I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

I don’t know when Kan Junhuan’s weird and upside-down living habits started to develop. Although biological clock disorders are commonplace for artists of their generation, they fall asleep anywhere anytime and are forced to wake up at a certain time. It has almost become a personal meme that he laughs at himself on variety shows.

He still often quarrels with his manager, and when the phone is connected, he will receive countless flabbergasting and threats. Of course, the main account of Weibo has been handed over to the company for management. He can't write songs, and often discusses the production People disconnected.It seems that I have become a looming isolated island in the vast sea of ​​smoke, and few people are willing to visit by boat.

It's just that he shouldn't have overslept today—he was awakened by a smell of oily smoke.

It was probably at dusk, the summer sunset is always very late, he blurred his waking vision to catch a pale yellow straight tail, it was an airplane cloud in the twilight, the silence stretched outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, gradually extending, Diffused, blurred.

The air-conditioning is 27 degrees, the silent mode, and the baffle of the air-conditioning outlet opens and closes silently.

The light in the living room was ambiguous, but the kitchen was dazzlingly bright. He half stood up on the pillow, and the air conditioner was slid from his body to the floor with a rustle, and the air was filled with a warm and sweet fragrance.

There was a person standing in front of the clean dining table, dressed casually, his expression was illuminated by bright lamps, gentle and fuzzy.Tang Zhiyang held a bouquet of daisies in his arms. He picked the flower branches and inserted the plump and healthy flowers into the glass vase on the dining table.Not realizing his awakening, Tang Zhiyang stared at the bouquet with a smile on his face.

The pot lid on the induction cooker slammed twice. He put down the flowers and turned to pay attention to the kitchen utensils.

A short-legged kitten squatted at his feet, meowing and pulling at his trousers. Tang Zhiyang coaxed the cat patiently, in a childlike tone.He turned down the power of the temperature, turned his head and saw Kan Junhuan sitting on the sofa with half of his hair curled up and his pajamas askew. Tang Zhiyang picked up the cat, leaned against the kitchen door, and said softly, "You're awake."

"I called you when I came here, but you didn't answer. I went shopping in the supermarket and bought some food. The number still couldn't be connected. I remembered the password of the door lock, so I came here by myself." Tang Zhiyang said, The tone was very natural, and the kitten poked its head in his arms, rubbing its furry head against his chin.

Noticing that Kan Junhuan had been staring at the flowers on the table, he said again: "Today is the rest day, the fans' second round of cheering. I don't know which one sent a bouquet of flowers. It's pretty pretty." He paused, as if Thinking of something, he added: "I don't often stay in the dormitory when I train, and it's useless. It would be great if you could see it every day."

Kan Junhuan looked at it quietly for a while, and then slowly replied: "Very good."

"It's been a while since I saw Lulu, why do I think she's getting fat?" Tang Zhiyang weighed the big orange short-legged cat, and as if the other party understood, he kicked his legs in his arms, and slid towards him nimbly and lightly. In the living room, Tang Zhiyang joked, "I still have a little temper."

Kan Junhuan woke up completely. He washed his face and went to help in the kitchen.There was a pot of live shrimp in the sink, which looked lively and active. He had just turned on the tap when Tang Zhiyang rolled up the long sleeves of his cotton pajamas for him. Is it? Long time no see her."

Tang Zhiyang shook his head helplessly: "The little girl was in the rebellious period, playing with friends. I said I was in charge, but she didn't come, she said she would go to English cram school with the male god."

"...Is there someone you like?" Kan Junhuan was stunned for a moment, then laughed dumbly, put his hands on his waist, and compared his height, "It seems that when we met last time, she was only that tall."

"If you're so tall, she'll stare at you and say you're handsome. She really likes too many people." Tang Zhiyang also laughed, Tang Zhizhi's topic successfully enliven the atmosphere, and a shrimp jumped out of the basket , Kan Junhuan was startled, took a step back, and looked at the sink strangely, his eyes were very strange.

"Do you need to practice more to improve your cooking skills? The dishwasher and range hood are brand new, and there is not even an apron in the kitchen." Tang Zhiyang joked, the soup was stewed in the pot, and the homely carrot ribs were served in the kitchen. Floating in the clear soup, Tang Zhiyang watched Kan Junhuan holding a pair of chopsticks, poking Pengpeng and fighting wits with the freshwater shrimp in the basket. This look was almost innocent and cute.

Before the ground was full of shrimps, Tang Zhiyang sent people to repair the flower branches of daisies, and chatted with each other: "I heard that Liu Guangnian is going to debut."

"Oh...it should be at the same time as Chuangou's group, or debut later." Kan Junhuan replied.Trying to put all the flowers into a glass bottle, "You will meet on the same singing stage, and the next comeback of our group will be postponed. Recently, there are also resources to help children find variety shows. In terms of contacts, I am really I’m not very good at it, and I feel a little distressed.”

Tang Zhiyang was at a loss for words for a moment, the hand picking the shrimp thread didn't pay attention, and his fingertips were pricked by the sharp thorns of the shrimp's mouth.

Public opinion’s evaluation of Kan Junhuan is not fair, even a bit bad. HopE’s follow-up album return was announced to be postponed, and the media speculated wildly. The wind is the rain, and once there is a guide, groups will attack immediately, and the group meal is left and right. On the one hand, they cannot get feedback from the right owner, and on the other hand, they can only watch their individual meals being torn apart, which is thankless.

But at this moment, Kan Junhuan in front of him was doing everything as usual.

Although he withdrew briefly, he was still contacting resources for the younger generation, and he didn't even have any excuse for the gossip.

Tang Zhiyang thought about it again, what's the use of defending, every word they said was a crime against black fans, and no matter what they did, it was a mistake.He didn't understand when he didn't reach the high position before, and his Weibo was also calm, but after winning No.2 twice, he completely turned off the news reminder on Weibo.

There are compliments and cynicism.Everything was crazy and heart-piercing, and made him feel strange.

He began to understand Kan Junhuan's mood for suspending activities.

He came to Kan Junhuan's new apartment frequently recently. His younger sister's middle school is full-time, and his interpersonal relationship in the family is shallow and almost non-existent. During breaks, most trainees rest.Tang Zhiyang sighed, and heard Kan Junhuan say at the dining table: "You called me a lot."

Tang Zhiyang didn't answer, the soup spoon collided with the deep bowl.Kan Junhuan said, "Don't worry, I'll be fine."

"Are you going to come back later?"

Kan Junhuan asked back: "Do you want me to go back?"

"I hope you are well." Tang Zhiyang said, as if aware of the ambiguity and transgression in the words, he added: "From the perspective of a friend, I hope you are well."

In fact, what he thought was more extreme and radical. He didn't want Kan Junhuan to overdraw himself even if he told everyone to take a break temporarily.The strong, reliable, and gentle person under the spotlight will also hide by the tank and watch the shrimp swim, showing a curious look of joy.

He always watched the team members laughing and cheering, he was willing to be a green leaf, he was able to do a job with ease in front of the seniors, and he behaved decently, but he also had such a clumsy and childish side in private.

Which of the personifications placed on him are real and which are fake.

At the dinner table, they talked about the stage and rankings. Tang Zhiyang and Leshi had a good relationship, and they talked more about him. Kan Junhuan listened with interest, and finally added softly, "You have a really good relationship with him." Tang Zhiyang looked at him, as if He hesitated to speak.The dishes on the table are simple and homely. Tang Zhiyang will not stay overnight and will return to the training ground later.

"I've come to this stage before I know it," Kan Junhuan sighed, looking at the remaining flowers in the bouquet, the petals that have left the water have begun to show signs of decay, "I'm still curious, why did you choose Chuangou? When I made my debut, if I could stay in HP at that time, maybe I wouldn’t have to work so hard.”

Tang Zhiyang didn't speak, but also looked at the wilting flowers, and Kan Junhuan said again: "If you have any difficulties in the future, I will help you." The silence without answering seemed to accuse him of not being sincere enough, and Kan Junhuan silently held onto the flowers. Palm, and said: "I will do my best."

Tang Zhiyang put down his chopsticks, picked up a shrimp, and picked it silently. Although his expression was still soft, he felt sad like a stick in his throat. Because of his sincerity and sincerity, Kan Junhuan said: "You left the company at that time, I only heard about it later. Speaking of that, you—" The red and white shrimps were put into Kan Junhuan's bowl, and he immediately realized his gaffe, so he stopped talking.

"Eat." Tang Zhiyang said.It seems that he doesn't care about those too painful pasts. Dramatic changes will happen to everyone, and the arrival of growing pains is only a matter of speed. He has no intention of using his own experience as a tool to arouse pity, and that is not a bargaining chip for shortcuts .

On the day he left HP and ended his career as a backup dancer, he not only lost his job, but also lost important people, so he got a tiny, shining dream.

He is not good at promises, and he doesn't know whether the future waiting for him is good or bad.The idea of ​​wanting to make a debut and stand on the same stage with the opposite person is really hard to say.Although he always hoped that the bouquet of flowers would always bloom undefeated, he always hoped to sit opposite Kan Junhuan for a longer time.

"Individual trainees are not easy." Kan Junhuan changed the subject, "I'm still not sure how serious the show's shady scenes are. There are no exceptions, and there will be no exceptions. It has been a long-standing practice that the number of places is limited. You You still have to be careful. But no matter what—" He was quiet for a while, and then said softly: "No matter what, I will visit you on the night of my debut. As a good friend."

He saw the flash of surprise in Tang Zhiyang's eyes, like fireworks bursting suddenly in the middle of the night, he was always easily moved in front of him, the distance was sometimes far and sometimes close, sometimes it was shallow joy, sometimes it was strange Stay away, but he didn't know that he had to choose his words carefully even when he described "good" in front of his friends.

Tang Zhiyang asked with a smile in his eyes: "Then it's a deal?"

Kan Junhuan stretched out his little finger to him, and said in an affirmative tone, "It's a deal."

They chatted for a while, but they didn't seem to say anything. The time passed silently as the wind brushed against his clothes.After sending Tang Zhiyang away, he leaned against the door and let out a sigh of relief, feeling his voice was hoarse.

Kan Junhuan stared blankly at the bouquet of daisies on the table for a while, then turned on his mobile phone. There were few Aite messages in his Weibo account, which were messages from Tang Zhiyang's small website in the morning, telling him to order flowers for delivery. When it arrived, Tang Zhiyang sent the certification picture earlier, comparing his heart to the flowers and gifts.

The bouquet of flowers returned to his table after several twists and turns.

When cleaning up the remaining flowers, Kan Junhuan found a lost greeting card at the bottom of the gift box full of flowers, champagne-colored and glittering gold paper, with a message when ordering flowers written on the back——

"The rain rises to the sky, the summer is followed by spring, the flowers are delivered to your hands, the heart returns to the beating of the chest cavity, and the dream becomes what it was before. And you are still by my side."

He looked a little hot, turned over the paper, only to find that there was a reply written on the paper, the thin and small strokes, like the fine scraps of paper floating down from the stage, piercing his eyes dangling under the bright light.

——The cooked shrimp curled up, and even Daisy didn't say a word.When I send flowers back to your home, I just want to see you.

The cat on his lap meowed.Kan Junhuan was taken aback, and his heart beat fast because of it.

The author says:

Deputy CP is out for business!Thank you for watching!I love you all! (Junjun: I am so happy that I hold a greeting card and circle around.gif)