That nanny, rotten!

Tears scrambled to rush out, running wantonly on my face, and all my longing for love and all my confidence in men flowed away with the tears.

On the second day after I lost the ability to love my lover, I took the earliest flight back to school and started to prepare the application materials for going to Japan as an exchange student next year.

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(6)

What happened on the first night of the first day of 2003, I didn't tell anyone.During the year in Japan, I took it as a practice, and when I came back, I was already strong enough to be invulnerable, and I could whitewash the peace without any waves.I used my mother's remarriage as a shield and tried not to go to [that person]'s house. I couldn't understand why [that person] came to the airport to see me off when I went to the United States. Since then, except for the name "brother" , We don't have any intersection anymore, don't we?

I spent two years desperately getting a PhD. The professor recommended me to stay in the school to teach, but when I heard that he had applied to Yale Law School and was coming to the United States, I chose to leave without any hesitation.Although I know that it is self-willed to blame my mother for marrying Xie Qingwu for everything that happened to me, but I just can't help myself not to think so.

As a result, after living willfully in Hong Kong for three years, I still couldn't avoid meeting him, but this time it was at my mother's funeral.How ironic, my words are like words, whether it is the sentence I said to my father in anger [I don’t want to see you again! 】It’s still the sentence of venting anger on my mother【If I don’t have a mother like you, it will be fine】.Wrong homework can be corrected, but there is no way to turn back time. What I said will eventually be irreversible, and it will become mistakes and regrets that cannot be corrected in my life.

[That person] is still used to standing against the wall, looking up at my beautiful face with a blank look on it, and yes, the enemy who hated me for so many years suddenly disappeared, and it is reasonable to find Bei for a while.

After so many years, he was the one who drove me back to the [Mo’s house] that had been vacant for a long time, to clean up my mother’s belongings, “Xie Rengsa, please forgive my mother...she owes you, I think I have already Pay off..."

He walked straight up to me, and I looked up at him, ready to hear his last sarcasm. Even my mother is gone, and I have nothing to do with his Xie family since then.

The evening wind was blowing his soft hair, and the street lamps were projecting on his face, which was still pretty like a monster. He put his hands on my shoulders, and stared at me intently with a kind of pitiful eyes that made me feel that he had loved me too. . "I'm sorry, Xiaoyu." After that incident, he apologized to me for the first time.His embrace was so tight, I moved and struggled, but he refused to let go.I'm tired, exhausted, and I've never been able to resist this man.

God knows why the emergency contact on this guy's phone is my number, and who knows why I have to go to the bar to pick up drunk [that person] the day before I board the plane.

Xie Qingwu had just finished my mother's funeral and went to a meeting out of town. He took out the key from [that person]'s pocket and entered the door. After finally throwing him on the bed, he was dragged down, and then pressed on him.

"Xie Rengsai! You..." I was at a loss for what to do with this awkward posture.

"It's so noisy!" He frowned and muttered, squinting his eyes to find my lips, and kissed them without any explanation.

My arm finally pulled out from under my body, but I didn't even think that the instinctive action I made was not to push away, but to hook his slender neck—I couldn't help laughing, it turned out that after being hurt like this, I was still Love this bastard forever?

I knew he wasn't the kind of man who would settle for a kiss, and his hand restlessly moved to the zipper of my jeans... and finally I gave my body to this man who was as cold and slippery as a poisonous snake.

I wiped away all traces of love before he woke up, and took a taxi to the airport to catch the earliest flight. Everything was like a play from seven years ago.

"From today onwards, I want to change my way of life!" I am a big liar who is telling Tian Tian like this.After many years, when I saw him again, I realized that my thoughts about him and the nightmares he gave me were kept in my heart, like smooth pebbles exposed from the gravel after the tide receded, vividly in my mind... I know that once I get contaminated again If he caught this virus called "Xie Reng Sa", he would be devoured instantly to nothing.

I am afraid to fall in love with anyone, especially Xie Reng Sao.That's why I decided to go to Japan and completely abandon my past self, just to escape completely and get away from [that person].

Episode 6* Her Temptation

foul!Too foul!

If time can be turned back, I only hope to turn back 2 minutes, so that I can retract my stunned stupid face: a stream of water droplets formed by the heat from the hot springs, falling down Xiaojiu's smooth forehead, sliding across her slender and white hair The neck, falling into her white and round body half covered by the water mist... The heartbeat was abnormally fast, and this feeling of being unable to breathe, of course I knew what it was, because it had happened more than once, so I was no stranger to it.

Heh, it's just that ray of enchantment in the simple elegance and purity, am I already unable to hold myself back?Speaking of it this way, [a man is a creature who covets a woman's lips when he is idle, his lower body is always in an explosive state, and he only thinks about going to bed all the time] This definition is really hard to deny~

Panting heavily, I turned around helplessly, not daring to look at the carcass/body that could easily make me lose control.It's a pity that the body does not completely obey the discipline of reason, and the eyes drift away involuntarily-strange!Seeing Xiao Jiu whose whole body was gradually sliding down, my brows became tangled into a Sichuan shape, why didn't she respond?The hot spring water had already flooded her mouth and nose, and her slender body, which seemed to have no vitality at all, was immersed in the soup pool motionless... Is Xiao Jiu drowning?The thought almost scared me out of my wits.Holding my breath, I plunged headlong into the steaming hot spring, only to find that Sanada had already saved the beauty one step ahead of me.

Xiaojiu had cramps in his legs and feet, and that fellow Sanada’s experienced pressing technique soon paid off, but the sound of her painful licking caused my body to have a kind of intense reaction ready to go: in the mist The looming slender waist, the slightly protruding youthful figure—"Gulu", swallowed with difficulty, sank down in paralysis, impatiently not knowing where to turn his gaze, so he simply closed his eyes.

In the darkness, I only heard voices, but perhaps because I couldn’t see, my consciousness became more concentrated——what a bad enough man I was, listening to Xiao Jiu’s breathing, the words that had been imprinted in my mind just now emerged. In it, her naked/slender shoulders, her pink and red skin from soaking in hot springs, the slightly fluttering eyelashes on her blurred eyes like butterfly wings... I admit that I am deeply tempted, for that My sister was very excited.

I have never thought that mixed sex soup would be so exciting. How could I be happy to watch another man take away the unconscious Xiaojiu? However, just trying to suppress the restless factors in the body and suppressing the sensitive parts of the body is already exhausting. I tried my best, how dare I get up?

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I tiptoed across the dimly lit backyard and walked cautiously up to the wall of Atobe's room.

The bright night sky, the cool spring breeze from Hokkaido is blowing gently, reminding me of two days ago, it was also in this backyard, Xiaojiu found out about smoking... This is not the point, the point is why I wanted to smoke at that time... …

"Regardless of Irie's will, I brought her to this kind of place full of men without authorization, and even made her have to share the same bedroom with a strange adult man. Senior is really the worst brother I have ever seen." Although I don't want to admit it , but what the boy named Sanada said made sense—Xiao Jiu would get hurt, it was all my fault.

【Brother】is the most annoying title.

[Brothers and sisters] are God's cruel and vicious vulgar tastes.

If they are real brothers and sisters, I will recognize them, but they are not related by blood, and they can play extremely ambiguous and hypocritical [righteous brothers and sisters]—it is only a matter of time before they collapse.

How many nights I hid under the blanket but couldn't fall asleep: the bathtub Xiao Jiu washed, the sofa Xiao Jiu lay on... The house is obviously a three-story western-style building, big and empty, but it seems that every corner, every inch The air is filled with the sweet fragrance of Xiaojiu... In the silence, the [sister]'s quiet and steady breath in the room separated by the wall almost disturbed all my rationality, [I really want to touch her], I was caught like this The passion/desire is tossing, day after day, on the verge of the limit.

"Don't worry a hundred times, I swear, even if a yellow-haired girl like you comes to my door, I will have no sex~interest! 』Holding my breath until I heard this sentence, I finally breathed a sigh of relief—huh, it’s great that Xiao Jiu is not Atobe’s dish...I put the cigarettes I took out back into the box.

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Xiao Jiu must be angry with me. Since the day of the mixed bathing incident, she hasn't said a word to me——