rain over the past year

Bu Jue flipped through the exercise book in front of him a little bored. It has been a week since the last trip, and the final exam will be in a few days.After the exam, it is a long winter vacation.It stands to reason that he should be happy, but when Lu Xun said that he wanted to hear his answer at that time, Bu Jue felt dizzy.

Si Luo, who was busy behind the bar, suddenly saw Bu Jue shaking his head there, and knew that this girl was worrying about something again.So he put down what he was doing and sat across from Bu Jue.

"What's the matter?" Pushing a glass of soda that was [-]% full in front of Bu Jue, "Speak up and see if I can help you."

"Si Luo," took a sip of soda, "Have you ever liked someone?"

"Why do you ask me this?" Si Luo couldn't react to Bu Jue's sudden question.

"I just want to know what it's like to like someone," he lowered his head and stirred the soda in front of him, "Lu Xun said that he likes me, and this period of tutoring should be a chance to get along with each other. The first day of winter vacation God, he's going to come and ask me for an answer."

"Then, how do you feel about him during this time?" With one hand on his chin, he looked at the person in front of him.

"I don't know." He shook his head lightly. "During this time, I got along very comfortably with him, and he took good care of me, but I don't know if it's because I like it."

"So, you want to ask me?"

"Yeah." He raised his head and looked at the person opposite, "Si Luo, have you ever liked someone?"

"Yeah." The voice was low, but Bu Jue heard it.

"What kind of person is that?" Somewhat curious, the person Si Luo likes must be excellent.

"He is a very good person." Asked by Bu Jue, Si Luo remembered the time alone with Zhou Xuan, and slowly told the past. Jue and their completely different facts. "He is very careful, he will notice all my unhappiness, even if it is not obvious, and try his best to make me happy; he is afraid that I will be too lonely by myself, so he will quickly finish the matter at hand , leave more time to accompany me; he will cook a lot of delicious food, saying that if I get fat, no one will like me, so I can only be with him; the time with him, It is the warmest day in my memory. Although it is too early to say the future, I know that such a time will never happen again."

"Why?" Bu Jue asked, propping his chin, "Since you like him so much, why did you leave him?"

"Yeah, why?" It was echoing, and at the same time asking myself, "He is so good, and I like him so much. But, A Jue, sometimes it is like this, no matter how much you like someone, In the end, the person who stays with you is not him. The reason why I left him at the beginning was because I knew that during the time I was with him, I became not like me. Maybe that is the magic of love. But Such a strange me makes me feel scared. The education I have received since childhood told me that it is difficult for me to survive in this world. It is more because he has no reservations about me, but I have too much I can't tell him about it. So, I chose to leave. Although I still saw him later, and I knew very well that I still loved him all the time, I still didn't dare to go back to him. "

"Love, once it exists, is right." Bu Jue looked at Si Luo and said seriously.

"What?" Si Luo looked back at Bu Jue, for a moment, she thought that the person sitting opposite was him.

"Love, once it exists, is right." Bu Jue said again, "I read this in a book, and I always think it's right. If two people really love each other, then nothing can Stop them from being together. You don't dare, just because you don't love that person deeply. If you love him as much as he loves you, then there is no reason for you to leave him. There are some things you can't say, I think As long as you tell him clearly, he will understand. Besides, I can feel that you still love him."

"Really?" He lowered his head and looked at the table, "But, A Jue, there are some people who miss each other better than seeing each other."

"However, the world is impermanent, and no one knows what will happen in the next second." After a pause, he seemed to be thinking about what to say next, "So, we must cherish what we have even more."

"Is that so?" He murmured, "Really, you were the one who asked me for advice, but now I am the one who is being taught."

"Uh, this," scratching his head in embarrassment, "I just said what I feel in my heart."

"Ah Jue," looking at the person in front of him, "If you are still not sure, just promise him first. Change your identity and get along with him, maybe you will be able to know your own heart."

"Well, I see." Nodded.

"A Jue," seemed to think of something again, "If, one day, you find out that I lied to you, what will you do?"

"Well, this." She curled her lips and thought for a while, "I don't know either. No one knows what will happen if it happens, but I believe that you must have some reasons why you can't tell me."

"Thank you, A Jue." Xiao Qiao didn't dare to expect anything, but after hearing what Bu Jue said, Si Luo felt very relieved that someone could understand her.

The two girls who were exchanging their thoughts were completely unaware that there was a person standing not far behind them for a long time, and only heard the sound of wind chimes when they left.

"Huh? Why did you come back so soon?" Zhou Yu, who came out of the kitchen after adding water, looked at the time, then at the person in front of him, "Could it be that they closed early again?"

"No." Zhou Xuan shook his head.

"Oh, that means the door was not opened to welcome guests." Zhou Yu made another guess.

"Gongjin, I'm confused." Sitting down on the sofa, she stretched out her hands to cover her eyes, blocking out all light sources, "I don't know what to do."

"What did you overhear?" He sat down on the sofa next to him.

"Eavesdropping?" There was no rebuttal. Judging from the situation at the time, she was indeed eavesdropping. "She said that some people are worse than missing when they meet."

"Then don't see each other." After taking a sip of water, he replied a little awkwardly.Not surprisingly, Zhou Xuan kicked him. "It's better than being tepid like you are now."

"If I remember correctly, aren't you and Xiao Qiao not warm at the moment?" He didn't move his hands away.

"Always take your time, I'm afraid I'll scare her if you go too fast." When talking about Xiao Qiao, the smile on Zhou Yu's face was extraordinarily gentle, "You and that girl may be like this because you are too fast."

"Really?" Thinking back to what I heard just now, "Gongjin, she said that sometimes no matter how much you like someone, in the end, the person who is by your side is not him. During the time with me In the present, she became not like her, and being so strange made her feel scared. I had no reservations about her, but she had too many things to tell me. So, she chose to leave. Gong Jin , I don't know what to do."

"This is really difficult." Zhou Xuan still didn't let go of his hand. Zhou Yu knew that his eyes were full of sadness at this moment, "Brother, go and chase her back. But don't be too fast, take your time, give me Give her some time, and give yourself some time. If you really love each other, then there is nothing to stop you from being together. I am still in the groping stage for emotional matters, so I can’t give you any good advice, but I can study with you."

"En." Finally put down his hand, "Thank you, Gongjin." If all you need is time, then I am willing to accompany you to take your time, as long as you are still here.