I debuted on a talent show with my ex-boyfriend

Kan Junhuan quickly fell asleep on his shoulder.Tang Zhiyang lay down on his body, put him back on the bed, tucked his hands into the quilt, couldn't help holding his hands for a while, trying to warm his palms.

At this time, Baitao and Leshi opened the door with thanks and came in. Seeing Kan Junhuan sleeping, they sat beside him silently. Leshi put down the fruit bag. By the side of his hospital bed, he peeled apples for him.

The sound of the knife cutting the flesh is crisp and soft, rustling.

Baitao spoke softly, almost breathlessly: "He's awake, he doesn't talk to anyone." The apple peel fell into the trash can, "I'm afraid that saving him would be a shocking thing." He feels pain. But no one wants to give up on him, he is very important in many people's hearts. I hope he gets better, but how can he get better?"

Tang Zhiyang lowered his eyes, looking at the pale and restless face in the sunlight.

"Miss Bai," he said suddenly, Baitao responded, cut the apple in his hand into small pieces, and put them into a square glass bowl. Tang Zhiyang asked in a low voice, "Do you have any paper and pen? I want to give it to Jun Huan." Leave some words." Baitao was taken aback, Tang Zhiyang took the heavy bowl in her hand smoothly, Baitao rummaged through her handbag, only found a receipt from the supermarket, and a piece of her eyebrow pencil.

"Use it." Baitao said, "Make do with it."

Tang Zhiyang put the glass bowl away, turned over the receipt for the fruit purchase, put it on his knee, and began to draw lightly.Look serious.

Leshi's phone lit up.

@阿菲: Lele QAQ

@Chips: ?

Selectively ignoring Yu Fei's pile of cute cat expression packs rolling around like a spoiled child, Leshi posted a location.

@阿菲: You are in the hospital, I want to go too.

@Chips: You just woke up.

@阿菲: I was discovered by you, that’s right, I’m so sleepy, my head still hurts.How is senior?

Le Shi briefly recalled Kan Junhuan's current situation, thought about it, and took a picture of the cloudy day outside the ward.

@Chips: [image]

@阿菲: The weather is not very good.Fortunately, some sun.I hope the senior gets better soon.

@阿菲: In the sun.

It's a bit incomprehensible and nonsensical, but Leshi knows what Yu Fei means.

@Chips: I went back at noon.You go take a shower and drink more water.I still have yogurt in my suitcase, if you want to drink, go get it yourself.

Yu Fei stopped replying to his messages, probably got out of bed and took a shower.

Half an hour later, they walked through the bustling crowds of the hospital and returned to the underground parking lot. When they were happy, they opened Weibo and saw that Yu Fei had updated four or five posts. The words are "all is well," sharing a page with the song's lyrics.

"* If I die now, will the world care tomorrow

In your dream, when will there be my shadow

in your eyes, in your dreams

In your heart, I was the only one"

Tang Zhiyang also looked at the lyrics on this page.Leshi likes and reposts, and gently hums the melody of this song.

Baitao heard it, yelled, and fumbled for a while while waiting for the traffic light. The car stereo changed countless songs, and the lyrical drums sounded indistinctly for a long time. A man with a hoarse voice, a vicissitudes of face, but bright eyes.

Through the tobacco smell of the melody, bright eyes watch every listener.

"Pause me, with every breath, let the mind penetrate the deepest secrets

Guide me to grasp the beauty of life"

"Let your heart that stirred for me remember my smile"

……

Back at the training camp, it happened to be lunch time, in order to avoid the fans squatting outside the training camp, Baitao drove the car downstairs to their dormitory, said goodbye in a hurry, wished everyone good luck, and then brought a carful of lyrical rhythms Turn back the same way.

Leshi and Tang Zhiyang sat on the steps near the meeting point, eating rice balls bought at the hospital convenience store.

"Lele. I suddenly had an idea..." Tang Zhiyang said, Le Shi turned to look at him with a serious expression, "It's just an idea, on the final stage. I think I have to do something about Jun Huan, It makes my heart shake...I have to do something. Otherwise, I feel stuffy, like being strangled and suffocated." He stared into Le Shi's eyes, speaking incoherently, his breath was chaotic and tense.

Le Shi tilted his head, but his expression was not puzzled, but clear. After a long pause, he said, "Let's dance. Brother."

"We choreographed a dance. It doesn't matter if it's not on the stage of the finals, or it doesn't matter if it's the version in the practice room. Record these things, these moods." Le Shi explained, putting his hands on his chest, making gestures from time to time, his eyes Shining with hope and sincerity.

The eyes love to touch the sharp reality, but the fiery brightness does not diminish at all.

"It's about madness, life, soul, and love." Le Shi hurriedly said, the sincere and candid appearance is rare, Tang Zhiyang smiled, he knew that Le Shi was trying to capture the spark called inspiration that exploded in his mind, Le Shi was speechless for a while, bit his lower lip, unable to form words, he slumped his shoulders a little dejectedly, and let out a soft sigh.

Tang Zhiyang couldn't help laughing, he raised his hand to rub the hair on the back of Luan Leshi's head, and put it around his shoulders, his forehead and sideburns leaned together, Tang Zhiyang's body smelled of the tropical fruit softener, Leshi wrinkled his nose, not wanting Nasty, but he kind of wants to sneeze.He heard Tang Zhiyang say to him: "Okay. You and I want to go together."

Sitting close to each other and chatting for a while, Tang Zhiyang felt a cold prick on the back of his neck, turned his head to look, and met Yu Fei's very sad eyes.

Le Shi didn't feel anything, turned around and asked, "When did you come?"

Yu Fei was very melancholy: "I don't know when I will come, and I don't know when I will leave."

Leshi: "Speak human words."

The sad young man Yu Fei replied: "I should be under the car, not here."

Tang Zhiyang could hardly hold back his laughter, when he let go of his laughter, he gave the two young people a chance to flirt.

Le Shi didn't know the rotten thing in Yu Fei's heart, hit the nail on the head, and said very coldly: "Don't be jealous."

Yu Fei stopped talking, and sat down next to Le Shi, sulking at the dog's tail grass by the side of the road.

Le Shi looked at him for a while, stretched out his hand in silence, put half of his palm on his forehead, bent the knuckle of his thumb, and rubbed his temple.

Yu Fei hummed in comfort, and looked at him secretly, Le Shi was calm and calm, and nothing happened, he was full of anger, reached out to press Le Shi's face, and rubbed it mischievously.

Le Shi squinted his eyes because of his rubbing, and tried to repeat the same trick when he stretched out his hand. The two twisted together inexplicably, and finally Yu Fei got the upper hand, caught his hands, and got closer all of a sudden, from a slightly higher angle Staring at Leshi's eyes, those stubborn, clear eyes, Leshi was silent for a while, obviously he was convinced.

Le Shi's lips moved, and he said with difficulty: "No."

Yu Fei let go, Qi Sheng smiled.Tang Zhiyang sighed at the childish details of their relationship, and sent a WeChat message to Leshi.

@唐之阳: I think it's normal when I communicate with you, but you and Yu Fei make people look wrong.

@Chips:  …

@唐之阳: Are you three years old or is he three years old?Or are you both just kids? [laugh]

@Chips: Lele is more childish!

Tang Zhiyang looked across the phone screen and saw Yu Fei holding Leshi's phone, and smiled at him happily.

The last stage evaluation, which is related to the debut, should be more strict, but half an hour later, the trainees and mentors sat together on the green shade of the track and field field, surrounded by a dozen people, as if they were at a party. .They saw Li Xiang, who always wore simple and leisurely clothes, Noya, who was wearing a sweatshirt and a tennis cap, and Mei Xiaoxian, whose eyes were blinded by the mild sunlight.

The most astonishing and shocking is Bei Jin.

She gave up her monotonous black, gray and white three-color dress, and her tight and serious bun. She has long straight black hair hanging down to her waist, wearing khaki flared pants, and a white T-shirt with a tight waist. The imposing Zhenghong is no longer the original female devil.She crossed her arms and looked at every trainee who remained until the end, and naturally saw their trembling in surprise and joy.

Li Xiang looked at Bei Jin and made a harmless joke at the beginning: "Ms. Bei is very leisurely today."

Bei Jin glanced at Li Xiang indifferently, nodded, and did not answer.

Li Xiang coughed in embarrassment, clapped his hands vigorously amidst the titters of Wan Xing and Ren Fengfeng, and said in a serious manner: "Okay, I have come to the present in a blink of an eye, from a classroom of 100 people, until now there are only ten people left in front of me , This heart is really full of emotion. But the debut stage still has to continue, even though everything you do now, most of them can be crowned as 'the last time'."

Noya laughed: "Ms. Li is so sensational! Maybe we will have many opportunities to work together in the future. Don't worry, everyone, this stage, not only you will do your best, but we as mentors will also do our best."

Mei Xiaoxian continued with a straight voice: "How do you go all out——"

Bei Jin looked indifferent as he was forced to do business: "For all stages, in terms of overall planning, or arrangement and choreography, we will not be stingy with our own resources, and we will do our best to help everyone."

The trainees all showed surprise and cheered for this decision.

"But," Li Xiang smiled, and said in a leisurely manner, "Everyone must create a corresponding stage. The program group gives you the most freedom to create. The ten trainees need to complete the supporting stage within ten days. From a group stage on the night of debut, and free combination of three small teams to create three short programs."

The sky immediately turned to heavy rain: "Ten days?"

"It means that we have to learn two programs in ten days? No way, no way—people are gone."

Bei Jin said coldly: "Big shows are as important as personal presentations, and both are indispensable."

"Mr. Bei, don't scare them." Li wanted to smooth things over, "There is another piece of good news. You still remember that after the third performance stage, we asked in the interview, 'What do you expect the dormitory room to be like? Yes, who do you want to be roommates with?"

"Remember--!"

Noya clapped his palms together, and said with a bright smile: "In the next ten days, everyone will sleep together in a big house, create their own songs, and enjoy the last happy time before debut." Jing, was immediately startled by the ups and downs, great joy and great sorrow, and hugged each other happily.

Bei Jin tapped and tapped: "Remember to write songs."

Mei Xiaoxian lazily said, "Hahaha... Teacher Bei, please don't be like this. You procrastinate when you release your own song, and you don't hand in the track until the last day. It's no big deal to let them have fun, anyway, you are not Because of this incident, did the team that was still on vacation overseas be recalled urgently? After so many years, the team of "Snow Country" gathered together, it is really a grand event."

Bei Jin didn't make any waves, and the corner of his eye twitched: "I call it excellence."

"Keep improving, brackets, no tears when the coffin is missing."

Bei Jin was furious, pursed her lips tightly, and remained silent.

Li Xiang summed it up with a smile: "I'm announcing for the last time that everyone's last variety show in "Chuang Puppet" is now starting."

It was a large single-family villa near the university town. The program team obviously spent a lot of money on decoration. The modern and simple style of the Japanese-style residence is surrounded by glass doors with good light, and the fabric with the LOGO of "Creation Idol" is hung on the front door. house number.

The courtyard is lush with flowers and plants. There is a transparent glass greenhouse next to the main house, and the cut path behind the house leads to a large open-air soup pool.

Under the eaves of the wooden structure, wind chimes suitable for summer are hung, swaying in the breeze.

They had arrived at the house at dusk, and for a moment, out of the humdrum school environment, all seemed new and happy.

The dormitory area is arranged on the second floor, and the first floor is the gym and practice area, ranging from recording studios to dance practice rooms.

There are elegant and exquisite dry mountains and rivers along the way. Yuan Hongshan and Zhou Wangyu walked slowly side by side, looking slowly, and sometimes pointing out a few words about the way of decoration design. The family background of the two people is extraordinary, and which famous artist the paintings on the wall are from? Even Yuan Hongshan can tell a dusty secret history.

Yu Fei and Le Shi had a great time listening, and Yu Fei took pictures with his mobile phone all the way, and he was happy to share with him any details he found when he was having fun.

Talking back to the discussion he had with Tang Zhiyang earlier, Yu Fei was taking pictures of a branch of old apricot that came obliquely through the door. Do you write songs?"

"It's not 'you'." Leshi corrected him, "It's 'us'."

"It's 'everyone'." Yu Fei widened his range and looked at Leshi with squinted smiles. The camera pulled them down who were idle and lazy, and chased after Zhou and Yuan who were popularizing art knowledge.

The walkway close to the backyard gradually became quiet, only the sound of wind chimes, sweeping slightly one after another, and the sound of Wan Xing and Ren Fengfeng laughing in the distance, with a crash, someone jumped into the pool.

The setting sun was slowly falling from the eaves, and the orange-red chicken-like sun slowly fell into the eyes of the two of them from among the dazzling golden clouds.

"Something must be left behind," Leshi looked at the sun falling in slow motion, Yu Fei was silent for a long time, Leshi turned to look at him, but found that he was holding his mobile phone to him, taking pictures of his silhouette in the sunset, Le Shi stretched out his hand to block it, "Why are you filming me?"

His wrist was held by Yu Fei.

"You said you wanted to keep something. I want to keep you." Yu Fei smiled, their hands hanging down, Yu Fei's fingers squeezed into the gap between Le Shi's fingers one by one, and the fingers interlocked.

"When I see the sun, I think of things far away. It is the concept of life, madness, and soul that you mentioned. Sometimes it may feel vague, but when I see, hear, and feel these scenery, Everything abstract becomes concrete.”

"When I see this old apricot tree that is growing very well, I see the clouds in the ward that you photographed, and the seniors in the ward, I think of life; when I see the sun that is about to sink, I think of madness; when I hear the wind and the wind Xiao Xing's call and laughter, and the very old and ancient words that came out of Zhou Zhou and Shan Shan's mouth reminded me of the eternal soul residing in the young body."

He was closer to Leshi, Leshi raised his head and listened to his words with all his attention, Yu Fei's palms tightened.

"And when I touch your palm and see your eyes, I think of love."

"Remember the screenshot of the lyrics page I posted today?" Yu Fei put the phone back into his pocket, and gently stroked the corner of Le Shi's eyes with the fingertips of his other hand. His voice was low and deep, somewhere between ambiguous and While awake, "If I die now, the beauty of life, dreams, and flowers will never disappear. I want to write a song for 'him' and for 'everyone'."

"Tell them I don't want to leave, the scenery of the world is still there. And I love all the fiery scenery."

Le Shi listened quietly and didn't speak for a long time, but he smiled involuntarily, maintaining the posture of raising his head and eyes, and smiled at Yu Fei.

"It's because I'm not very good at expressing," Le Shi said softly, but there was not obvious joy in his voice, "But it doesn't matter, you are by my side."

As the sun set, Le Shi lightly touched Yu Fei's cheek with the back of his hand before the golden thread was completely buried in the mountains.

The smile in Yu Fei's eyes flickered, he lowered his head, and with the same light heart, he kissed Le Shi's forehead lightly.

Five minutes later, Yu Fei updated a photo on Weibo.

Dusk, sunset, blurred silhouettes of people.

Leshi stood by the door, half light, half shadow.

The old film-like light only clearly outlines the upper half of Leshi's face, the broken hair on the forehead, the line of the bridge of the nose, and the moist warm golden light in the eyes.

He watched the sinking sun, and Yu Fei watched him.

The author says:

* Gao Qi's "If I Die Now" is finished, the CPF is about to blow up again.Thanks for watching!