I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

The room was silent, and the sound of the air conditioner seemed to be amplified endlessly. Le Shi did not answer, and Yu Fei did not wait.He was afraid of such silence, lest his tacit understanding was just wishful thinking, he let go of the hand on Le Shi's waist, and his eyes fell into darkness completely, and the feeling of being oppressed made Le Shi's upper body twist, and his restrained shoulders jerked.The bed creaked loudly.

The hand that intended to avoid Yu Fei's movements was grasped deftly, and the untied tie fell to his ear.Le Shi was trapped in an overly soft pillow, his vision was dim and blurry, only the eyes of the person on his body shone with clear light like ripples under the moon.He knelt on Le Shi's waist, his knees firmly clamped Le Shi's waist, he could feel the muscles wrapped around the waistline tensely heat up and contract, trembling slightly in horror with the master's breathing.

He knew that flustered heartbeat not only came from him, but also from Leshi.The repulsive force of resistance is like a hard stone, it seems that Yu Fei can break free from his shackles when he relaxes a little.He silently protested, wrestled, and at the same time bent his elbows, staring intently at his lover in the dark.

Yu Fei was also silent. He took a low breath, bent down, and bit Le Shi's lips.

The biting of the swearing-in sovereign was as rough as tearing the skin of a fruit. Leshi turned his head away a little sullenly. He obviously didn't like the awkward feeling of being suppressed. Yu Fei's moist and soft lips pressed against the base of his ear, sucking gently After a suck, the sound of the water was sticky, Leshi narrowed his eyes, and shivered sensitively.

Immediately he felt even hotter, because his body was more reckless than his thoughts, and he was sweating profusely in the low temperature of the room.

Behind the ears, neck, Adam's apple rolled.When the kiss was biting on the collarbone, Le Shi's panting voice sounded: "...don't kiss." He stopped before his reason collapsed, "...still recording, what are you thinking."

"I'm thinking of you." Yu Fei's tone of voice was a bit mean, but he stopped, leaned on Le Shi's body, and stared at him intently.

With a soft rustling sound, Le Shi awkwardly twisted her waist and slightly propped up her upper body.

Le Shi stared at those deep and vaguely fiery eyes, his voice was hoarse, it was an extremely suppressed desire that had not retreated.

"A Fei." He closed his eyes, almost whispering in a low voice, "Let's debut together."

"That stage is my dream."

Yu Fei was stunned, then smiled softly, the weight on his body lightened, Le Shi was rubbed into a strong hug, the two rolled over and lay hugging together, he no longer resisted, and let Yu Fei lightly Kissing his temples lightly, whispering soft words: "I want to go too, I always want to stand on that stage—with you."

"In all my imagination, under the spotlight, and in the cheers, there must be you by my side."

Leshi laughed softly, it was not a very clear smile, but it was sincere and gentle that broke through the cold shell.He stretched out his hand to hook Yu Fei's waist, and curled into Yu Fei's arms, like an unsuspecting kitten.The familiar and comfortable breath, the gradually slow and steady heartbeat all made his whole body relax, and he hadn't had such a peaceful sleep for a long, long time.

"Lele..."

"Well."

Yu Fei touched the back of his head and said softly, "I really... really like you."

Le Shi was silent for a while, so quiet that Yu Fei felt that he had fallen asleep suddenly, and then he answered in a low voice: "Sleeping, good afternoon."

This sleep was solid and deep, and when Le Shi was gently pushed awake, he even forgot where he was lying.

He snorted twice comfortably, only to realize that he was not lying in anyone's arms, the blanket was wrapped around his body, and he was a little stuffy because of the hotness of waking up.Le Shi frowned dissatisfied, sat up with disheveled hair, and rubbed his eyes irritably.The eyes seemed to be swollen from sleep, and they were a little sore when they blinked.He hugged the quilt and fell back on the bed, turned over, and faced the camera lens not far away.

"..." Le Shi's brain went blank, and he quickly put the blanket on his head.

Disgraceful and lost.

He heard Yu Fei laughing, the strap connecting his wrist was pulled, he stretched out an arm from the quilt, and waved it very resistingly.

Yu Fei then raised his voice and said, "Sister, he didn't wake up. Can you wait a little bit before taking pictures?"

The music on the other end had already been played, and there was a light beep, and some machine was turned off, and Leshi got out of the bed, brushing her hair and washing in silence and dejection.

Not far from where I live, a small music festival is being held.

Similar to the old variety show "The King of Masked Singer", the rules are more free and loose, and the performance is not limited to singing. As long as you sign up, you can go on stage. Whether you can gain the support and applause of the audience depends on your strength and skills. up.Le Shi and Yu Fei put on the masks distributed by the staff when they entered the arena, only to see that the arena was full of people who concealed their identities.

"This seems to be a music festival hosted by HP..." Yu Fei looked at the dynamic projection screen behind the stage. The cubes full of futuristic style and design sense collided, shattered, and merged. HP Entertainment is fully supportive," he lowered his voice, and bit his ear while laughing: "Maybe we can meet acquaintances."

This is certainly a serious matter.As long as Yu Fei doesn't use his lifelike dog-head mask to approach him, Leshi looked at the classic friendly expressions on Weibo, helped his own meow mask, and didn't speak.

But he had a vague feeling that he would run into someone, or even some important people, during this event.

The first thing to start is the competition in the dance area, which is often the most eye-catching as the dance part of the hot spot.Leshi simply gave up the qualification to dance because the laces on his hands were still tied together. Yu Fei sat in the waiting seat off the field, looking at the figures jumping and dancing with the music on the stage, feeling a little aggrieved: "Are you a dancer?" Do you dislike my dancing level?"

Le Shi glanced at him coldly and said concisely: "No."

Yu Fei was pitiful: "Is that man so nice?"

Amid the deafening music, Yu Fei even spoke boldly.

Le Shi used unrestrained strength to poke Yu Fei's waist with his elbow, "Whose flying vinegar are you eating in the air?"

Yu Fei bared his teeth, but answered fluently: "Tang Zhiyang."

Le Shi blurted out expressionlessly: "...crazy."

Black-bone Chicken Mackerel.

"He's not interested in me."

When he was happy, he rubbed his temples anxiously, how long ago it happened, it would turn into old vinegar in Yu Fei's place.Thinking of this matter, he was suddenly taken aback. The cooperation of "The Next Song" seems to have been a long time ago, but it was indeed not long ago. Perhaps he lost the state of pure struggle at that time, and saw a lot of intrigues, so there was It feels like a world away.

Le Shi also naively believed that the program was absolutely fair and just.

But what he sees now is only the trainees who are forced to keep silent by the big companies, just to fight for a debut spot, the works he is proud of are used by others, the inspiration is stolen and taken away, and people gather under the brightest lights The most stubborn black shadows, they are wasting their youth on the stage, and when they are trying their best, someone tells them: all this is in vain, and the ending is already doomed.

is this fairIs this as it should be?Should we be silent about this reality?

He asked himself countless times.

While he was still in a trance, there was loud cheers from all around. He and Yu Fei looked towards the stage, only to see a person wearing a bat mask dancing on the stage. The dance was HopE's new song "Seven People". In the position of Center Kan Junhuan, in a rhythm as strong as a storm, his dance is unrestrained and flamboyant.Not only is he in a state of drunkenness that is close to madness, but he also masters the dance movements with precise steps. The soul and the body are fused, bursting out with wild flames.

Le Shi recognized the royal blue coat on him.

When HK participated in the N list, he saw exactly the same one on Kan Junhuan, with cloud patterns and cranes, and he almost broke through the prison and rose from the sky amidst the dancing.

Le Shi hesitated: "Is this... from HP?"

Yu Fei also recognized the dress, he nodded and frowned.

He muttered to himself: "Senior...has he come too..."

Leshi stood up, and amidst countless people waving, screaming, and applauding infected, he asked loudly, "Is that Senior Kan?"

Yu Fei shook his head.

"Maybe he came, but it wasn't him."

The show in the dance zone was over, and the mask that appeared as the main axis received the most support.

"No matter who he is," Yu Fei grabbed Le Shi's wrist, "Let's sing our song well first!"

The word "we" is pronounced heavily, and the palm of the hand is as warm as ever.

The backstage of the music festival is open-air, simple and spacious, full of music lovers. Many people are discussing the dance just now. Even if the summer night is cool and cool, Leshi and Yu Fei are still in the crowd shouting enthusiastically I was sweating profusely.The air was filled with the smell of people, full of human voices, and I was a little stunned when I was playing, and I couldn't help saying: "We used to have road shows..."

"Like it? I think so too." Yu Fei smiled slightly. He was always holding on to Le Shi's wrist, lest he be scattered by the chaotic crowd. The two-meter tie, which was always stretched straight, was too long at the moment. Make several rolls on the wrist.The staff boldly took pictures of their numbers on their chests, and joked to Le Shi and Yu Fei: "A cat-dog fight? Interesting!"

"Lele, are you nervous?"

The stage in the singing area is obviously much quieter, only a few spotlights cast a circle of light on the ground, swimming slowly like fish, the human voice is like a receding sea tide, and occasionally there is a whirling sound, which is a sigh of surprise because of the high pitch .The people on the stage and those off the stage are strangers, and what they show is the purest empathy and the most flawless emotions.

"I..." Le Shi blurted out a single word, only to realize that his voice was trembling slightly.He suddenly discovered that his fear and lack of confidence in singing seemed to have been planted from "Snow Country" or earlier, when he escaped from Bei Jin's class, and it seemed that everything was his own doing.

Yu Fei let go of his hand, then clenched his hand into a fist, and made a gesture of cheering. The singer of the previous song walked off the stage, the lights were dim, and the sound of the curtain sounded, which was the number representing them.Yu Fei smiled, his smile was full of confidence, his eyes were bright, and he stared at Le Shi: "I'll be with you. Let's go."

A golden light lit up behind him, and with his back to the light, it seemed to be a light.

Two fists collided, and they walked onto the stage, shoulder to shoulder.

Open-air singing with full microphone is rare in Leshi's experience.He always likes to dance during road shows, it seems that only in that way can all the blood dripping.It was the first time for me to sit quietly on two small round chairs like this, feel the projection of the lights, and listen to my heartbeat.

The funny masks of the two of them caused a burst of light laughter in the crowd, with teasing and respect for the singer, without any malicious intent to attack, and it stopped after only five or six seconds.Yu Fei is very familiar with driving, he sat on the chair, stepped on the pedal, he patted the microphone lightly, and followed him when he was playing, making sure that the microphone's reception was normal.

Yu Fei looked at Le Shi through the mask, he showed a rather funny smile, Le Shi was teased by him, lowered his eyes, bent his lips, his movements were a bit jerky.Facing the warm yellow light, Yu Fei nodded to the tuner.The lyrical piano accompaniment gradually entered, and the emotional melody sounded.

Yu Fei put his hands on his thighs and beat the beat gently.His singing voice is low and soft, removing all technical embellishments, and sounded softly: "*The meandering, twists and turns along the way. Sometimes what you believe may not necessarily bear fruit. There are too many fallen leaves piled up beside the path. The wind blows you and me , leaving the dune desert.”

It is a typical lyric song with beautiful melody and gentle ups and downs.There is not much consumption and burden on the throat.It's just that Yu Fei's voice is warm and hoarse, with a very textured timbre.He sings lyrically quietly, sometimes it is more gentle and moving than the hoarse rock and roll, full of emotion, different from Zhou Wangyu, the emotion is overflowing, more like sand dunes than the swaying waves Without losing the sense of flow.

When it was his turn to pick up the song, his voice was a little hard to let go of the chants, which was a familiar feeling of tension.Le Shi's hand holding the microphone froze, and when he raised his eyes, he saw Yu Fei's encouraging and admiring gaze. For some reason, under the light, his gaze was so comforting and full of trust and firmness. .

Even the originally funny mask has a little warmth in a soothing atmosphere, which makes the whole person relax.

"Singing our song in a low voice. The lyrics are like a novel, too small to be at a loss."

Yu Feian watched him quietly, brought Mike to his lips calmly, and continued: "Not sad, still safe and sound, still people coming and going, going on stage and leaving."

As they walked along the way, many people came and went, and the trainees walked like a lamp, leaving a few people behind and leaving many.At the end, they have no choice and lost their goals, but only when the stage lights are on, they have the meaning of existence. The 3-minute program is short and nameless in a long life, like a moment, but for them, the 3 minutes exposed to everyone's eyes is the length of the entire dream and life.

Le Shi took a deep breath, not caring that the inadvertent air sound interfered with the effect of the performance, he closed his eyes slightly, and sang the first chorus: "How did I become like this, become so stubborn. Every step, every place, every I will never forget a stop.”

"The distant light on the stage fell on my shoulders. It reminds me of the first time."

No matter how many times he has been on the stage, he still can't forget the feeling of being on the stage for the first time. Maybe the content he prepared was blank in an instant, or he was a newborn calf without timidity, but his heart must be beating very fast, and he opened his eyes. , the lights were so strong that it was hard to see the faces of the people in the audience, so I stopped being afraid, poured out all my frail things, and tried my best.

Yu Fei nodded slightly according to the rhythm. He was relaxed under the light. Although his eyes were covered by the mask, he could imagine the tenderness of his expression through the singing, "How did I become like this, how did I become like this?" Crazy. Use this brilliant time to shine a different light."

"Even if the night is too long, the scenery is completely blocked. There is a starlight when you look up."

How did it become what it is today—giving up everything, leaving the company, turning against old teammates, being betrayed by fans, unspeakable, becoming synonymous with madness.He no longer understands that from the moment he made the decision, everything envelops him and pushes him into another abyss with no future.

He doesn't want to sink in the dark night, he has his unfulfilled ideals, and the person he loves deeply because of his youth.Even if the stars are dim, even if the road ahead is long, he will continue to move forward.

In the chorus part, their eyes seemed to intertwine countless times in the momentary exchange of gazes.

People come and go, go on stage and leave; stubborn and crazy, separate and gather.They have spent countless times together, and they have never forgotten the countless scenery.

"The seasons are changing one after another, and the wishes are being fulfilled step by step."

With the accompaniment, the song reaches its climax.Le Shi and Yu Fei saw each other's eyes in the singing, shining with determination, bright and breathtaking.

"I want the whole world to remember what I look like."

He and he both know clearly that the brightest light in each other's eyes is called a dream.

The author says:

*The lyrics come from the theme song "Yang" of the TV series "Little Farewell", and I borrowed it when I thought it was very suitable.Thanks for watching! [doge][meow meow] szd!In the special chapter of Chapter 52, they finally reconciled with each other, and the plot is about to start to rise.Thank you for your company during this time!Thank you for your comments, favorites and small gifts, I will try my best to get cxd offline and let the geese make their debut in a group (bow).