married her first and then fell in love

Resentment, even disgust hit Ye Jin's heart.

It's not because she hates Xia An's approach, but because of herself, those images that she once considered obscene and extremely disgusting flashed through her mind, which made her feel conflicted.

"Are you all right?" Xia An saw Ye Jin lost his mind again, his expression was ugly.Just like she woke up suddenly from a nightmare that morning, Xia An didn't know what she remembered, just seeing her state, it was very bad.

Ye Jin slowed down and sighed softly, "I'm a little tired today."

I'm always working overtime, so it's no wonder I'm not tired.

Xia An was also in the emergency department this month. She heard Ye Jin's expression and voice were exhausted and distressed. She still wrapped her arms around Ye Jin's waist, actively sending her a warm embrace, and asked gently, "Are you dizzy?"

When dealing with other people on weekdays, Xia An is caring and warm-hearted, let alone the person he likes.In front of others, Xia An is hot on the outside and cold on the inside, but now in front of Ye Jin, she maintains the same enthusiasm both on the outside and on the inside.

Who let Ye Jin break into her heart.

"Let's take a shower first." Xia An looked up at Ye Jin, then said with a light smile, "After taking a shower, I'll press it for you, it will make you feel better."

While speaking, Xia An still hugged Ye Jin tightly, and she didn't intend to let go from the beginning to the end. Although she didn't say something clearly, this action is enough to show that she wants Ye Jin to stay in her room tonight .

however.

"Go to bed early." Ye Jin's expression was not natural, her mood was low and depressed at the moment, and Xia An was too close to her.

Suddenly it became cold again.

She seemed to resent her closeness.

Xia An finally realized the problem.

Maybe once or twice she doesn't care, but the more times, Xia An can clearly feel Ye Jin's resistance to her, which happens to be a good explanation, why every time she can't help but want to kiss Ye Jin, she can only get the other's kiss in the end. conflict.

Is that right?

Holding such a guess, Xia An slowly put her arms around Ye Jin's neck, and she said in an ambiguous low voice, "I want to sleep with you tonight."

While talking, Xia An slightly tiptoed, and kissed Ye Jin's lips again.

The movement is very slow, deliberately tentative.

"Don't be like this..." Ye Jin couldn't help hiding her head back, and at the same time she blurted out the words, she stretched out her hand and pushed Xia An away, she couldn't continue.

Sure enough.

The guess in my heart was confirmed.

This push made Xia An feel like he was being poured from head to toe by a basin of cold water.After being pushed away, she stood awkwardly in front of Ye Jin, not knowing what to say.

Ye Jin saw the puzzlement and sadness in Xia An's eyes. At this moment, her mood was even worse than Xia An's.

All of a sudden, the atmosphere became extremely weird.

"Why not?" Xia An felt wronged and asked Ye Jin.

She really couldn't understand Ye Jin dodging again and again.

"I'm sorry." When Ye Jin said this, she didn't look directly into Xia An's eyes. She took a breath and confessed slowly, "I still can't accept this now."

can't accept...

After hearing this, Xia An's heart became even colder. She never thought that she would get such a reply from Ye Jin.She just wanted to get some responses that Ye Jin also liked her, just a little bit.

But Ye Jin avoided her like this.

No one will feel good when I finally mustered up the courage to take the initiative and become bored in the eyes of the other party.

Xia An resisted the disappointment in her heart, she pursed her lips, "I was too impulsive."

"It's not your problem, it's my problem." Ye Jin interrupted Xia An, seeing her being wronged and blaming herself, she felt more and more upset, she tried to comfort her, "Give me a little more time."

Xia An was in a daze, and said these words again.

And Ye Jin said it seriously, it was her problem.

Xia An was at a loss.

What is Ye Jin's unspeakable secret that he has been unwilling to tell himself?Xia An struggled for a moment, but still tried to ask, "Can I know why?"

why?

Because I can't give you what you want like a normal person.Xia An, after you get to know me, will you still stay with me and like me like this?

Ye Jin admitted that it was her selfishness that hurt Xia An. She has always been ambiguous and greedy to enjoy the warmth Xia An gives. When their relationship has developed to the point where it is so ambiguous, she cannot give Xia An the warmth. More.

This is the situation Ye Jin least wants to face.

If you like someone, you can't help but want to touch him. That's why she said, Xia An is right, it's her own fault.

When Xia An said "I like you" seriously, Ye Jin really wanted to take the initiative to hold her face, to caress and kiss her, to give her an answer in this way, to make her feel at ease, and to make her happy.

but……

No matter how many times she asks why, Ye Jin never gets an answer.Xia An was a little tired suddenly, Ye Jin always said that it needed time, but Xia An thought it was not a matter of time, but because Ye Jin didn't give her a chance, Ye Jin didn't intend to let go of her guard.

Xia An looked at Ye Jin, was silent for a long time, smiled absent-mindedly, and said softly, "It's okay if you don't want to answer now. Wait until you want to talk..."

He gave in again.

But Xia An was really duplicity.

Do you like it too humble?Xia An laughed at herself, she just thought too much about other people's feelings, and sometimes she would rather hold back the pain herself.

Xia An's reasonableness made Ye Jin feel more guilty.

"It's almost twelve o'clock, I'm sleepy, you go to bed early too." After saying that, Xia An turned and walked to the bathroom, she didn't leave Ye Jin any more.

Ye Jin could tell that Xia An was in a worse mood.

Looking at the cold gift on the bed, Ye Jin thought of Xia An's unhappy appearance recently, the source of Xia An's unhappiness was actually because of her.More than once, when Xia An showed enthusiasm for her, it was extinguished by her cold water.Even if it can be understood once or twice, what about three times and five times?

Just now when she said that she couldn't accept that, Xia An's eyes were clearly gloomy.

When Xia An changed into her pajamas and came out of the bathroom, Ye Jin was no longer in the room, and she did not stay.

Go back to the room.

The second glass of red wine bottomed out, Ye Jin still leaned on the sofa, not feeling sleepy.

Just like she refused to get close to Yi Zhen back then, she is now rejecting Xia An again.

It seems like everything is repeating itself.

The difference is the mood.

When she couldn't give Xia An what she wanted, she felt uncomfortable, just like her current mood.

Sheng Ruqi often jokes that she is a character destined to die alone, Ye Jin has always felt that it is not unreasonable, and Sheng Ruqi hits the right track, which can be considered right.

Thinking of Sheng Ruqi's joke, Ye Jin has never felt so melancholy like tonight.

Lying on the bed, Xia An was also sleepless.She wrapped her body with a thick quilt, and her head was stuffy. Ye Jin didn't give her an answer, but she already had an answer in her heart.

She confessed, but Ye Jin didn't accept it directly.

Xia An originally thought that liking it or not was a very simple matter, but now it seems that it is much more complicated than she imagined.She thinks that Ye Jin likes her, but she also thinks that when she likes someone, it shouldn't be like this.

The more she thought about it, the less Xia An understood.

Why sometimes Ye Jin treats her well like a lover, but can't make their relationship go further?

"It's my problem, give me some more time." Lying on the bed alone, Xia An thought a lot, while thinking about Ye Jin's words, Yi Zhen's face unconsciously flashed across his mind.

Has she not let go of Yi Zhen yet?

so it takes time...

This was the worst answer, but Xia An also felt that it was the most likely.

Qi Muyi said that Ye Jin is a dedicated person, and after six years of a relationship, she still can't forget it; Sheng Ruqi even said that Ye Jin gave up the idea of ​​getting married because of Yi Zhen.

So much so that Yi Zhen returned to China, and Xia An couldn't ignore her existence.

Although Xia An didn't know what happened between Ye Jin and Yi Zhen, and why they broke up.But Ye Jin must have loved Yi Zhen very much back then.It's still hard for Xia An to imagine what it would be like for Ye Jin, who has always been cold and untouchable, to be obsessed with someone?

Just thinking about it, Xia An felt sour and uncomfortable.If it wasn't for thinking about other people, why would Ye Jin refuse to truly accept herself, always hesitating.

Ye Jin is an ice cube, Xia An originally thought that as long as she got closer, he could slowly warm her up.But now, Xia An was confused, and didn't know if he could melt this ice cube.

late at night.

The dim lamp beside the bed was turned off, turned on and turned off again.

over and over again.

Xia An had insomnia until two o'clock in the middle of the night, tossing and turning on the bed, unable to fall asleep for a long time.

The whole winter in Nancheng is spent in snow.

Time passed quickly, and it was the JM annual meeting in a blink of an eye.

Xia An saw Yi Zhen himself again at JM's annual meeting dinner. She originally gave up the idea of ​​going, but she had already agreed to Ye Jin.

That night, when Xia An bumped into Yi Zhen who was very drunk, regardless of his image, he hugged Ye Jin with nostalgia.Xia An thought, is he being too optimistic?

Not all the past can go with the wind...