Cannon Fodder First Love[Transmigration Book]

As the door was pushed open, the voices in the room also entered his ears. The people inside were discussing the performance of the previous actors in a low voice, and he heard Cao Yichen's name mentioned several times during the words:

"I think Cao Yichen has a lot of feeling when he just acted. He played Shen Nan's depression and contradictions very well."

"Cao Yichen's performance is indeed good, but it is still a little bit short of my ideal Shen Nan, and it still lacks a little feeling."

"But Cao Yichen is already the strongest in this group of actors, what if there is no suitable one in the future?"

"Let's have a look again. If there is nothing more suitable, let him come over and try..."

It should have heard the sound of him opening the door, and the voices in the room suddenly stopped here.

Li Ge had no intention of inquiring into the thoughts of the director team, so he pretended he hadn't heard anything, walked quickly into the door and then closed the door with his backhand, then walked to the middle of the room and stood facing the judges, bowed slightly and followed The person opposite said hello: "Hi everyone, I'm number 12, Li Ge, and the role I'm auditioning for is Shen Nan."

After listening to his self-introduction, Director Yu, who was sitting in the seat, raised his eyebrows and looked at him first. The expression in his eyes seemed to be very satisfied with his appearance.

As the protagonist of this play, the biggest advantage of Shen Nan's character is a face that is so indistinguishable that both men and women are fascinated by it. In this regard, Li Ge's appearance can be said to fit perfectly.

However, there are many actors in the circle who have a good-looking face. Even if the appearance meets the standard, it may not necessarily be able to keep up with the strength, so the director didn't say much after looking at the actor in front of him. He just asked: "Which one are you going to audition for?"

"After the heroine was killed, the scene where Shen Nan was struggling in the rain." Li Ge reported the scene he was going to audition for, but saw that several people in the jury seat opposite showed slightly surprised expressions.

He knew why they were surprised, but not surprised.This scene is the most important turning point in the whole story of the hero Shen Nan, and it is also one of the biggest highlights of the whole play, but it is also the most challenging part of the whole play.

Usually during the audition, in order to obtain a form that is more beneficial to them, most actors will choose relatively conservative audition clips, which can show their acting skills without exposing too many shortcomings. Challenging the most difficult scene in the whole play.

Li Ge admitted that he would choose this scene because he really wanted to compete with Cao Yichen in choosing a scene, but the most important thing is that he has confidence in his acting skills. Based on his years of acting skills in his previous life, he wants to perform It is not difficult to express a person's inner struggle.

So when faced with the astonishment of the judges, he still looked calm, as if he didn't think there was any difficulty.

Regarding his indifferent attitude, everyone in the jury was a little impressed, and even Director Yu had a better impression of him.

"Then prepare yourself, let's start." Director Yu took the initiative to say something, his tone was softer than before.Seeing this, Li Ge nodded in response, then closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and when he opened his eyes again, his eyes had changed.

"Entering the show in an instant, it seems that the foundation is quite solid."

"That's the look, absolutely!"

"Don't talk, don't affect him."

......

The judges looked at the person in the middle and whispered for a while, and was finally stopped by Director Yu in a low voice. However, Li Ge in the middle was not affected at all. He seemed to be completely immersed in the role, and he had truly become the one in the middle. A man named Shen Nan.

In the story, Shen Nan is a high school student from a poor family. Because of his excellent grades, he was exceptionally admitted to a key school. Not only was he exempted from all tuition and other tuition and miscellaneous fees, but he also received poverty subsidies and scholarships from the school every year. Opportunities to continue your studies on campus.

And grateful for the school's help to him, Shen Nan has always believed that only by studying hard can he be worthy of the help he received, so he spends the rest of his time studying except eating and sleeping every day.

In the beginning, Shen Nan's school life was very peaceful, and the turning point of things began with a meeting with the school bully.

The school bully is the son of the school director. He is handsome and has money in his family. Even if his grades are at the bottom of the school and his temper is so bad, there are still many people who pursue him, and there is no limit to men and women. I heard that the boyfriend and girlfriend he has dated, There are dozens if not hundreds, and there are more people outside scrambling to succeed.

Ordinarily, such a character is not suitable for Shen Nan, but Shen Nan has a very good-looking face, so I can see that even though he sits in the classroom and hardly goes out every day, his photo and name are still spreading in the school forum. Yes, and because of her seldom-sociable personality, she was given the title of iceberg beauty.

Such a person is destined to receive countless attention, especially Shen Nan's academic performance has always been ranked first in his grade, and he has been named and performed by the school leaders every time.

At the beginning, the school bully didn't pay much attention to him. As a school bully, skipping classes is a daily operation, and people who don't study have always looked down on those who have studied well, so even if he knows Shen Nan's name I have never paid attention to or seen it.

Until one evening self-study, he met Shen Nan who happened to be sick and went to the school infirmary on the way to skip class. From then on, he was shocked to see that the other party was Shen Nan, the iceberg beauty who rejected others thousands of miles away. Also followed by aroused.

Since then, the school tyrant has pursued Shen Nan in different ways, and all kinds of gifts and flowers have come in an endless stream, and because of his high-profile actions, Shen Nan has gradually been pushed to the forefront, and he has become the favorite of all the school's favorite school girls. The bully's students are the target of public criticism.

However, the school bully was always rejected by him.

This kind of cognition made the suitors of the school bully even more angry, but at the beginning they were still scruples about the school bully and resisted making a sound, until the school bully was rejected by Shen Nan and lost patience, directly threw people aside and then switched target.

Shen Nan, who thought he was finally freed from this, fell into the vortex of campus violence. Since then, he was deliberately isolated in class, insulted and cursed with vicious words, locked in a cubicle when going to the toilet, and then stalked by others. Head poured cold water, went back to the dormitory and found that the sheets and quilt covers had been touched, and when they were lifted, they were full of all kinds of disgusting bugs. , was insulted and criticized more than once, and even forced him to put on a skirt to take pictures of him...

And such things have almost become commonplace in Shen Nan's life.

Such a situation has obviously seriously affected his life, and Shen Nan has reported it to his teacher more than once, and the teacher has also talked to the classmates who bullied him, but those people obediently apologized and admitted their mistakes in the office. It will only insult him more and more.

Shen Nan's personality is not very extroverted, and because he spends most of his time studying, he doesn't have many friends. Therefore, when he suffered from these things, Wei Wei, the only female classmate who was close to him in the whole school, was willing to stand up and defend Except for him, most of the rest are indifferent, or those suitors who are afraid of the school bully don't dare to say anything at all.

So amid repeated campus violence, Shen Nan's character became more and more silent, and eventually even suffered from depression.

After tormenting Shen Nan to the point where he was not human or ghostly, the group of campus bullies moved on to the next target, but because of a certain mistake, they accidentally pushed someone off the teaching building, causing the student to die on the spot.

This scene happened to be seen by Shen Nan and the female tablemate who were passing by. The female tablemate happened to be holding a mobile phone to take a picture. In a panic, she pressed the wrong button and took a picture of this scene by accident.

At first, both of them were very scared, but after watching the victim's parents crying in despair and the killers pretending nothing happened, the school forcibly expelled the victim's parents and compensated them. As an act of concluding this incident, the girl at the same table finally couldn't help the condemnation of conscience, contacted the victim's parents to tell the truth, and promised to testify for them in court.

Shen Nan was dragged along by his female deskmate, and he was naturally included in this list of witnesses, but the long-term experience of being violent had long since worn out his courage, so from the victim's parents' home After he came out, he categorically refused to testify in court.

The female deskmate was naturally disappointed with his choice and reprimanded him more than once, but in the end she had no choice but to accept it, showing that she was enough alone.

Just the night before submitting the evidence to the court, the female deskmate and the victim's parents had a car accident, and the materials and mobile phone they prepared were all taken away. Before she died, the female deskmate took the victim's mother's mobile phone and called him. I made a phone call, hoping that he could seek justice for the dead classmate.

The scene that Li Ge wants to perform is Shen Nan's intense inner struggle after receiving the call.

"...Xiao Wei?" Shen Nan called out the familiar name cautiously, but his expression changed from the vigilance when he received a strange call at the beginning, to the relaxation when he heard the familiar voice from inside, and then he could hear the other end of the phone clearly. The tone of the person who was obviously wrong became tense again: "Your voice...what's wrong with you?"

The person on the other end of the phone didn't know what to say, Shen Nan's expression turned pale in an instant, the mobile phone by his ear seemed to be heavy, his hand holding the phone was shaking so much that he could hardly hold it steady, his lips trembled for a long time but he couldn't hold it. Say half a sentence.

"...where are you..." Shen Nan's voice was obviously hoarse when he spoke again, endless fear was suppressed in his voice, trembling like a dead leaf blown by the wind, blowing up with the wind Ups and downs, the next second will be broken into pieces.

"No, Xiao Wei, you know, I..." Something else was said on the other end of the phone, Shen Nan looked a little excited, but the expression on his face became paler, but before he could say anything After finishing speaking, he seemed to be shocked by the person on the other end of the phone, and his whole body showed a state of emptiness.

In a short period of time, countless complex emotions such as fear, struggle, pain, guilt, and despair flashed in his eyes. Although he didn't say a word, the people who looked at him deeply felt the pain he felt at this moment. With the intense emotion in his heart, his heart was also pulled into a ball in an instant, wishing to rush over to give him a tight hug, even if it could bring him a little comfort.

The mobile phone suddenly fell off from the palm of his hand and hit the floor with a "bang" sound, which also hit the hearts of everyone present, but the owner of the mobile phone seemed to have not noticed it at all. The person still maintained the previous posture, but his expression gradually became dull and dazed. His eyes were gradually stained red, and then tears dripped down from his eye sockets, leaving trails of twists and turns on his face. meandering traces.

This kind of silent crying is the most heart-wrenching. Although she is still as bright as Hua, she has to suppress her nature because of the darkness she has suffered.

Seeing the young man standing alone in the center crying silently, the surrounding people were also affected by his emotions, their eyes turned red, and some even couldn't help covering their mouths and began to cry softly.

"...I promise you." After a long time, the young man murmured in a hoarse voice, as if making a promise to someone, and the expression on his face gradually became firm following this sentence.He slowly bent down to pick up the phone, ignoring that the top had already been cracked in countless marks, he lightly patted off the dust and put it back in his pocket, then walked towards the front obliquely.

It was as if nothing had happened, but there was no light in the boy's eyes anymore.

......

The performance is over here, Li Ge adjusted his state, walked back to the middle position and bowed to the judges, "My performance is over."

The surroundings were quiet for a while, and then someone was the first to react and started to applaud involuntarily, and then more people started to applaud, and the applause in the room instantly rang out.

"The performance was very good." Amidst the applause, Director Yu in the middle of the judges' seat also said, his voice sounded a little hoarse, and his eyes were a little red, "But I have a question to ask you. Finally erase the last gleam of light in Shen Nan's eyes?"

In fact, when watching the last moment, Director Yu had already figured out what he felt was missing before, but after watching Li Ge's performance, he wanted to hear the other party's understanding and see what he would say.

"Before being bullied by the campus, Shen Nan was grateful to the school, so even after being bullied later, he still expressed his trust and dependence on the school, but the death of his classmate shook his heart and remained steadfast belief, so when the female deskmate offered to testify in court, he refused."

"However, the female tablemate's deliberate car accident became the last straw that overwhelmed him."

"If the school's help to him made him feel grateful, then as the only person in the school who cared about him and stood up for him, the female deskmate in his heart was the only light in the darkness, but this light was taken away by him. The object of his gratitude is brutally erased."

"Shen Nan still suffers from depression. Gratitude and light are the last motivation and belief that support him, and it is also the humble evidence that makes him believe that there is still beauty in the world. However, when the only support in life completely collapsed at this moment , even if he finally decides to stick to justice, but for him, life has long since lost any meaning.”

"So, I think his psychology at this time should be more numb than despair."

Li Ge's words clearly analyzed Shen Nan's psychology clearly, and it was enough to show how much thought he had put into it.Director Yu originally just wanted to ask him what he thought casually, but he didn't expect him to say something so profound. At the moment, he was shocked by the other party's words, but at the same time, it also made his impression of Li Ge even deeper.

The other judges were also very satisfied with Li Ge's performance. Seeing Director Yu's expression now, someone asked his opinion in a low voice, "Director Yu, then Shen Nan's character..."

"It's him!" Director Yu directly made the decision to confirm the person, and then ordered his assistant to call Li Ge's manager to come in. He himself took the lead and talked about the role of Shen Nan.

And from the dialogue, it also made him more aware of Li Ge's understanding of the script, and some small questions that he occasionally asked pointed to the essence, and the big ideas also coincided with his thoughts.

Moreover, when talking about Li Ge, he has a certain amount of advances and retreats, and he is polite without losing his own opinions. Such an attitude makes people feel more comfortable. The more Yu Dao chatted with him, the more speculative he became. In the end, he even felt that he had been with him for many years. The illusion that he discussed with his old friends, it is obvious that he has only known each other since the audition just now, and the age of the other party is just 20 years old.

However, the people who get along with each other are always regardless of age, and this idea is just because the director shook his mind and then he threw it out of his mind. The two of them kept chatting like this until Li Ge's manager walked in with his assistant. This is the end of the conversation.

The signing here was also very smooth. Director Yu has the absolute right to decide the casting of his works, so the rest is just a battle between Jin Li and the other party to fight for Li Ge's interests.However, because of Li Ge's outstanding performance, coupled with the director's attitude towards him, and Li Ge's popularity recently, Jinli didn't need much effort to get the most suitable price for Li Ge, and finally signed the contract smoothly. .

After signing the contract here, and finalizing some things about joining the group, Li Ge went out with his manager to say hello to Director Yu and left.

As soon as he came out of the room, Li Ge's smile gradually faded, and when he took the elevator, he looked sideways at Jin Li: "Sister Jin, I won't be walking with you for a while, Brother Han is in the parking lot."

"..." Jin Li glanced at him and said numbly, "...OK."

After thinking about it, he looked around again, and whispered, "Be careful yourself."

Li Ge responded, just as the elevator arrived, he didn't speak any more.When the elevator stopped on the first floor, all the people in the elevator got out, Jin Li greeted him and then left, leaving Li Ge alone in the elevator.

After waiting for the people to leave, the last trace of smile on Li Ge's face also disappeared. He silently watched the elevator door slowly close, watched the numbers on the display jump to the first floor and then to the second floor, and finally The elevator door opened again with a ding.

The light outside the elevator was a bit dim, but Li Ge's heartbeat became faster and faster in the darkness. In the end, he could only hear his heartbeat beating in his ears, as if he wanted to get out of his chest.

As his heartbeat increased, his breathing gradually became more rapid, as if the oxygen in the air had been gradually drained, making his chest a little tight and his head becoming unclear.

The physical discomfort affected Li Ge's emotions, making him desperately want to see that person and throw himself into his arms, and it would be best if he could do something else.

Such thoughts occupied his entire brain, causing him to quickly take out his mobile phone and call Du Hanzheng, then looked around anxiously when the phone rang, and then ran wildly in the direction where the phone rang, He didn't even care about the phone being connected.

Finally, he stood in front of the man's car.

Then he opened the co-pilot's door and sat in as soon as he was short. Before the man in the driver's seat could speak, he leaned over and hugged him, and then took the initiative to keep his mouth shut.

There was a bit of impatience in the movements, and he didn't even bother to close the co-pilot's door.

Therefore, he couldn't see that, at the diagonal rear of the car, a figure secretly filmed the scene of him and someone kissing each other in the car.

The author has something to say: Er Zai, although car sex is exciting, it is also risky.

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