I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

The moment the recording started, Yu Fei saw himself in the reflection of the camera.

Vague, transparent, flickering and fragile thin shadows.He was vaguely recognizable as a tall man, wearing a white short-sleeved T-shirt. He looked down at the school logo on his right chest, and he had already put on his gold-stamped name tag, which every trainee had and represented his identity on stage. .

"This person is most afraid of being nervous before the game."

He was suddenly patted on the shoulder. Zhou Wangyu was wearing a gray and white school uniform with a folded collar, and sports pants with rough lines. The trousers were rolled up twice, exposing a small ankle. Refreshing smooth black hair style.It's just that 3M's self-contained and superior temperament is really eye-catching. Compared with the lively and cheerful boy next door, it is more like a math class representative who is conic section at the beginning.

Yu Fei was blunt about this style of dress: "You are the chairman of the school council, hello, chairman."

"Cough cough." Zhou Wangyu sternly put on a serious expression. Chairman Zhou, who has always passed full marks in terms of connection and pretense, showed a formulaic smile at the camera, "This is the first student union of Chuangou School. On the campaign site, let’s interview the candidate members next.”

"Student Yu Fei, may I ask what position you are running for? What are you best at?"

Yu Fei answered fluently: "I am running for the position of lead singer. I have been practicing for more than two years. I am good at singing, dancing, and rap—"

Zhou Wangyu let out a bluff, covered the eyes of the camera lens, and said sternly: "Student, please don't play ancient jokes."

"Let's interview the others—"

He drew the attention of the camera away, personable and with a bit of humor and affectation. In this program, there are all kinds of handsome and handsome people. Maybe they can hover in a high position with one face, but they become No.1. It is the choice of the right time, place and people.

Zhou Wangyu himself has a good image, stalky conversation, inexplicable seriousness in the funny, just right humor and warm boyfriend power in the seriousness, modest and polite to the elders, as long as he doesn't give up on himself, his growth will be obvious to all, which can be said to be in line with In order to cultivate the "renhe" of the system.The favor of the backstage and the camera belongs to a place that many people cannot get.His debut is almost a certainty.

Compared with his prosperous dynasty, Yu Fei is simply growing in reverse.

It was a desperate determination that took root in his heart.He wants to use it to fight against the departure of his supporters, the cold words of his mentor, and the reality that that person was hurt because of him-that is the first domino to fall, and the chain of decay will extend to nowhere.

On the stage of the rehearsal, he had the first horrified thought of that.

——If he is like this, can he still stand on the stage and sing?

What is he singing for?To debut, to win back fans, to reverse reputation, to fight injustice for seniors, and to fight against an unfair world.The so-called purpose is now more like an excuse, which is too weak and too idealistic.

——The eagle, which used to fly freely in high places, suddenly broke off its wings and claws, and imprisoned him in a cage.Either you die with the cage, or you die moaning in the predicament.

——Yu Fei's journey has been so smooth, maybe God can't understand that he is at the peak when he debuted, so he was in a daze and cut off the way he came from and the way he went out.What is he trying to do?

——But whether he suddenly fell to a low place, whether he can survive the cruel elimination is a question.

As soon as he closed his eyes, there were dense comments in front of him, piled up in black and white to form mountains and deep valleys. He didn't know which step to take forward or backward, and the end would be torn to pieces.Yu Fei came back to his senses and found that his fists were tightly clenched. He let go and wanted to straighten the collar of the school uniform, but his fingertips pinched the sharp corner of the collar and couldn't help shaking.

There are more and more people in the waiting room, whispering nervously, shouting excitedly, many voices loop back and forth, but to him, it seems that he is in the deep sea without light and color, and the time pulls into a long dimension, the voice It became dense rolling bubbling bubbles, bursting silently above his head, sending out a lonely and empty echo.

He clenched his trembling wrist, and the knife marks on his palm felt a sharp pain. He lowered his head and took a deep breath.The loneliness that was placed in the abyss was quickly suppressed forcibly, and suddenly subsided.The voice in the ear gradually became clearer.

"elder brother?"

"...Old problem, nervous before the game. I'll go out for a while."

After colliding with the people around him slightly, Yu Fei turned his eyes and collided with Le Shi who was separated by an empty seat.

"..."

The connection of eyes is always accompanied by scrutiny, thinking and judging. He can no longer face Le Shi with the usual romantic and uninhibited smile, especially when one side of his eyes is tightly covered by a white medical eyepatch, so Fei Han unexpectedly shifted his gaze, and his evasive attitude seemed somewhat lost.

Leshi's eyes fell on the projection screen directly in front of the waiting room. Thousands of fans had entered the arena, and the program team strictly prohibited the entry of cheering objects. The venue without lights seemed a bit bleak, but the screams It's deafening, this recording will last for nearly a day, and it will be a great drain on everyone's mental and physical strength.

Yu Fei knew that he had been ill for the past few days, and the only hug yesterday made him very sad. What he hugged seemed to be a gloomy fire, but what made him feel depressed the most was that Leshi was the same as before, as if everything The cleanness and calmness that has never happened before, he tentatively and carefully asked: "...Is it better?"

The answer was very vague: "Yes."

There was a blank silence between the two.

In the brief silence amidst the noise, Yu Fei looked at Le Shi, who was dressed in black, his silhouette was very clear, the stage makeup was clean and bright, and the color of the eye makeup was a little purple, a bold but surprisingly suitable color.The ends of the eyes are slightly pointed, and the movements are like some kind of indifferent but clever feline.

Le Shi glanced at him, and asked first, "Did you change parts?"

Still going straight to the point like this, and never being tactful to him, Yu Fei chuckled and nodded: "I changed the lyrics overnight, and many things changed. It caused my teammates to stay with me all night."

When Le Shi turned his eyes, his eyes fell on the stage where the light beams alternately shone. Following the lively and passionate theme of the theme song, Li Xiang appeared from the side of the stage, causing screams in the venue, and the waiting room was no exception. Some people were terrified by the theme song of the deadly alarm, but they still gave sincere applause. Ren Fengfeng blew a few whistles to express his welcome, and fortunately he followed up with the shouts tacitly.

Li Xiang is dressed in a loose shirt with black and white fine lines, looking friendly and relaxed, and the opening speech is also like a spring breeze: ""Create! New Idol" vote for the teenager in your heart. Today's weather is still heavy rain, everyone is here Hard work on the road."

The audience was very cooperative: "No hard work!"

"Even the heavy rain can't stop the enthusiasm of the producers. This stage will not be broadcast live, but the sound source and the stage will be released simultaneously at [-] o'clock tomorrow morning, entering a week-long voting period. After the voting ends, only Half of them—that is, fifty trainees—can stay on the stage."

The heated waiting room fell silent, Jiang He patted the backs of several children from left to right, and said firmly, "Stay here."

"Order!"

"I'll keep watching."

When Yu Fei turned his eyes to look at Le, the other party didn't look at him, but he said this sentence word by word, clearly and convincingly, he repeatedly confirmed that Le Shi didn't say this sentence to the team members around him, until he turned to the two A hand was stretched out from the silent blankness of the world, which was a clenched fist, and the boundary was broken.

"I will always watch your stage."

His eyes are bright and clear. I don't know when it started. The ice of resistance and indifference in his eyes seems to have melted, and the fragmented cracks flashed with light. Yu Fei blinked, but Le Shi seemed to know what he meant. Without giving him room for a second confirmation, he turned his eyes away and still focused on the stage on the projection screen.

Yu Fei looked at him, and solemnly stretched out his hand, fist to fist, making a silent response.

"Everyone has a symbol of youth in their hearts. We call it 'youth'. If you were asked to choose a picture that represents youth, what would you think of? Endless exams? Day after day Daily practice? Or friends who are still having fun even though they are working hard?"

"When I was a student, I hated the ugly and bloated school uniform countless times, but after graduation, it was too late to wear it again. I invite the next stage of "Millennial Boys and Girls"."

As a "legendary group" that gathered many high-level trainees, the stage announcement is not over yet, the sound of cheers and screams is like a small plane roaring and taking off, reaching its climax when the track is announced, and Li Xiang seems to be attracted by this Shocked by his high popularity, two groups of trainees stood side by side on his left and right, countless hands flashed dazzlingly, Li Xiang smiled slightly, stretched out his hand, and barely suppressed the boiling scream.

"A group of trainees, please introduce your team first."

Li Lingjing, who was caught up temporarily as the captain, took over Mike, bowed to everyone in a serious manner, and said, "We are--the class leaders you don't know!" The slogans were very neat, and the team members showed different shapes. Zhou Wangyu really said that he was "a candidate cadre who is working hard to run for the chairman of the student union", Su Qiao was a shy and kind life committee member, and Yuan Hongshan did not shy away from saying that he was a strong contender for the candidate chairman of the student union.

Yu Fei raised his eyebrows, rubbed the knuckles of his thumb against the corner of his chin lightly, it was a disdainful and cool gesture, he said: "I have always been against everyone, making people uncomfortable. A sympathetic disciplinary committee."

Li Xiang took over before the embarrassing silence began: "There are indeed such good people in every class. So, what about the students in Group B?"

Ren Fengfeng generously directed the camera like a pair of scissors hands, full of confidence: "We are the most handsome boy group in the school from all corners of the country! I want to hold your hand, and we will study together at night—"

The team members cooperated very well, posing with their arms in the shape of a five-pointed star, and their movements were very artistic. They shouted in unison with the stupidity of the boy's confession downstairs in the dormitory: "Go to the school's rooftop to watch the stars!"

There was silence at the bottom, and so was the waiting room, and then a burst of belly laughter broke out. Looking at the sand sculpture ideas of the sand sculpture roommate, Le Shi decided to clean himself up with Tang Zhiyang, who was in the same dormitory: "Annual deceptive behavior."

But Tang Zhiyang touched his chin, showing a very appreciative expression: "This action is really thanks to Xiaowan and Fengfeng." He turned his head, and actually spoke highly of it, and tried to ask the team members to make a five-pointed star with their fingers, He pretended to be affectionate to Leshi and said, "Lele, you want to study with me at night—"

Le Shi pushed away a group of giggling and snickering team members. They seemed to have mastered various methods of teasing cats, and put them into practice without getting tired of it. He said coldly: "...shut up, Don teacher."

Tang Zhiyang was very hurt, he sighed and shook his head pressing his heart.

On the projection screen is the link where the captains exchange harsh words with each other.

Zhou Wangyu smiled very gentlely: "It's a pity that there are no stars in the sky. If you violate the rules and discipline, you must invite your parents, classmate."

Ren Fengfeng reacted quickly: "It doesn't matter if there are no stars in the sky, we are the stars and can illuminate your universe."

There was another cheery and eager support, and the camera turned to Chu Xiangdong's hand, which was connected into a piece. It was his red-haired look when he first introduced himself. Now he is standing on the stage, combing his cute and cute short black hair, It is different from Ren Fengfeng and Wan Xing who boldly exposed their foreheads, but they also appear to have different styles.

Before the start of the stage, Li Xiang patiently asked each trainee about the current situation. Referring to the incident of changing C in Group B, he asked: "Fortunately, the trainees, how does it feel to be the Center? The unhappiness of the teammates is all the same. Solve it?"

Lucky scratched his head and replied: "Our group is actually pretty good. The decision to change C is also a vote. No matter who is C, the stage will go all out!" He glanced at Chu Xiangdong and found that the other party didn't understand Staring at him intently, he only smiled reservedly at the fans not far away, and luckily looked back with a bit of sarcasm, and bowed to everyone.

"No matter what, please hold your breath and look forward to the voice of the boy, the stage "Millennium Boys and Girls", it'sshowtime."

All the lights are dark.

In the breath-holding silence, there were occasional unbearably excited "Come on Zhouzhou" or "Mr. Shan Chong", which seemed very abrupt.The projection screen on the background board is three-dimensional and realistic. It is the school road of the puppet training camp. It is just midsummer, and the shade of the trees is dark green. With the swaying of the branches, the sun's light spots are constantly shining, and everything looks peaceful and quiet. .

Suddenly, the sound of the harmonica came on, and the lights fell on the side of the stage. Yuan Hongshan was wearing a dark blue suit and uniform, a thin striped silver tie, and a pair of silver-rimmed square glasses on the bridge of his nose. Blowing out delicate and chic tones freely.There was a gasping sound from below, a sound that was both pleasantly surprised and afraid of disturbing everything in front of me.

Tang Zhiyang listened to a phrase, and smiled knowingly: "The pitch is really good, Emily's waltz..."Amelie". It is indeed an old song of the millennium."

The sound of the guitar followed, and the strings were plucked lazily. Yu Fei was sitting not far away, with the guitar leaning against his arms, resting on his crossed legs.The choreography has a strong narrative style, and when someone in the waiting room said "The opening of the tenth screening room", everyone would smile heartily.

The style of the song changed, the rhythm strengthened, and entered the main theme. Zhou Wangyu, who came slowly from the middle of the school road, was just a set of white-striped sportswear that every middle school student had. His clear and stable voice opened the prelude to the whole song: "My early morning is the high sky in the capital, and the master who sings in the courtyard is the master of the Lin School. In "Oolongyuan", "Chasing Han Xin" and "Hongmen Banquet", heroes and knights are in the lyrics, but the real blow is It hurts enough."

Li Lingjing flashed out behind him, with the same regular Jing accent, but with a completely different deep voice, with a clear articulation: "My evening is full of tall buildings, and the silent neighbors are all the same. The truth is that making up exams is responsible for the future, and learning to sing and dance is only for interests."

The two looked at each other: "What do I mean by all my youth?"

The lights came on, the verse was up, and Su Qiao stood beside him, stepping on the beat lightly. He and Zhou Wangyu had never been interested in rap before. It was almost a blank sheet of paper, but Zhou Wangyu's extraordinary opening seemed to be He was encouraged, and in the last lyric that pushed the song to its climax, he almost sang his uneasy and confused emotions hoarsely.

"Running out of the classroom by stepping on the bell, only to find that it was raining heavily. The comprehensive test paper filled with answers, but got a failed grade. If life is similar to taking an exam, why does one road not have the same theorem, and I have no way to solve the problem. courage."

"I was born on the last day of the millennium, and I once thought of shaking hands with the world..."

The chorus is led by Zhou Wangyu. The vocals and lyrics are flowing water waves, and every drop of water is the emotion that is aroused.The arrangement abandoned the brisk and fresh chorus, and added the melodious violin and the rhythmic piano, two instruments that deviate from the sensibility, stirring and mixing the tide-like emotions. The second line is Yuan Hongshan's voice.

"When I left at the beginning of the century, I also thought about going with everything!"

Yu Fei took off his earbuds, stood up, and his voice was a little trembling when he bit the first word, but at the moment when he looked at the cold glass lens of the camera, his eyes suddenly lit up, and his emotions rose to the limit , the rising sun gushing out at the end, he sang: "All my youth is love, dream, and madness. It is a song of shouting, enough to pass through all rain and wind."

Zhou Wangyu's voice was even louder and louder: "It's love, it's a dream, it's madness."

Yuan Hongshan answered: "The song of shouting is enough to go through all the rain and wind."

Everyone stood in a row under the dazzling sunlight, with distant emotions in their eyes. Yu Fei's harmony was extremely explosive. In the impact of music, the familiar sound of harmonica and guitar resounded throughout the venue.

Hidden in the lazy and rhythmic strumming of the guitar are Yu Fei's lyrical lyrics.

"If possible, I hope that I will always be a teenager, ignorant of the world and know everything.

But now is a day of torrential rain, perhaps unable to argue, or falling into the abyss.

I know, I know, I owe everyone an apology, but there is nothing I can do.

If there is still one person in the world who trusts me unconditionally, even if I am lonely, I will go forward. "

The music faded away, and there was only a vague humming: "He is love, dream, madness, the song of shouting, and he also passed through the rain and wind..."

The light did not illuminate his figure. Looking from the not-so-small but suddenly very narrow projection screen, Leshi's eyes seemed to be scalded by the darkness, and the pain of the wound was clearly visible. live up.In the darkness, what kind of thoughts did he have in his arms, and what kind of emotions were in those eyes.The tail of his voice was trembling like this, and that fragile accent that could not be concealed was unprecedented in his memory.

The boy who had shouted to him in the wind and rain was using his own voice to tremblingly beat on the impenetrable barrier that squeezed him.When Leshi closes his eyes, he can see his eyes looking at the camera, wearing transparent contact lenses, like holding two handfuls of clean water that can drip down at any time, once exposed to the light, they will appear wet and Comes in mild shades.

It was the eyes he could see in countless days and nights in the past, when he woke up, looked back, looked into the distance, every moment he subconsciously searched and passed by inadvertently.

He thought that the light in his eyes could remain clear and firm for a lifetime, he thought that he could always be high-spirited and receive the warm kindness from the whole world with his own hands.

In every story he conceived, Yu Fei was always proud and a little tiresome.

His boy, the boy he once loved, should not bow his head, should not have his wings broken and fall into the mud.

He should have sung.

The author says:

Lele: I feel a little distressed but I won't say it.It was his (and now loves) teenager.Thanks for watching!It dragged on for two days, the stage is really difficult to write (crying)