Whirlwind girl's white love

In Zhao Xi'ai's villa, a delicate girl opened the door and walked in with a happy face.Shrugging her delicate nose, she suddenly noticed a strong smell of medicine coming from upstairs.Knowing that the master here is refining the medicine, the girl nodded knowingly, then tiptoed up.

There was an obvious bloodstain on Zhao Xi'ai's wrist, and the bright red blood flowed drop by drop along the wound to the medicine stove below.The blood from the wound quickly stopped on its own, and it healed faster than ordinary people.Taking a look at the condition of the medicine stove, he found that the quantity was obviously not enough, so he quickly slashed his wrist with the sharp knife in his other hand.

The blood gushed out again, Zhao Xi'ai didn't change her expression, but her originally rosy face gradually turned pale, and her beautiful red lips also lost their color.

"Sister, what are you doing!"

Zhao Xi'ai looked up and found that Lin Yiyi, whom she hadn't seen for a long time, was looking at her with wide eyes and horror.Then rushed over quickly.

"Stop!" Zhao Xi'ai spoke calmly, but Lin Yiyi could hear the warning in the words.Lin Yiyi, who was afraid of bad things, had no choice but to stop immediately, watching Zhao Xi'ai uneasily slashed her wrist again.The eye sockets gradually turned red.

Lin Yiyi didn't know how many times Zhao Xi'ai had stabbed her hand, she watched with tears in her eyes.It wasn't until she saw Zhao Xi'ai putting down the knife and calmly applying ointment on her wrist that she rushed over again, looking worriedly at Zhao Xi'ai's pale face.

"Go downstairs and wait. I'll go down when I'm well." Zhao Xi'ai didn't look at Lin Yiyi, and carefully stirred and added water and herbs into the medicine stove.

Even Zhao Xiai's tempered Lin Yiyi bit her lip and walked out of the room without saying a word.When she came to the living room on the first floor, she sat on the sofa and writhed uncomfortably.

I don't know how long I waited, and finally saw Zhao Xi'ai coming downstairs and sitting next to her drinking water calmly, but her face was still pale.

"Sister, do you do this every time you prepare medicine for Senior Brother Ruobai?" Lin Yiyi said with red eyes, took Zhao Xi'ai's left hand, looked at the multiple scars on the wrist that were faded a lot but still intertwined, and said with sobs.

"Ah."

"Sister, Senior Brother Ruobai, does he even know?"

"He doesn't need to know." Zhao Xi'ai said flatly.

"Sister, do you like him?" Lin Yiyi looked at Zhao Xi'ai's pale face with distress. She couldn't think of anything else that could make Zhao Xi'ai do this except liking someone.

Zhao Xi'ai was stunned for a long time when she heard the words, all kinds of thoughts flashed through her mind.She seemed to be thinking about the past life, and also seemed thinking about the present life, all kinds of pictures dazzled her, and she couldn't calm down.It took a long time before she sighed softly: "I don't know. I'm just used to it."

I’m used to it, I don’t know when it started, I’m used to his cold tone, I’m used to talking to him, I’m used to training with him, I’m used to sitting behind him and being carried home by him, I’m used to running medicine baths for him , Acupuncture, rubbing away the bruises from training, getting used to making meals for him, cooking supper for him, and getting used to mixing his own blood into the pills he takes.Zhao Xi'ai suddenly realized that if she left Ruobai, she didn't know how long it would take her to let go of these habits and start again.

Although she was with Xia Yang in her previous life, she was forced to bear everything Xia Yang gave her from the moment they met, including his so-called feelings.She who is not obsessed with worldly affairs falls into the emotional trap arranged by Xia Yang before she has time to learn all the worldly emotions.Like, she really doesn't know what real like is now.

"Sister, you don't even know what liking is, do you?" Lin Yiyi looked at her in surprise.

Zhao Xiai returned her confused eyes.

"Then do you think of him often? When you see him sick or injured, do you feel distressed and want to replace him? Do you feel uncomfortable when you see him intimate with other girls? Does your heart beat faster when you see him? When thinking about the life partner you choose in the future, will he be the first thing you think of?"

Listening to Lin Yiyi's words, Zhao Xi'ai gradually became stiff.

Seeing Zhao Xi'ai's appearance, Lin Yiyi knew that today was not a suitable day to go shopping.Perhaps, what she needs now is to be alone.Sighing secretly, Lin Yiyi said softly to Zhao Xi'ai: "Sister, I'm leaving first. You think about it alone. I don't think Senior Brother Ruobai has feelings for you."

Zhao Xi'ai heard Lin Yiyi's footsteps leaving and the door closing, and sat quietly for a long time.If what Lin Yiyi said was liking, then she had already fallen in love with that taciturn man.

She thought that everything she did was a contribution to her friends, but it wasn't; she thought she knew what liking was, but she didn't; she thought she could leave in style after helping him achieve his dream, and it turned out not to be!Thinking of leaving him and going to an unknown distance alone for a lonely life, why is it so heartbreaking that I want to cry?Xia Yang's back panel in her previous life never made her want to cry!

But does he know she likes him?Will he like her too?Zhao Xi'ai was very conflicted.She doesn't know what to do.

"Ding dong. Ding dong." Zhao Xi'ai was awakened by the sound of the doorbell. She looked up and found that it was pitch black outside the window, and the whole building was also pitch black.Suddenly thinking that Ruobai had an appointment today to give him acupuncture and medicine, she jumped up in a panic, and quickly ran to turn on the light and open the door.

Ruobai outside the door looked at the dark house, frowned and was about to make a call, when the door opened with a "click", revealing Zhao Xi'ai's pale face.

There was a trace of worry in Ruobai's eyes. Although his face was still grim, his brows were clearly furrowed, and Zhao Xi'ai heard a deep voice, "Why did you come to open the door so late?" The dim light at the door couldn't see each other clearly. Ruobai thought that something happened to Zhao Xi'ai who took so long to open the door.

"It's okay. I was sleeping just now, so I didn't hear clearly." Zhao Xi'ai explained with a forced smile.

Hearing something wrong in the other party's tone, Ruobai frowned even tighter, but he didn't want to ask more questions because it might involve the girl's privacy.I had no choice but to enter the room with a cold face.

The lights in the hall were bright, Ruobai accidentally caught a glimpse of Zhao Xi'ai's face after the door was closed, and immediately stood in front of her, staring at that pale face.This was the first time he saw Zhao Xi'ai so fragile.The former Zhao Xi'ai always gave her the impression of being calm, confident, mature and strong, as if nothing could make her panic and afraid.He also seemed to trust her forever and leave things to her.Only now did he realize that she was only a young girl after all, and there were times when women were vulnerable.Perhaps, she had concealed her fragility too well before, hiding it from everyone, including him.Ruobai felt a prickly pain in his left chest.

"What's going on? Your current situation is very bad!" Seeing Ruobai's cold face, Zhao Xi'ai asked her in a calm and stern voice.But in his eyes, there was undisguised worry.

Zhao Xi'ai suddenly understood that she didn't need to know whether he liked her or not, and she didn't ask him to like her.Whether his worries today were in a friend's position or otherwise, it was enough to please her.As long as he is good, she can live happily ever after.

"I'm fine, maybe I've slept for too long. I'll be fine in a while." Zhao Xi'ai smiled warmly at him, with sincere joy in her eyes.Ruobai still looked at her with a frown, and seemed to know that he didn't believe what she said at all.He had never seen Zhao Xi'ai like this before, her face was pale, exuding a sickly beauty, but like the warm sun in winter, her whole body exuded a warm aura.

He suddenly took her hand, led her to the sofa, pressed her shoulders and sat down.Then silently walked to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, took out things, turned on the stove, and started cooking.

Zhao Xi'ai sat in a daze, not reacting to Ruobai's sudden grabbing of her hand.His hands were fair and slender, with well-defined joints, and his five fingers were slightly rough. Obviously, these were not a pair of pampered hands.The faint remaining warmth seemed to still remain in her hand, and it was thrown into her still beating heart.

After an unknown amount of time, there was a burst of aroma from the kitchen, and Ruobai was holding a bowl of food and putting it on the dining table, then walked up to Zhao Xi'ai, took her hand, and asked her to sit down at the dining table.

Every month Zhao Xi'ai has to do bloodletting for Ruobai Pharmaceutical, and there are certain days when her face will be particularly pale.Because even if you drink the spirit spring water, the lost blood cannot be replenished so quickly.Ruobai, who didn't know the truth, thought it was a monthly physiological phenomenon of women, so Ruobai was not allowed to practice with her every few days, and she was not allowed to touch the cold water. He also tried his best to do the things in the gym and the training of the students .Even several times, I personally boiled Codonopsis and red dates soup for her to drink.Although Zhao Xi'ai's body is not that weak, but seeing his stubborn appearance and actions, there is nothing he can do about it. He can only take care of his body and help him improve his strength in Yuan Wu Dao.

Looking at the steaming red bean porridge in front of me, with a few bright red dates floating on it, a warm sweet fragrance filled this small corner.

"Go and have a good rest after eating." Ruobai sat beside her and said seriously.

The dense mist rose, blurring Zhao Xi'ai's face and covering her red eye sockets.Just like this, she quietly ate the porridge he made for her, mouthful by mouthful. The porridge was very fragrant and sweet, and the sweetness kept entering her heart.

He also sat quietly watching her.

The bowl has bottomed out, Ruobai took the bowl and spoon in her hand, took them to the kitchen, cleaned them and put them in the cabinet.Then he came out and took her by the hand and led her into her bedroom.From the moment he entered the door, Zhao Xi'ai accepted all his movements without any resistance, obediently like a delicate doll.

"You have a good rest tonight. I'll talk about my business tomorrow." Ruobai stood at the door of the bedroom, and there was no resistance in his words.But Zhao Xi'ai could hear the hidden concern inside.

"Wait!" Seeing that Ruobai seemed to turn around and leave, Zhao Xi'ai quickly called him to stop.Xiao ran into the refining room next to him, and took out a porcelain bottle that was very familiar to Ruobai.

"This is a prepared medicine, you can take it."

"My health is fine now, you don't have to spend so much time to make medicine for me." Ruobai took the bottle, frowning slightly.He has been taking the pill for a year, and he has some doubts in his heart whether Zhao Xi'ai is hiding something from him.

"I..." Zhao Xiai lowered her eyebrows, not knowing how to explain to Ruobai.After struggling in her heart, she made up her mind, raised her eyes and looked at him seriously, the eyes on her delicate Rulan face were as bright as obsidian: "Ruobai, I admit that I'm hiding something from you. But I swear I'm not No intention of harming you."

"I know." Ruobai said lightly, with unhesitating trust in his eyes.

"Can you give me some time, I will definitely tell you clearly when the time comes." Zhao Xi'ai was afraid that he would get angry, and her tone was a little eager.

In fact, he is as smart as Ruobai, and he has already had some speculations in his heart. I am afraid that what Zhao Xiai is hiding has a lot to do with his body.But he didn't bother to point it out.He couldn't refuse the kindness of the girl in front of him who sincerely paid for him.

"I will take the medicine on time, you go to rest right away." Ruobai saw Zhao Xi'ai's uneasiness, and said to her seriously.

Zhao Xiai smiled at him, walked to the bed and lay down.Seeing her close her eyes, Ruobai turned off the light and helped her close the door.Zhao Xi'ai opened her eyes the moment the door closed, and felt Ruobai's aura lingering at the door for a long time before she went downstairs, opened the door, and left.

The author has something to say:

Today September [-], I hope all my friends will not forget the national humiliation!

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The "sweet soup" is here, and the big brother made it himself!If you are satisfied, please leave a message and collect it!

ps: The two are still in a relatively hazy state, and they are not full of lovers above love.The author who has never been in love has worked so hard to write this chapter, hoping to satisfy everyone's appetite.Of course, readers of emotional experts can put forward their opinions!