married her first and then fell in love

"I just feel so tired and uncomfortable." Xia An looked at Ye Jin and said softly, her heart rate quickened and her breathing was burning hot, and there was a faint smell of alcohol on her lips.

Xia An has never drank so much since he stopped going to the night. Tonight, as if he was stimulated, he drank many cups.

Xia An's murmur sounded familiar to Ye Jin, Yi Zhen said the same thing to her.

Tired and uncomfortable, not because of drinking, more because of myself.About this point, how could Ye Jin not understand?She resisted Xia An's enthusiasm time and time again. Xia Anming expressed his understanding on the surface, but it was impossible not to be unsympathetic in his heart.

No matter how much enthusiasm there is, if there is no response, it will always be extinguished.

Xia An blushed slightly when she spoke, her eyes were wronged, Ye Jin wanted to take her into his arms, hug her and comfort her softly, but at the same time, he was also afraid that if he did this, after giving the other party a little hope, it would bring another round of disappointment .

Because of Xia An, Ye Jin is indeed trying to change herself, but to be honest, she has no confidence that she can change it, and she also has no confidence that Xia An can accept the morbid psychological barrier.Even if you accept it for a while, there will still be pimples in your heart, and it won't take long before you get tired and bored...

Therefore, she was tempted by a girl, but she still hesitated, unable to actively pursue her without any burden in her heart.Some people are so arrogant on the surface, but they are actually humble in their bones, but they never show their expressions and are unknown to others.

Ye Jin knew that whether she retreated or approached at the moment, she could only bring disappointment to Xia An.Very selfish, she got a lot of long-awaited warmth from Xia An, but she gave very little.

The car was quiet for a long time.

"If you're tired, go to bed early tonight." Ye Jin's voice was low and slightly hoarse.

As usual, she didn't get the response she wanted, Xia An's eyes were filled with disappointment, her eyes that were always active were like a pool of stagnant water, she didn't think that Ye Jin ignored the meaning of her words, it was more like she chose to avoid ignoring her.

Is that all you care about me?Xia An looked away from Ye Jin's face, she did not answer Ye Jin for the first time, but left him aside.

After sitting for a while, Xia An had no expression on his face, then opened the door without saying a word, and got out of the car alone.

The car door was closed by Xia An with a "bang", which hit Ye Jin's heart... She was the only one left in the car, and the atmosphere was extremely cold.

The temperature was a few degrees below zero on a winter night, and the wind was as cold as a knife. Xia An was afraid of the cold, but he seemed to forget the cold for a while.

She saw the snowflakes falling silently in the dark night, and remembered that night when Ye Jin was standing downstairs in the dormitory, waiting for her with the cold wind blowing.That might have been her sweetest delusion.

At that time, she felt that Ye Jin liked herself as much as she liked her.

The two walked quietly into the house, Ye Jin was behind Xia An, following her footsteps, also thinking secretly.

In the dead of night, it was insomnia again.

Lying on the bed alone, Xia An closed his eyes tightly, but was conscious.

Xia An's temperament is very competitive, and it doesn't matter if he doesn't have anything, so he will fight for it with all his strength.But she found that feelings are an exception, they cannot be won by one-sided enthusiasm...

Love is always a matter of two people.

From Xia An's point of view, a person's attachment is not called love, and the feelings that come from force are not what she thinks in her heart.But she feels that Ye Jin's liking for her seems to be so "reluctant".

Xia An originally thought it was a simple matter, neither forced nor complacent, if she could meet someone she likes and likes herself, she would stay by her side.

But the reality is much more complicated than Xia An imagined, she can't be so free and easy at all, she will be entangled in thinking, if Ye Jin really has someone else in her heart, what should she do?

Troubles always come one after another, this is life.

Xia An turned over and buried her face in the pillow, feeling dizzy but unable to fall asleep.

In Ye Jin's room, the light was still on.When she was looking for the documents, she happened to see the prenuptial agreement in the drawer, and on the agreement, there was a red booklet neatly arranged.

Eyes paused on the marriage certificate for a long time, Ye Jin opened the marriage certificate, a photo with a red background stood out.

In the photo, Xia An was leaning against her side, with his head tilted slightly, the corners of his lips curved, with a clean and bright smile on his face, and a smile rarely appeared on her face.

"Laugh, we are here to get married, not divorced."

When exactly did she have a special feeling for Xia An?Ye Jin couldn't tell, as if everything had become like this naturally.

Ye Jin stared at the photo for an unknown amount of time, she raised her head and casually glanced at the side of the bed, half of it was messy, obviously there was only one person sleeping at night, but the other half of the double bed was left.

She continued to look at the photo again, sliding her fingertips lightly. Ye Jin has always made decisions swiftly and swiftly, but facing Xia An, she was entangled again and again.

I had a dream at night.

Ye Jin dreamed that when she dimly opened her eyes, Xia An was lying beside her, smiling sweetly, she couldn't help but hug Xia An into her arms, hugging her tightly, as if she was afraid that the other party would run away.

"Do you like me?" Xia An nestled in her arms and asked cautiously and tentatively.

She stared at Xia An's cheek, and was very satisfied with hugging him. She couldn't help answering softly, "I like it, of course I like it."

"I want to kiss you, can I?"

She was nervous, and before she could answer, Xia An suddenly attacked her lips and kissed her forcefully.

"An'an, don't be like this..." She wanted to avoid it.

Xia An ignored her, and with longing, kissed harder and harder, taking off her pajamas bit by bit.

She felt that her heart was going to be stuffy, and she kept panting, "Stop! Stop..."

Xia An was disappointed, her smile stopped, and then she looked at her with disgust on her face, and pushed her away, "I've really had enough. Ye Jin, you're just sick..."

Ye Jin opened her eyes, it was already the middle of the night, and there was only darkness and silence in the room.

The Spring Festival is getting closer and closer, and the school is on winter vacation, but at the hospital, Xia An is still too busy.

In the evening, an operation ended.

The people in the operating room gradually dispersed.

"If they were as eager to learn as you are, we wouldn't have to worry." Qi Muyi looked tired and couldn't help but sigh at Xia An.

Today's young people are more spoiled than the other, and when they are a little tired, they are too busy to complain. Xia An is unique, and has taught many students. Qi Muyi has never seen such a girl who can endure hardships.

Xia An smiled and said nothing.

"Thank you." Qi Muyi took the hot water from Xia An and thanked her softly. While drinking the water, she looked at Xia An and suddenly asked, "You and Ye Jin..."

Qi Muyi stopped while talking, thinking about it and still didn't ask.

A few days ago, she and Sheng Ruqi got together.

While drinking, Sheng Ruqi said, "I'm really afraid that Ye Jin will get entangled with her again when Yi comes back."

Qi Muyi was surprised at the time, "Isn't Ye Jin already married?"

"She was married by agreement..." Sheng Ruqi blurted out.Ye Jin finally found a pure and pleasant ambiguous object by his side, but the old love returned to the country before even a sign of his horoscope.

Only then did Qi Muyi learn that Ye Jin and Xia An were only married by agreement.It's no wonder... Based on her understanding of Ye Jin, getting married is inconceivable, let alone a flash marriage.

Seeing that Qi Muyi had only spoken half of what she had said, Xia An was still waiting for the other half to ask her.

"Have you been in a bad mood recently?" Qi Muyi changed her tune.

"No." Xia An smiled.

"Will Ye Jin come to pick you up later?"

"She's been busy recently...she'll ask the driver to pick her up." Xia An explained.

Several times in a row, the driver came to pick me up. Is it too sensitive?Xia An always felt that after Yi Zhen returned to China, Ye Jin seemed to be busier than before, and often worked overtime and came home late.

In short, there is more and more distance.

Sure enough, if he didn't take the initiative, Ye Jin would not take the initiative to her, Xia An wondered again, was he too wishful thinking?

When Qi Muyi heard what Xia An said, she didn't say anything.

Another busy day passed.

In the middle of the night, Qi Muyi came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, and happened to see news related to Yi Zhen on her mobile phone.Every time she sees this name, she subconsciously pays attention to it.

The relationship between her and Yi Zhen can be said to be simple or complicated.

Just as Qi Muyi was about to put down her phone, a message popped up on the screen:

I want to see you.

Qi Muyi stared at the screen for several seconds, but didn't reply, and wanted to choose to turn a blind eye.

Immediately afterwards, another pop-up:

Can you come over and stay with me?In a bad mood, a little uncomfortable.

Qi Muyi chose to continue to ignore.

Then, the other party directly sent a string of addresses, as well as the password for the combination lock.

It was already midnight when Qi Muyi drove to the apartment. When she entered the room, Yi Zhen was wrapped in a nightgown, reeking of alcohol, lazily leaning on the sofa, smoking a cigarette slowly.

"Smoking less." Qi Muyi said, the first time she met Yi Zhen in person was at a party, and Yi Zhen attended as Ye Jin's girlfriend. Pure personality.

So later when Qi Muyi saw that Yi Zhen was actually good at smoking and drinking in private, he was very speechless.

Even Ye Jin didn't know about this.

Because Yi Zhen is very concerned about her image in front of Ye Jin, what type Ye Jin likes, and what type she tries to "become".

"Where does it hurt?"

"I feel comfortable when you come. It seems that Doctor Qi has not changed. He likes to be merciful, and usually can't refuse a woman's request." Yi Zhen looked up at Qi Muyi and said jokingly.

"It's better that we don't meet."

"Then what are you doing here?" Yi Zhen asked back, and then said, "Sit down. I don't have any friends in Nancheng, so I can only think of you. I asked you to come here so late. I'm sorry, what do you want to drink?"

"Are we on good terms?"

"I've already slept in bed, doesn't it count?"

At that time, Yi Zhen and Ye Jin had just broken up. She drank a lot, but sent the message to Qi Muyi by mistake. That night, she slept with Qi Muyi in a drunken stupor, with a sense of venting. nature.

After waking up the next day, she almost collapsed, even though she broke up with Ye Jin, she still felt ashamed of Ye Jin.

Qi Muyi didn't speak, apparently unwilling to mention what happened that night.

"Okay, I'm joking." Yi Zhen changed the subject, "What would you like to drink?"

"Anything you want." Qi Muyi felt that Yi Zhen was in a bad mood, just like that night six years ago, and it was also because of Ye Jin.She took the wine glass handed by Yi Zhen, "Can't you forget her?"

"How is that possible? It's been six years." Yi Zhen sneered duplicity.

"I didn't say it was Ye Jin." Qi Muyi put it bluntly.

"So what if I can't forget? She's married." Yi Zhen was silent, drank a glass of wine sullenly, and then smiled, "Don't talk about her, how have you been these few years?"

"Like the old one."

Yi Zhen got up and sat next to Qi Muyi, "Cheers."

"Don't drink too much." Seeing that Yi Zhen was already drunk, Qi Muyi snatched the bottle in her hand that was about to continue pouring, "It's uncomfortable to be drunk."

"It would be great if Ye Jin cared half of you." Yi Zhen looked at Qi Muyi and suddenly sighed softly.

Seeing Yi Zhen's bewildered and absent-minded appearance, Qi Muyi wondered whether she should tell her that Ye Jin was only married in person, and she might still have a chance.

The closer and closer Yi Zhen hooked Qi Muyi's neck with one hand, half-closed her eyes, and kissed her directly, just like that night six years ago, except that now, she is considered sober.

Qi Muyi was caught off guard and met Yi Zhen's hot kiss, inch by inch, she pushed away, "Yi Zhen."

"Why didn't you push me away six years ago?!" Yi Zhen knew that she had no right to blame Qi Muyi. She took the initiative that night, but Qi Muyi didn't refuse.After finishing speaking, Yi Zhen pressed Qi Muyi on the sofa, and continued to kiss her on the lips. While kissing, he unbuttoned his nightgown and took it off slowly, "Do it again with me."

"Calm down." Qi Muyi leaned against Yi Zhen's shoulder. She had already done it wrong once that night, and she didn't want to have a second time.

"You don't have a girlfriend, and I'm single. Is there a problem?" Yi Zhen, with a stronger desire to vent than last time, leaned against Qi Muyi's ear and sighed, "I want..."

"Ye Jin is still single." Knowing this sentence, Qi Muyi can best restore Yi Zhen's reason, "After breaking up with you, she has been single until now."

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