"Death" I thought it was just a monster

Please don't stick your fingers into my heart

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I am not an idiot at all, and I showed up in the thirteenth team on time, followed by Kyoka Shuiyue-kun who clicked on the follow skill.In fact, everyone has been in constant contact with Jinghua Shuiyue before, but compared to my discomfort, it seems that everyone has adapted well. Is it really because I value appearance more, and the reason why Shinigami is used to using Reiatsu to identify a person ?

There is a feeling that I am the only one who is inexplicably hypocritical. _(:з」∠)_

While watching everyone laughing and laughing together, I took a closer look at the Shinigami around, especially Hitsugaya, Rukia, and Miss Rangiku next to me, but I couldn't see anything from their faces.

Well, sure enough, I'm the only one being hypocritical. ╮(╯▽╰)╭

Once you think about something, it feels like something when you look back.In fact, during this period of time, Kyoka Suigetsu has taken good care of me. The leader of the Beijing band wants me to help with Zanpakuto. To put it bluntly, he just wants to use Kyoka Suigetsu's power.But this little calculation that even I can see, Jinghua Shuiyue not only did it, but also worked very hard.

Well, looking back now, I clearly accepted him as my sword at the beginning, after seeing his appearance, until now my own performance...

I really have the potential to be a scumbag. _(:з」∠)_

With a sense of guilt, I picked up my favorite meatball and put it in the bowl of the person next to me.Oh oh, I still look back with the same smiling face as usual, but my eyes seem to be brighter, okay, I'm so ashamed, forget it, this bunch of meatballs is for you.

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Obviously very reluctant, he still put the whole string of meatballs in his bowl.Then he looked up at him, the begging and flattering little eyes made him want to laugh.

If he reached out to touch her head now, wouldn't he dodge like usual?

Still, wait.He lowered his head, picked up the bunch of meatballs, noticed the eager eyes of the girl, and handed them to her mouth.Unsurprisingly, he received puzzled and surprised eyes.

It seems that she is easier to turn now than she was a long time ago.Holding his chin with one hand, he tilted his head to watch the girl eat with his own hand.

——Under the circumstances that she didn't even notice, there were many more intimate behaviors that outsiders saw.

Sure enough, the previous approach was correct.Glancing unobtrusively at the person standing not far away, he understood very well that although everyone pretended to be nonchalant, they were still on high alert secretly.

Just in case, even Mako and Chimori, who are more prone to reveal their emotions, were transferred to other jobs, in order to be afraid that if he was really "he", he would not be able to hide his killing intent and arouse his own vigilance.

Thinking about it this way, on the contrary, the woman next to him is more admirable... After all, the childhood sweetheart who has been pursuing is the only one who was killed by "him".

Those are irrelevant things, now the only thing I want is in front of my eyes, as long as I pay more patience, I will let her get closer.

The heart and soul are clamoring, the desire is screaming in the body, and those thoughts are suppressed with all the willpower.Slowly, as always.

Zanpakuto next to him was half drunk and began to persuade her to drink.He turned his eyes away, turning a blind eye to her begging gaze for help—if he looked back, he couldn't help but protect her, right?but.

Put the meatballs in his bowl into her bowl, if someone unintentionally pushed her closer to him, how could he refuse.

Unobtrusively, he moved the wine bottle of the person on the other side forward, put it where Zanpakuto saw it, and then watched it pull the girl beside him to drink the second glass of water wine.

Before the banquet was over, he left with the half-drunk girl in his arms.It is very simple to go without alarming anyone.

The deserted street, and the girl curled up quietly in his arms, overlap inexplicably with a certain night many years ago.At that time, she left in the same way holding a glass of wine.

With a slight heartbeat, he stopped and bowed his head.Not surprisingly, he saw that the girl in his arms had opened his eyes, looking at him with a smile, acting coquettishly.

"Shall we go to see the moon?"

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There is no place in the world of corpses and souls that is more suitable for viewing the moon than Shuangzhu.

Although it is only a half-curved crescent moon, it is considered pleasing to the eye because of the clear and clear sky and the clearly visible Milky Way.

"It's so beautiful." The girl stared blankly at the sky, then turned to look at herself.wrinkled nose. "It's just a little high here."

Clear eyes and serious expression seemed to be the same as usual, but he just knew she was drunk.He couldn't help laughing at the serious way of saying that he was afraid of heights, but sitting quietly beside him.Most of all, he lowered his eyes.Even if he let her go, the girl still firmly grasped his skirt with her left hand, making him happy.

"Blue dye."

His heart skipped a beat, and he turned his head without moving, still with that smiling expression on his face.

"What kind of person is your ex?" The girl asked curiously.

"What do you want him to be like?"

"How do I know." The girl shrugged. "The only impression I have is the great devil who destroys the world." He stuck out his tongue and made a grimace.

"Didn't you hear a lot about him during this time?" He was still smiling, but his eyes were clear and cold, as if the warmth just now had never appeared before.The tone is still warm and coaxing. "Tell me, what kind of person do you think he is after listening to it?"

Several times, Kyoraku Shusui talked about the past intentionally or unintentionally, and the most mentioned ones were the captain of the [-]th squad, Aizen Soyousuke, Bengyu, Wang Jian, and Juren.

"Big, evil, and human." Every single word was very clear.

The mountain wind was strong, and the girl was a little cold, and subconsciously wanted to lean into his arms.The clouds flowed, and although the moon in the sky was covered by the flowing clouds, it didn't look dark because of the starlight, it was just that the man's expression couldn't be seen clearly for a while.

The girl's movement to lean over was blocked by the outstretched hand pressing on the shoulder, and she even pushed away a little more than before.With a smile on his face, he moved his hands from her shoulders to her neck, and pressed against her lightly, feeling the beating of life passing through his hands.

"Except for the great villain?"

"Bad guys." When the mountain wind blew, he felt drunk.The girl squinted her eyes halfway.Shaking the uncomfortable neck, muttering. "Also, it's very pitiful."

The thumb that was rubbing the small chin paused.

"……Pitiful?"

"Hmm." The girl was too sleepy to keep her eyes open. "Nihility, despair, destruction, intoxication, madness, greed, anger."

"Is that really a form of death ruled by each of the ten blades? Or..." Afraid of the cold, she held the heat source on her neck with her hands and pressed her face against it.

"Or, is that someone's indescribable mood?"

The warm hand twitched almost undetectably nervously.But it was still sticking to the girl's face.Hear her murmuring clearly.

"...Why do you only want to leave the blade that represents loneliness to Orihime?"

Why?Because of strategic needs, because Ulquiorra can contain Kurosaki, because...

"Ulquiorra. Doesn't that mean someone who weeps?" the girl muttered. "I hope that those who cry can be in the sun?"

The dark clouds parted, revealing the moonlight, which shone into his eyes.The girl in front of her was about to fall asleep, but she seemed to be waking up.

The heart and soul are clamoring, the desire is screaming in the body, and those thoughts are suppressed with all the willpower.Slowly, as always.

Take it slow, take it slow, reason told him, but his body couldn't control it.

lean forward.

After putting on the ice-cold and soft drink, I couldn't help but sigh.It's like a traveler who has been thirsty for a long time finally gets the satisfaction that the clear water can't help.

Emotions, willpower, reason.

At this moment, he just wants to follow his heart and soul.

The author has something to say: After knowing the meaning of the ten blades, I feel that it is actually the embodiment of Aizen's unresolved emotions.

In addition, in the anime, Ulquiola, who represents loneliness, was left behind, saying that it was to stop Kurosaki, but when I thought that Orihime was described as the sun by Aizen and Ulquiola, I always felt that Aizen left " "Lonely" to the sun has a particularly profound meaning.

Then when he was finally sealed, Kurosaki said that when he touched Aizen's sword and felt lonely, combined with Ulquiorra's hand reaching out to Orihime before disappearing, he felt that it was exactly like Aizen when he was young Dyeing in the darkness like reaching out to the light

Who remembers the conversation with Orihime when Ulquiorra disappeared?

He asked Orihime: Are you afraid, everything is over, and you will die alone in this place where you can't see anyone.

Just like the young Aizen, when he understood his differences but could not find a companion, did he also think that no one in this world would see his true self, and asked himself what he said?

Ah, I always feel that the character traits possessed by Juren are the emotional catharsis of Aizen who always smiles.

Really.Thinking about it this way, this setting simply makes me YY very cool

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2015-10-2415:04:38冷风coldwind

Will there be a drunk benefit?

Shocked A, B, C: (°△°|||), (=-=|||), Σ(°△°|||)

Rebellious middle school two Mr. A (╬ ￣ dish ￣) protruding: stop me!I will not let them discover my brain hole setting as they wish!change!It must be changed!

Mr. C: Impulsive~~Σ〒▽〒

Mr. B: =-=. . . .