married her first and then fell in love

Every time he was shaken, Xia An would not look into Ye Jin's eyes, as if he was avoiding the true thoughts in his heart, telling himself thousands of times in his heart that he hated this person, but in fact, she still liked him.

Xia An even loathes this kind of self, why should it be so humble to like someone, is it worth it?

Seeing Xia An's slackness, Ye Jin became more certain in her heart that Xia An was just being stubborn with herself.

When Xia An twisted it, he was soft but not hard.

Ye Jin regretted it very much. At that time Xia An said that she wanted a divorce, but instead of coaxing her, she agreed easily. This girl must be very angry.

That day, the decisions they made seemingly calmly were actually mixed with anger.

After more than a month of separation, both of them are deceiving themselves and others to suffer.In fact, whenever one person takes the initiative to bow his head, the other will not give up.

Ye Jin always said that Xia An had a stubborn temper, so how could she be better?She has always maintained her stubbornness and arrogance, unwilling to be the one who bows her head.

But now facing Xia An...

"Go home?" Ye Jin coaxed softly, with an almost pleading tone.

Qi Muyi walked out of the kitchen with the dishes, and when she looked at the sofa, Ye Jin and Xia An approached and said something.

After watching for a few seconds, a helpless smile appeared on Qi Muyi's face, but it was an eye-opener. It turned out that Ye Jin would lower his posture like this to care about others.

Ye Jin likes Xia An, and not in a normal way, this is what Qi Muyi can tell, she can't help but wonder if Ye Jin really loved Yi Zhen back then.She originally thought that Ye Jin had always had that temperament, but now it seems that she is not.

"Have you dealt with it?" Qi Muyi stepped forward.

"Well, it's done." Xia An said, and let go of Ye Jin's hand.

"Let's eat then, there's only one dish left."

"Okay." Xia An got up and tidied up the medicine box, and put it back to its original position.

As soon as Xia An sat down at the dining table, she caught a glimpse of Ye Jin pulling out the chair and sitting beside her.It was said that it was Qi Muyi's birthday, but the dishes on the table catered to Xia An's taste. She had just been discharged from the hospital, so her diet should be light.

There was an inexplicable embarrassment at the dinner table. Perhaps saying something could ease the atmosphere. After eating in a muffled voice for a while, Xia An first smiled and said, "Teacher, you still cook for your birthday today."

"For me, cooking is also a kind of relaxation." Qi Muyi helped Xia An serve a bowl of fish soup, ""

"Delicious."

"As long as you like it, drink more."

Ye Jin kept silent, but listened to every word in her heart, picked up the glass in hand, and absent-mindedly sipped her saliva.

Qi Muyi saw her, "Ye Jin, would you like some wine?"

"Need not."

I'm not in the mood to drink.

Don't be too obvious about the low air pressure of the people around you. Xia An can feel it while drinking the soup.

At the dinner table, Xia An and Qi Muyi were chatting and laughing. Ye Jin was originally unsmiling, but this contrast made it even more boring.

It's not that Xia An didn't notice Ye Jin, on the contrary, although she was talking to Qi Muyi, her mind was on Ye Jin's admiration. Seeing that Ye Jin didn't eat a few mouthfuls, she turned her head after a while, "Why don't you eat?" ah?"

Ye Jin looked at Xia An, her eyebrows relaxed a little, she picked up a piece of chicken, and then sent it to Xia An's bowl.

Xia An looked at Ye Jin, feeling abnormal.

Is it so strange to pick a dish for her?Just now when Qi Muyi served her soup, she looked happy, and Ye Jin picked up a piece of ribs for Xia An, and said, "Eat more."

"..." Xia An looked at his own bowl, to be honest, it was the first time I saw someone serve food in such an awkward way.

Long-term indifference and introversion, locking the door of her heart, made Ye Jin really not good at caring for a person with human touch, but from now on, she told herself to get used to being like this in front of Xia An, and she had to change a lot .

Xia An went home with Ye Jin that night, but his attitude was still cold, and he deliberately kept a distance from Ye Jin.After spending two nights with the little guy at Ye's house, Xia An insisted on living back in the school dormitory.

Ye Jin was at a loss, and even envied Sheng Ruqi's ability to chase people.

In this way, Xia An's "cold war" against Ye Jin lasted for almost two months.During this period of time, her mood was like riding a roller coaster, with ups and downs, but she never got out of the entangled track.

Xia An has never been clear about her weight in Ye Jin's heart, nor Ye Jin's true thoughts, until that night, when she saw Ye Jin's unprecedented side...

That night was the first night she returned to work part-time in Yese after she was discharged from the hospital. The first client she met that night was Ye Jin.

Ye Shi's part-time job Xia An couldn't just let it go, her father was almost incapable of working, and the daily expenses and medical treatment expenses had to be taken from her, plus the surgery fee she owed Ye Jin...

"I'm still busy." Seeing that it was Ye Jin, Xia An turned around and wanted to leave.

Ye Jin knew that Xia An would return to work here, so she kept in touch with other staff members of the night show.Tonight, she will take Xia An away no matter what, "I'm here to drink, I'm not familiar with it."

In the end, Xia An opened the box for Ye Jin, "There will be a performance downstairs in half an hour..."

According to the procedure, Xia An introduced it in a regular manner.

"I'm in a bad mood, why don't you drink a few drinks with me." Ye Jin interrupted Xia An.

Xia An was silent for a moment, then took two wine glasses, opened and poured the wine skillfully, the translucent liquid slowly submerged the ice cubes, the alcohol was not low.

The two of them didn't speak, they drank quietly, the cold liquid entered their throats, and it became scorching hot.

Ye Jin has always paid attention to her own image, and never allowed herself to show her flustered side to the outside world. She has been drunk by herself, but she has never been drunk in front of another person.

That night, in front of Xia An, Ye Jin drank a lot of wine, drunkenness was written all over her face.

"Drink too much, stop drinking." Xia An couldn't stand it any longer, and snatched the wine glass from Ye Jin's hand, she knew that the wine had a strong aftertaste.

Ye Jin stared at Xia An intently, her gaze seemed to be frozen, she had never tasted such a strong emotion, it was buried in her heart, but it still seemed to burst forth at any time.

Tonight, Ye Jin couldn't restrain herself anymore.

Xia An also stared at Ye Jin, when the other's tired forehead rested on her shoulder, Xia An's heart beat instantly, the heart rate can't lie.

"You're drunk. Xia An tilted his head slightly, rubbing his cheek against Ye Jin's hair, there was a familiar and favorite aroma.

Ye Jin leaned her head on Xia An's shoulder, and moved closer.

Only then did Xia An's heartbeat stabilize, because Ye Jin's approaching breath was out of rhythm again, and she let Ye Jin lean on her shoulder, motionless.

"Send me back, I'm a little dizzy." Ye Jin murmured, and she didn't speak anymore, she admitted that she was suspected of pretending to be drunk, no matter how dizzy she was, she wouldn't be unconscious.

Can you not get dizzy after drinking so much wine?Xia An complained in her heart, and after a while, Ye Jin still leaned on her shoulder, it seemed that she was really drunk.

What else can I do?

After sitting for a long time, Xia An had to ask for leave temporarily.

Instead of going home, he took a taxi to the single apartment in the urban area. It was the one that Ye Jin took Xia An to before. It was Ye Jin's intention. Xia An also felt that it was not good for the little guy to see adults drunk .

In the back seat of the taxi, Xia An and Ye Jin were one on the left and one on the right, separated by a distance of half a person, Ye Jin moved his body, Xia An turned his head, and found that Ye Jin was leaning towards him.

After sitting for a while, Ye Jin stretched out her hand and quietly placed it on the back of Xia An's hand.

again...

Seeing Xia An, she still moved her hand back.

However, Ye Jin held Xia An's hand tightly, and she would not let go of it easily.

Xia An turned her head and stared at Ye Jin stubbornly, seeing Ye Jin also looking straight at herself, Xia An tried to struggle again, but Ye Jin still did not let go.

Looking at each other, a silent contest.

Gradually, Xia An asked Ye Jin to hold hands and stopped moving. She remembered that it was the same way back then, when Ye Jin took a step back, she took a step forward with shamelessness.

"Why are your hands so cold?" Drunk, Ye Jin lowered her head towards Xia An, and asked softly and caringly.

When she looked directly into Ye Jin's eyes, Xia An knew that she was about to lose her defense. She yearned for Ye Jin to hold her hand like this, and then stared at her intently. There was only herself in her eyes.

Ye Jin rested her head on Xia An's shoulder again, it was very comfortable and made people reluctant to move it away.

From the front rearview mirror, Xia An happened to be able to see the appearance of Ye Jin leaning on her with her eyes closed. She always felt very strange, completely gone from her usual pride, and more like a child seeking comfort.

It was the first time she saw Ye Jin drinking like this.

During the ten-minute drive, the two stayed together silently, and Ye Jin was always holding Xia An's hand.

"Why do you let your girlfriend drink so much?" The driver uncle looked at it and couldn't help but interjected.

"I said it, but she didn't listen."

After Ye Jin heard Xia An's complaint in a daze, she couldn't help but raise the corners of her lips, she rubbed her head against Xia An's neck, and said in a hoarse voice, "I will listen to you from now on."

Xia An couldn't sit still, especially Ye Jin's warm breath on her sensitive neck, and her bass was so provocative.

Xia An only came to this apartment once, but she was deeply impressed. It should be said that she was deeply impressed by the things between her and Ye Jin.

After opening the door, Xia An turned on the light in the entrance, and was looking for the switch of the chandelier in the living room, when suddenly, he was hugged...

Ye Jin embraced Xia An and held her in his arms.Hugging her has always been on his mind, and he hasn't hugged her for a long time, but now that he hugs her again, Ye Jin cherishes it very much.

Xia An's mind went blank for a moment.

There was a dim light in the room, and the surroundings were in darkness, but the warm yellow light was enough for them to see each other's faces clearly.

"You drank too much." Xia An didn't push Ye Jin away, nor responded.

"No." Ye Jin does not rely on alcohol, but she does not deny that sometimes alcohol can give people some courage to break through the ordinary.

Even so, looking at Ye Jin, Xia An was still angry, since she couldn't bear to part with herself, why didn't she say it at the beginning, why did she agree to the divorce so easily at the beginning, as if she didn't care if they separated.

"Let go of me." The more Xia An thought about it, the more angry she became.

"I was wrong, I shouldn't agree to divorce." Ye Jin stroked Xia An's cheek lightly with one hand, almost expending his best efforts to coax the person in front of him, "It's my fault, we are not angry, okay? good?"

Xia An pursed her lips tightly. She admitted that she was a little angry when she proposed the divorce. After all, she still hoped that Ye Jin could coax her and be more proactive and honest with her.

However, no.

The reality really made her want to give up.

"From now on, don't go to nightclubs to drink anymore." Ye Jin held Xia An's face and said slowly, "...My heart aches."