Huaibi

Ping Huaizhen held back for a long time, once his wish came true, it was like a torrent rushing down, its momentum was hard to stop.In the past, he only felt that he and He Jinyi were very compatible, but he didn't know that the compatibility reached this point, and they were extremely harmonious in bed.The person next to the pillow always looks pure-hearted, and this night's confusion made him even more so than he had ever seen before.

The voice of forbearance was intermittent. Although He Jinyi was dimly drunk, he still remembered where he was and deliberately suppressed it.It's just that the pleasure of grinding follows him like a shadow, making him really uncomfortable. I don't know how long it took before Ping Huaizhen finally let him go.

He Jinyi closed his eyes and fell asleep, Ping Huaizhen cleaned all the marks on his body, and it took him a long time to find his ears quiet.Ping Huaizhen turned off the light and entered the couch, stretched out his arms to embrace him into his arms, this disturbed him, and suddenly he heard the word with a smile: "Yu Lang."

The tip of Ping Huaizhen's heart was scratched hard, and he tried to coax him again, but he couldn't wait for a response.

When he woke up the next day, He Jinyi refused to admit it again.

The horse's hoof smashed the morning light and sent people out of the palace. He Jinyi put down the curtain of the car, wrapped himself tightly in the soft brocade robe, and the smile on his face faded away with the journey.

Presumably the mother at home has been waiting for a long time.

Yesterday I was with Ping Huaizhen intimately, deep in my heart I never forgot the troubles in the mansion.Fortunately, this day has passed, and He Jinyi has already thought clearly that he must dissolve the engagement when he returns home this time, so that he can live up to the crown prince and Miss Wei's family.

Injuring others and yourself for the sake of filial piety is foolish filial piety; keeping promises for love is righteousness.

He Jinyi closed his eyes and rested his mind, his sore and limp body swayed gently with the frame, tired and sweet in his heart.

After a while, the carriage stopped in front of the mansion, and He Jinyi got off the car and went straight to the courtyard. Regardless of everything else, the two people in the shilling courtyard warmed up hot water for him to take a bath and relax.

The first night of indulgence, this morning was not too early to wake up, after such a long period of tossing, it was already dawn, and Li Ruyin also heard the news of his return home.After He Jinyi got out of the bath, he changed clothes inside the screen and went out, and the servants sent a word to him that it was his wife who invited him.

"Bound your hair."

The servant girl Fushen should be, followed him to the mirror, and carefully brushed the black hair in front of him with her slender palms. He Jinyi looked into the mirror, and suddenly dodged like a lightning strike, and pulled the hair back to its original place.

"But it hurt you, Young Master?" The girl was taken aback by his abrupt behavior, and she frowned nervously in bewilderment.

He Jinyi lowered his eyes to hide the embarrassment in his eyes, avoided answering, and said: "You don't need to be high today, just let it go casually."

The girl nodded when she heard the words, although she had doubts in her heart, she didn't do any further research. She just took a plain hair band as he said, and picked a bunch of hair and tied it loosely at the back.He Jinyi breathed a sigh of relief, and looked in the mirror again, the black hair on his neck had well covered the particularly glaring red mark.

"Young master, do you want to eat first?"

"No need," He Jinyi got up and walked out of the room, "Mother is already waiting."

Afterwards, the maid sent them off with a salute, and told the kitchen that meals would not be served for the time being.

In the main courtyard, Li Ruyin waited for about half a stick of incense, and finally waited for the person.As soon as He Jinyi's figure appeared at the entrance of the courtyard, the people in the courtyard taught the kitchen to bring breakfast into the room.

The biological mother loves the son the most, when Li Ruyin sent someone to invite him, she knew that he was taking a bath, and she didn't have much time to eat, so she ordered the kitchen to prepare quickly.He Jinyi felt guilty for a moment in a daze, thinking that Li Ruyin had loved him for more than ten years. He was sensible and filial since he was a child, but now he insists on pissing her off once.

Thinking of not showing any strangeness on his face, he leaned over to say hello and called "Mother".

"Sit down and talk." Li Ruyin walked to the table to accompany him, and all the dishes presented were in line with his taste.

He Jinyi looked around, except for the royal delicacies, Ping Huaizhen's usual meals were the same as before.I don't know if that person is as familiar with his hobbies as a family member, or over the years, everything has been subtle, and the two of them have become more and more similar.

He unconsciously came up with a smile, picked up a piece of sweet and sour radish that Ping Huaizhen liked very much to appetize, after chewing for a few times, Li Ruyin asked him: "Yi'er seems to be in a good mood, but is there a happy event?"

He Jinyi's smile restrained a little, thinking that he couldn't help but miss Ping Huaizhen in front of his mother, which really shouldn't be.

"It's not very happy, and it's quite annoying and embarrassing to say it."

"What bothers you?"

He Jinyi knew that she would bring it up sooner or later, so he took the initiative to put the words out: "A few days ago, my mother sent Shuiyun Xiwen to my courtyard. I only treated them as ordinary girls, but the clinker mother had other ideas." .”

Li Ruyin smiled helplessly: "Is being a mother sent to jackals and tigers? If you don't like it, just say it."

He Jinyi said bluntly: "I don't like it."

"It doesn't matter if you don't like it," Li Ruyin sighed softly, "If you want to keep it, you can stay in the courtyard and do things. If you don't want to, you can send it to another courtyard. Just tell mother, do you have someone in your heart?"

He Jinyi's fingers clenched, and he pinched off half of the radish on the tip of the chopsticks.

"No."

Li Ruyin understood that her gaze shifted from his face to the bowl, and then back to his face from the bowl, knowing that he was trying to hide it, so she didn't have to insist on exposing it after thinking about it, so she just said: "It's best if there is no one, if there is, you can tell mother yes Which girl, if she is the daughter of a good family, it doesn't matter if she is taken as a concubine."

He Jinyi knowingly asked: "Then who will my wife be?"

"Your daughter of Wei Shibo's family, you have seen it since you were young."

"I don't like it." He Jinyi shook his head, picked up the radish in the bowl, and ate it.

"The little girl of the Wei family is educated and reasonable, and she is pretty and pleasant. You will definitely like it."

He had already made up his mind when he came here, but at this moment when he heard the words, he still shook his head indifferently, and retorted: "No, how can mother assert that I will like it?"

Li Ruyin couldn't do it, so she could only be persuasive: "Your father and I are not ordered by our parents, but after we get married, we get along with each other, and we have treated each other like guests for decades, why is it not good?"

"Mother and father are lucky people, but most of them are unfortunate, why can't mother see it?"

"Yi'er." Li Ruyin suppressed her smile.

At this point, He Jinyi put down his chopsticks and got up, turned around and knelt down to her, and said extremely resolutely: "My mother treats her as an unfilial child, and a child is born not to disobey the will of his parents, but he cannot marry the Wei family."

"I can't!" Li Ruyin was heartbroken. How could she not love her parents and children? It's just too late to regret it now. The He and Wei families have known each other for many years, and they have already promised things for several years. To refuse now is tantamount to tearing apart The friendship between the two families, "Yi'er, you Wei Shibo was named Rongyi Duke by the first emperor, and you have a place in the court. You know that the He family has been trying to protect the crown prince for more than ten years, so why hasn't the Wei family devoted themselves to it? It’s a good year, if it’s ruined..."

In just a few sentences, he tilted his head like ice water, He Jinyi gritted his teeth and raised his eyes, looking at Li Ruyin in great pain.

He had thought about everything, prepared countless rhetoric, but he did not expect to be defeated by a sentence of "Prince reserve position"... He Jinyi does not do things that are not beneficial to his heart, he cannot do it, and he will not do it.

"Yi'er..." Li Ruyin helped him up, she was not guilty, and she spoke softly as if to comfort her, "Mother knows that you have your own heart, and if the girl from that family is willing to marry you, you can take her as your concubine. Mother promises to you that she will You will never be wronged in the slightest when you come to He Mansion."

"He doesn't want to," He Jinyi laughed at himself, "He is just like me, he only wants to be one-hearted."

Li Ruyin has nothing to say.

He Jinyi hadn't been helped up by her, but her heart was ashamed: "Mother, don't worry... I will marry. The crown prince will not waver in the slightest."

The wind is blowing outside.

I don't know how to get back to the dormitory that day, He Jinyi was in a daze, he hadn't had a good meal for several hours, his mind was full of the weight of the crown prince's position, hating the high seat of imperial power, Ling Pinghuaizhen, who was so high but unloved, made himself Rich clothing and fine food but no freedom in the end.

It was his sixteenth birthday on this day, and he felt tortured in every possible way, but in a blink of an eye he had to force a smile in front of his family, swallowed a bowl of longevity noodles with difficulty, and vomited up when he returned to the dormitory.

The winter wind brought snow into the room through the cracks in the window. He Jinyi stayed awake and stood at the desk copying books all night. When the last stroke came down, he was dizzy from the cold.

The rooster crowed at dawn, and the maidservant came from outside the corridor. Seeing the candlelight in the window from a distance, she couldn't help looking in curiously through the window.How could he know that this look made him startled, seeing that He Jinyi was still the same as last night, he hadn't moved half a step, and the outer shirt he was wearing slipped on the ground and he didn't know how to bend down to pick it up.

The servant girl was so anxious that she lost her rules, pushed the door open and ran into the room, quickly took the brocade robe at the side and put it on He Jinyi, and asked worriedly, "My lord, you haven't slept all night?"

He Jinyi turned sideways to her, and suddenly felt weak after making rash moves, and almost fell headlong.

"Son!"

"It's okay, I'm in good health," He Jinyi said comfortingly, and then reminded, "Maybe I'm suffering from the wind and cold, so please make me a bowl of ginger soup... Don't let Madam know about this, so as not to increase your worries. "

"Yes, the servant girl will help the young master go back to bed to rest."

He Jinyi nodded, and followed her to the side of the bed to sit down, and slept for a while while she was cooking the soup, before laying down on the bed, he explained: "Send someone to the Xu'an Palace in the palace, and say that He's mansion is here." Guest, I will not enter the palace today."

"Yes, I have made a note of it, my lord, let's rest quickly."

The maid helped him to lie down, pressed the corners of the quilt tightly, and hung down the bed curtain to block the cold wind outside the curtain.

The copper stove next to the desk had been extinguished at night, and it was already icy cold at this moment, the maid brought a torch and relit it, and then He Jinyi moved closer to the bedside.When passing by, she inadvertently looked at the table. There was a thick stack of rice paper, and the writing was messy. She was not very literate, and she couldn't recognize it. She could only vaguely see three characters in a mess of scribbled ink marks—nothing to do.

The author says:

Might not be a spoiler:

I want to say that I hope you don't rush to read this chapter, but I feel that this kind of comfort is unnecessary.Because which things will happen and which things will not happen are not necessarily good or bad as they appear on the surface, and the greatest degree of interdependence between blessings and misfortunes may be like this.In short, I feel sorry for our Jinyi, and love him madly. At the end of the story, Li Qingjue, all the good and bad in him, probably come from his turbulent life that is enough to write a book.