I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

The order of appearance of "Ghost Ship" is at the end of the four stages. The stage of the first "Journey of Jinyi" caused a long-lasting frenzy, so that the last two stages were affected. The gap between the stages made the audience's eyes sharp and tricky , the votes of the latter two groups are far less than the total number of votes of the first group.

Surprisingly, the No.1 in "A Journey in Brocade Clothes" is Yu Fei.There was a gap of one hundred votes between him and Zhou Wangyu.

There are only 1000 to [-] spectators in the arena.

Like a hopeful omen, when the group of "A Journey in Brocade Clothes" returned to the lounge, Yu Fei almost rushed to Le Shi's side, and immediately shared his joy of winning the first place. Feeling.

Yu Fei looked at Le Shi who was sitting in the front row watching the performance, his back was straight and upright, the black ear clip was pinned to his pale ear, and his hand was tightly clutching the ring hanging around his neck, finger The joints are pinched until they are blue and white.

Yu Fei stared at him blankly, he must be very nervous when he was happy, and even afraid.

After participating in the show and reuniting with Leshi, the world in front of him seemed to have undergone subtle changes. He saw more things he couldn't see, and had many impulses and ideas that he had never had before.Like now, when he wants to hug and have fun, he wants to encourage him when his back is the thinnest, although depending on the personality of the other party, he will probably push away with a stiff body and a cold face, and say to him "I don't thing".

Yu Fei knew, and because she knew, she felt sad.

Both of them are stubborn and stubborn people, but they stumbled and came to this world bravely, like rough sand and stones being swallowed into soft clam meat, and only after the flesh and blood are blurred can they learn to face each other gently.

Both of them are fragile and ordinary people, facing pressure and criticism with trembling and fear, like two solitary whales floating in the sea, only knowing the warmth and coldness after colliding and fighting.

At this point in the race schedule, everyone’s efforts are almost the same. When the day is dark, the fluorescent lights in the practice room are turned on. The snow-white lights are their sunshine.The sweat that flows out every day is dry and wet, and the bitter salty taste is precipitated, the clothes are twisted into twists, and the sweat is like a waterfall in summer.

Day after day, day after day, just for the one goal of debut, even if the hands and feet are sore and the limbs are stiff, they still have to hold back tears viciously, dragging their tired body, and put every string of lyrics, every dance Actions are imprinted in life and will never be forgotten.

The difficulty of "Ghost Ship" is well-known in the entire program group. Many people think that being "exiled" to that group is equivalent to being sentenced to death-the music is weird and changeable, deviates from the public aesthetics, and is difficult to appreciate. Dance requires body control. Tricky, I heard that the main dancer hurt his foot before the official performance, which is like adding insult to injury for this group.

Putting it on the last stage, the audience was tired, and the performance of the first group was too eye-catching. The group of wild and unruly teenagers slashed in front of everyone and told them——

If you want to get good grades, you must first cross this sea.

Before the show started, Le Shi accompanied Tang Zhiyang to the infirmary as usual. The well-meaning doctor saw him, as if he had met the enemy of his life, and wished to detain him in the infirmary until he recovered from his injuries. The medicine was stuffed into his mouth, and the bitter pills were swallowed down his throat.He took a deep breath, and squeezed the muscles of his cheeks again, because of the gnashing of teeth in the process, his expression seemed a little stiff.

Before the team members assembled, they met Ren Fengfeng and Wan Xing in the passageway of the waiting area. The two people's voices crackled from a long distance, like popcorn exploding, speaking urgently and quickly.

Tang Zhiyang stopped and listened for a while, his brows frowned slightly - it wasn't the encouragement and cheering before the game, they seemed to be arguing about something, and no one was willing to back down, with an indomitable appearance.

"All in all, you are not allowed to say, do you know the consequences of telling these things? You are now the fourth, the fourth! As long as you keep affirmative, you can make your debut. Don't you really want to make a debut? After running away like this Many companies, practice for so long, and haven't even gone back home for several years, are you out of your mind now?" Ren Fengfeng's words came out like a cannonball, and sometimes he gasped with luck. "Why do you have to say it? It's fine if you don't say it. It's fine until the end."

"I really want to make my debut, Fengfeng, really." Wan Xing was busy responding to Ren Fengfeng's words one by one, and occasionally hiccupped excitedly, looking particularly aggrieved, "But I'm really not reconciled, this, this will make me I feel——" His ending sound was drawn out, as if he was thinking about his own words, "I will feel that everything I get now is fake, it was arranged for me by the company and the program group, I..."

"I feel so uncomfortable, Fengfeng, really, if I can debut because I occupy the only spot, and Lele can't debut because of this, I really——I will feel that it is my fault." Luckily The volume of the voice is getting smaller and smaller, sometimes nasal and crying.

Tang Zhiyang took a deep look at Le Shi, folded his arms and thought.

Le Shi thought for a while, didn't know what to say, but said to Tang Zhiyang: "Brother."

Tang Zhiyang didn't make any comments on this, the smile he had put together for a long time was still on his lips, he glanced at Le Shi, the light in his eyes was awe-inspiring.

Leshi had never seen Tang Zhiyang with such a cold expression, and suddenly it even made people feel a little gloomy.In everyone's impression, he seems to always be the elder brother with a warm smile and warmth like spring, but at some unknown moments, an unusual side appears.

After a long silence, Tang Zhiyang said: "When HopE first debuted, they were almost abandoned by the company. In the end, it was their own songs that saved them, as well as the fans who still supported them and never gave up. Even today, they have been called miracles. Even if you know it is difficult and impossible, who knows the final result in the future. I have come to this point in this kind of self-persuasion."

"Camera obscura, shady scenes, I understand, there will definitely be. But until the end, I'm not afraid."

Tang Zhiyang's words were light and calm, and those words that should have a thousand weights were as light as birds in the autumn sky in his mouth.

These eyes have seen too much darkness. He was once a shadow living in the darkness, and every step he took was like a ghost.

With different moods in their hearts, the door slowly opened.

On the stage led by the small exit, the light of the spotlight fell on them, and the entire group of "Ghost Ship" bowed to the audience. Their bold and exaggerated clothes seemed to have traveled from another world.

Li Xiang also looked surprised, and the audience screamed after being shocked.

Except for Wan Xing and Li Lingjing, the people in the team are not very good at words.The opening remarks were completed by the cross talk group.

Li Lingjing said with a smile: "Our group has quite a post-modern style. When we saw this song when we were selecting songs, it was like seeing a ghost."

Fortunately, he followed his words and smiled: "Have you ever seen a ghost that can say rap?"

Once the atmosphere was adjusted, the audience burst into laughter.

Fortunately, everything is as usual, not like the quarrel with Ren Fengfeng just now, even though his eyes were a little red, when Le Shi saw Yuan Hongshan gently pat the back of Wan Xing's hand, he seemed to feel that he was too nervous on the spot .

Lucky grinned, showing a signature sweet and cute smile, which was in stark contrast to his overly ostentatious and dark punk style.

The audience cheered and cheered with aunt's smile, and vaguely heard words like: "Little Devil in Contrast", "Little Cutie in the World", "Mother of Variety Little Lucky Loves You".

Fortunately, he made a heart-to-heart gesture with a smile on his face, and poked Li Lingjing's waist again. The two made a heart-to-heart gesture with their arms.

Li Xiang looked at the script, and asked in a fluttering manner, "Leshi trainees, have you encountered any troubles in the recent practice life?"

Le Shi looked at Li Xiang gratefully. Although Li Xiang was born in NBS, he was willing to give the trainees every opportunity to retreat. The audience was silent, and the audience would not be unaware of his recent family, CP, and private association incidents. Although with the support of fans, his various topics did not fall completely, but there was still a lack of a little support from the master. Of course, Leshi knew the importance of fans to him and him to fans at this time.

It was they who did not forget to encourage him "don't give up" at the end.

He took the microphone and stared into the dark auditorium.Leshi knows that there are many pairs of eyes looking at him, malicious, kind, curious, and questioning.But at this moment, he felt unprecedentedly calm.

There are vague memories, like a galloping train, whizzing past in his mind, that was the first time he saw Yu Jun's "Come on, I will always support you" on the private message interface; When I opened the homepage of my personal first station, I saw that the pictures taken were blurred and exquisite to the point that he couldn’t even recognize himself; the first time he walked out of the airport, although there were few fans, he still shouted for him with all his strength; the first time On the stage, there was a voice in the darkness, trying hard and desperately to convey their support.

Facing the silence for the first time, Le Shi thought countless times that if he is also deeply involved in rumors, it is difficult to prove his innocence, whether he is alone and helpless, and whether he can't say anything.

But now, he knows he's not alone.

"There's always going to be a lot of trouble. But I love my family, I love my fans, I love my teammates. There will always be conflicts and troubles along the way, but for better or for worse, it's all about The most precious memory of my life. I stand here to be recognized, appreciated and transformed."

The loud words through the loudspeaker almost echoed mightily in the arena.He didn't twitch, didn't avoid taboos, and moved forward calmly.

The express train of memories gradually slowed down, and he saw himself reflected on the car window, his hands were trembling slightly, and his lips were trembling uncontrollably, as if he had been scalded by his own words.

Such a self must be very scared and worried.

He didn't know where his future would lead, Leshi took a deep breath, the carriage opened to him, and he walked into his own life track.

When I am happy, I hear myself clearly and resolutely saying to myself and to the world:

"Maybe the final result of my debut was counterproductive, but I am my own, all decisions belong to me, I am responsible for my decision to the end, and I will never regret it."

In the silence, someone applauded gently beside him. It was Tang Zhiyang who smiled gently at him, followed by the teammates around him, and the mentor with burning eyes. The applause became louder and louder, and the microphone was passed to Tang Zhiyang. On the stage, he applauded like a huge wave, and said with a smile: "I hope everyone can find their own light. Whether it is from the stage or from life. I hope that after watching our performance, when you leave the venue, everyone Will smile from the bottom of my heart.”

In the end, Yuan Hongshan bowed his waist gracefully and blurted out some artistic words: "Please listen to the echo from the deep sea."

The lights dimmed, layer by layer, like the setting sun gradually sinking.

In the peaceful stillness, the curved screen emits a little or two silver light, and the light slowly appears from the middle of the screen, shaking and swaying gently.

Yuan Hongshan took a deep breath, and raised his bow when the violin rested on the shoulder pad.It seems that countless times, he stood in the dome tall concert hall, and faced the silence of the room like this, but he had already forgotten his mood at that time, it seemed that he had no impression because he was too dull and numb.

The horsehair of the bow rests on the strings, and the first note overflows.The back of his hand was tight, and there seemed to be a breath in his chest, which made him a little dizzy in a trance.

"Shua la—— Shua la—"

Yuan Hongshan woke up suddenly. He lowered his eyes and saw a faint white light reflected on the strings.There is the sound of waves in my ears, slow and gentle, wave after wave, as if the salty sea breeze is blowing leisurely.The sound of his piano became moist, flowing and flashing like moonlight.

Behind him, a round of bright moon rose slowly, and the white rays of light formed into pieces one after another. It turned out that it was the silver sparkling sea level.

On the circular screens on all sides, there are beautiful and quiet seascapes under the moon at this moment. The audience seems to be listening to a recital, gazing intently at the people standing in the field.The moonlight spreads over the sea, while the pitch of the piano is high, and the accompaniment flows in smoothly and smoothly. It is the classical and melancholy call of the cello, and the clear jump of the piano.

Yuan Hongshan raised his bow, and the water under the moon was turbulent. He stepped out of the spotlight, and the music from all directions swept like a tide, changing into a slightly melancholy R&B dance rhythm. The light was a beam of cool blue. After the filming stopped, a figure jumped out of the darkness.

There was a subdued scream.

It was Leshi, in the strong interlacing of light and shadow, the contours of his body and face appeared extremely freehand, as if there was only a black and white ink painting, and the shadows chasing the light in the painting were dancing.

He stretched his left hand toward the sky, his movements were relaxed and free, and he paused at a fixed point. His right hand clenched the wrist of his left hand painfully and suffocated. With the weight of the piano, he knelt down slowly, as if he was a sculpture frozen in time.

The classical melody of the piano was more forceful, and the raised hands were clenched to his chest, and a pair of hands stretched out from the darkness behind him, covering Le Shi's eyes.

The bright lights poured down, and the dancing posture during the music was like breaking free. With the rhythm freeze, the waist exerted force, the arms spread out at the shoulders, and the elbows naturally dropped.The hands that blinded his eyes fluttered up and down with the rhythm, and he swayed from side to side like a controlled marionette.

The movement seems to be free, but it is not loose, and it has an extremely good control.

The electronic sound of metal collision sounded ethereal, and Le Shi suddenly opened his eyes, his movements were crazy and restrained, he seemed to use all his strength to break the invisible line that controlled him, and with force from his lower body, he straightened up and stood up , the body agitates a smooth and powerful arc under the light.

Le Shi's hand suddenly pushed away the invisible fog in front of him, and the hand that closed his eyes left. Tang Zhiyang emerged from the darkness and began to dance together.

It's like two split souls, each wanting to find a chance to control each other. Their palms meet, and they are bounced away by invisible repulsion. The palms cover the position of the heart, and they flick outward, from the neck, to the chest, to the waist and hips, The body pushes outward like an electric shock.

This movement was originally full of sexy hints, but they handled it very purely, without concealing the desire during the dance, without any intimacy, but like breaking free.

Tang Zhiyang's movements are precise and powerful, like a perfect machine in every point, while Leshi is free and restrained, like black and white distinct but soft and smooth lines.

Shuttle between dots and lines, flowing clouds and flowing water.

Soul peeling, resonance, shock, their dance is a whole, indispensable.

The electronic elements are gradually noisy, the strong drums and bass are like the struggle of dancers, and the rhythm of the movements is gradually becoming more and more intense. The dance moves are crazy and distorted. Dazuo, a tsunami is about to strike!

Finally, the music stopped abruptly, and the two stretched out their hands, with each other's tiger's mouth only a few millimeters away from their throats.

Le Shi squinted at the camera, his sexiness was a trace of laziness hidden in the cold wind, his eyes were cold and chilling, his expression was like frost and snow, but the tip of his nose, the corners of his lips, and his protruding neck were covered with a layer of The crystal clear and fine sweat, like melted mercury, is covered with a layer of moist water.His chest heaved violently, and the black ring was beating gently on his chest, with a faint golden light flashing under the light, in rhythm with his heartbeat.

"Confused Sober Desperate Crazy"

The dark blue spherical lights are like bubbles on the bottom of the sea, intertwined and disturbed on the ground, and shuttled into a net. Five people entered the stage, standing in a spindle shape, and their dance steps were bumpy and swaying, imitating a sailing ship in a storm.

Every syllable is a fixed point, the anxiety of looking left and right, the moving line becomes a line of sobriety, the despair that suddenly clenches the throat, the movement shifts to an "X" shape, Tang Zhiyang leads the dance in the middle, and the madness of self-denial.

They moved in unison and sang in a low voice, as if they were singing a sad hymn.

The complex depression and oppressive feeling are shocking, the intense electronic sound seems to be screaming, every movement change, every movement, every line of lyrics, all in exchange for the audience's exclamation, just like a stage play, the five protagonists are confused The themes of pursuit, sobriety, and madness are vividly expressed.

Standing on the stage seemed to be the five ghosts who were telling about the suppressed life. The waves surged and the depression was extremely extreme, as if the heart was twisted and broken, and it was too late to breathe, as if they were about to die...

The moment when everyone was about to suffocate - the bright rhythm of the violin broke through the waves, and the scream of stepping on the electric current suddenly became the protagonist in the joint leap of the five struggling together!

The sound of Qi Qi's footsteps landed, one of them was still standing, while the four of them lay down on their backs around him, with their hands up, their legs bent, and they couldn't stop struggling with the beat.

"Hey!"

Standing in front of the monstrous waves, among the struggling crowd, that small figure was lucky to suppress his voice.He pulled back his baseball cap and gritted his teeth.

He pointed to the sea of ​​lights that supported him, and shouted: "What is confusion?"

"Confused! At the age of 17, I decided to pick up the microphone, and the world was buzzing in my ears. At the age of 19, I am still looking for an island with calm seas."

Lucky's eyes were bright, and the ground under his feet seemed to be trembling slightly. He saw the frantically surging sea of ​​stars in the auditorium, and the music in his ears was too intense, but he seemed to hear those deafening calls.

He pulled his ear back a little further, and pointed again, and the audience immediately understood it, and said in unison with him:

"What is sobriety?"

"Sober: At the age of 19, I finally became a half-star, with family love and friendship." When talking about "love", he pointed to fans, "But why do I still feel unhappy? My smile is just my protective color , There are too many entanglements in the fork in life, how should we choose in the end.”

"My friend, I built you a boat with cake, soda, and white champagne. Despair and madness, let's go away from now on! Celebrate the sound of dreams coming true. It should be long and long. Five old ghosts, from today Rejuvenate and become the brightest sailor ever."

With his extremely granular, lively and teasing rap, the cold blue lights all over the floor gradually became colorful, and the four people struggling on the ground jumped up with passion and vitality.

The waves in the background were as turbulent as snow, and they danced neatly and stepped out of the waves, like a ship breaking through the ice. The content conveyed by the dance was no longer despair and depression, and everyone had a long-suppressed smile that came from hard work.

"Desperate Madness Confused Confused Sober"

"Sober Pain Flourishing End"

The lively and beautiful sound of the violin climbed to the highest peak, and the clear harmony was like humming a nursery rhyme, and many people exclaimed.

Not only the singing like a poem, but they recognized the movements of Le Shi and Tang Zhiyang at the moment, the dance steps that the two dancers are dancing in the middle, that is the retrograde choreography of the second act pas de deux, get rid of the crazy distortion, get rid of the marionette, get rid of A life in bondage!

Looking back in time, the separated palms were tightly pressed together, the covered eyes slowly opened, Le Shi was still kneeling in the field, his hands were tightly clenched on his heart, his eyes were clear and sharp.

"Sober Pain Flourishing End"

The five trainees, in the same posture, put their determination on their chests and crushed the last line of the lyrics.

The sound of the waves stopped, behind them was the sparkling sea, and the vast Milky Way covered the sky.

The people crossing the sea are on the channel of the sea, but the sea is moved by it.

With boundless sincerity and sincerity, the young man bathes in the ocean and wears stars on his shoulders, like an ancient holy son praying, uttering a low and distant whisper.

At that moment, Leshi forgot the troubles of ranking and the hard work of training.In front of him were the cheers of countless people. Those shining silver-white spots were like a sea of ​​stars in the darkness. He wanted to stare at them, stare at them until he forgot the time and the world.

After an unknown amount of time, they stood up, bowed to all the audience, and walked off the stage in a file. The ground under their feet was not real, as if they were stepping on a dream.

Tang Zhiyang hugged everyone, and praised Yuan Hongshan's violin, Lucky's rap, and Li Lingjing's chords. Finally, he wrapped his arms around Le Shi's waist. Le Shi felt a weight on his left shoulder, and quickly supported Tang Zhiyang. Shiro stared at herself brightly.

Le Shi bowed his head and laughed, and also took Tang Zhiyang's arm, and the two left the preparation area supporting each other.

Half of Tang Zhiyang leaned on him, his sweat-soaked clothes sticking together, showing a sense of peace of mind and trust. After a while of silence, Tang Zhiyang turned his head and asked Le Shi with a helpless smile: "What's the matter, don't you Compliment your dance partner?"

Le Shi thought about it seriously, Tang Zhiyang looked at him patiently and expectantly, his appearance was a bit childish.

Le Shi finally said: "Senior Kan will be very happy to see you like this."

Tang Zhiyang was startled, then giggled, almost slipping off Le Shi's body, Le Shi gave him a reproachful look, Tang Zhiyang swung back into his arms, and said, "When I first met you, I thought you It’s a little ice cube that’s not good at speaking, it’s poured now, and it’ll make fun of my feelings when it’s familiar. But…”

He sighed, and his voice was like a mosquito: "It doesn't matter if you can see it or not, I hope he is happy, and it doesn't matter without my participation. I hope he will be happy all his life."

The author says:

This chapter is also very long. After thinking about it, let’s write the stage~ The lyrics are purely made up.Thank you for watching and catching bugs =3=!