[Comprehensive manga] Ruiguang

The sky was terribly gloomy, I looked up and saw that woman's face was still bright and beautiful, she was smiling, her lips with cherry-colored lip gloss were so moist that there was no lip line.

"Have you thought it through? Are you planning to show your sincerity?"

The hunting wind rustled the bushes in the front yard of the bungalow, and soon there were raindrops in the sky. Standing in the rain through the whole body.

"Ah, it's raining. I don't want the raindrops blowing into the house." After she finished speaking, she turned around and was about to close the door.

At that moment, I almost gave up thinking and knelt down decisively.There was a crisp knock between the bluestone slab in front of the door and the knees, and the bare knees were instantly pierced by the coldness of the bluestone slab.Instead of yelling out in pain, I bit my lip hard.

The woman heard this movement and turned back to face me.I looked up at her, the rain was hitting my face so I couldn't fully open my eyes.

"and then?"

Her voice was still so gentle, but I felt a pain in my chest as if I had been trampled on. Compared with the pain of my knee hitting the bluestone slab, I felt that my heart was more hurt.

"Please borrow money to help me, please."

"What did you say? I didn't hear you."

She acted like she didn't understand anything, I knew she definitely did it on purpose, absolutely!I bit my lip hard, desperately trying to calm down the resentment and humiliation in my heart, seeing her calm expression, I could only just be patient.

"Please borrow money to help me, please!" I said very loudly, almost shouting.I stared at her fiercely, knowing that my eyes would never yield to her. The moment I knelt down, I made up my mind to get back all the humiliation on her sooner or later.

"The eyes are good, but what I want is sincerity, not your eyes that make me angry." As she said this, she took a step forward, and grabbed her slender white palm with her manicure. My hair was pressed down hard, forcing me to bow my head to her, "What are you begging me for? I didn't hear clearly."

Her sharp and high-pitched voice was mixed with the sound of the wind and rain. I wanted to raise my head, but she pressed my head hard, so that I could only be in the posture of bowing my head and kneeling in front of her.

No one has ever humiliated me like this, grievances, resentment and despair erupted in the bottom of my heart in an instant, and the depths of my nasal cavity began to sore, I knew I wanted to cry, any time was fine, but only in front of this woman, I must never show The appearance of being weak.

I tried my best to hold back the tears, and my chest felt a dull soreness under the pressure.

"Please borrow money to help me, please!" The voice was full of sorrow, and the volume was deliberately raised to amplify my trembling.

The strength on her head disappeared, and her soft voice came from above, "Well, it's almost there, I forgive you for what happened in the morning, kneel here and wait, I'll go get you the money."

The whole body was soaked by the heavy rain and was icy cold, just like the heart that had been paralyzed at this moment.

When I took the money and walked on the street in a trance, the heavy rain was still ruthlessly washing over the city. Even so, I was rushing to the hospital as fast as possible.The completely soaked clothes are like a heavy burden, slowing down my walking speed.

The hospital called me. I couldn’t hear what the doctor on the other end of the phone said in the heavy rain, but I could still guess the general meaning from individual words, and asked me to go there as soon as possible to complete the payment so that I could proceed to the next step of examination. .

In desperation, I didn't pay attention to the traffic lights. The sharp brake sound and continuous horns woke me up. The red lights seemed a bit hazy in the rain. I bowed slightly to apologize to the car owner, and retreated behind the zebra crossing.Unexpectedly, it almost hit my car and stopped by the side of the road.

I didn't pay attention to the car, but there was a voice calling my name from the rolled down window.

"Lan Yuan?"

I squinted my eyes and looked into the car, the gray-haired boy was looking at me seriously.

"The Department of Traces?"

The intersection with Atobe Keigo is nothing more than the most official work handover in the student union. He is the president of the student union, and I am the vice president, that's all.

"The trace department..."

I called his name again, trembling with helplessness.Obviously, the intersection with him was all official communication without emotion, but seeing him appearing in front of me at this moment, I felt like I had found support.

I didn't shed tears when Lan Yuan Changzhi scolded me for that woman, and I didn't cry when I knelt in front of that woman and begged her to lend me money, but at this moment, the infinite grievance broke through the wall in my heart.Tears were like an unstoppable stream, gushing out from the sore eye sockets, mixing with the rain on his face.

After Keigo Atobe spoke a few words to the driver, the driver got off the driver's seat, took an umbrella and walked in front of me, "Master Jingwu asked you to get in the car first."

After he finished speaking, he opened the back seat door for me. I glanced at Keigo Atobe who was sitting in the back seat. He frowned, as if he was urging me to get up quickly and stop wasting time.

I bowed vigorously to him and said thank you loudly, but he just urged me to hurry up.

The moment I closed the car door, I felt that the world suddenly became very quiet. The noise of the rainstorm was cut off. There was classical music in the car that I could not understand, and there was a faint scent of roses. Keigo Atobe asked lightly. Asked me, "Where are you going?"

"Tokyo General Hospital, please, thank you!"

I know that I must be in a mess now, and Keigo Atobe must have seen it, although he has been looking ahead and not focusing on me.

I was so wet that I quickly wet the cushion of the seat. I apologized hastily, but Keigo Atobe didn't blame me, and told me in a calm tone where the towels are for me to take them myself.

Keigo Atobe didn't ask me anything, like the bruise on my knee, why I was walking alone in the rain, and why I was crying.I believe he must be able to see that I was crying, just to maintain my dignity, he didn't mention a word.

He left immediately after sending me to the hospital, I don't know how to thank him, he just told me not to affect the work of the student union.

My mother was quickly sent for an examination. The nurse in charge of her saw my pale face and asked me to change into her clothes first, and made me hot tea.

I understand very well that I must not fall down now, I want to live a good life, how can I fall down before that woman dies?My mother is so fragile, I want to protect her well.

I stayed in the hospital that night, maybe because I was unwilling, I didn't even get off my body. Unexpectedly, I didn't get sick at all even though I was drenched in the rain.

The mother on the hospital bed was sleeping peacefully, and it was still raining heavily outside.The sound of the rain scared me, and I moved closer to my mother, but the dark ward still made me feel more scared than ever.

I held my mother's hand tightly, and I didn't cry anymore. I hope that when she wakes up, she sees me who is not hurt or troubled.I tried to forget the grievance and pain in my heart, and raised the corners of my lips.

Probably from this time on, there is only this expression left in my world. No matter what my true mood is, there will only be smiles on my face, only smiles.