I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

01

At two o'clock in the afternoon, "Creation!The pre-recording of the "New Idol" program started. The main content is to have simple communication with the production staff, and record a short video to canvass votes in advance, so that the innovative producers can have an initial impression of the trainees.

Although Baitao was surprised that Yu Fei who was on the cusp of public opinion was an old acquaintance with her, Jia Lele, and the atmosphere just now was a terrifying look of exchanging harsh words, but now Leshi is talking to a As if nothing happened, she returned to her quiet and docile kitten appearance, carrying this and that for her without saying a word, so she didn't have the nerve to ask further questions.

In addition, the recording is close at hand. Although it is a small pre-recording, this is the first time that the trainees appear in front of the producer as contestants.Of course Baitao knew the importance of the first glance, and while receiving the number plate for Wanxing and Leshi, she explained, "You must manage your expressions well! I'm not too worried about Xingxing—"

Wan Xing tilted his head: "I don't know if you're praising me or complaining about me."

Baitao's face was expressionless: "After all, you are standing on the top and saying forward the koi lottery, and the little sister will scream how cute it is."

Wan Xing let out a long sigh, rolled up a microphone in front of his chest, handed it to Bai Tao, and asked in a serious manner: "So Bai PD, if I stand on the stage with Lele, who would you choose?"

Baitao glared at him: "Your question is purely about the series of mothers falling into water, and I refuse to answer it!"

"It's Lele." Baitao said seriously, and gave Leshi the number, "Have you thought about what to do?"

Le Shi blinked: "Dancing."

Baitao's eyelids twitched: "Is there any more? At least you have to do it—" She made a heart gesture in front of her chest, and then made a pistol gesture, "Love bullets, fire!"

Leshi: "..."

Wan Xing scratched his head, and said with a smile: "I saw seniors gesture earlier than this in HopE's debut video seven years ago! Now I don't say launch at all! Say SHOT! Sister Taozi's earthy star chasing is a solid hammer."

"Don't reveal my age!"

When he was happy, he was thoughtful, bowed his head and quietly compared this gesture, and felt that it was not bad.

The other end has already started to call out, the waiting area full of people's voices gradually quieted down, the tense and dignified air settled down in an instant, and the sound of crackling and rustling sounded cautiously, it was the time to open the lid of the cosmetics and adjust the clothes. Voice, Baitao took out the foundation and eyebrow pencil from the cosmetic bag, and carefully applied light makeup for them.

Le Shi was squinted by her puff of air cushion gouache and cream, and asked in a low voice, "Is Miss Bai a little nervous?"

Baitao pretended to be relaxed, but her hands were trembling a little. As the numbers approached again and again, she felt both excited and nervous, as if the class teacher leading the students was about to send the candidates to the examination room, and the old mother was going to watch the children go on a long journey .

She couldn't help babbling: "Send my cub to the battlefield, can you not be nervous! But I haven't seen any big scenes, so I'm not afraid at all! Well, it's a bit uneven here, hey hey hey, we're almost here, Alright, alright! He is handsome, and he will definitely have a lot of girlfriend fans."

"Number 15! WMC Entertainment, Leshi."

Baitao patted his shoulders and cheered him up: "Lele, laugh!"

02

This is a recording studio converted from a large dance studio. The dance mirror on the back covers the sky-blue program background of "Creation of Puppets". Another shed is built on the other half of the venue, and a trainee is coming out of the shed. When he came out, he had a good time, not because he had seen few handsome idols, but because this trainee did have some unique temperament.

The fluffy back combed back, the smooth and full forehead, the angular face, the rough but delicate facial features: deep eye sockets, aquiline nose, sharp sword eyebrows, full lips, compared to idols, More like an actor.He and Le Shi looked at each other, nodded gracefully and gracefully, put his thumb in the pocket of his casual trousers, and left quite contentedly.There is a thin layer of extravagance in his demeanor, like a rich man.

There was a bang in the shed, and the sound of an overturned water glass. The camera and pd filmed outside made an apologetic gesture to Leshi, and rushed into the shed. Leshi heard a woman Sharp and angry voice: "What's his attitude! He came to the show just for fun? How rich is the family? Which entertainment company boss's prodigal son is this? Bring my mobile phone! I want to call Mr. Gu! Immediately Brush him down! Immediately! Immediately!"

Another gentle male voice rang out: "Mr. Bei, Mr. Bei, don't be angry, don't be angry. Take a break, I'll take your place. Xiao Tang, why don't you help the teacher go outside to rest!"

"Ms. Li is right, you have been sitting all morning, go get some fresh air, I remember there is a cafe with a nice environment nearby, and the owner is still your fan! Hey, get up, let's go, let's go. Children are always ignorant...don't be as knowledgeable as him."

Probably some teacher was offended by that trainee and put on airs on the spot.

A tall, middle-aged woman with a stern face came out of the shed, her high-heeled shoes stepped on the wooden floor, making a loud and earth-shattering sound.

She glanced at Le Shi who was standing awkwardly in the room, frowned slightly, and slammed the door out without hesitation.

The bang reverberated in the room, and the staff who survived the catastrophe were obviously tormented by the storm, and they comforted Le Shi with a word of "it's okay" with ashen faces. , As for the staff saying "It's time to start" a second time, he woke up like a dream, and looked at the camera in a panic.

03

"Innovative Producer...I'm Leshi from WMC."

The moment he spoke, the moment his gaze touched the camera, Leshi realized that he had been nervous all along.

Calmness is deceiving, and grandstanding is deceiving. Even after leaving HP for so long, when he looks at the unfamiliar black camera, he will still be tense and stiff, and his breath will be uneven, which is different from his reliable and indifferent appearance. Similarly, Leshi's instability is reflected in his sensitivity—not to mention that he has already experienced too many things after only half a day, and too many trivial details have accumulated in his heart, which is enough to make his voice tense and his mind go blank. the culprit.

He lowered his head, knowing that there was only one outlet for such tension.

He took a deep breath, and his voice was a bit cold: "Please play the music."

The moment the guitar chords and soothing electronic drums sounded, the body tensed up and the feet were brought together during the music, and the feeling of life gradually came alive.

The palms of his hands were clenched into fists in front of his chest, and his veins were bulging. Immediately after he couldn't bear the pain, he arched his abdomen inward, as if he was squeezing the last breath of air from his heart.

At the moment when the beat stopped, Le Shi's body was still like a sculpture, and at the next moment when the music was flowing, he stretched his body, climbed along the invisible rope with both hands, and grasped a handful of invisible sparks upwards, his fingers clenched instantly.The movements of the whole body are driven, repelled, and struggling by the huge energy contained in the body and the invisible force in the air, dancing in rhythm with the music.

The BGM is a lyrical dance song "Different from the World" by a tepid old group Gainer. The chorus is a melancholic and bright theme, lonely and free, penetrating people's hearts: "Ijustadifferentdreamer".

Dancing is the outlet for all his emotions, good and bad, tense and happy, all of which are released in a short period of time.The tense jam was getting further and further away from him.

He only prepared the 30-second chorus part. There was some wrong shooting in the previous part, and he didn't look at the camera.When he thought about it, muscle memory had already helped him solve most of the body movements. He stood in front of the camera lightly panting, and after a long time, he belatedly remembered that there seemed to be a link of personal skills and shrewdness.

The recording time was only 1 minute, and he suddenly forgot that there was still editing in the later stage, his wrist was still shaking slightly, and he subconsciously drew an awkward heart shape with three pointed points on his chest, his eyes were a little erratic and timid , swept towards the camera, and at the same time the heart shape turned into a shooting gesture, Leshi blurted out: "Love bullets, fire."

The whole place was silent.

04

With a "poof", the staff who adjusted the lens laughed.

Le Shi's ears turned red immediately, and he bowed deeply to the camera, he just squatted down and didn't get up, he buried his face in his arms to adjust his breathing-too bad, this performance is really too bad.When he thought of the consequences of this series of actions, he suddenly fell into an ice cave, but he had to continue to do something to make up for it——

Leshi simply looked up again, stared at the camera with wide eyes, sincerely said word by word: "Please pay attention to the trainees of WMC, producers, thank you very much!"

He added breathlessly: "It doesn't matter if you don't receive the bullet of love."

The staff waved to him helplessly, and comforted the shocked child repeatedly: "Okay, okay, the recording is over, let's go to the room over there to chat, the first filming is over. It's okay! There are more You are more nervous, you are doing well, and you dance pretty well, come on."

Le Shi bit her lip and thanked the photography teacher and sister supervisor one by one, feeling that the sky was dark and the future was bleak.How well she danced was already out of the blue, and it was already good enough to be able to walk out of the room.He counted a hundred thousand things he shouldn't have done in his heart, opened the door of the shed, and another shock made his eyes widen.

"Li, Miss Li Xiang?"

05

The chief representative of the show's innovative producer came to the shooting scene. This senior figure in the music scene is a well-known legend.

Li Xiang was born in a dance troupe in his early years. With the right time and place, he made an unimaginable bloody journey at home and abroad alone.The popularity and spread of the song is extremely wide. Today, as soon as he releases a song, the sound source performance will become a "fog" that no one can resist. The so-called "X.LEE's dictionary only has no song, or It’s the song “Allkill” that no one can break.

However, in recent years, he has become a middle-aged handsome uncle who is kind-hearted and self-deprecating in variety shows. The fan company begged him to release a song, but he quit. He fished for a month on the live broadcast platform and earned millions. , It is clear that the sky is high and the earth is wide enough to let me do what I want.

It's true that the music world seeks defeat alone.

Now he is sitting in front of Le Shi, with smile lines rubbing the corners of his eyes, reading his materials with a pleasant face.

"Good dance. I thought young people stopped listening to Gainer."

Le Shi forced himself to be calm, and another layer of nervousness appeared after the sweat he just broke out: "Thank you, teacher."

"I used to be a trainee of Hopeness." Li Xiang raised his eyes sharply and nodded on his face, shaking his head slightly, "HP doesn't like such a face." Seeing Le Shi's eyes darken, Li Xiang shrugged , and said: "But it doesn't mean you don't want to look at the camera, that is the basic professional ability of an idol. Looking forward to your next performance."

Le Shi was so ashamed of guilt, rational introspection had overwhelmed the ups and downs of flustered emotions just now, he looked into Li Xiang's eyes, nodded seriously, and said again: "Thank you teacher."

Li Xiang nodded, seemingly satisfied with Leshi's attitude, his voice was still gentle and honest: "Okay, let's see you on the stage of the first evaluation. Now let's officially start the recording of this part."

"Leshi trainee, debut, what is it to you?"

After the recording ended, Li Xiang let out a long breath and smiled at Leshi who was about to leave.

Le Shi touched his nose in embarrassment, and bowed deeply at the door: "Goodbye, teacher." He looked like a wronged child who had been scolded by the head teacher in the office.

Li Xiang waved to him, made a heart on his chest, and fired at him with a biu: "The bullet of love. I like this too."

06

What does debut mean to him?

It is a long-distance journey of chasing the light without knowing the point, without road signs, without direction, in the dark, with no eyes to look at.

The person who always stood under the spotlight received countless applause and hopes, and got too many things that he tried his best but still couldn't touch.Too bright, too hot.After Yu Fei won the center of the debut group, the rift in parting ways became wider and wider. Maybe he was jealous and jealous like many people, but more of it was unwillingness to be touched.

So when Yu Fei abandoned everything and stood in front of him calmly and calmly, Le Shi would be so angry.

He is the first to arrive at the daily practice, and he is the latest to leave.

In the survival variety show, he was the one who was cut so that there was no such person, and he was the one who was eliminated as a dispensable stepping stone.

Everything was just for that golden sunny afternoon, the nonsense of "Of course I can make my debut".He climbed a rope and trekked upwards with no end in sight. When he came back to his senses, he realized that there was no one around him. Letting go was an abyss, and the road ahead was even more uncertain.

Debut is out of reach.

It is the normal state of the world to work hard and not get rewarded.

For Yu Fei, and for the other members of SixLight-years, their debut is right in front of their eyes, and they can definitely hold it as soon as they reach out. It is a sparkling future full of flowers.

What he wants is easy for others.

His hesitation is the light give up of others.

——Why?

The author says:

Thanks for watching! !Looking back, I found that this is really the ultimate invincible slow heat

There is no primary election until now, what a miserable author.