Sao Nian, draw your knife!

Zhou Qing's figure shook, and without warning, tears dropped and hit the ground. He had never heard such a beautiful voice in his life. Then Zhou Qing turned around and threw himself into Zhang Ming's arms, wrapping his left arm around Zhang Ming's neck. Damn, Zhang Ming staggered when he was hit, and reflexively stretched out his arms to hug him.

"Are you going?"

I've only been downstairs for a few minutes and you're leaving, I've been waiting for you for 21 hours, can't you even wait for a few minutes?

"Don't go, I fucking thought you were gone, it scared me to death."

Any rational shock is bullshit, stripping away all the camouflaged protective colors, the most intuitive thing is panic and fear.

He was just afraid that Zhang Ming would not want him anymore, so there was nothing wrong with admitting it.

Zhou Qing doesn't care if he will be followed or exposed. If he is banned, he will be banned. At worst, he will change his career. He can't even hide the person he likes and dare not admit it.

"Let's go."

The two intertwined their fingers, Zhou Qing pulled him up the stairs without moving under the shocked gaze of the front desk, and locked the door.

Zhou Qing pushed the man onto the bed and sat down, then dragged a chair and sat down in front of Zhang Ming, with his hands on his knees in a very cute sitting posture.

"Where do I start?" Zhou Qing pursed his lips and threw his schoolbag on the bed. "Let's start with who I am."

Zhang Ming kept his original sitting posture and listened quietly, occasionally asking some questions. When Zhou Qing finished speaking, his face was blue and his eyes were sharp and he stared at Zhou Qing with terrible gloomy eyes.

Zhou Qing opened his mouth to defend himself, but in the end he didn't say a word, and lowered his head, waiting for his lover's trial.

"So you lied to me about who you are."

"I'm not. It was an accident. I didn't expect to like you in high school, and you were so annoying at first that I only reported my brother's name. If you don't believe me, go and look it up. The Chinese and English students are really good. Me, the first time we met was when you were fighting, and the second time was in the billiard hall on the second floor of the Internet cafe..."

"You never thought of being honest with me when we were together." Zhang Ming interrupted Zhou Qing and threw out something only they knew to prove his identity. If Zhou Qing wasn't the person he liked in high school, he couldn't have been unaware .

"I... I have difficulties."

"Do you think you're doing the right thing? Dabao Dalan puts the responsibility on your shoulders, wants to live for Zhou Dang, and breaks up with me in the name of my safety. Zhou Dang... No, Zhou Dang Qing, do you know that you make me more angry than Xu Shixian?"

Zhang Ming stood up and walked out, wanting to go out calmly, but Zhou Qing stretched out his hand to block him and resolutely refused to let him go.

"You're angry?"

Zhang Ming took a step to the left, followed by Zhou Qing, and the two became entangled at the door. Zhang Ming wanted to drag the person hanging on him off, but Zhou Qing's long drooping legs tripped him and fell to the ground in a daze.Zhou Qing wrapped his arms around his back, protecting his head with one hand and his waist with the other, and only had time to turn half of his body as a human cushion.

"hiss……"

"Where did you fall?" Zhang Ming removed the hand on the back of his head to pull him up.

Zhou Qing blinked miserably, "Shoulder hurts."

"Does it hurt?" Zhang Ming squeezed Zhou Qing's shoulder to test the position. He learned a little acupuncture point map and massage from his grandmother when he was a child.

Zhou Qing pointed to his left chest with his fingers, "It hurts."

Seeing that Zhang Ming let go of his hand and wanted to leave, Zhou Qing maintained his sitting position and only came to grab the hem of his clothes, "You don't want me anymore?"

Zhang Ming wanted to turn around and give him a hammer. Have you ever seen someone who made a mistake and still pretended to be a victim? The little bastard is that.

But he knew that if he was not cruel now, the little bastard would never learn how to behave. This person didn't even know where he was wrong.

"The relationship between you and me depends entirely on my stubbornness. Zhou Qing, ask yourself, how much do you like me? Is it for my own good that something happened? heart for life."

"I have."

"You don't," Zhang Ming didn't look back, he was afraid that he would soften his heart, "If you did, at least you should discuss with me what to do, I can put anything for you, but I didn't expect you to not want it in the end Me. You left with Brother Xu. Guess what I was thinking. Every night, I deny myself again and again. Never loved me. I’m not that magnanimous. I thought about locking you up at home and locking you on the bed so that you can only see me when you open and close your eyes, but I dare not, because I’m afraid you hate me. So I tortured myself every day, Indirectly, it also tortured my mother, I kept thinking about what I did wrong, and now I find that I did nothing wrong, you just don’t love me that much.”

"No," Zhou Qing got up from the ground and walked to Zhang Ming to look directly at him, "I know I was wrong, I really love you."

Zhou Qing didn't know how to prove it, so he raised his hand and frantically tore at his shirt to unbutton it. Zhang Ming looked complicated, grabbed Zhou Qing's hand to signal him to stop, and then buttoned him one by one. The top one let Zhou Qing brute force When it was broken, Zhang Ming untied his tie and put it on to cover his slender neck.

Zhang Ming's movements are very elegant, as if he is doing something pleasing to the eye and in a slow manner.

"In relationships, sex/love can indeed solve many problems, but on some principled issues, venting impulses can't solve things. And we are both men, you know how much gold is in the words in bed, how much have you said You listen to me all the time, but you never listen to me in the end, and you only listen to me when you are in bed."

"So you really don't want me anymore?" There was excess water swirling in the eye sockets, Zhou Qing really wanted to cry, blaming him for his own death, but he really knew he was wrong.

"I'll give you time, you think about it, what I want is trust from the beginning to the end. If I don't check you, I believe you. If you lie to me, you don't believe me. What I want is unreserved feelings. , I admit that this is very domineering, so you should think about whether you are ready to be with me for the rest of your life, and I don’t want to go through it again if you don’t inform me of something.”

Seeing that Zhang Ming was about to leave, Zhou Qing wrapped his arms around his waist and clasped his fingers tightly, "Can you not leave?"

"There are guests at home, and my mother asked me to show my face."

"Can you not go?"

Zhang Ming held Zhou Qing's wrist and pushed him away, "You need time, don't rush to refute me, I can't afford to break up again, so I will give you enough time to reflect and make a decision. It's too late for you to be here Rest, let me tell them that you can come and live in this room anytime."

Zhang Ming didn't go home and drove to the hospital.

Zhou Qing threw himself on the bed, rolled around Zhang Ming's quilt wrapped into a silkworm chrysalis, and after rolling for a long time, he realized that his face was hot and panicked, and it was a bit embarrassing to be rejected...

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Brother Qing: I took off all my clothes and you still don’t love me, can’t you?

Xiao Ming who is possessed by the domineering boss: ... I don't want you to call me dad, I'm your grandson

Brother Qing: Slightly, slightly, Baga!

Thanks to Two Points Teenage Angel's Landmines x2

Thank you for the 5 bottles of nutrient solution from the little angel of Fusheng

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