married her first and then fell in love

"Yes." Ye Jin said earnestly, "You are my wife, and all of these should be done."

You are my wife... Xia An was at a loss for words, she just said it casually, who knew that Ye Jin would answer so seriously, especially the second half of the sentence.

They just agreed to get married and signed in black and white.Sometimes Ye Jin herself overlooked this point, and she realized that her statement was not rigorous enough, and then she added an explanation with a meticulous attitude, "During the agreement, I will bear all your expenses."

So, it's always an agreement relationship.

Xia An looked helplessly at Ye Jin on the bed, and said stubbornly, "No need."

With Xia An's temper, Ye Jin also expected such an answer.

At this moment, the relationship between the two is indescribably delicate.

Before signing that contract, Ye Jin thought that she would maintain an absolutely pure contract relationship with Xia An, and Xia An also thought so.

In fact, neither of them did.

No one has the right to criticize anyone, and they agreed not to interfere with each other's private life, but they all crossed the line again and again, and they were willing to allow each other to approach them.

Their current relationship is far more complicated than agreed in the agreement.In other words, there is a lot of ambiguity between them that shouldn't be there, Xia An and Ye Jin are not slow, more or less aware of this problem.

Look at each other for a moment.

Xia An said with a smile, "Get up, I'll go down first."

"En." Ye Jin bowed her head and answered softly. When Xia An turned around and was about to leave, she raised her head and looked at the thin and thin back of the other party until it disappeared in front of her eyes.

Ye Jin leaned against the head of the bed, thoughtful for a while, and couldn't help but think of Xia An's smile and the hug just now, and couldn't get rid of it.

In a blink of an eye, November passed, and it was early winter in Nancheng.

The sky was gray and cloudy, the cemetery in the suburbs was empty and desolate, and the cold wind was blowing in, much colder than the urban area.

Standing in the cold wind, Ye Jin held a bouquet of lilies in one hand and put the other in his pocket, staring at the black and white photo on the tombstone. His slender figure was tightly wrapped in a black coat, but he still couldn't help the chill.

The young woman in the photo is Ye Jin's mother. Ye Jin looks down on her because of her cowardice.

When Ye Jin's mother committed suicide, she was only 32 years old, and her age will always be fixed at 32 years old, which is Ye Jin's current age.Ye Jin still remembers when she was only seven or eight years old. Since then, she has been living with her grandma and aunt.

Nothing is timeless.

Twenty years later, even life and death should be let go, Ye Jin also felt that she let go, anger and sadness have become the past, but those past events cast an indelible shadow in her heart, for many years. Afterwards, she was still in her life like a shadow.

It doesn't break you, but it's like a slow torture.

Ye Jin put the lily in her hand in front of the tomb, stood alone for a while, then turned and left.

After leaving the cemetery, Ye Jin drove to a private villa in the suburbs. The style is elegant, and if you observe carefully, you will find that the decoration is quite Zen-like.

It's a good place to relax and rest.

In the living room on the first floor, a long-haired woman was leisurely making tea. When she heard footsteps coming from the path outside the house, she got up and smiled, "You are still punctual as always."

"Know that your time is valuable."

"Where, even if you don't do consultations, Mr. Ye is welcome to come often."

Ye Jin just smiled politely, without exchanging too many pleasantries.

The woman in front of her is Ji Shuang, Ye Jin's personal psychiatrist, whom she has known for several years.Ye Jin has been in contact with a psychiatrist, no one else knows about it, and probably not many people will believe it.

Ji Shuang charges by the minute, which is expensive. When Ye Jin said that her time is precious, she was right on point.

In the reception room on the second floor, Ji Shuang brewed a pot of green tea. She smiled and asked Ye Jin, "How is the situation recently? Have you made any breakthroughs?"

When meeting Ye Jin, Ji Shuang felt that she had faced the greatest challenge in her career. She was well-known in the industry and had a good reputation, but when dealing with Ye Jin's case, the results were minimal, almost negligible.

"Have."

Ji Shuang thought that Ye Jin would say no like before, so she suddenly became interested, "Are you acceptable for close contact?"

"Ah."

"To what extent?"

"Hug..." Ye Jin thought about every detail of her contact with Xia An, and she herself felt incredible. Before, she didn't even feel comfortable holding hands with others, let alone hugging.

When Ji Shuang heard this, it was more than a little breakthrough for Ye Jin. She continued to understand Ye Jin's situation and collect information, "Then do you still feel disgusted and disgusted?"

"No." Xia An's face appeared in Ye Jin's mind, and it had nothing to do with disgust, she told Ji Shuang truthfully.

"Will you remember the past?"

"Yes, but I still don't object to hugging her."

she?Thistle Frost picked up a key point, "The hug you mentioned refers to someone in particular?"

"Only when I'm close to her, I don't feel so disgusted, even..." Ye Jin thought for a while, and said, "You can sleep in the same bed."

"Should I congratulate you?" Hearing what Ye Jin said, Ji Shuang tentatively asked, "Are you in love?"

Ye Jin flatly denied, "No."

"The 'he' you're talking about is someone you've known for a long time, or someone you just met?"

"New acquaintance."

"Have you been in contact for a while?"

"Ah."

"how long?"

"I met in September."

Ji Shuang played with the pen in her hand, sorting out the elements of what Ye Jin said in her mind, "I'll make a bold guess, it's just my guess, see if you think it makes sense."

"You can have close contact with 'him', probably because you subconsciously have a good impression of 'him'. Theoretically, when a person has a good impression of another person, tolerance will increase. So when you actively overcome your own obstacles , when you try to accept the closeness of the other party, you will unexpectedly find that this is not too difficult, at least not as difficult as you imagined. I also said before that to overcome your own psychological barriers to take the first step This is the most difficult step." Ji Shuang continued to analyze, "Also, when you get along with 'him', you should be in a relatively comfortable state, right? If I touch your minefield, I can continue to contact you."

Sleeping in the same bed already belongs to the very intimate category.

Ye Jin did not deny what Ji Shuang said.

"Do I make sense?"

"That's right." Ye Jin admitted.

"To change the question, do you have any thoughts or impulses towards 'him'?"

"You think I like her?" Ye Jin heard what Ji Shuang meant.

"This possibility cannot be ruled out."

"She's just a little girl, almost ten years younger than me..." Ye Jin felt that she paid attention to Xia An and helped Xia An again and again because the other party was young and had a shadow of her own youth. In addition, she He and Xia An can indeed get what they need.

"You don't need to explain anything, just answer yes or no."

Ye Jin fell silent.

"From me, you don't need to hide anything, you can answer whatever you think."

Ye Jin thought about it calmly, and after a while, "...Maybe there is."

Maybe there is.Ji Shuang smiled gratifiedly, she had been in contact with Ye Jin for so long, and it was the first time she saw Ye Jin hesitate like this, in fact, the hesitant reaction just showed that she had moved her mind.

"It's not easy to meet someone you love."

Heartbeat...

Ye Jin never attributed her different treatment of Xia An to her heartbeat, but with Ji Shuang's analysis like this, it seems that there is nothing wrong with it.

Ji Shuang has always felt that Ye Jin's open love relationship will be beneficial to her, but she is too limited in her own inherent thinking, and always feels that she is doomed to die alone.

"You can try to relax, don't think too much, don't deliberately restrain your thoughts and impulses, just follow your feelings."

"There are some things I can't do, you know that."

"But don't you come to me because you can't do it, and you want to change? I've said it many times. When it comes to feelings, you can't resist from the beginning, so there's no way to change it. Besides, high-quality love will bring many positive changes, just like you now, don’t you feel disgusted with hugging people? This is a good start.”

"Really?" Ye Jin naturally hoped that her situation could change, otherwise she wouldn't come to see Ji Shuang often.

"Of course, this is a gradual process. In fact, besides me, you can occasionally talk to others..."

After chatting with Ji Shuang for nearly two hours, Ye Jin got up to leave in the evening.

"Ye Jin." When Ye Jin was about to leave, Ji Shuang stopped her suddenly.

Ye Jin turned her head.

"Doesn't it feel good to hug someone?" Ji Shuang leaned against the door frame and asked with a smile.

"Ah."

"She must be a nice girl, too."

Hearing Ji Shuang's words, those fresh details flashed through Ye Jin's mind immediately, they were all about Xia An, she replied with a light smile, "Yes."

It was almost evening.

Ji Shuang looked up at the smoky blue sky, the cold rain started to fall, she sat on the corridor and lost her mind, she said that she had enlightened so many people, especially in the relationship, but in the end it was herself who was alone.

Drinking tea alone while watching the rain, it didn't take long before it was completely dark.

Throughout November, Xia An was busy in general surgery, and Qi Muyi was the best teacher among all her teachers, and took good care of her, so she was a little tired in surgery, but very I am in a good mood.

Well, Xia An admitted that she was in a happy mood in November, and it was inseparable from Mr. Ye.

When Ye Jin said to pick her up to and from get off work, Xia An said it was troublesome, but when it was time to get off work, Xia An began to silently wait for news and phone calls from Ye Jin, which almost became a habit.

At seven o'clock in the evening, when Xia An walked out of the inpatient department building, the weather was not good and it happened to be raining.

"Get in my car."

Xia An looked sideways and saw that it was Qi Muyi, "Someone is coming to pick me up, it's over there."

"My car is also parked over there. You didn't bring an umbrella. I'll take you there."

"Okay, thank you."

Ye Jin parked the car at the usual place, sat in the car for a while, saw that it was raining lightly outside, she took a spare umbrella from the car, got out of the car and walked towards the hospital.

Taking out her mobile phone, when Ye Jin was about to call Xia An, she saw Qi Muyi and Xia An holding the same umbrella, walking in her direction, talking and laughing.

Three people just happened to meet.

"Didn't you tell the driver to pick me up?" Seeing Ye Jin, Xia An was very surprised. Before leaving get off work, Ye Jin even sent her a WeChat message saying that he didn't have time to come today.

Ye Jin held an umbrella and looked at the two in front of her. She didn't explain. She originally arranged for a driver to pick them up, but she left work early today, so she drove directly to the hospital as soon as she left the company.

Xia An just wanted to introduce...

"Ye Jin, long time no see." Qi Muyi first greeted Ye Jin with a smile.

"When did you return to China?" Ye Jin just asked lightly.

"It's been more than a month, didn't Ruqi tell you? The hospital is too busy to have time to get together with you."

Xia An was taken aback, listening to their chat, they seemed to be very familiar.But when Ye Jin saw Qi Muyi sending her home that day, she didn't say anything, that's right, it's Mr. Ye's style not to say much.

After Qi Muyi talked to Ye Jin, she was surprised and asked Xia An next to her, "You guys actually know each other?"

Facing this sudden situation, Xia An thought for a while, smiled and said to Qi Muyi, "Mr. Ye is my friend. It turns out that the teacher and Mr. Ye also know each other."

President Ye, friend...

Ye Jin looked at Xia An, but she didn't express her emotions on her face. Is Miss Xia afraid of being misunderstood by others that she is married now?

Xia An just struggled with how to explain her relationship with Ye Jin to Qi Muyi, she couldn't just say "wife", she didn't know if Ye Jin would mind making it public, after all, their relationship has never been made public .After weighing it over and over again, Xia An still said that friends are more appropriate.

"How did you know each other?" Qi Muyi became even more curious.

A phone call interrupted their conversation.

When Ye Jin looked at the caller ID, it should be Ye Wan calling. When it's dinner time, the little guy will call in advance as a routine.

When he answered, it was indeed Ye Wan.

After Ye Jin said a few words, she handed the phone to Xia An and said, "I have something to tell you at night."

As soon as Xia An took the phone, before she put it to her ear, she heard Ye Wan calling coquettishly, "Mom~~~Mom, when are you coming back?"

As soon as the foreign voice came out, everyone heard it clearly.

Qi Muyi was standing beside Xia An, so naturally.

Xia An suddenly became confused.

Ye Wan yelled, "Mom, why don't you talk?"

Of the three of them, only Ye Jin remained calm. When she handed the phone to Xia An just now, she turned on the speaker...

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