The monk who is going to cross me is bent

At the beginning of spring, Zhuang Yan finished his lecture to Dr. Lan Shantang.After getting along for several months, the level of medical skills of this lay monk teacher has been unanimously appreciated by the doctors of Lanshantang, and many people have expressed their hope that he will continue to give lectures next year.

Now that he has returned to the vulgar, naturally he can no longer be called "Master Zi'an", so he said that his lay surname is Zhuang, and like Chi Wang, he is called "Master Zhuang" by the doctors.

Zhuang Yan had no objection to continuing to teach next year, but after staying in Wisteria Village for a long time, and the weather getting warmer after spring, he also wanted to go out for a stroll with Xiaochi.

After knowing that his brother Xiaochi's concubine's surname was "Zhuang", Fang Liu keenly noticed some unusual meanings. The surname Zhuang was a common surname in Jiangbei during the years when Chi Wang was the prince of Luo'e. I'm ready to start researching...

Then I saw the big bed with a broken leg carried out from the master bedroom, and I completely dispelled all thoughts and curiosity from then on.Because he didn't want to know why the bed in the bedroom suddenly broke?Not at all.This obscene monk who has returned to secular life can be whoever he loves, he doesn't want to study it anymore.

So Fang Liu felt that it was time to find something else for himself to do, so he approached the boss who was about to bid farewell to everyone and return to Fengyun Villa in the north of Tianshan Mountain, "Master Axe, my cheap sister has practiced martial arts with you , if you have nothing to do, you can take me in for a while, I also want to improve my martial arts."

Feng Yunzheng has some friendship with him now, so naturally he won't object, "Of course it's no problem."

But before Fang Liu left, he had a private conversation with Chi Wang, "Brother Xiaochi, my sister Huang and sister Buran, are they really not coming back?"

Chi Wang is not surprised that he would ask this question, after thinking for a while, he gave his own answer, "They may have other creations, but only 'the impermanence of the world' is the only constant... By the way, they are How did you explain it to others?"

"I left a letter for my aunt, and I only found out later." Fang showed a suspicious look, "Sister Huang said that the two of them didn't want to work so hard, so they eloped and told others not to look for it. But They are in a high position, so how could others not look for them? The search was almost overwhelmed, but after more than three years of searching, there was still no clue, and my aunt began to send people to contact me."

Hearing this reason, Chi Wan covered the corner of his mouth and smiled quietly.Fang Liu stared at Chi Wang for a while, and felt that he seemed to be more beautiful than before for no reason. In the past, Chi Wang was always cold and cold, making people afraid to get close to him, but now he suddenly has another style, just like Now when he is yawning, he can see a little languid charm in the corners of his eyes, like a lazily blooming flower on the top of a mountain when the sun is shining in the afternoon.

...and then he thought of the bed that had been lifted out of the bedroom.

Fang Liu, who was already young and vigorous, looked at the lively and fragrant brother Xiaochi in front of him, and suddenly felt a little hot and sour at the base of his nose. He didn't dare to think about it, so he quickly changed the subject, "But what I don't understand is that the emperor My aunt withdrew her responsibility for me after the beginning of spring and restored my status as a prince. Brother Xiaochi, she has never liked me for the past 20 years, I don't know what she means."

Chi Wang didn't answer right away, but instead asked, "Liu Liu, have you thought about what you're going to do in the future?"

"What to do? Well... Take care of the property without a front door and earn you more money. I carefully split up the assets and hide them among the people, so that no one will find them easily. After Buran left, I took advantage of the chaos I have collected a lot of her property." Speaking of his future plans, Fang Liu did not have no plans, "Then this time I will go to Master Hefeng to practice at the foot of Tianshan Mountain for two years, and learn martial arts well... probably these are just one or two days It’s been a year’s plan, but what’s going to happen in the future is still uncertain.”

It is indeed unpredictable. When there is Fangliu, Chi Wang can be a little lazy. When Liuliu has no time to do it, he will take care of it for three to five years. I am afraid that these industries will continue to be done for a long time. Continuously accumulating to become an astonishing resource, secretly extending to future generations.

Chi Wang nodded, "Have you ever thought that you will go back to be the crown prince, and even ascend the throne one day to inherit the throne?"

Fang Liu was stunned, "...I thought about it before, but since I chose no front door in the confrontation three years ago, I never thought about this possibility again."

The expression on Fang Liu's face is calm. He has experienced many things over the years, and he has become calm and reliable. Maybe he has a farther ambition, no longer tied to a corner, and can see a wider landscape.

Chi Wang smiled and touched Fang Liu's head. Although Fang Liu is now taller than him, Chi Wang looked at him honestly at this moment, as if he saw the wolf-like child when he was 15 years old. The growth of his mind and intelligence in the past six or seven years has transformed him into another person with responsibility and talent.

He was a good boy and would make a good monarch.Chi Wang thought, he didn't need to say anything more.

At noon, Fang Liu and Feng Yunzheng bid farewell to Chi Wang, and Chi Wang personally sent them far away before returning to the old house.

As a result, as soon as he returned to the main courtyard, Chi Wang saw Zhuang Yan facing the mirror, holding the blade that had been with him for a long time in his hand, scraping off the last handful of stubble growing on the top of his head.

Chi Wang: "..."

Zhuang Yan was also surprised when he saw Chi Wang in the mirror, and then said gently: "Scare me, you walk like a cat, and you don't make a sound at all. Madame, let me give you a hug...huh?"

Hearing the sound of the wind, he hurriedly ducked to avoid the incense burner thrown by his wife. Chi Wang, who was standing at the door, was already angry, "Can't you keep your hair? Shave it into a big bald gourd again! You still want to continue to be a Monk, isn't it?"

Zhuang Yan felt Chi Wang's anger, and quickly coaxed softly: "How is it possible? With you by my side, how can I be willing?"

Chi Wang's face turned cold, "You want to be a monk, but you also want to sleep with me? How can there be such a beautiful thing?"

The meaning in these words made Zhuang Yan's heart thump, and the secret thought was broken.

Sure enough, Chi Wang let go of his cruel words, "As long as your hair doesn't grow out - you will be separated!"

Zhuang Yan underestimated Xiao Chi's feelings towards him during those years when he became a monk. A few days ago, he hugged his wife to enjoy the tenderness, which made Zhuang Yan somewhat relaxed, and accidentally shaved his favorite bald head, causing a catastrophe.

This quarrel lasted for a long time, and Zhuang Yan felt that since he had returned to vulgarity, he would definitely not go back to be a monk. He didn't want his hair to be too long, and it was only because it was easy to groom and manage.Besides, even if he is bald, he can still look handsome, so he won't embarrass his wife.

It was difficult for the two to reach an agreement on this crucial issue. Chi Wang really asked Zhuang Yan to lay the floor for half a month, but half a month later, his hair still hadn't grown out, but such a beautiful wife was by his side , You can't touch it after watching it every day, this is absolutely unbearable.

Finally, Zhuang Yan found an opportunity to break the ice.

At the end of spring and the beginning of summer, it is a good opportunity to go to the riverside to put lights together.Going to the Lantern Festival is an unfulfilled agreement between the two of them. More than 700 years ago, when Zhuang Yan was just the young master of the Zhuang Mansion and Chi Wang was just a little beauty in his yard, the two of them made an agreement. agreement.

Zhuang Yan once said that he would take him to see Jiang Deng.But in the past hundreds of years, the two of them have never had the opportunity to hold hands like ordinary lovers and enjoy the cruise on the river in peace.

When they met by chance by the river a few years ago, Zhuang Yan was still a child whose memory had not been unlocked, so naturally he would not take the initiative to hold the hand of the benefactor Chi, and justifiably spend this festival that only belongs to lovers.

After explaining the cause and effect clearly, Zhuang Yan offered to invite him.Ming people don't say dark words, he wants to bring his wife for the festival.

Chi Wang agreed, so the two of them left Wisteria Village for the first time after the New Year. Spring came, and the flowers in Jiangbei were in full bloom. The danger has never been close, and even Zhuang Yan has no chance to relive the old dream of his hometown.

During this season, the villages and towns near the river were very lively, and when they arrived at the riverside, it happened to be sunset time.The two found a restaurant nearby that could cook vegetarian dishes, and planned to take a break.

Although he has returned to vulgarity, Zhuang Yan is still affected by some dietary tastes to some extent, and prefers light vegetarian food. Chi Wangyu doesn't pay much attention to his appetite, so he has no opinion on vegetarian food.But I didn't expect that while waiting for the dishes, a few monks came to the vegetarian restaurant.

Chi Wang didn't show it on the face, but Zhuang Yan obviously felt that his mood had changed, especially when these monks recognized Zhuang Yan when they saw him and called him "Master Zi'an", Chi Wang's eyes turned cold.

Zhuang Yan smiled wryly, "People in the world of mortals can no longer afford the title of 'mage'. This master of cultivation, please don't call him that."

Looking at Chi Wang who was at the same table with Zhuang Yan, the senior monk who led him recalled the rumors he had heard before, and showed a look of disapproval, "This statement is wrong. A few years ago in Changuang Temple, the old monk had the honor to hear that Zi An The master explained the scriptures and explained that the master's attainment in my Buddha's way is really promising. The Buddha said: "There is no love and desire more than sex, and sex is desire." Every time I think about it, I feel so sad.”

Hearing this, Chi Wang was already very unhappy, but he did not have a fit, but put down the bowls and chopsticks in his hands, and seemed to knock on the table inadvertently, making a soft sound, which attracted everyone around him to look at him. looked over.

Chi Wang raised his head, and actually smiled first, "The old monk's words are wrong, don't you know the truth of 'the impermanence of all things is the law of birth and death'? The change of birth and death is the most impermanent, and impermanence is the 'true permanence'. Not to mention that the Buddha also has three inability, one is not able to transfer sentient beings to karma; two is not able to force people who have no relationship, and three is not able to overcome unbelievers. When his relationship with Buddha ceases, his relationship with me will continue. You old monk , but dare to do things that the Buddha could not do, if the practice is not enough and you can’t see the opportunity, then don’t speak nonsense here.”

The old monk was speechless after being argued by Chi Wang's citations, and then turned his head to see his young disciples who were lacking in concentration and had been fascinated by their appearance, staring at them one by one in a daze.Suddenly, he lost his face and stopped eating, so he hurriedly led the accompanying monks away from Chi Wang.

Zhuang Yan said sincerely: "Thank you Madam for saving me."

Seeing that Zhuang Yan was not affected, Chi Wang's breath finally became clear.

It was getting late outside, and after dinner, they walked hand in hand along the river.

It was already dark, and the vendors on the main street gathered here. Various river lanterns lit up the line along the river, and it was very lively with people coming and going.On the river with the sound of the tide in the distance, one can already see the lights floating away from the river, like stars pouring into the river, and then the dense stars are melted away by the breeze and Xu Bo.

Zhuang Yan held his hand and walked along the path by the river for a while, recalling the situation when Chi Wang argued the old monk with Buddhist scriptures just now, not only shook his head and smiled, "You, you always tell me that you hate it. A monk, but he can memorize all these Buddhist scriptures... Even the monks who devote themselves to practice in the temple are not as good as you. You don't believe in Buddhism, but you have a compassionate heart, and you can enter the Tao with the Buddha's heart...I don't understand, you If you don’t believe it or don’t like it, how can you go so far on the path of Buddhism?”

Chi Wang didn't answer for a while, the wind made his hair flutter, Zhuang Yan stopped and helped him tie his hair again.

The riverside here is remote and uninhabited, Zhuang Yan felt that the atmosphere was very good at this time, and gently brought him into his arms to have a gentle time together.

Chi Wang hesitated for a moment before saying, "I told you, don't laugh at me."

What responded to him was Zhuang Yan's gentle hug, and the warmth of snuggling made him let go of his guard, "After knowing that you have become a monk, I want to 'encounter' you in Jiangbei in a few years. You can't speak...then you put your palms together and say 'Amitabha Buddha' to me...and then leave."

So he read the Buddhist scriptures thoroughly, only hoping that when they meet, they will not talk or speculate, and they can have a few more words with his young master before saying goodbye.

Zhuang Yan's hug suddenly tightened, and the kiss fell on the top of his hair, as if he was suppressing his violent ups and downs, "During the years when I became a monk, I thought about you every day, and I couldn't bear to think about you , I forced myself to bear it... everything is for our reunion in the future."

It's really not easy to walk this way, and it's only because of their present companionship.Chi Wang relaxed his body and leaned against Zhuang Yan's arms, with a soft look between his brows, "I was worried before, if you and I stayed together for hundreds or thousands of years, would it be boring to see you one day? Now I want to understand, no matter what will happen in the end, you are the most important person to me, among all living beings, you are the only one I can trust with all my heart, and I have nothing to hide from you alone. reserve."

Zhuang Yan rubbed the back of his head and hugged his body tightly in his arms, "We have 700 years of karma, and we have witnessed the reality of birth and death together. Those who have seven exquisite hearts and can realize the way of Nirvana will also You are the only one...Only you understand what I think in my heart, if we hold hands and never let go, we will be able to go to the end of time annihilation."

The night wind is silent and silent, and the light on the river never stops. All these things happen naturally and endlessly.

The lights all over the river will appear in the same season next year, and they will be once again celebrated by the people along the river.Flowers are similar every year, and people are different every year. Changes are subtle and eternal. Given enough time, you can see the vicissitudes of life. Everything is impermanent. Life is passed down from generation to generation and remains the same for a long time.

The lights all over the river are like a bright galaxy, and they are reflected in Zhuang Yan's pupils at this time, turning into a momentary and eternal truth, "Xiaochi, you are the eternal eternity, and my unchanging truth."

They will be inseparable one, to accompany the long years, but never feel alone.

Zhuang Yan followed Chi Wang's long hair, "You can't get rid of me... If Madam gets tired of looking at me, I'll change my hairstyle to make it more fresh... Hey, don't go! Xiaochi, I Will grow my hair back!"

Chi Wang was teasing him, but Zhuang Yan didn't see it, and hugged him anxiously for a moment, pushing him against a tree.But when he looked down and saw the corner of Chi Wan's mouth slightly raised, he also laughed.

The lovers on the riverside cuddled each other intimately, and slowly released river lanterns by the river at night, making long-lasting wishes.

Today, they are finally a pair of monks who can't be more legitimate among all living beings.

After parting his lips, Chi Wan took Zhuang Yan's hand, with a shy expression like a boy, "Master... I also want to put a lamp."

"Okay, I'll buy it for you."

They held hands and walked onto the crowded street, their figures disappeared into the passing crowd, and they could no longer be distinguished after a while.

It's just the hands that hold each other, and they already know where everything goes.

... That is their year after year, and they will always be present.

The author has something to say:

Xiao Chi and Master Zhuang came from the world of mortals, and finally walked back to the world of mortals, hidden in the world, and witnessed the long years together.

They obtained eternal companionship and were no longer alone.This is the warmest ending I can think of.

...just coming here and really saying goodbye to everyone.

There is always a banquet in the world, and this is where we come and go.

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2019.5.5

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Quote:

1. "Buddha said: Love and desire are not more important than sex. Sex is desire." Quoted from:

"Buddha said 42 chapters"

2. "Everything is impermanent, it is the law of birth and death." Quoted from:

"Nirvana Sutra" "All things are impermanent, which is the law of birth and death. Birth and death are already gone, and peace and death are joy."

3. "Buddha has three inability" to apply to:

Zen Master Tang Yuangui

The original sentence: "Firstly, it can't destroy fixed karma; secondly, it can't lead to no predestined relationship; it can't exhaust the world of sentient beings."

4. "Flowers are similar every year, but people are different every year." Quoted from:

Tang·Liu Xiyi "Grave Pulsatilla"