I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

The time of joy and joy is always short. After nearly a day of strenuous exercise and the state of always working hard in front of the camera, the trainees saw the power of the devil's journey on this day.It was so easy to wash and change clothes in the dormitory, and went to the cafeteria together for a relatively silent dinner. Leshi seldom felt so hungry and tired, although most of the burnout came from psychology—this day can be called his business It's the most positive day. The good personal image of being calm and unflappable has been completely destroyed by the hands of a few living things in the same group.

Halfway through the dinner, the radio in the dining hall rang again. With the familiar prelude and familiar lyrics, "My Destiny" tells everyone that it may be late, but it will never disappear.It was the first time that Le Shi felt that his singing was so harsh and unpleasant, and fortunately he almost spit on the table, Ren Fengfeng stared at the ceiling with a dazed face, leaned back, and collapsed on the chair as if he died on the spot. The warm water in Wangyu's kettle spilled out, Le Shi rubbed his temples, and turned his head to meet his sparkling eyes.

Yu Fei is the only one present here who played well at this morning's sports meeting, and the lingering excitement has not dissipated so far. Seeing his radiant face and high spirits, he can even continue to run ten more laps on the playground. Leshi knows that he is very strong and energetic Well, the radiance of the day is almost unnatural.Le Shi stretched out his finger, and flicked it vigorously on his forehead, Yu Fei let out a cry of pain, and Le Shi said, "Are you okay today?"

Yu Fei rubbed his forehead and heart, and responded with a very bright smile. The strange thing is that these days, his face is often covered with a layer of shadow that seems to be there, and when he is alone, his expression is always unpredictable. , at a certain moment when this smile was revealed, Le Shi seemed to have seen certain emotions that Yu Fei wanted to conceal, like a silver flying needle falling in the light, with only a faint flash, it disappeared in a hurry .

Before Fei could speak, a lively and melodious female voice sounded on the radio, like a DJ on a midday radio station, the voice was fresh and pleasant, like rain hitting fragile glass: "Hi everyone, I wonder if everyone can hear my Sound? Can you tell who I am?" The music of the theme song faded out, and the trainees who were moaning and boisterous at first coincided with each other, looking at each other in confusion and anxiety.

Ren Fengfeng sat up startled in a dying illness, pinching his cheeks and murmuring: "The voice is very familiar, but I don't know who it is, who it is—in short, it's Miss Sister, I died and came back to life. "

Le Shi thought for a while, and calmly pointed out: "It's Jin Yu."

Luckily, she got it right: "No wonder you are so familiar! Lele, you are worthy of being a friend of the girl group. She is one of the lead singers of "Honey Honey", and she is a national little goldfish!"

Hearing this name, Yu Fei was slightly taken aback as if thinking of something.

At the age of 15, Jin Yu debuted in the girl group "Thirteen Chai" in 3M. She and her team are the company's first attempt to transform from the traditional record field to the idol industry. Unfortunately, not everyone is the first to eat crabs. Can be full, due to mistakes in operational decision-making, coupled with the outflow of members' black material, the company's public relations are immature, and the publicity statement changes three times a day. In the end, even the parties involved can't stand the company's hesitant attitude and take the initiative to expose The love affair, and after the negotiation failed, everything was broken. Shisanchai is now in a half-disbanded state. If it weren't for the youngest Jin Yu who still wouldn't give up and always worked hard with a down-to-earth attitude, that fresh and sweet song was almost arranged by her alone. "Honey Honey" is also hard to get as good a reputation as it is now.

Jin Yu is 27 years old this year. She debuted at the age of 15, and her debut was at her peak. At the age of 17, the team took a sharp turn for the worse. She experienced a long blank period of four years and more than a thousand days. The company was finally willing to let go of her solo, but no longer gave her resources. During this period, she once sent Mini-album, went to Korea for training, and was also an actress. The idol dramas she starred in are well-known. Most people only think that she is a young flower, and forget her true identity.

The real opportunity for her to enter the public eye was not her face, singing or acting skills——

At the end of last year, on that snowy night, a reporter photographed her going in and out of a bar late at night with Kan Junhuan, the captain of the popular boy group HopE.She came here in high spirits, and returned drunk. Under the camera, she was wearing Kan Junhuan's coat, and her long hair in platinum wool curls was scattered on the man's shoulders. into a private car.The two left in the snow.

It doesn't matter where you go, what matters is the lonely man and widow; what you do doesn't matter anymore, the important thing is getting in and out in pairs; In an instant, it has become an unpublished theory of "late night tryst", "intimate behavior" and "suspected love".That night was the first snowy night, Yu Fei remembered it clearly.

The weapon of memory has the sharpest blade in the world, and it can kill a restless heart anytime and anywhere.Yu Fei lowered his eyes, his eyes seemed to be filled with the heavy snow of that night, Jin Yu sat opposite the two of them, the place was not a colorful and eccentric bar, but an ordinary Japanese-style izakaya.She swayed the green plum wine in the small wine glass, and the plum-colored eye shadow at the end of her eyes was like a circle of red tears from crying.

She said: "When I was practicing in South Korea, they had a saying that if you confess your love on the first snowy night, your love for each other will last forever."

Later, she talked about foreign lovers, imagining that if this relationship was announced, would someone also wish them a long time under Weibo.Women are always very careful when speaking, and she knows all the details that only appear in love songs.A lover has slender hands, a soft body, light and sparse eyebrows, soft hair that reaches to the waist, and blurry but bright eyes, like a lost lamp in a snowy night, always watching with sadness and hazily looking at her.

Her lover is the same gender as her.

What a crazy and astonishing night that was, he saw a feeling of extreme despair and hope in his senior's eyes, love with innocence, an innocence that was about to collapse.He also saw the tears she shed when she was deeply drunk, and the blush at the corners of her eyes became more vivid.Kan Junhuan called a car for him and took Jin Yu away alone.Yu Fei also remembered very clearly that he and Le Shi separated that night.

They stabbed each other with words, dripping with blood. Such despair is contagious. In the emotional scuffle, they dealt the most severe pain. In the end, no one knows how the life-and-death conflict turned into a forced kiss and Desire, it seems that because they know the end of parting, they want to frantically torture and entangle before parting.He and Le Shi are both people who like to leave marks on each other. Love is distorted in violence and desire into gnashing hatred. The wound has now turned into a pale scar, but at that time it was blood flowing.

The tearing and overflowing love is like a brief nightmare, they collapse quickly and then calm down quickly.

It seems that the end of the world is in sight, and after being extremely scared, I am extremely relieved.Everything is going to end, it is better to die together.

He only remembered that Le Shi's eyes were red, he gritted his teeth tightly, and never shed tears, but Yu Fei's eyes after being tortured made Yu Fei terrified, just like Jin Yu's eyes looking at him under the dark yellow gas lamp, he was At that moment, I understood that Leshi was disappointed in him, and he would definitely leave.

On that first snowy night when thousands of houses were lit up, the complicated moods and apathetic loneliness of several people would never return with the blowing snow wind.

"Missed." The back of his hand was patted lightly. Yu Fei was startled suddenly and almost jumped up from his seat. Everyone at the table paused. Zhou Wangyu looked at him in confusion. He waved his hand and coughed a few times in embarrassment.He stared at Le Shi's eyes for a while, they were clear, clear and stable, Yu Fei moved his eyes, but Le Shi said, "Your eyes are very red. What's wrong?"

Yu Fei shook his head, still decided to skip the topic: "I'm fine."

Le Shi hesitated to speak, with a slight worry on his face, he said half a sentence in a low voice: "Is there something wrong with you recently..."

That melodious and pleasant female voice sounded again, just listening to the voice, it seemed as if she could see her smile, and Jin Yu said again: "I am the mysterious guest sent by the producers to help you make your debut. Everyone, please gather in the lobby of the school’s teaching building within 15 minutes.”

Yu Fei stopped looking at Leshi's eyes, just pinched the tip of his nose hastily, and hurriedly stood up again, "It's another 15 minutes——I can only run like it's time for class!"

When they saw Jin Yu, the big boys all let out an exaggerated gasp, followed by screams and applause.

Young, beautiful, and lively, it seems that all the words to describe a delicate girl can be used on her, unlike Noya's outstanding hip-hop personality, nor Bei Jin's cold mature style, she is so white that she almost shines, so she can control the shallow With long golden hair, mermaid-colored eye shadow, delicate and full jelly lips, and a bright green short dress with bold colors, as long as she stands on the stage, she will become the focus.Jin Yu laughed happily and fluently said the opening remarks: "Because Li Xiang's tutor has an overseas trip, Noyaya and Mr. Bei went to participate in the selection of today's N list. Mr. Mei overslept writing songs. Therefore, the selection of songs for this issue, Let me preside over it!"

Laughter and applause intertwined into pieces, and Jin Yu's vigor and approachability were very contagious.

"I heard that everyone had a sports meeting this morning, do you feel tired now?"

With one voice, the spirit is uplifted: "I'm not tired——!"

Leshi watched Wan Xing and Ren Fengfeng go from being out of their bodies to suddenly excited emojis. Most people were not too reserved. He subconsciously looked at Yu Fei. Although Yu Fei smiled, the smile was faint, Congealed, not quite natural.Jin Yu introduced the overall process of song selection. The audition of the songs shown on the projection screen quickly distracted him. Even though he cared about it, there was no time for him to think about it, which made Leshi feel anxious.

The styles of the songs are different, and the weight of each song is not light, including Li Xiang's regular producer, which is a lyrical dance song created by him after the new song "Night Flight", just like the name "Ghost Ship", The style of the song absorbs the typical temperament of Post-rock, deconstructs the loop structure of traditional pop music, there is no particularly distinct distinction between verse and chorus, and the emotional expression of the song needs to be expressed through pure dance, and the lyrics are even more loose. There are only two verses with distinct melodies, wandering back and forth like ghosts.The producer expressed that "the second creation and adaptation of the trainees are welcome".The dance was demonstrated by Li Xiang, which aroused a sea of ​​sighs.

Luckily and Ren Fengfeng whispered, and from the corner of their eyes fell on Leshi and Tang Zhiyang, one of them had already started counting the beat and stepping on the fixed point of the movement, and the other had begun to slightly imitate Li Xiang's dance moves.The two of them gasped at the same time.

"However, this accompaniment is very suitable for rap." Wan Xing rubbed his chin, thoughtful, and in a blink of an eye, he met Ren Fengfeng's crazy eyes, kicked him, and said, "How could I choose it! It’s too difficult. I’m not afraid of the same standard hard movements when dancing. I’m most afraid of this kind of song that needs to be controlled by strength. If you use too much force, you will be stiff and exaggerated. Impossible to do..."

The next song is a pop song producer who has made great contributions to the development of HopE over the past few years. He skillfully combines traditional classical elements and pop electronic music elements. Famous cultural export cases, electronic dance music is interspersed with melodious yet passionate wind instrument samples, the lyrics are catchy but elegant, the chorus is outstanding, and the verse is not loose, which requires a certain ability to digest.It can be called a refreshing and good song, with moderate difficulty in dancing and chic and unrestrained movements, which fit the current public aesthetics and fashion trends.This song has not released the copyright of the adaptation, but it has attracted the attention of many people.

After listening to it for a while, Yu Fei compared the two songs released later, and then said softly: "From the aspect of stage effect, the second song "Jing Yi Xing" is better."

Leshi nodded.

Yu Fei added: "You like "Ghost Ship" very much, don't you?"

Leshi did not speak, and was obviously thinking about it. The first song was obviously full of crises and challenges. Even though he believed that he could digest the song well, he was not sure whether his teammates could complete the practice under the heavy schedule. "Jin Yi Xing", which is close to the public level and has a lot of memories, is the best choice. Leshi has already played a dangerous game in "Snow Country". Yu Fei expressed his willingness to choose the second song at this moment, so he Decided to choose this song too.

Unexpectedly, the number of trainees who chose "Journey to Brocade Clothes" was seriously overflowing. In the No. [-] classroom of "Journey to Brocade Clothes", Leshi saw far more than the limited number of five trainees waiting to be screened. Nearly half of them were eight people. The competition is fierce.Almost all high-ranking trainees gather here.In this regard, the program's solution is to vote by everyone, and finally disclose the number of votes for each trainee. The top five will be selected into the group, and the others will be dispersed into groups with insufficient places.

Before that, they had the opportunity to try out collectively, learning the dance steps and vocal part of the chorus respectively.During the interval of practice, there are always jerky and unskilled parts of the chorus when playing music. This song seems simple, but the chorus range is very wide. It is a bit difficult for him to sing, so I want to ask Yu Fei about the pitch The problem.

Yu Fei's dance training had just ended, and he and Zhou Wangyu were sitting side by side, whispering something.

Yu Fei held Zhou Wangyu's old-fashioned thermos cup in his hand, frowning and taking a sip from time to time, his movements were natural.

Leshi didn't say hello to them, just approached them without making a sound, and some small and broken words passed through the restless electronic songs, and passed into Leshi's ears: "...Of course I won't let it go. In the end, anything is possible.”

"The WMC can't protect so many people. Even animals know how to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. They know who to give up."

"Don't you remember the card seven last time? The future you want is to keep card seven?"

Le Shi frowned, Zhou Wangyu's words were clear and indifferent, although the tone was serious, but Le Shi still felt a little stuck in his throat.

He knows that the existence of shady scenes in the show is inevitable, but he doesn't know how clear the people around him are. Zhou Wangyu's expression is firm and confident, as if he knows everything. Yu Fei holds the lid of the stainless steel cup, Zhou Wangyu Yu lowered his voice and said something, Yu Fei nodded solemnly, and finally answered "yes".Le Shi also fell silent. The first thing that flooded into his heart was confusion. At the same time, a kind of uneasiness and anxiety that had been kept in the dark were ignited, and he felt a little upset.

What's the matter——Yu Fei couldn't discuss with him openly, instead, he dodged and hid for so long.

In full of doubts, his performance is not perfect. In terms of vocal, the stage of "Snow Country" has already performed exceptionally well. At this time, everyone is a bit lost. Fortunately, the dance part performed normally, and he entered the five-member group with his own expertise. , doesn't seem to be a problem.He did not hesitate too much when voting, and wrote Yu Fei's name on the first position. The voting for eight people ended soon, and the PD finished counting outside the venue, and handed over the results to Zhou Wangyu for announcement.Every time a name is spoken, someone breathes a sigh of relief.

Zhou Wangyu read in order. The first person to enter the group was Yu Fei. His eyes opened in surprise, and he immediately returned to normal.

"The fifth is Teacher Jiang Hejiang!" Zhou Wangyu smiled slightly, and glanced at the trainees with a relaxed and clear expression. His eyes met Leshi's. The emotions in Zhou Wangyu's eyes became complicated in an instant. The smile paused, appropriate and perfect, but like some kind of silent provocation. "In order to ensure fairness, everyone circulate the registration form." He took two steps forward, and did not start to circulate from the leftmost or rightmost trainee, but handed the ticket book to Leshi.

"Come on." He said to Le Shi, with his back to the light, Zhou Wangyu's expression was blurred.

Le Shi silently flipped through the voting results, from front to back, and from back to front.

He stopped for a long time at the blank piece of paper written by Yu Fei.

He was one vote short of Jiang He.

The key vote is pinched in Yu Fei's hands.

Half an hour later, in the group of "Ghost Ship", Le Shi saw the luck of rolling helplessly and crying pitifully beside the widowed old man Tang Zhiyang.

Like a ghost expelled from the country, he boarded a ship that was drifting, and his eyes were full of fog. He didn't know where he was going or when he would return.

The author says:

Thanks for watching!The part of the song is purely nonsense according to tradition.