I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

Even if the sky is full of thorns, the wind and the rain are broken, a wolf is still a wolf.

There was such a moment, Chu Xiangdong's heart was like a cliff, it was a terrible feeling that everything was out of control, Yu Fei would do things regardless of the reality, and it was still unknown to fight him to the death .Just thinking about the result of this matter, it was his own victory, and Chu Xiangdong's feet fell back to the ground.

Although the eyes fixed on him were so menacing and intimidating, he quickly calmed down, but he no longer dared to sneer cynically, his voice was a little trembling, but he did not back down: "There is no hard work in this world." It’s good to give and get something in return. I’m like that, and so is Leshi.”

Sure enough, when that name was mentioned, Yu Fei frowned violently, and the light in his eyes shook like a flash of light.

Chu Xiangdong stared into Yu Fei's eyes, his breath was still short, but he spoke lightly and quickly: "People seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, you haven't thought about what he went through in HP, have you? Who can bear it? Practiced from dawn to dusk, but the ranking of the final debut was snatched away lightly? In the survival battle of the lead dancer of the debut group of Six Light Years, it wasn’t me who left him behind?”

Yu Fei shook his head, and opened his fist tightly against the thick and cold glass, trembling slightly, Chu Xiangdong sneered, pushed Yu Fei's hand away, and left without hesitation.It wasn't until he approached the training camp that he realized that his legs were weak and his clothes were sticking to his back with dampness and heat. When he touched his lower back with his hand, the fabric of the clothes was soaked in cold sweat.

"..." Chu Xiangdong stood still, brushed the sweaty bangs on his forehead, took a deep breath, and walked towards the practice room where the morning light was shining.

Yu Fei lifted the windowpane, the air-conditioning in the room was fully turned on, the cold surface was covered with warm palms, and a layer of hazy white mist floated on the edge.He flipped his hands over and looked at the deep scar on his palm. The scabbed bloodstain had healed, and the scar was like a gloomy and pale gap, clinging tightly to his palm like a parasite.

Although there is no pain anymore, there are still indelible marks left.

Every day in the debut group, he watched his popularity explode exponentially. On the way to and from work, he was often surrounded by clusters of fans, screaming softly at his sleepy and exhausted shadow, sometimes daring He uttered one or two praises and encouragements of courage. He had expected this day in his vision, but when it really came, he felt at a loss.

He was selected as the captain of Liuguangnian's debut team very early, and the company gave him a very lenient and democratic way of choosing. He is like the initiator of an alliance, looking for outstanding members who can form a team among the trainees in the same period.Everyone, the company's executives, managers, instructors, and seniors, all told him that he only needs to choose the best one according to his heart, and everyone believes in him unconditionally.

He went from the chosen to the chosen.

It seems that for some kind of subtle conservation, gain is always accompanied by loss.He has become the rising star of HP, and the team he leads is a candidate for the well-protected group of juniors and apprentices.The debut he has been striving for is within reach.He did not forget the agreement to stand in the spotlight with Leshi, but because of the same dream, a rift appeared between the two.

Yu Fei didn't know when it started.

He will never go to Namdaemun for commercial performances again, because the excited fans will make it difficult for people to move, and he will never stay in the dance studio all night, because what greets him is the endless special training before his debut, the choice of members. Discuss the conversation.He socialized with many seniors, met the hard-to-find producer, and the song he wrote received a warm response on the stage for the first time. Everyone said that he has thousands of resources in one body, and "the debut is the pinnacle".

When he was in reconciliation, the two lives that he once thought were tightly entangled and inseparable were actually just two wine glasses that collided, drinking away the ardent and splendid youth, leaving a confused emptiness, the sober guests parted ways, and the dream Forget about the future, quarrel and fight against the broken cup, and finally run counter to each other.

The last survival battle before debut was the selection of the team's lead dancer.

He clearly remembers the scores of every monthly evaluation in Leshi. He knows that his grades are declining, and he also knows that his state is abnormal, but his anxiety often backfires. They quarrel and disagree in a real sense. He wants to cheer him up. , but always being ridiculed, Yu Fei felt that it was an inexplicable counter-halber in the smooth sailing.

He clearly wanted him to be better, but at the thought of not being able to debut with him, the indescribable anxiety fermented into anger—he wouldn't allow it, he would never allow it.

Yu Fei returned to the karaoke room with breakfast, the top cover of the chassis equipment was still slightly hot, he huddled in the corner of the receiver and the recording mic when playing, with folded arms on his forehead, curled up for a nap, breathing Stable and even, the arched back has a slightly thin and bony curvature, and a small silhouette is looming behind the practice shirt.

Yu Fei moved lightly, in order to prevent the plastic bag from making any rubbing noises, he even turned back to the door, holding the hot meals that had been heated inside in his arms, and his feet were so hot all the way.He sat cross-legged near Leshi, held his breath involuntarily, and looked at him in sleep.

Cold white neck, cold white side profile, a section of protruding collarbone with peaks, Adam's apple that moves slightly from time to time, the arc of the eyes is not sharp at all, how can there always be a cold light?Even the small swirls on the top of his head and the soft and soft hair tips are soft. Why did he have thorns all over his body at that time, which made him feel irritable and hot all over at a glance?

He remembered clearly the night before the selection.On December [-]th of last year, the first snowfall in S City, he and Kan Junhuan attended a wine party, the actress just came back from Korea, saw light snow fluttering outside the window, drank wine and said with a smile: "There is a saying over there , if Chuxuetian is with the person he likes, the relationship will last forever."

There was silence at the wine table, the actress smiled awkwardly and said, "I don't mean anything to you, just drink."

That day, the girl drank too much, and she fell on Kan Junhuan's shoulder and cried very hard. The gentle senior called him a car and let him go first. Maybe he was infected by emotional sadness. Yu Fei didn't go back to the dormitory. He went to HP. In the practice room, at 03:30 in the morning, there was no one in the aisle, and he found Leshi curled up and sleeping in the corner of the dance studio.

He still remembered that when he woke up Leshi, the other party pushed him away without saying a word. Even though the mist of waking up had not yet condensed in his eyes, his eyes were full of alienation and coldness that were quickly frozen.He didn't say a word, it was a long-lasting guard, although his hand was immediately held back, Yu Fei asked him: "Do you want to make a debut?"

Le Shi suppressed his anger and replied: "I won't debut with you."

Leshi can easily make him angry, he throws out questions with eager anxiety, and responds to his weakness, the smell of wine is combined with the cold snow, the first half of Leshi's sentence is "We are not the same people long ago", He immediately realized the meaning of separation represented by the next sentence. The kiss that blocked the words was full of aggressive blood, followed by a scuffle that hurt both sides, and even passed the steps of quarreling. It was extremely simple and full of despair. vent.

In the lead dance selection a few days later, Le Shi lost the selection, with a disparity in scores.

Withdraw from the group, terminate the contract, and leave.Everything is silent, leaving no trace.

Yu Fei successfully selected all the team members who will spend his acting career with him. Surrounded by so many dazzling halos, he often falls into a blank memory. How did he get to where he is today?How did he become like this?

The memories caused by Chu Xiangdong were too heavy. When Yu Fei looked at Le who was still sleeping soundly, he felt a sense of illusory unreality. He could not remember the details of that first snowy night, and the two of them were not peaceful yet intimate. To the extent of rediscovering the past, there are always current problems in the present. Even if there are many regrets about the past, it is a past that cannot be repeated.

"Enough..." Yu Fei sighed softly, still watching Le Shi silently, "This is enough..."

Le Shi coughed a few times in his arms, Yu Fei thought he had woken him up, and the words of apology slipped to his lips, but he found that Le Shi had just changed his position uncomfortably, his brows were furrowed like a wrinkled Dead knot.Yu Fei paused, Leshi used to have dreams, most of which were very bizarre, such as "Being driven to the rooftop by Teacher Bei to take a comprehensive test paper", this time I don't know what it is, but it looks like a nightmare.

Yu Fei bent his legs, tilted his head on his knees, and looked softly at Le Shi, who had fallen into a restless sleep. He was thinking whether to wake him up, but he heard Le Shi's lips move, and he hummed softly, bringing The vague whisper with a strong nasal voice moved Yu Fei's heart, and he moved closer to Le Shi's direction, and the sound of short breathing caught his ears, Le Shi's voice was a bit hoarse, Yu Fei listened for a while, before recognizing the words I was taken aback when I meant it.

"...A Fei..."

He hadn't heard this name for a long time, so that when he heard it, his mind went blank like a machine crash. It was a bitter call with frowning brows, and Yu Fei's heart seemed to be filled with air being sucked in, with a dull pain.He stretched out his index finger, gently stroked the frown on his brow when he was touching him with the back of his finger, and replied softly: "I'm...frowning, do I feel sad..."

Even when he dreamed of himself, did he frown with annoyance...

Le Shi let out a short breath and whispered softly: "Wait for me..."

"……Wait for me."

Not angry, not exasperated.He was trembling slightly when he was happy.

—he was afraid.

The extremely swollen heart cavity made a bursting sound of the embankment and the sluice, which became a hot and sour feeling, rushing towards Yu Fei's eye sockets.Ever since I met him, Leshi has always been as strong as an ice stone that never melts. No matter what setbacks he encounters, he never shows too much timidity and fear. The fragility is only fleeting, trembling It is even more unprecedented.

The fingertips resting on his brow lightly stroked, and landed on the half of Le Shi's exposed face. The warm and cold touch, the emotions overflowing from his heart had nowhere to rest, and Yu Fei realized that his hands were also Trembling, he tried his best to adjust his breathing, gently moved his palm to the top of Leshi's hair, and touched it comfortingly and very lightly.

"Don't be afraid, I will always be waiting for you."

Yu Fei seemed to have finally made a major decision, and the diffuse emotion in his eyes condensed into a firm light.

Because I saw the darkness, I chose to join the darkness.His light is not imprisoned in the shackles. Those colorful dreams, free songs, and people who are far away are like lights that have faded. These lights that have been dim, trapped, and gone, he wants bit by bit Find, light up, treasure, and give the deepest and eternal love.

"This time, I won't let you leave alone..."

The author says:

In the love chapter, add some memories.Feifei secretly masturbating cats 1/1.Thanks for watching!