EXO-The pain you give, I am happy

[Wu Shixun, what right do you have to decide our future alone, do you think it is for my own good?This will only make me feel more self-blame and more painful...]

The tears in my heart blurred my vision, but you couldn't see it. At this moment, I am a little desperate and helpless...

The traffic lights at the crossroads were out of order, which made me sweat again for the traffic in Beijing. Last year’s "watching the sea incident" was not a lesson. The drainage system was paralyzed... But now I hate I can't rush to Shixun's place in a second, I'm so scared, I'm so worried that even if I'm late by a second, it may be enough to make me regret it for the rest of my life.

"Master! Please hurry up!"

I was restless, even if the car stopped for a second, it seemed like a century to me...

Luhan kept calling Sehun by my side, but the other end of the phone was never connected.Luhan said that Sehun promised him that he would not do anything deviant, so these days he just accompanied Ms. Jin to drink and chat.But the phone call not long ago really made Lu Han panic. He said that he only heard a commotion, wine bottles falling, and all kinds of messy sounds... He thought that something must have happened to Sehun. He rushed out without even changing his clothes. He caught up with me and said, "Why are you running so fast? You don't know where you are. I'll go with you." Sehun is in a family called Flamboyant these days It is said that the bar was opened by Park Chanyeol. I hate him completely now. I never thought that there is such a terrifying side under his perfect and gentle appearance.

I finally arrived at the bar, but when I walked in, the blaring music, dazzling lights, and all kinds of people made me feel flustered.Shixun, I am so close to you now, but I really don't know how to find you, these people are so strange and scary, I don't want to get close to them...

"You stay outside, I'll go find Shixun." Seeing my frightened expression, Luhan wanted me not to get involved, but I grabbed Luhan's arm,

"No, I'll go with you." I looked at him firmly to show my courage, and he took my hand and led me inside.

Luhan asked several waiters along the way, but none of them would tell where Sehun was. Finally, Luhan couldn't bear it any longer. He punched a waiter, and then grabbed his collar and beat him repeatedly. Go on, "Are you going to tell me or not! Where is Wu Shixun!"

"He was taken to the secret VIP... Only privileged customers designated by Mr. Park can enter..."

A bolt from the blue, does it mean that I can go in and find Sehun only if I find Park Chanyeol?Park Chanyeol, I really have you...

"What about Ms. Jin? Where is she?" I asked hastily.

"She just came here to discuss things in that box over there, and she probably will go to the VIP soon..."

After listening to it, my heart is cold and cold,

"Luhan...what should I do...what about Sehun..." I almost said this in a crying voice, I don't know what else I can do other than cry, all I can do is cry all the time, I hate For myself, if I had persuaded Sehun to return to Korea earlier, maybe the current situation would not have happened.

"Don't cry. I'll find a way to stop Ms. Jin, Shixun should be fine if he's alone in there, you go somewhere and wait for me first." After speaking, Lu Han walked towards the box.I walked through the crowd, only to feel a large number of different eyes cast on me, I shouted at them manically: "What are you looking at! I have never seen a psychopath escape from the hospital!" The route that the beating waiter said was towards the direction of the secret VIP, but he was stopped when he walked.

"I'm sorry lady, but you can't go in here." A male waiter said.

"You are just a lady! Your whole family is a lady!"

"I'm sorry, that's not what I meant. But if you're not 'Miss', you can't go in." I suddenly had an idea, "Then what do you do when you go in here?"

"What are you doing? You can do whatever you want. The doors of every room here are controlled by the system. You can enter at the specified time. After this time, you can't get in or get out..." The waiter said with a little pride,

"Why am I telling you this? Go for a walk. If my boss finds out, I will be fired."

"I'll just ask one more question! Just one!" I blinked at him, I really lost my morals about being cute.

"Okay, okay, you can ask."

"Where do the 'lady' here change their clothes?"

"let me tell you……"

I quickly came to the changing room, sneaked in, and found a place to hide again.The ladies here are all protruding, charming and charming. Park Chanyeol, a pervert, is so demanding and high-quality, and even the ladies are all high-quality goods... I took advantage of them not paying attention, and randomly stole a piece of clothing to change into. Looking at myself in the mirror, I immediately blushed. What kind of clothes are these, so they save fabric...

"Hey, why haven't I seen you? New here?" A beautiful woman in a tight-fitting water snake suit with gold sequins asked me.

"Eh? Um... I'm new here..." I felt anxious, worried that I would be found out.

"Hi, I'm Marry." It's an overused English name.

"You... hello, I'm Ella." Ah bah, the same common name that is so overused, I murmured silently in my heart.

"Don't you wear makeup? Which of the girls here doesn't put on heavy makeup to attract customers."

"Huh? I just came here, so I don't know how to wear makeup... Is it possible that if you are selected by a guest, you can enter that secret VIP?"

"Yes, and you can make a lot of money at one time. Why, do you want to make money the first time you come?" Who wants to make money? I want to save Shixun!

"Well, the customer will definitely not be able to pick me, Marry, you are so beautiful, I guess you will definitely be picked again today." I pretended to be envious.

"How do you know that I was selected? Hehe, but if I am selected, I can take you in to have a look and get familiar with the environment." This is all right? Isn't it my purpose, I secretly Have fun, please choose Marry for today's customers.

Later Marry.Simplified the makeup for me and we were taken to a place. A fat, greasy man stood in front of us. He was tall and thick, and he was wearing a gold necklace as thick as a little finger. I felt nauseous. My heart mourns for Marry...

However, I didn't expect that man to stop in front of me in the end, "This one looks like a newcomer, she's very shy, so let her be." ...

"Then... that boss, can two of you serve you together? I... I don't want money."

"for free?"

"Yes, give the money to Marry. I don't want the money." I pointed to Marry. She looked at me with a puzzled look, but then she was overjoyed. This woman is really innocent. Although she betrayed her body, her Thought doesn't seem to feel ashamed at all, it just regards it as a job, this is what I know of her in a short time.

Later, the oily boss put his arms around me with his left arm and Marry with his right hand, and led us into the VIP. I was quite conflicted because I didn't know what to do next.

With an idea, I clutched my stomach and squatted on the ground, pretending to be in pain,

"Oh, my stomach hurts. Boss, I feel like I'm on my period. I want to go to the bathroom to check. Tell me the room number, and I'll be here in a while." After I finished speaking, I ran away.

"There is a toilet in the room too! And the room number is..." I heard Marry shout to me.I'm a little thankful that God didn't create too many difficulties, and let me meet two people who are easier to deal with...

The layout here is elegant and luxurious. Facing each room, I keep praying that I must find Sehun's room within the time I can go in.I carefully tried room by room, but there was no one there, or I heard all kinds of unpleasant sounds... When I was about to collapse, I walked into a room, and I saw a familiar figure curled up There, trembling and twitching,

"Sehun! Shixun! I'm sorry, I'm late, what's wrong with you?" I stroked Shixun's face and wiped the sweat off his forehead, but his whole body was hot, and his cherry-pink red lips occasionally Sticking out his bright red tongue, "Shixun, are you thirsty? Do you want to drink water?" He ignored me, instead turned his head and didn't look at me.

It changed inexplicably, and I couldn't tell what was going on.

I went to the door, trying to see if I could ask someone for help, but the door couldn't be opened anyway. Is it time?What happened to Sehun, what should I do?

I turned back to look at Shixun again. I flipped through the cabinet next to the bed, trying to see if there was anything I could use, but I saw a small box of medicine on it, which said CAORS... This is a kind of medicine from abroad. Imported spring medicine, the efficacy of which is indescribable.I looked at the trash can on the side again, but I couldn't find any "wreckage" left by the used ones. I scanned the ground again, and found a broken medicine bottle not far away. I thought Sehun must have been killed He was forced to take it. As for how long he endured it, I don't know, I really don't know.

"Sehun, are you feeling bad?" I pushed him, trying to make him look back at me.

"You... let's go... I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself..." He uttered the words with difficulty, his whole body wriggled unconsciously, and the pain was engraved in my mind.

"No, I won't go!" I turned his head with my hand and kissed him on the lips, and he pushed me away with the last of his strength, "Don't do this..."

"Look at me, I'm Yiqing, didn't you say you love me? Since you love me, you can!" I looked at him affectionately, looked at his slightly dull eyes, and continued to bend down to kiss him go.I first kissed his ears, and then along his cheeks, slightly sticking out my tongue to lick the sweat on his face.I slowly unbuttoned him with my hands, touched his firm and tight chest muscles, kissed him with my lips, and teased him with my tongue.He suddenly trembled, and then he couldn't control it anymore, and the fire of desire continued to burn.

He hugged me tightly, wrapped his hands around my slender waist, and slid up and down.I was wearing a tight silk dress with a V-back.I reached into my clothes with both hands and took off the invisible underwear. The skin on my chest was completely attached to Sehun, and my heart was completely chaotic. When I was still in a shy state, Sehun turned over and pressed me on the bed. Kissing me frantically, the little tongue seems to be teasing constantly, no, it is a kind of provocation, every kiss that falls on me undoubtedly triggers my desire, I feel a certain part of the lower body is hot, longing More.His stern features are exactly the same as when I saw him in the snow for the first time, but his current appearance is even more captivating.Soon, we all took off all the clothes on our bodies, and we had close contact with zero distance.His warm big hands kept kneading the softness of my chest, I reached out to his lower body, there was something firm, and I also tried to touch it.He gently blew into my ear, and told me gently: "Qingqing, it may hurt a lot later..."

"I'm not afraid, Shixun, I love you, I really love you..." My brain was already congested, I only knew that I wanted more now.

Shixun caressed my cheek, sucked my lips, our tongues were entangled, he began to make further movements, I felt something invaded my lower body, followed by a tearing pain.I yelled "ah", tears overflowed from the corners of my eyes in pain, Shixun was frightened by me, he stopped his movements, "Don't stop! Keep going, I don't hurt..." So he began to talk to me deeply Probing around, I shouted his name desperately, which gave me an infinite sense of security. He sped up his movements and kept twitching. In order to enjoy myself, I heard Shixun panting heavily, and my whole body was cherry red at this time, Shixun suddenly smiled, "You look so...beautiful." I pinched down his flesh,

"It's not uncomfortable now? Do you know you're going to be snarky?" As a result, he covered my lips again and gnawed at me, "Wu Shixun, you rascal!"

What's wrong with me being a hooligan to my wife? ! "

☆、Waiting for hopeless love

?I fell asleep with my arms around Shixun. The faint lavender fragrance on his body still fascinated me as always.After I slept for a while, Sehun patted me to wake me up, he put a kiss on my forehead lightly,

"Wake up, we have to get out of here quickly."

"Hmm... so tired... let's sleep a little longer..." I closed my eyes, put my arms around his waist, and rested my head on his arm.

"Hey, be obedient, go home and sleep again."

"Kiss me one more time, and I'll get up." I still closed my eyes and muttered, he laughed after hearing this, and then kissed my lips,

"Okay, get up quickly." Sehun pulled me to sit up after finishing speaking, I rubbed my eyes, looked at myself, shyly covered my body with the quilt, Sehun also blushed, and smiled shyly , he dressed in twos and twos, seeing me motionless,

"I don't want to see you put on your clothes, so hurry up and put them on." After he finished speaking, he turned around and turned his back to me.

"No...my own clothes are left in the dressing room..." Shixun looked back at me, then at the skirt with very little fabric thrown on the corner of the bed, he bent down and touched me face,

"I've wronged you...but it's really you who can sneak in, do you know it's dangerous?!" There was a bit of pity in his eyes, but also a hint of deterrence, as if he was a little dissatisfied with my actions , "Let's put on this dress first, otherwise I probably won't be able to get out."

I nodded, and quickly put on the dress. Wu Shixun looked me up and down, and an evil smile appeared on the corner of his mouth,

"What are you laughing at?"

"Cough...it's nothing..." He rubbed his nose with the back of his hand to hide the smile at the corner of his mouth, then took out a pair of sunglasses from the drawer of the bedside table and put them on.

"How do you know there are sunglasses here?" I asked suspiciously.

"It's all this kind of specification. All the bars opened by Park Chanyeol have a complete set of configurations and items..." Sehun wearing sunglasses is simply handsome.

"Boy, you're so handsome! Come on, let my sister molested~" My unruly problem has happened again...

"No!...I'm going to change the bed sheets..." Shixun suddenly changed the subject, went to a cabinet and took out a brand new bed sheet. I looked at the "battlefield" after our passion, it was horrible, and there was a piece of plum blossom The blood stains are not so scarlet anymore.I couldn't see Sehun's eyes, I only saw a blush on his cheeks and a slight upturn in the corners of his mouth when he was changing the sheets...

"Are you looking for me alone?" Sehun lowered his head and made the bed.

"Die! I forgot about Luhan! He said he went to stop Ms. Jin, I don't know what's going on now..." Thinking of Luhan, I felt a little worried and flustered.

"Don't worry, don't say anything when you go out, just follow me." Shixun got up and patted my face, then put his shoulders on my shoulders and walked towards the door...

At this time, the door could be opened, Shixun looked around, and suddenly a man at the opposite door came out with his arms around a woman, Shixun immediately put his arms around my waist, the man glanced up and down at me, and accompanied me With a frivolous whistle, Shixun gestured to the man, and the man immediately took his "Miss" away timidly.

"What did you make a fuss about just now? Why did that person fade away immediately?"

"I told him, if he looks at my woman again, he will gouge out his eyes!" Shixun said angrily.

"Come on, that's obviously not what I meant." I gave him a blank look, but I was still amused by what he said just now, and my heart felt sweet.

"For a while, I pretended to be drunk, and you supported me, and then...cough..."

"I understand~ I will act very "coquettish", my acting skills are very good. "Otherwise, how could I have lied to that little waiter before? You must know that he has seen me before.

Soon Shixun entered the state, and I also began to twitch, putting on a "coquettish" posture.It also makes sense for Shixun to pretend to be drunk. The ladies in this kind of place don’t have to sell meat if they want to hang out. If you are capable or smart enough, you don’t have to rely on sex to get customers, just like me now. The situation of pretending to get the guests drunk is actually feasible.

I helped the "drunk" Shixun walk, and as I got closer and closer to the waiter, my heart began to pound, and I felt guilty.Suddenly, he stopped me, and my heart tightened, I must have been discovered, Shixun squeezed my hand, motioning for me not to be nervous,

"Can you bring this to Mary for me? She just went out." When I saw it, it was a package, which seemed to contain a box lunch.He went on to say:

"For the sake of her figure, she doesn't eat before picking up customers... I think she will be hungry after work..." I was shocked. He must love Mary very much, regardless of her status and work.

"Okay, I will. What's your name?"

"Xian Bai……"

After hanging out with Sehun, I immediately walked to the changing room, Sehun grabbed me,

"You're not really going to give this to some Mary, are you?"

"Well, if you promise, you must do it! Shixun, wait for me here." After I finished speaking, I ran away, and Shixun also chased after me.

"I will go with you!"

I hurried to the changing room, followed by Shixun, the place was surprisingly quiet, I walked in cautiously, but felt a chill hit me.In front of the vanity mirror, sitting with his back facing him, was a man with a broad and thick back. When my eyes collided with the pair of pupils in the mirror, perhaps only horror can describe my expression at this time...

"Waiting for a long time." Park Chanyeol turned around and looked at me, raising his eyebrows lightly. I staggered and couldn't stand still. Sehun immediately supported me.

"Why... why are you here?" I pretended to be calm, but the trembling voice betrayed me.

"I'm waiting for the lunch box in your hand." He pointed his finger so lightly, but it made my heart extremely heavy.

"You asked Bai Xian to do this?"

"Otherwise, what do you think? Just let you get in? How could I hire such a stupid employee..."

"You..." I didn't know what to say for a moment, was I really naive and stupid?

"Look how good I am, I've made it possible for you, you should thank me..." Sehun suddenly wanted to rush towards Park Chanyeol, but I stopped him, and he bit his lips, his embarrassing expression made my heart ache.

"Where is Luhan?" I asked.

"He... wanted to stop Ms. Jin, but he didn't expect to get drunk after two drinks... Tsk tsk tsk, he wants me to clean up the mess for him... But don't worry, I won't touch him, after all, he's just an outsider... ..." Park Chanyeol held a bright red rose, got up and walked towards me slowly, Sehun subconsciously clenched my hand, how long can I rely on the warmth of this hand?Will you leave me in the next second?I'm still going to lose you, right?

"For you, this rose suits you very well." Maybe it's because the rose is too delicate and charming, so I fell in love with it, so I reached out to take the rose. Dizzy...I seem to hear Sehun's call from afar,

"Iridium! Iridium! Wake up..."

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- did you know my favorite flower is lavender

-Of course I know

- how do you know i didn ' t tell you

- because you said I smell like lavender

- That's it... I really want to go to Provence in France

Want to see a large sea of ​​purple...

- ok, we'll go together later, just the two of us...

I really want to see the sea of ​​lavender flowers with you, look at the fragrant purple-blue flowers, and feel the romantic feelings of Provence...

"Waiting for the love of hopeless"

Lavender has many flower languages, but I have to believe in this one - 'waiting for hopeless love'

Hopeless love... Could it be that we really have no destiny to be together?Even if I want to love you desperately, but I'm lost

Direction, I can't touch you... Shixun, this time, I really can't touch you...

☆、Withered happiness

?【I used to think that love is forever; I used to think that as long as I love each other, I can be together; after experiencing it, I realized that I was just too naive...】

The pain in my temple was severe, I beat my head desperately, opened my eyes and tried to see the scene in front of me clearly, the familiar scene, the warm and comfortable bed, but there was an indescribable pain... I started to panic, looked around, There was a credit card on the bedside table, and a piece of paper was pressed under the credit card. I picked up the credit card and was stunned for a few seconds, recalling the previous conversation in my mind.

"Here, here you are, the password is your birthday."

"I don't want it. You can keep the money you earn yourself. You just need to support me."

……

There are some crumpled white papers, with different shades of black writing on it, stroke by stroke, ridiculously leaving no trace like a knife carving, it hurts my heart...

"I'm gone, forget me"

The hand holding the paper trembled uncontrollably, and my legs were limp. When I felt the coldness of the floor, I realized that I had sat on the ground unknowingly. I began to sob, and the tears could not stop falling. Stuffy, it hurts, Sehun, how could you just leave like this, didn’t you say you wanted to be together... didn’t you say you wanted to go on together... Where are you, how could you leave me alone ...Do you know that I am so uncomfortable right now, I can't breathe, I feel like I'm going to die, it really hurts...

The whole room is full of your breath, the bed you slept on, the cabinet where you put your clothes, the floor-to-ceiling curtains you opened with your hands, the narcissus you planted with your own hands...

You left after all, and you no longer belong to me...or maybe, you never belonged to me at all.I didn't take anything away except for the six words you left me so cold... Even though I have imagined countless scenarios of you leaving me, when I actually face it, my heart still hurts violently, because I never Thinking of the way I would use you to leave, I thought we would embrace each other tightly, as inseparable as all lovers are when they are separated... What are six words... I smiled weakly, forgot you?Your sentence "forget me" seems to negate everything about us...

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On the 28th day after Sehun left, I was finally willing to get out of bed and move around.In the past few days, I washed my face with tears every day, lying on the bed he slept in, hugging the quilt that smelled of him, like a shell... Lu Han has been taking care of me, for the first few days, I didn’t If he was willing to eat, Luhan borrowed equipment from the hospital and gave me an intravenous drip, glucose water, he was afraid that I would be malnourished.Later, I couldn't hold it anymore, and I ate the porridge made by Luhan, but it tasted like chewing gum. Since I didn't eat for several days, my stomach felt acid reflux...

I kept swiping my finger to lock the screen, but there was no news from you. I was still expecting that you were just joking with me, and then suddenly appeared to give me a big surprise... But everything seems to be just me being self-indulgent, How can you bear to really leave me alone...

It's already March in a blink of an eye, and logically it should be winter, but the weather hasn't warmed up at all, and the north wind is still bleak.I want to look at the scenery outside the window, but the window is full of hazy water mist... So I slowly raised a finger, stroke by stroke, and wrote "Wu Shi Xun" earnestly, but it was written, It seems that I don’t have the courage to write down, Sehun, look, I don’t even dare to write down your name, because every stroke hurts like a blade cutting through my heart... I quickly erased and wrote your name with the palm of my hand Even after wiping away the small water mist on the windows, I unexpectedly discovered through the glass that there were pieces of snowflakes floating outside the window, and when the wind blew, they just swirled like that, and the snow fell bigger and bigger, without a trace They are entwined in a regular way, as if my state of mind at this time is the same - chaos.

After Shixun left, I couldn’t sleep every night. I couldn’t close my eyes for several days. I secretly took a bottle of sleeping pills from Luhan’s medicine cabinet. I didn’t want to do anything stupid, but I really couldn’t fall asleep. I always think about the things that happened together before, the more I think about it, the more sad I get, I think, I shouldn’t think so much when I fall asleep, but I found that I was wrong, even in my dreams, I would dream of Sehun , I dreamed that he threw away my hand fiercely, I tried my best to catch up, but I couldn't catch up with him...

Lu Han pushed open the door of my room, saw me standing in front of the window in a daze, he brought a piece of clothing and put it on for me.

"Luhan, look, it's snowing...it's snowing heavily..." I was still looking at the world covered in silver outside the window, without turning around to look at Luhan.

"Why did you open the window? Isn't it cold?" I saw Luhan shivering a little, so I turned around and poured a glass of water from the thermos on the table, and handed it to Luhan.

"Thank you. Yiqing, shall I take you out for a walk?" I shook my head,

"I want to see plum blossoms...but it's snowing too much, so I might not be able to see them..."

"Iridium Qing, can you cheer up?" Luhan squeezed my shoulder, "Seeing you like this makes me feel so uncomfortable..."

As if I was suddenly awakened, my originally dull gaze suddenly focused, Lu Han became thinner and became so haggard, am I too selfish, I only care about myself, but I don’t take into account the people who love and care about me Feeling... I tried my best to squeeze out a smile, pinched Luhan's face,

"I'm fine, I'm fine...Thank you for the hospital certificate you issued for me, otherwise I guess I will be expelled from school..." The situation of not going to school for a month is really too bad, but fortunately, Lu Han helped me to fake it A hospital certificate of illness.

"Silly girl..." Luhan buried my head into his embrace, I seem to hear a strong nasal sound from his voice, is he crying...

In order not to make Luhan worry anymore, I learned to be strong in front of him, but my acting skills are not good enough, and he always sees it through, because when I think of Sehun, my nose starts to sore and my eye sockets are dark. Consciously turned red...

Every day that passes, I take out a red marker and draw a circle on the calendar. Today is the 35th day since Sehun left. From being sad to missing, I miss you so much. Sehun, are you in Korea now?how is your day?Did you eat well... Did you wear more clothes? Korea should be as cold as Beijing... I looked at the ring given by Sehun on my ring finger and talked to it silly. Sehun sensed how much I missed him.It's just, Shixun, I'm so disappointed, I just cry, but I really can't forget you...

I remembered that I didn't change the water in the fish tank for many days, Xunxun, Luzai, Qinger, how are you doing?I wore warm cotton slippers and went to the dining table, but when I looked into the fish tank, I found that the pure white little carp, the little carp named Xun Xun, was dead... Rolling my eyes , floating on the water...

"Xun Xun..." Tears spewed out instantly, and he began to cry uncontrollably. Without you, I feel like I can't even breathe...

[This season of winter, the falling snowflakes, only to realize that they are actually withered happiness...]

☆, the most surprising gift

? [Day 45]

Although deep in my heart I still cannot accept the reality that you have left, but the remaining rationality tells me: life is always an impartial road that cannot go to the end.

At six o'clock, the sky is still as dark as night, I got up very early, packed my things, and planned to live in the school dormitory... This house can't stay anymore, there is your shadow in every corner, I really can't control myself emotions, as if any object can poke tears...

Lu Han also got up early in the morning to help me pack my things, and offered to send me to school, but I didn't refuse.We still came to the "tea without this shop", this shop is very interesting, the owner lives in it, just dial the mobile phone number at the door of the shop, no matter what time, he will come out to make milk tea for you.I can’t remember exactly how many years it was. I ordered two cups of milk tea with Lu Han, sat in this rather fresh and elegant shop, and watched people coming and going, or busy traffic, or heavy snow, or fine It's raining... Just like today, we sat quietly, watching the street lamps on the street shining on the snow, still shining so brightly, and still felt like they were set with diamonds, and watching the street lamps gradually go out, the faint morning light sprinkled on the rare quiet on the city...

The milk tea in my hand is about to bottom out, revealing the lovely four-leaf clover pattern on the bottom of the cup. If the four-leaf clover can really bring me luck...

Outside the window, a tall, thin and fair boy walked in front of me. His slashed profile looked very much like Sehun. I ran out without any hesitation. After catching up, I realized that he was not my Sehun. Xun... It's not the first time, I seem to be crazy, I seem to be able to see your shadow in other people... I seem to have a disease, a disease that you can be the antidote...

Lu Han also chased me out, I squatted powerlessly on the ground, hugged my knees with my hands, and buried my head deeply... Lu Han, I don’t want you to see me crying, I don’t want you to see me because of another Crying for someone else, that's all I can do... A comforting hand patted my back, I stood up suddenly, turned my back to Luhan, quickly wiped away my tears, then turned to look at him,

"I didn't even take out the bag! Don't be afraid of being plundered!" We all laughed, and he hugged me with one hand,

"Hurry up, or you'll be late..."

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It is already the second half of the senior year, and the courses in the school are basically over. The students are looking for jobs, and those who are preparing for graduation thesis are writing... Since they have prepared their graduation thesis a long time ago, and they have no intention of devoting themselves to work, Now I am really like a walking dead, I have no ideals, no goals, and I feel that my life has lost its direction...

Luhan pretended to be a relative and entered the girls’ dormitory with me, and helped me tidy up my things. When I was arranging things, I still placed the photo frame with the photo of Sehun and me in the most conspicuous place , my fingertips gently touched the face of the person I like the most in the photo, and I couldn't help but feel a little throbbing in my heart. Even looking at your photo, I still have a feeling of heartbeat, you know?Love is deep liking...

In this society, someone treats you well, but he (she) may not be sincere. Sometimes, an honest opponent is far better than a hypocritical "friend".

"Isn't your boyfriend Luhan? Who is this person?" There is a kind of woman who fights against you everywhere. Jealousy is a terrible devil.

I quickly snatched my photo from her,

"Don't you know that you can't touch other people's things casually?" Instead of looking at her again, she turned around and put away the photo.

"Xia Yiqing! You are so hypocritical! Eating what's in the bowl, looking at what's in the pot, you're clearly cheating on yourself, and you're eating Luhan to death. I don't know what tricks you used to make Luhan