[Comprehensive manga] Ruiguang

As if the pause button had been pressed, my presence seemed heretical, and everyone's attention turned from the basketball rolling down at my feet to me.

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After the teenagers stared at me silently for a few seconds, the commotion resumed.

"It's a girl, a cute girl! Oh, oh, Oupai... so right! In the next practice match, I decided to fight for the girl..."

"Fight against your size, Moriyama! You were the one who missed the pass just now!"

I also looked in the direction of the boys. To be precise, I was just looking at the blond boy. Similarly, he must have recognized me.There is no particular emotion in the golden brown eyes. I think he may have left a bad impression on me.

This situation is a bit embarrassing for me, although other people don't know what happened between me and the blond boy.It's just my one-sidedness, and I feel a little ashamed.

"I'm sorry... I just came in to shelter from the rain..." I folded my arms, the soaked uniform shirt was tightly pressed against my body, and my hair was already wet against my skin, "If you bother me, I'd better go out. "

"It doesn't matter if you stay here if it doesn't affect the training."

This is what another boy who was with the blond boy at the entrance of the hospital that night said. I don’t know if he recognizes me, or maybe he just looks at me now, purely out of kindness.

"Kise, what are you looking at! Go and get the ball back! If you can, get someone a towel." After the boy promised me to stay in the gym, he raised his foot and kicked the blond boy on the back.From his words, I learned the name of the blond boy, Kise.

In fact, I want to ask his name directly and get to know him dignifiedly.

I stared blankly at Huang Lai running towards me, his expression was still calm, he didn't smile at me like the few times we met before.I think it is definitely because of the stupid things I did that led to this. I regret it, really, really regret it.

"Use this."

He handed me a snow-white towel and said nothing more. After picking up the basketball that rolled down at my feet, he didn't even give me time to say thank you, and ran to the court again.

I wiped my hair with a towel, feeling slightly sad in my heart.

Meeting Kise was like meeting sunshine for me.Even though I haven't spoken a few words to him at all, even though I'm not familiar with him at all, I'm always hoping that he can stand beside me for a longer time, and I can see him smiling .

Maybe it's because he looks really handsome, or maybe it's because of what Eriko calls a girl's heart.Kise's existence is like a luminous body, and since I met him, he has been constantly attracting me.

So what am I looking forward to?Is Aihara Junko alone enough?

Finally, such a voice in my heart interrupted all my thoughts.

I didn't stay in the gymnasium for a long time, but the rain was still falling. After I left the gymnasium, I just stood under the eaves outside the tube, waiting for when the rain would become lighter.

The wind mixed with raindrops blows over the body, and the soaked shirt has no effect of keeping warm at all.This kind of coldness that I have experienced countless times, with a chill that seems to be piercing into the bones, spreads throughout the body bit by bit.

A short time later, the doors of the gymnasium reopened, and the teenagers made noises of frolic, then opened their umbrellas and walked out into the rain.Probably the training was over, and the teenagers I saw in the gym left one after another.

Until even the lights in the gymnasium went out, the whole world was immersed in the same gray.I think, maybe this is what the world should look like, gray, cold, and hopeless.

I raised my head, and the raindrops that kept falling covered my entire field of vision. The dark sky seemed to be a closed space, blocking all hope and light.How far can I go in this gloom?

"You... haven't left yet?"

This sound ray penetrated the sound of raindrops falling and entered my ears clearly.I turned my head, and the blond boy was holding the opened umbrella, looking at me with some doubts.

"I just didn't bring an umbrella...ah, please don't get me wrong, I definitely didn't mean to pester you!" I waved my hands and explained hastily.

After lying to my mother about my relationship with him, I suddenly appeared in the gymnasium to see him again. After training, I still stood outside the gym until he came out.

He still didn't speak, such a reaction made me give up explaining, I sighed softly, "I'm sorry."

"Why are you still apologizing?"

He seemed very helpless for my apology again, and his slightly raised eyebrows could still see his alienation from me.I couldn't help frowning, "Aren't you mad at me? That time in my mother's ward. I just hope you don't get me wrong."

"I didn't take that to heart."

"Did you not take it to heart? So, there is still a misunderstanding in the implication. May I know your name?"

I stared into his eyes without flinching from my own.In fact, the misunderstanding has nothing to do with wanting to know his name, right?To be honest, it's just my own obsession. To this person, I just have a kind of attention that I can't divert. Maybe the answer to this feeling... is that he is really handsome... right?

"I'm Kise Ryota... Eh? Eh? Don't you know who I am?"

Regarding his doubts, I looked at him inexplicably all over my face. Should I know who he is?

His expression gradually changed from slightly surprised to suddenly realized, he nodded himself, and said a few words "that's it" and "that's how it is".

"I'm sorry, I thought... I thought you deliberately made the meeting with me, and then said that I was your boyfriend, and you came to the gym this time because of this..."

That's why you became cold towards me?But having said that, classmate, your brain hole is really a bit big.

"...It's very face-saving to say something like having a boyfriend with a model."

It seems that he finally solved the misunderstanding of me, and then he talked a lot by himself, I couldn't help it, "Is it right? It may be rude to say that, although there is no way to deny you It is true that you are tall and handsome, but you are so narcissistic, how could I tell such a lie for such a boring reason? Do you think you are the heroine of a girl manga?"

"Girl manga... no... ah, that's an exaggeration to say so QWQ! Actually, this happened to me when I was in junior high school. It caused a lot of misunderstandings to many people, which made me feel a little troubled. He waved his hand apologetically, and then explained, "She said she was my girlfriend. I didn't pay much attention to this kind of thing, but everyone in the department misunderstood it... Sure enough, thinking about it now, that kind of thing is true. It's a bit troublesome."

Because there is no explanation, it is defaulted by all.I don't know why, but listening to such words, I was a little lost.

Is this how people think?Follow the trend and no one explains it, then follow the trend of the public and understand the "truth" that is self-righteous.

I probably linked the incident half a year ago, because there was no evidence, so everyone defaulted as the murderer.

"If you don't mind, let me take you home?" He raised the small transparent umbrella that he lent me. "I only have one umbrella."

Seeing him regain the smile he had when he first met me, I was stunned for a moment.

The same scene, the same picture, and the same smile were imprinted in my eyes like light, unchanged.

"Then please..."

I bowed slightly to express my thanks, and I approached him, stepping under the umbrella that seemed to be shrouded in light.