I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

With the completion of the statistics of the votes of the "Ghost Ship" group, the performance tickets of the four groups of trainees are released.

The audience in the arena is not only fans who focus on themselves, but also passers-by who are selected and invited by the program group. For them, the trainees performing the four stages are the simplest amateurs.Although the program group stated that every vote is fair and just, no one dares to define the so-called fairness after going through all these things today.

The number of votes in the "Ghost Ship" group was very even. Leshi had [-] votes more than Tang Zhiyang, and Xiaoyou got the first place.But also because of the average number of votes, the first place in the total individual votes is slightly disadvantaged.

Unexpectedly and within expectation, Yu Fei, the first name of "Jin Yi Xing", won the first place in the total votes with his unique timbre, amazing explosive power and empathetic singer. Add votes.

When the votes were announced, the audience cheered.

Yu Fei raised his head, and his name was at the top of the list.The emotions in his eyes were complicated.The sweat just off the stage was already cold, the enthusiasm gradually subsided, and the heartbeat changed from rapid to slow, with a sound like a heavy pendulum.

He was recognized by the audience, from talent, to hard work, to performance skills, but he didn't know if the final result deserved this recognition.Will his vote increase be as silent as Su Qiao was at that time, and will his ranking be stuck at seventh forever——

He completed the stage, but he didn't know if he could complete his debut.

Before leaving, each of them went to the studio to accept interviews, nothing more than asking about their understanding so far, and whether they have the determination to move forward. The PD also picks up topics that the audience likes to hear and see, such as who do you think is the most handsome among the trainees, and who do you want to thank the most so far?

"If you enter the top ten, you will join a co-ed variety show on the show. If you are Yu Fei's trainee, what kind of room do you hope to have?"

Yu Fei thought for a while, and described the picture in his mind with words: "There are a lot of soft pillows, which need cute graphics, penguins and white bears, stars and moons, suitable for sleep and rest. There are posters of several senior dancers on the wall , there is a small table where I can write songs and compose, and there is a place to put my guitar." He paused, his expression very serious: "I also want a cat climbing frame."

The answer was a bit unreasonable, and the supervisor asked: "If there is a cat climbing frame, don't you need a cat?"

Yu Fei smiled, staring at the camera with crooked smiling eyes, he replied softly: "Of course, I like cats very much."

The supervisor was stunned for a while, nodded understandingly, and asked again: "Which trainee do you want to be your roommate?"

Yu Fei stared at the camera and answered without hesitation.

When we left the recording site, the sky was dark and it was raining heavily.Most of the fans who were able to leave the venue early still stayed outside the rainy and majestic venue, watching their idols get on the bus with full expectation.A long day of racing has exhausted everyone.

The interviews are sorted by the initials of the names, Leshi and Yu Fei are relatively low, but there are many fans who support them.

When Yu Fei walked out of the gate of the studio, he saw some fans with umbrellas crowded around the bus in an orderly manner. The tall girl crowded in front kept saying to the crowd behind him, "Stand back, don't poke your umbrella and return it!" There are staff members." She was busy talking to the sisters who were excited by the appearance of idols, until the two of them approached, then suddenly turned her head, she opened her mouth, and finally said nothing, just showing with a bright smile.

Yu Jun stood in the rain, gently and quietly, looked at his own brother and his little idol, and smiled.

She was wearing a green thin plastic raincoat, the hair on her forehead was already wet, and her forearm was covered with crystal clear water beads. In the orange light of the headlights, her eyes were moist and bright, as if caught by the waves. Wet stars.Amid all the frenzied screaming, shouting, and jumping, her silence was almost sentimental.

Yu Jun unfolded a hand from his arms and carefully protected it in the raincoat. It was Le Shi's appearance in "Snow Country". staring ahead.

Yu Jun grinned, waved his hand slightly, and quickly changed another one. It was Yu Fei's emoji, holding a bowl of instant noodles and saying how delicious it was. It was obviously from the double variety show at that time. She stuck out her tongue mischievously, Hidden in the crowd, give the front to the front-line sisters carrying cannons.

Yu Fei and Le Shi raised their hands at the same time, and looked at each other subconsciously. They had already removed their makeup, and they both looked like they were wearing masks and hats. They only met their eyes, and moved away at the same time, a little embarrassed and a little stiff.Pausing for a few seconds in the screams, they said to the fans in unison: "Go back."

Le Shi pinched the tips of his ears uncomfortably, and his comforting smile towards the fans remained unchanged. He pursed his lips a few times, and the staff made a gesture beside him, indicating that time was running out.

Leshi inadvertently touched the back of Yu Fei's hand, Yu Fei nodded, and went back to find the staff who were hiding from the rain under the eaves.

Le Shi turned around and got into the car, turned around and shouted to them: "You can go back. Drink more hot water when you get home."

The fans looked at each other in blank dismay, and couldn't help laughing.

There are not many vacant seats in the car, the front row is full, and the back row is piled up with the staff's big and small business, which can accommodate two or three people. When I am happy, I choose the window in the last row, draw the curtain, and look out the window. The fans waved goodbye.

Most of the trainees in the car are waving to the fans at this moment.

The rain was too heavy, and there were only vaguely moving human figures outside the car window, and the occasional colored light spots through the window glass, all traces were gradually and roughly erased by the heavy rain.The engine of the engine rumbled, the lights in the car dimmed, and the cool moisture rushed over him, and the familiar smell was covered in the rain, warm and vigorous.

Leshi didn't speak, the figures of the fans had disappeared from sight, and the surroundings fell into a closed and groggy darkness.

The air conditioner was turned on very low, and the car was quiet. After only driving for a while, I became sleepy when I was playing, and my eyelids felt heavy.

Le Shi leaned against the window, dozed off for a while, only felt the palms on his knees get hot, he moved a bit, but didn't break free, wrapping his hands with a pair of warm palms, the fingers between the fingers The gaps are filled one by one, forming an interlocking shape.

Leshi was in the darkness with his eyes closed, and heard Yu Fei breathing carefully, taking a deep breath, and then exhaling slowly and long, the exhaled breath hit Leshi's ear, Yu Fei seemed to be secretly doing something about life Major events are solemn and important, and precious and important.

Yu Fei's breath was very close, like a hound slowly approaching, the deep and hot breath touched the base of the ear and the socket of the neck wetly.Le Shi inexplicably felt his back tense, and the ambiguity brought by the darkness was like a little cat's paw, scratching his heart again and again.

Le Shi held his breath for a while, but he didn't feel Yu Fei's next move for a long time. After some time, his shoulders sank, and Le Shi opened his eyes. In the dim light, Yu Fei leaned against His shoulder fell asleep.

Le Shi's shoulders slumped, and he lowered his eyes to look at Yu Fei.In fact, I can't see too many details clearly, the hair hiding in the shadows, the blurred facial features, the tired and hoarse snoring, the smell that belongs to him, the occasional tense palms, and a light breath, I don't know what to do What a bumpy dream.

Not long ago, it seemed to be a rainy day too. At that time, there were not only unbelievable insults but also real malice in the heavy rain.Based in this circle, all the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of the artists will be magnified, and the followers will also burn their emotions hot, right and wrong, black and white, endlessly turned upside down.

Le Shi raised his hand and touched the corner of his eye. The wound had healed and there were almost no traces left.

The sound of the rain was still ringing, and when I was playing, I opened the hard curtains, only to see rows of raindrops falling on the glass, like weeping spider webs, which filled up in an instant and were shattered by the wind in an instant.

Almost all the people in the car were woken up one after another. The journey is coming to the end, and tomorrow is the long-awaited rest day. The mobile phones are sent to every trainee in advance. There was a sound.

Yu Fei didn't wake up, took the mobile phone and said thank you, and fell asleep after waiting for a short period of time to turn on, and stuffed the mobile phone into the pocket of the Leshi sweater.

Leshi felt a vibration of the message reminder, and the phone was attached to his waist.He resisted the bad idea of ​​picking Yu Fei up, and took out Yu Fei's cell phone. On the unlit screen, the wallpaper setting was the same as Le Shi's. It was the protagonist HP's trainee at the same time at that time, with a green expression. Astringent and insolent, with a kind of second-class energy that is not afraid of anything.

Le Shi and Zhang Lan leaned together, one with a sneer on his face, and the other with serious eyes.At that time, Leshi and Zhang Lan had a good relationship. The two people with strange personalities got together and somehow became good friends. There was a period of time when you kept finding fault with Yu Fei for your hobbies. The specific manifestations were: Fighting in the dance studio, and singing the opposite tune in the style of elementary school students.

Just thinking about it, Yu Fei's phone screen lit up, and it was a WeChat message with the note "My eldest son Zhang Shanfeng".

Leshi: "..."

He is a person who honestly notes the full names of his friends, and suddenly he is a little worried that he will also be recognized as a certain son by someone invisibly.

Le Shi tapped Yu Fei's waist with his elbow, and the other party mumbled something, it sounded like "don't add coriander".

Yu Fei was indifferent, and even rubbed hard against Le Shi's neck.Le Shi pushed him away expressionlessly, and saw the content of the message sent by Yu's eldest son Zhang Lan: Which file is the collection of our previous practice room?I can't take it anymore, your computer is really messed up.

Yu Fei originally left his own computer at HP.

Practice videos, photos left behind, small sand sculpture videos taken when participating in activities, inspiration for composing and writing songs, that second-hand broken computer is like a treasure chest with everything you need.

Leshi thought for a while, and opened his WeChat. He didn't talk to Zhang Lan very often, but only a few words every time.The last message was "The stage is good," he sent not long ago. Leshi sent a thank you. Zhang Lan's input flashed twice, and he sent a 1-minute long voice over.

Leshi connected the bluetooth headset, and it turned out to be a one-minute speech insulting Yu Fei's labyrinth folder.

"Please let him clean up the legacy before leaving the group! Can you make a list? I just found out the songs he wrote before. It wasn't when you guys got together. What happened to his little love song collection? Ah? Click in and put the affectionate style at the beginning: This is a ditty for my Lele. Yumou steamed goose heart!" There was a sound of frantically clicking the mouse, "Are you guys resting? Help Let me ask where he threw our previous practice room collection, wait online, hurry."

Leshi replied with a path, Zhang Lan sent a series of ellipsis, and a screenshot of the message was displayed.

Folder Title: Me and My Sons.

@张兰: Yu Fei, I am your father, you are dead.

@Zhang Lan: Tsk.

Le Shi looked at the news and smiled, there were too many things in that folder, Yu Feiyuan was more nostalgic than they imagined, Yu Xiaoyu's sensitive side was always rarely revealed to others.

I still remember those old love songs, most of them are casual like diaries, such as "January 21st, the weather was fine, I was walking on the way to the practice room, I thought it was a good day to express my love, so I want to say I like you" Such straight-ball lyricism, but I have never had a heartbeat, I just feel that Yu Fei is very sick at a young age.

@张兰: This sb, I’m sorry for always sending me messages before, it’s so annoying that I’m blocked.Why is there an apology letter in document format in the computer, it's really annoying.In fact, I knew that he was not in a good state at that time. He could dance crookedly and sing badly. I guess he was hiding something in his heart.He wanted to take care of the crap about quitting the group, he wanted to take care of it all by himself, he would lose money if he didn't steal the chicken, and he felt that it would be a loss if one more person knew about it, and he would lose his reputation if he didn't.You really can't wake up without being scolded, idiot.

@Chips: ...during that time?

@张兰: You go for a while.But before his debut, he was not very normal, he couldn't see people except for practice, and he became an autistic child from middle school.

@张兰: Oh, by the way, he still hides and cries secretly. How old is he? Are you saying that he is young or naive? It’s not that he broke up with a broken relationship, so it’s necessary.

@Chips:  …

@Chips: How are you preparing for your debut?

@张兰: That's it, it's okay to get a newcomer award and one.Be careful of being cut off by us [Rose] when you make your debut.

@Chips: Nice to see you on the same stage.

@Zhang Lan: What's going on?This is discouraged?Not like you.

@Chips: ? [Smile]

The car stopped, and the trainees in the front row filed down. Yu Fei knocked forward due to inertia, and finally woke up with eyes full of confusion. Leshi sent Zhang Lan a farewell emoji, and Zhang Lan reluctantly said hello Luckily, Cixiang comes with a fang-toothed emoji, which looks quite sinister.

Yu Fei caught sight of some words and asked in a nasal voice, "Who is it?"

Le Shi narrowed his eyes and replied, "Your eldest son."

Yu Fei was shocked: "..."

"I'm a little curious," Leshi stood up, moving his hands and feet that were sore from sitting for a long time, even though the loss of practice had made the pain in the joints normal.He gave Yu Fei a lukewarm look, and asked lightly and quickly, "What's the note you gave me?"

Yu Fei was silent for a while, and there was still a sense of ignorance in his voice, but his answer was very clear: "My baby Lele." Erhua's pronunciation is correct and standard.

Le Shi: "... Zhang Lan is right." You are really stupid.

Yu Fei blinked suspiciously under the turned-on headlights, and suddenly yawned recklessly, subconsciously trying to pull Le Shi's hand, Le Shi patted the back of his hand and said, "You go first."

Yu Fei was very wronged by this: "I'll wait for you in your dormitory, and I want to talk to you about something."

Le Shi nodded, and the topic jumped back to the notes on the phone after a short wait. Yu Fei suddenly suggested: "Aren't you going to change my notes to my baby Ah Fei?"

Le Shi bowed his head silently and operated it, brought the screen of the mobile phone in front of Yu Fei's face, and the new note was "the number one idiot in the world, Yu X".

Yu Fei stared blankly for a while, then replied angrily, "You're the one who's stupid—" After a pause, he pointed out the blind spot: "Wait, why is your interface background a photo of me and you? I can't even remember...was it at the South Gate? Why did I have yellow hair back then, I'm so stupid."

Le Shi pushed him: "Get out of the car, you know you're stupid." Seeing Yu Fei not moving, Le Shi pinched his tiger's jaw vigorously, and finally broke his cold face and smiled.

Due to the outstanding performance of the "Ghost Ship" team, the three team members in the 213 dormitory are in a good mood. The topic inevitably comes to the grades. Ren Fengfeng has not returned for a long time. .

"Before everyone said they would definitely vote for me," Wan Xing sighed, showing a helpless smile, "In the end, one person, one vote voted me out. I stumbled into a good group by mistake. Although it was difficult, it was true. It's so difficult, I can't remember how to dance after I play, if you don't have all of you to accompany me to dance all night, I might have given up a long time ago."

Le Shi sat beside Tang Zhiyang, applying medicine to his injured leg, Tang Zhiyang smiled and said: "Lele has been with you for a long time, but I will drag everyone down in the second half."

Le Shi put Tang Zhiyang's legs on his knees, and gently rubbed against the stiff bruises. Tang Zhiyang occasionally felt pain, and his brows furrowed without a trace, but he relaxed quickly. Le Shi said: "It's nothing. Yes The result of everyone's hard work."

Luckily smiled, flipped through his Weibo, and muttered: "Why didn't I see my dear Fengzi posting a blog, I will be the first to like it."

Le Shi and Tang Zhiyang looked at each other in dismay, tacitly not mentioning the quarrel before the performance.

I saw Zhou Wangyu posted a small video 2 minutes ago. It was the hall on the first floor of the dormitory. The background sound was a faint and melodious violin music. I held up the thermos cup and made a salute gesture, with the words: rainy night personal concert [呲牙].The comments are full of question marks.Li Lingjing retweeted a personal rhyming video, promising that if he entered the top ten, he would perform the name of the dish in public on the elimination field.A few minutes later, Tang Zhiyang listed a few interesting things during the practice of "Ghost Ship" on Weibo, including Leshi and his pas de deux who couldn't figure out the direction several times and made his forehead red; fortunately, he watched a group of The teammates who lay on their stomachs with their teeth and claws laughed frequently; teammates took turns learning the violin and staged a scene of sawing wood, Mr. Shan held the bow and chased people around, and other childish behaviors of elementary school students.

The bottom is impressive: a collection of daily sand sculptures, and the likes can be seen with the naked eye.

Fortunately: "Teacher Tang is too cruel."

Le Shi pressed his leg lightly, Tang Zhiyang yelled, not to be outdone, reached out to scratch Le Shi's waist, Le Shi dodged back, fortunately lying on the bed to see them you and me He joked about it and muttered: "I think you two are quite suitable for today's sand sculpture collection." Seeing these two people playing together without any seriousness, it is very rare. In the end, Le Shi jumped out of bed with A pillow used for self-defense, and the hair was rubbed and poked in all directions.

Tang Zhiyang leaned against the head of the bed, laughing so hard that he couldn't breathe.

Wan Xing said with a smile: "I hope that the comedians in our group can all debut in the end."

At this time, when the door of the dormitory opened, it was Ren Fengfeng, who came to welcome a gust of damp rain, luckily smiled and called out "Fengzi", but was stunned in a blink of an eye.

Ren Fengfeng's whole body was soaked by the rain, and the hem of his clothes was dripping wet. He was holding the doorknob, his palm trembling slightly. He seemed to take a step forward, but silently backed out of the door. Bending down and taking off his shoes, fortunately, he found that the uppers of his shoes were splashed with mud, and the legs of his trousers and the hem of his clothes were also covered with mud-yellow soil marks. Ren Fengfeng bit his lip, and the circles of his eyes were red.

Fortunately, he came back to his senses, regardless of the fact that they were still arguing, he jumped off the bed and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?"

Ren Fengfeng didn't speak, he took a deep breath, and then hiccupped very loudly.Le Shi put down the pillow in his hand, Tang Zhiyang wanted to stand up, but Le Shi pushed him back to the bed, Le Shi took a dry towel, fortunately he ran barefoot in front of Ren Fengfeng, Ren Fengfeng choked, He squatted down on the ground and buried his face in the crook of his arms. The feeling of being dry and warm with the towel wrapped around his back made him even more sad and embarrassing.

The people in the dormitory silently recalled that the results of Ren Fengfeng's group didn't seem to be particularly good. During the training of the "Ghost Ship" group, the rest time with Ren Fengfeng was always staggered. Before that, he himself was still bluffing, not big or small, and still optimistic and cheerful.They also happened to miss Ren Fengfeng's show when they were waiting for the show today. Later, because of the interview and the car dealership, they couldn't meet him. Judging by his appearance - there seemed to be a mistake on the stage.

Tang Zhiyang looked at the child squatting at the door, sobbing and crying, and opened the topic of Ren Fengfeng, and the fans eagerly protected and clarified-"Why does the captain have to recite all the blame? It's not him who sang the wrong words, part The controversy is not his fault, he himself sang for less than 12 seconds?" The reply was a dispute from passers-by—"If you choose the captain, you have to take care of all the members, and you are prepared to take the blame. It was pointed out in front of the stage, what's the use of being miserable now?" "Why is he always No.6, don't you ffjj have points in your heart?"

Tang Zhiyang put down his phone and sighed softly.

In my impression, Ren Fengfeng and Wan Xing are always together, eccentric, love to talk and laugh, always look like a crazy child who hasn't grown up in front of the camera, just young and full of vitality.

No one tries to understand the pressure they are under, whether it is the company's only child, or it may be a rebellion that they know they can't do.Perhaps the quarrel with Xingxing that day was not without reason. Perhaps Ren Fengfeng, who has remained as the company's only fire until now, hopes to rank above everything else, even above justice and friendship.

Now, this crouched, sobbing boy is not at all optimistic and cheerful.

Emotional collapse is like an avalanche, in which, at an unknown moment, a person is suddenly crushed to pieces.

The collapse of pressure came suddenly, and most people could only see a little brilliance under the spotlight, but they couldn't see the endless darkness behind them.

Tang Zhiyang's message interface lit up, but he didn't see it clearly.

Le Shi and Wan Xing hurriedly brought Ren Fengfeng in, Tang Zhiyang stood up with all his strength, and gave the muddy and disheveled young man a dry hug.

The author says:

Hey, each chapter is so long (sigh), as long as a subtitle, and I don't know how to divide it into chapters.Chapter [-] in a blink of an eye, thank you little angels for watching!Feifei: I want to always have a cat climbing frame, so I can tease my baby Lele (?).