Lily of HP is back

? This is not the same as she imagined!Lily looked at Snape anxiously.

Although Snape and Lily were now a couple in the general sense, this did not make Snape's situation much better.It didn't even take his relationship with Lily any further.

Lily held the potion and looked at Snape who was passively resisting in front of her, feeling tired for a while.Snape lay on the bed, eyes slightly closed.After a few days, Snape obviously lost a lot of weight, his face was sallow, his cheeks were sunken, and he exuded an aura of rejection.

"We have to talk about Severus, you can't do this! Don't eat, drink water, even refuse to drink potions! Severus, I need you, you can't do this." Lily collapsed on Snape's chest .

Lily thought that after marrying Snape, all the problems would be solved, even if Snape was getting old and turned into a Squib now, so what?She still loves him.But obviously Snape didn't think so.Maybe that morning, Snape was really happy when he woke up to see Lily sleeping next to him, but after that, there was only endless silence.

Lily knew that Snape wanted to die now.He felt that he was a drag, he thought that he and Lily had already had a marriage contract, and he had nothing else to ask for in this life, even if he left, he would have no regrets.

"Severus, have you considered me? I doubt that you really love me? How can you bear it?"

Hearing Lily's crying, Snape didn't move or speak.But a tear slipped quietly from the corner of his eye.

"What are you struggling with? Your body will heal sooner or later. If the magic core is broken, it will be broken. I don't have a magic core, don't I still have magic power? Severus, what are you struggling with? I thought you were in good health We could have a nice wedding later, but now, Severus, I don't see any hope for the future.

"Lily, I don't want to be by your side in the way I am now." Snape finally spoke. He hadn't spoken for a few days, and his voice was hoarse.Snape also felt uncomfortable. How many times has Lily cried in this period of time?Lily cries almost every day, right?Snape began to wonder if what he was insisting on was really right.

"The way it is now? What about before? When I first came back, did you think about marrying me? When I was in school? Did you tell me that you liked me?" Lily felt that she was on the verge of collapse. The day Severus returned to Spinner's End with his life hanging by a thread, her heart hung in the air.

"Lily, you deserve better."

"Better? You're not me, how do you know what's better for me? Is it a young nobleman? Or what? I think I know why you haven't found out that Lily Potter is not me anymore In your heart, my marriage to a noble young master is the best result, isn't it? How do you know that your arrangement is good? Lily who married Potter is now buried in Godric's Hollow! And I am alive and well Yes!" Lily was very emotional, and her words were a little indiscriminate.

Snape opened his eyes silently, looking at Lily who was flushed with red eyes and flushed with anger, he didn't know what to say.

Slytherins are not used to arguments.

"Severus, even if I didn't go to another world by accident in the fifth grade, I wouldn't marry Potter. It's not just a matter of relationship, love doesn't equal everything." Lily lowered her volume slowly , sat on the bed with his knees hugged, faced Snape and continued, "First of all, I am just an ordinary born wizard. My parents and sisters have no access to the wizarding world. In the wizarding world, I am almost helpless, and Potter is an aristocrat, so it’s not unreasonable to be in the same family. People live in different environments and come into contact with different things, so their values ​​and ideas will also be different. Severus, there are so many differences between you and me. How can I integrate into the life of a noble family? Even if it is not for love, marrying you is my best choice."

Snape understood that the problem Lily said did exist, but he still didn't think that a squib could be with Lily. As for the magic core shatter that Lily said also had magic power, he didn't have much expectation.Snape fell silent again, not thinking about anything, but he knew that he was shaken, perhaps in his heart, he expected Lily to talk to him so much every day, and he was also waiting for Lily to convince him.

Lily paused and continued: "Severus, we are married. Will you cheat? Will you beat me? Will you sacrifice me for profit?"

Lily was about to go on, she didn't think Severus would answer her anything, but she clearly heard Snape's small but firm voice answer her "No."

Lily suddenly felt that the days spent with Severus were really worth it, even if Severus was extremely awkward, so what if he didn't listen to persuasion like an old-fashioned old man?He loves her, everything he does, everything he does is out of love for her.

Lily sniffled: "You won't, so how do you know that others won't either? Severus, if I love someone, I will give it to him myself instead of pushing him to someone else .If he deserves the best, I will let myself be the best one. I know how much I love him. I don't believe there is anyone in the world who loves him more than me."

"Sev, do you think you will be really happy if you leave me? You think that after I died, you never left London, you trapped yourself in the darkness where you were, and never moved a step. I understand you, when the world When the light leaves, the whole world is plunged into darkness, and it doesn't make sense to go or move. Severus, and neither do I."

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It seemed that the last conversation helped, Snape untied his knot, he leaned on the sofa under a thin blanket and watched Lily busy around.

Lily also waited for Teacher Adrian's reply, combined with Teacher Adrian's opinion, Lily's experience, Snape's own exploration, Snape's magic power is also recovering day by day.

But it seems that some people can't see them living a leisurely life.

"Principal Dumbledore?" Lily looked at the people at the door and called out in surprise.

"You're Lily?" Dumbledore's expression suddenly became solemn, regretting that he hadn't come to Spider's End earlier, why did the dead Lily appear at Snape's house?

"Yes!" Lily invited Dumbledore into the living room, "I didn't expect you to remember me."

"How could I forget? You and James were the backbone of the Order of the Phoenix back then, and you also had a share in little Harry's achievements." Dumbledore looked at Lily in front of him calmly, "You left a lot People are very sad, but I didn't expect you to be alive."

Lily didn't care about Dumbledore's scrutiny, she smiled and asked, "What would you like to drink?"

"It's all right, my boy."

After Lily went to the kitchen, Dumbledore asked as if he had just seen Snape on the sofa: "Are you all right? You look very pale. What happened? Severus."

"If your brain has not been pickled by sugar, you should remember the reason I asked for leave, the potion accident." Snape looked at the calculation in Dumbledore's eyes mockingly and said.

After he was persuaded by Lily (woke up by scolding), he proposed to move to Prince Manor with Lily to prevent Lily's identity from being known more, but Lily did not agree.

"Severus, I have been able to establish a stable contact with Mr. Adrian, and Mr. Adrian has also understood my situation. I don't want to hide from people like a mouse anymore. I know that the wizarding world is not at all right now. It doesn't look calm, but I also have the power to protect myself, don't I?"

Snape remembered Lily's words that day, and now he sincerely regretted it. The last thing he wanted was for Dumbledore to know about Lily.

"You know what Severus I'm asking about." Dumbledore waved his wand and cast a Silencing Charm, "Lily is dead, I buried it myself."

"Put away your calculations, Dumbledore. She is not the Lily of our world, she is not married, and she did not give birth to Potter." This is what Snape and Lily thought to say to the outside world. "

"Then why is she in Spider's End?" Dumbledore asked.

"Lily and I used to be neighbors, and it's not uncommon for her to appear around here."

Seeing that Lily had prepared the black tea, Dumbledore removed the Silencing Charm, and said, "Severus, Hogwarts cannot live without you. When can you come back to class?"

"It will take half a year, Headmaster." Lily said as she placed the tea in front of Dumbledore.

Dumbledore's eyes flashed, "Oh, Lily, I just heard from Severus that you appeared here by accident in parallel time and space, right?"

"Yes, Headmaster Dumbledore."

"Lily, just call me Albus, can Lily do me a favor?"

"Dumbledore, Lily is not a professor at Hogwarts, and has no obligation to work for you!" Snape said before Lily could speak.

"Just a small favor." Dumbledore still looked at Lily, "Severus lacked a teacher in Potions class. I remember that Lily's Potions class was very good, so yours will not be bad. Would you like it?" Lily?"

Lily pondered for a while, "But, I still have to take care of Severus, he was poisoned by a potion accident and needs recuperation."

"I remember that there is still an empty guest room in Severus' office, and there are house elves who can help you at Hogwarts." Dumbledore continued to persuade.

You can rest assured that the uncertain factors are under your nose.

Seeing that Lily still did not agree, Dumbledore glanced at Snape: "Lily, if you have time to talk about your time and space, well, you know, old people always like to listen to stories. I would like to invite you to Honolulu. Gewarts has another reason, a prisoner from Azkaban escaped, after all, no place is as safe as Hogwarts. Besides, Severus and Slytherin are also very worried about their dean."

The sarcasm on Snape's face became more apparent, "Today is Friday. I'll be back in class next week."

"What about Lily? Let..."

"Dumbledore." Snape interrupted Dumbledore.

"Of course, I will go to school with Severus. I haven't been back for many years. I miss him so much. And I don't worry about Severus. He needs someone to take care of him." Feeling that the atmosphere was a bit wrong, Lily smiled said to Dumbledore, and let Snape lean against her.

Dumbledore looked at Lily and Snape, and smiled and sighed: "It's good to be young." As if he didn't see Snape's anger, "Then Lily, see you at Hogwarts next week, I think you can be the Severus' assistant, so Severus can relax a bit."

After Dumbledore left, Snape held Lily's hand and complained, "You shouldn't have promised him."

"But I can't bear to leave you!" Lily played with Snape's hand, "Dear, we are already married, Hogwarts has so many lovely children, maybe we will have a lovely little one soon Where's the angel?"

After Lily finished speaking, she didn't hear Snape's answer for a long time.

Snape remembered the way Lily rolled into his arms in a drowsy sleep that morning, his breathing became a little heavy, he squinted his eyes, and lightly pecked the tip of Lily's ear, a little angel?What a wonderful suggestion.