I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

The recording is just a small episode before the rehearsal. The rehearsal with makeup tomorrow afternoon is just around the corner. Representatives of innovative producers who get admission tickets can watch the programs they are most interested in first, similar to the screening session before the public screening of movies , Reuter representing the first impression is even more and more real than the information conveyed in the film.

Leshi was almost dragged into the lounge to rest his head. Jiang He still did not return to the team, and many details that affect the overall situation were not cleaned up. He was ushered into the room. Tang Zhiyang pressed his shoulders, his eyes were firm and determined: "At least sleep A while. Regarding the details," he took out a small notebook from behind, and asked each team member to take turns to report the scene familiarly. Ken give up.

Sleep was extremely light, many intricate dreams, like a confused smoke rising from boiling hot water, surrounded by many familiar voices, he woke up, still feverish and sweatless, aching all over his body, there was something in his vision. Fluctuated and blurred, he took a deep breath, his breathing was rough and hoarse, and he was almost speechless.

Wrapped in a small cotton blanket, there was a figure shaking in front of him. He pressed the standby button of the mobile phone, and a dim light source lit up in the dark room. It was past eleven o'clock——Tang Zhiyang didn't call him.He sighed, his hands and feet were rusty and unable to lift up, the person in front of him seemed to open his mouth to say something, but finally remained silent, opened the door to leave.

"……and many more."

The door opened a gap, bright glare fell on the side of his face, Le Shi narrowed his eyes, and raised his hand to block it.The door was closed again, the man didn't speak, just sat on the floor opposite him, the sound of carton and plastic packaging sounded, and with a "snap", something cold and cold was stuck to his forehead, ice flakes and mint The smell made him shudder.

... cooling stickers.

Leshi struggled a bit, and an indistinguishable voice sounded: "Sleep."

Jiang He was more unreasonable than anyone else, and said: "The arrangement has been changed, and the first 15 seconds have been changed to a solo dance in c. I originally wanted you to join Teacher Tang, but you can't do it now. The other parts have not changed, the mic is half on, no If there is something wrong, I will adjust the formation and aria."

At the last moment, he backed down.

Before that, Jiang He always held his breath and refused to make a step back in the established choreography. During training, he always emphasized the importance of full-on mics. The team members were often miserable, but their quality was excellent, and they were stunned. He persisted without saying a word, Tang Zhiyang has a vicious eye, even a trainee who is not good at dancing, but because of day and night practice, he forcibly used his muscle memory to survive.If it weren't for his choice at the time, Leshi would never have discovered that there are still such outstanding trainees in the lower circle.

Although it has flaws and shortcomings, it has unlimited potential.

Once the arrangement is confirmed, the second change is almost a labor-intensive task. Regardless of whether the team members can digest it well, just reorganizing the audio track, communicating with the arranger teacher, and changing the stage art effect require communication. Jiang He The departure and disappearance of this period of time seem to be traceable.

Jiang He stood up as normal, opened the door a smaller gap, and stepped out. His muffled voice came from outside the door: "If you get better, practice with us again. There is still time, don't worry."

When Le Shi agreed, his throat seemed to be ignited immediately. This simple syllable was like a sharp blade, scraping his vocal cords with force, and the pain made the corners of his eyes burn.Le Shi blinked his eyes jerky, and his eye sockets became moist physiologically.He took a deep breath, pressed the warm sticker on his forehead, stood up flickeringly, and turned on the light in the single room.

He didn't feel sleepy, but he was a little dizzy again. Fortunately, he sent him a WeChat message 10 minutes ago, saying that he was coming to see him.Attached is an emoticon pack with two waterfalls and tears, and I don't know what happened.He opened the message notification, a new push popped up, the Weibo notification turned into three little red dots, and the hot topic of the week changed from "N list black sea" to "team bullying", one melon after another, it can be called infinite stitching.

@PRDUCEnewidol_ Sightseeing Group: #创假队内常重# At eight o’clock this morning, the melon group suddenly revealed the shady and truth of the selection group in the official new video, and it turned out to be the collective conspiracy and bullying of the "Millennium" group Ling?What do you think of it?I just want to say that if this is the case, the water is really too deep...

Impressively nine large long pictures, plus a lucky draw of [-] yuan forwarded.

The length of the big long picture is very large, and the official 3-minute song selection video is subdivided frame by frame, with a beginning and an end.From the selection of Chu Xiangdong to the lyrics of "Millennium", the tone is pertinent, the angle is objective, and the guesses are well-founded.What sparked the discussion was a screenshot of an old message.

The picture is from the reserve member of Liuguangnian, Leshi and Yu Fei's former teammate, Zhang Lan.

Zhang Lan: Do you really want to treat people like this?The group evaluation is not over yet, isn't it good to do so?

A certain member: Excluding the debut group is a matter of course, (being isolated) is also self-inflicted.

Zhang Lan: But Xiao Chu has really worked hard, so she won't be out of the group.

A certain member: This is something the teacher decides.

A short line of words: HP's old story itself does not belong to the scope of creating a pair, but the actions of a certain member really surprised me. Before, I just thought it was normal for the lead singers to appreciate each other and have a good relationship.But it is not guaranteed that Zhou will be influenced by personal emotions like Zhang back then, and as far as the official video is concerned, Chu's position is the lead singer, but some parts are not even as good as the sub-lead singer. It is not my conspiracy theory. It's not between trainees, there must be a greater interest involved behind it, this is not bullying by one person or a group of people, it is a target between companies.

The comments flowed like a river, and everyone was torn apart. On the one hand, the fans refused to admit that the characters of the masters collapsed. "Millennium", which gathered high-ranking circles, gathered a huge fan base. If you really bully this For one thing, it must be a huge loss for the program group. On the other hand, HP's family fans discovered Zhang Lan and Cui Tan and other members of Six Light Years who were hidden in the snow, and used unofficial trumpets to like this Weibo.

The first article of Wanzan's popular comment:

@雨雨雨rainyday: A certain trainee @Soar-Y came out to answer questions. Everyone has been waiting for a long time, and they also said to forgive for a long time. Is it self-deceiving self-comfort?

Most of the thousands of replies under the comments come from old fans who were attracted by the comments of fans. When I clicked on her homepage, I found that she was the host of Yu Fei’s super topic. The most recent one I liked was Yu Fei’s personal first-site voting tutorial , A month ago, I was generating electricity for love every day. The latest original article wrote two or three thousand words, and the last paragraph is:

@雨雨雨rainyday: In a month, I have changed from a soft-spoken person who never swears on the Internet, to a "drug only" who just opens his mouth and tears up every day.I just want to tell others that he is really not wrong, he has his choice, but today, seeing the Weibo of my former teammates, I really have a feeling of being slapped in the face.

What is the purpose of chasing stars?I have been repeatedly asking myself this month, is it to make countless enemies on the emptiness of the Internet?Is it to spend money to buy a lot of sleepless sorrow?Don't you want to make your life happier?Recalling the enthusiasm that I thought would accompany him to retirement when I first became the manager of the first station, and the trust that would respect and give him every decision no matter what.I am really a timid person in real life, because he has courage, but now he wants to use such courage to hurt others and become a cancer in the eyes of others.

I'm really tired and I think I'm giving up.But after more than a year of hard work, do you really want to give up?I am not reconciled, I am not reconciled.In the past, I never disturbed the Lord, and I always wanted to be your silent and nameless backing.I didn't ask about the variety shows of the seniors, and I didn't ask about the resignation from the group.

But now I really want to ask you, have you ever said those words, have you ever done those things.

I don't want to lose all hope of you, I always feel that wherever you are, there is light.

@Soar-Y

This may be the last time.

Thousands of retweets, in the comments there are those who are filled with righteous indignation, those who lament the pity, those who sneer, and those who stand on the sidelines. There are thousands of news reminders pouring in like waves. She seems to be an isolated island in the sea, eager to breathe. A drowning person, countless voices clamored, but could not wait for a simple answer.

Even standing in front of him, she still couldn't figure out what he was thinking.

In some ways, he's a parallel to these waiting fans.

Fortunately, he knocked on the door of the lounge when he was flipping through the comments. He was sweating, holding a can of honey lemon tea in his hand, and smiled happily: "Lele! Are you feeling better?"

Le Shi waved his hand, pointed to his throat, and shrugged again.

"I heard that supplementing vitamin C will heal quickly when you feel heavy! And this cough syrup, I found that you left it in the dormitory today. I brought it out." He put the things down and sat in the music room Looking at his face, he stretched out his hand to try his forehead, and sighed in distress.

Leshi couldn't speak anymore, so he typed a line in the memo on his mobile phone: What about your group's practice?

Lucky grinned, showing a row of bright white teeth, and he replied: "Let's go! We are almost ready! Everyone in the team is super optimistic, let's wait and see tomorrow! Take your medicine and rest, I'll go first!" He looked at Leshi's eyes and lips moved slightly, as if he wanted to say something more, but he didn't say it in the end.

Leshi only found out about the quarrel about the uneven distribution of parts in their group after he left. The koi pond, which has always been peaceful, is full of turmoil. Fortunately, most of the fans are Buddhas. The latest updated program schedule of the official blog of Chuangyi has been edited in two versions. The captain of Group A of "Millennium" is Zhou Wangyu, and the captain of Group B is Ren Fengfeng.

In just 5 minutes, the C in Group B was changed from Chu Xiangdong to Lucky.

The square was originally a place of joy and harmony, but after this operation, it became a battleground for two fans.What's more, they also labeled it as internal bullying, intending to bring trouble to others.Immediately afterwards, Chu Xiangdong routinely forwarded the official promotional image, saying, "Changing C is a common thing, and the right one is Center. He respects every decision of the team leader."

Chu Xiangdong's fan head backhanded a doggerel and bought a hot search.

"Creating the first company in the draft, fair and equal.

The vase waste grabs the top spot, and the ranking songs are divided into true and false.

It's hard to be bullied in the dark, and I'm the best at forcing fans away.

It's too embarrassing for a member of Wansu Wanxu to pretend to be dead so far. "

This time the battle situation was even more chaotic, the fans who didn't know about the bullying, and were self-enclosed, rummaged through the old chat records for a long time because of the scolding battle, and it was Yu Fei who fired all arrows and targeted everyone.Fans from other companies who were disturbed felt that their idol would not be affected if there was no authentic chat record. Others felt that Yu Fei's name has been black and red since the beginning of Idol, which is really annoying.

A name that always comes with bad luck, they avoid it.

And the Lord has not given any answer so far—but how will he answer.

If you apologize, you will confirm the notoriety of bullying, if you clarify, you will shoot your former friends.

But if you don't pay attention, you will lose the expectations and enthusiasm of fans.

One step wrong, step by step wrong.

But no matter how dark the outside world is, in front of their eyes, there are still complicated dance steps, songs, smiles on the stage that must be completed, and a heart that can resist all slander.There is no moment when he wants to see Yu Fei, Wan Xing and Ren Fengfeng, but as a bystander, what can he say when he is influenced by public opinion?

He has never been alone in this world.

In any case, the significant rehearsal is tomorrow, close at hand and within reach.

The second day was particularly gloomy. When boarding the bus to the recording site, the rainstorm was caught off guard and poured down on people's heels, covering the sky and the earth with great momentum.The sky and the earth were instantly blurred, which seemed to conform to the particularly gloomy state of mind of many people.

The violent wind and broad bean-sized raindrops slapped the glass windows, making dangerous tremors and breaking sounds. Outside the window was a heavy city with dark clouds, and the high-floor bus splashed out snow-white waves like a waterfall curtain, cleaning the windows in vain. A dark and depressing forest of high-rise buildings.Leshi was leaning on the car seat with a [-]-degree straight back, his eyes were wide awake, and the repertoire of the performance was playing in his ears. He had no intention of sleeping or resting.

His physical condition still hasn't improved. He should have taken this opportunity to take a short break. The people in the group were all sitting nearby, and they had the same sleepless night. He was bouncing, screaming, and rushing left and right. The air conditioner of the large vehicle had a pungent smell of gasoline, which made people feel anxious and vomit.

In the past week, many people were as stressed and sick as he was, hysterically silent and happy due to stress, especially after being able to freely use mobile phones, the brewing and fermenting of public opinion is subtly affecting everyone's heart.Leshi didn't have the opportunity to get in touch with Yu Fei, and he was devastated just to cope with his own practice.

The solo dance at the beginning was so thin that even Tang Zhiyang couldn't see it. Jiang He originally reserved the free choreography of the pas de deux. The most eye-catching and shocking first act, the two obsessive-compulsives who strive for perfection want to be perfect, Jiang He Said to Le Shi, that was originally his emptiness, no matter how you look at it, a person is an eagle with one wing.

The final decision was that if Leshi's physical condition allowed, then he would go for the whole journey, if not, let Jiang He come.

Le Shi clenched his hands tightly, never once did he feel that he was a drag on the team, and never once did he feel that he was so weak and powerless.

As soon as the phone's screen lit up, a text message jumped into the message bar alone.

A familiar number that is not in the address book.

—I think you should lower your chair and sleep for a while.

He looked over the bubbles of black letters on a gray background and looked at Yu Fei in the front seat. He was sitting near the aisle, with his head bowed, with a baseball cap on his head, showing half of his neck and a little ear tip, and he didn't wear earphones.The stretched shoulders are broad and there are hidden lines, which are clearly strong and simple lines, but inexplicably seem a little lonely and thin.

Le Shi lowered his eyes, wrote, deleted, and deleted the reply column, but it was still blank in the end.

The bubble jumped into another one.

- I'm fine.

The bus stopped, and the red light of the signal light reflected on hundreds of millions of raindrops, casting a hexagonal bright spot on the glass window. When I was playing, I pressed my temples against the knuckles of my index fingers. The music in my ears gradually stopped, and the green light came on. This caused the still sea of ​​cars to flow, and the screen of the mobile phone went to sleep, then suddenly lit up again.

--Do you believe me?

Le Shi closed his eyes and didn't answer.

Although it was a heavy rain, there were still many passionate fans gathered at the scene. The colorful umbrellas were printed with unique cheering words, and the glass raincoats of various colors complemented the bright hand banners. The neon tail is dragged in the sky, and the sound of flashing lights and shutters is almost more majestic and spectacular than raindrops. Although a cordon has been set up beside the passage, and the security guards have opened their arms to evacuate the crowd, the scene is still chaotic.

The vague words of the supervisor sounded softly: "Or go through another passage."

The driver looked distressed: "It's raining, the road is not easy to walk, you should follow the prescribed route. Don't worry, we've arrived at the venue, and nothing will happen."

Yu Fei was going to go down with Zhou Wangyu and the others, but when he got up, he was pulled by the hem of his clothes, and turned his head to meet a pair of clear and calm eyes.

Le Shi's complexion was still extremely bad, with a sickly flush on his two cheekbones, but his gaze was surprisingly firm.

"Let's go."

When Yu Fei entered the arena, there was a moment of silence all around, and the sound of rain immediately broke out, like endless rumors.

He lowered the brim of his hat, lowered his head and quickened his pace, the deep wound on the palm of his hand was painful.

A clear and sharp call broke through the dense layer of rain: "Yu Fei!"

He suddenly raised his head. At that moment, there were absolutely pure joy, gratitude, and hope in his eyes, and the gloomy and frustrated people looked like new, but in the next moment, he saw Le Shi's expression beside him changed. There was a buzzing mutiny, which soon turned into gasps of horror and screams of bewilderment.

All the raindrops are falling in slow motion, alternately bright and bright, colorful things cut through the rain curtain, and come whistling, it is a bright light board, like a brilliant rainbow with his name written on it, towards his forehead Fly away without mercy.There was a slight blank in his mind, which was immediately filled with countless black subtitles of accusations and doubts. With a bang, he closed his eyes tightly, but was hit hard on one side of his body, and he staggered fiercely backwards. supported him from behind.

"thump--!"

His arm was caught, gravity almost pulled Yu Fei to the ground, he restrained his panic, saw everything in the rain clearly, the rain umbrella fell to the ground, and Leshi held onto his hand tightly With his forearm and the other hand covering half of his face, in the utter confusion, he heard Le Shi's painful gasp.

"--Are you OK?"

He stared at Yu Fei with the other eye that was still able to see, and subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief seeing that he was still in shock but safe.The palm of his hand was warm and scorching hot, his left eye was hit with a blurred red cloud, the rain instantly drenched him from head to toe, bright red blood gushed out from between his fingers, his fingers and lips trembled slightly ——

"Are you OK?"

He asked again, in the pouring rain, his voice was very soft, but it was unshakably firm.

Like a poorly worded answer.

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(The lid of the top pot ran away and exploded the powder ring with a dynamite bag, which is a foul smell behavior)

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