[Comprehensive manga] Ruiguang

Whether it was the beginning of the turning point when I was kicked out of the bungalow two years ago, or the bloody scene after the death of those two people, these memories that I don't want to touch anymore are still lingering, tightly entangled with me every night.

Looking at my mother's still face, I can feel a little relieved, and the fear in my heart seems to be less intense.

After selling the old house in Kitazaki Town, I moved to Kanagawa with my mother. Kanagawa is no better than Tokyo. No one here knows that the so-called president of Aihara Real Estate was killed by his daughter. Of course, no one should have knew.

Before I was dismissed by the bookstore proprietress Yu Tian three days ago, I spent half a year safely in Kanagawa and restarted. No one really knew about that.

I don't know what kind of source the news came from, Yutian suddenly put on a solemn expression and said the same thing as when I was fired by Shicun more than half a year ago.

"Junko...we may not be able to keep you here anymore...because of that accident...well, that..."

Yu Tian's words faltered, but I knew exactly what she wanted to say.

Because I'm a "unarrestable murderer with no evidence," and I know it.I took the envelope containing the salary, bowed to Amada, and left.

After leaving the bookstore, I was both sad and scared, took a deep breath, pulled the corners of my mouth forcefully, and smiled.

Obviously, my mother and I started to live the most ordinary life, why did that incident appear like a nightmare again, and refused to let me go.

I thought of the raincoat I had left at the entrance of the bungalow, and the two people lying in a pool of blood in the bedroom. These images began to play clearly in my mind.And after the incident, those cold eyes that looked at me like a murderer.

I suddenly hated the murderer who killed Aihara Masaoyuki and Mayu. Compared to being mistaken for a murderer, I would rather be the murderer. In this way, the grievances and hatred in my heart can be vented under the stabbing of a knife come out.

"Ah Chun? What are you looking at? I'm full." My mother's voice brought me out of the shadow of memories.

There was some cold warmth from my mother's palm on my face, and she was looking at me softly.

"Well, okay, does mom still want to eat fruit?"

The corners of the lips that kept rising were a little sore, my face seemed to have been petrified, and I was still able to maintain such a sour and painful smile.

Sometimes I am really helpless. Instead of resenting those untouchable pictures, I am even more hateful. I have never hated myself so much for being so incompetent.I once thought about committing suicide, but there is still a bondage that binds me in this world. This bondage is beautiful but it makes my heart ache.

Looking at my mother's face, because she had a nervous breakdown two years ago, her expression has always been a little dazed.My mother is my only salvation in this world. Being able to look at my mother makes me feel like I own the world, even if it is a sunless and cold world.

After feeding my mother dinner, she refused me to peel the fruit for her, and pulled me and said some illogical words to me. I knew that her mental state was starting to become unstable again.It was not too early after seeing the time, I coaxed her to sleep, and then gently exited the ward.

The aisle of the hospital remained unchanged and cold. I walked out from the end where the lights were darkest, putting away the tiring smirk on my face.

No matter how cold and cruel the reality is, I still know the meaning of my existence. Two years ago, there were two, but after moving to Kanagawa, there is only one.

Protect my mother well, she is my whole world.

The heavy rain was still falling, and I could only stop under the eaves at the entrance of the hospital.Looking up at the eaves with some distress, the rain curtain seems to hang a hazy veil on the vision, making it difficult for me to see things in the distance.

"Ah, I'm in trouble..." The rain was too heavy, and I'm afraid that as long as I rushed out a few steps, my whole body would be soaked immediately.I can't get sick over this.

Anxiously wanting to go out, but after just a few seconds of reaching out the hand outside the eaves, water accumulated in the palm of the hand.

"If you don't mind, you can use this umbrella ~ 0v0"

A transparent umbrella appeared in the field of vision, with water droplets that may have not dried before.I looked up along the handle of the umbrella, and the one holding the umbrella was a blond-haired teenager. He was so tall that I had to raise my head to face his face.

"Here, here's another umbrella." Seeing that I didn't reply, he pushed the umbrella towards me again.I stared at his face and still didn't speak, but he waved his hands in a panic, "Don't get me wrong! I'm definitely not an idiot who uses an umbrella to seduce female high school students, because you seem to be very distressed when you don't have an umbrella ...Look, I am also Haichang's student!"

He pointed to my uniform, then tugged at his own.

I looked at his face quietly. His skin seemed to be fairer and more delicate than that of a girl, and his facial features were exquisite and beautiful. The most impressive thing was the naturally upturned eyeliner at the corners of his eyes.

But what fascinates me is not only the good looks, but also every energetic expression, just like the color of his blond hair, shining as if illuminated by light.

"……thanks."

I thanked me softly, took the transparent little umbrella in a daze, and suddenly felt a very subtle feeling in my heart.

Perhaps it was after the accident two years ago that I thought I had seen through the reality. After all, since then, no one has ever sympathized with or helped me.In my conception, the reality is only cold and ruthless, just like the current rainstorm.

After the blond boy handed me the umbrella, he turned and walked towards another boy not far from him, whose eyebrows were a bit too thick.His walking posture was a little twisted, and I immediately put my eyes on his left foot, and the center of gravity of my body was on the other side, probably because my left foot was injured.

"Huase, why are you so slow! It's just an umbrella and it's not just asking you to ask for someone's mobile phone number, so slow... Hurry up and come here!"

"But Kasamatsu-senpai, my left foot hurts ∑(っ°Д°;)っ..."

"Who told you to fight for the ball desperately during practice... Tsk, come here quickly, why are you so dazed!"

"Hey, Kasamatsu-senpai, QWQ..."

I don't know what to use to describe these two people, watching them walk into the hospital silently.Even though the boy known as Kasamatsu-senpai looked disgusted, he still took the blond boy's hand and helped him walk to the hospital.

In such a rainy night, I seemed to see light around them.

Watching the moment of their conversation, I felt an unprecedented feeling in my heart. This feeling made me want to smile. It was a smile from the heart, not to prevent people from seeing that I wanted to cry. Fake laugh.

Back to the state where I was standing alone under the eaves, the sound of the heavy rain hitting the ground was like a dark roar, I sighed, opened the small transparent umbrella handed to me by the blond boy, and walked into the in the rain.