborn after suffering, cherished life even more and understood the weight of life better.
From being ill to being declared stable by the doctor, she spent the most memorable year in the hospital in her life, seeing innocent and lovely children lose the chance of treatment because of poverty.Seeing those parents working day and night almost desperately working to make money for treatment expenses.For the first time, she knew that leukemia is to use money to build life.Although this disease is called blood cancer, it is different from my father’s chemotherapy for cancer. Drugs cannot keep him from dying. For 90% of leukemia patients, chemotherapy, blood transfusion, and anti-infection can maintain their lives.And behind all these treatments, expensive expenses are needed to support them.
Diagnosis, chemotherapy, chemotherapy failure, transplantation, rejection after transplantation, stable condition, discharge.If it wasn't for the coin-sized scar on her lower back, and if she didn't still have to take anti-rejection drugs every day, she would have thought that all this was just a nightmare.
So when she passed out in Song Yi's arms while walking in the park one weekend, both of them were in despair.
But they never expected that the news they got after the inspection made them feel mixed.
Her body has just recovered, she is taking anti-rejection drugs, and she is pregnant, which is extremely risky for her and her child.
After losing Xu Qiu, Song Yi could no longer accept losing Su Man.
He was stubborn, so after Su Man fell ill, he never wanted to have children.
But Su Man was obviously more stubborn than him, so after ten months of struggling, the child was still born.
On the day of the full moon, Xu Zhongjin, who learned the news, took Jinmao's hand in a generous package.
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