That nanny, rotten!

week.After the last rehearsal for the official performance, that Zaoyuan confessed to me, at a love hotel.

There really are women who suddenly say that they feel uncomfortable and need to rest and bring men to LOVEHOTEL, trying to cook rice with raw rice... I don't look down on such behavior, or that there is something wrong with this method, at least the other party likes it The desire to give my body to me has been conveyed, but...

"I'm sorry" I don't remember what Zaoyuan said to me, but I only remember her fully exposed body in front of me, the tight and perfect lines are impeccable-but there is no lust.It's the same as when I was in the health room with my junior, no one can replace it, the only time of love is burned into my memory like a tattoo, no matter how long it takes, the only thing this body wants to taste is your taste.

I think I probably hurt her, but compared to her tears, I am more worried about whether the rain outside the window will wet you, Xiaoyu, who has never had the habit of carrying an umbrella before.

"Hello... hello...?" 』Relieved, at least you didn't refuse my call because of the cold war.

"Stay there and don't move, I'll go pick you up right away. 』

"...Umbrella, it doesn't matter if you put it on your side, otherwise, I'm going to catch a cold, brother you" You are finally willing to talk to me, God knows how grateful I am for this heavy rain, but what I didn't expect is, Once some things are broken, it is not so easy to get back to their original shape:

"Ah——Xuu...I'm sorry about what happened last time.It’s my brother meddling in his own business…” Xiaoyu, I’ve also learned what you’re good at, saying things differently, “Indeed, that...Xiao Jiu has grown up and has the freedom to fall in love. Besides, I also know that virtue Chuantao is a very good candidate, but—" I dare not look you in the eyes because I am afraid of being exposed as an obvious lie, "As an older brother...and my parents are not here, it is natural to worry about you..."

"...You are not! ... Who cares about the kind of brother-in-law who has no blood relationship at all! 』

"Xiao, Xiaojiu... how can you... think like this? "I was shocked by the radical words for a moment and didn't know how to react. I instinctively stretched out my hand, but you dodged it...Really? You are so disgusted that you don't want to be touched by me...

{07/28-2012}

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"Sorry, I couldn't get away from the booth at the tennis club, so I'm late..." It was actually a person smoking a cigarette in a daze on the rooftop.

"Oh ~ Kanata-kun, you came at the right time, come and see our heroine today!" 』As expected of Soen, after going through yesterday's embarrassment, he can still maintain this generous and comfortable attitude.

"Heroine?Isn't it just you, what can there be to see? 』Since this is the case, as a man, I have no reason to be coy, and when I walked closer, I noticed that one of her legs was tightly wrapped in bandages, and her eyes were swollen, and I couldn't help feeling a little guilty in my heart. But this guilt didn't last even a second——

"...XIAO...YU" Kumiko, who has faded childishly due to her exquisite makeup, is very much like Mo Yu, who was crazy and big in 03... If I can talk about the past, I can still hypnotize the so-called young girl with self-hypnosis My sister treats me like a child... Now I can no longer deceive myself.

"Please open your eyes, my beautiful... sister..." I blurted out unconsciously, immersed in the memories of that night.

【Brother】—You obviously called me so tenderly, and wanted to cover me with a blanket while I was sleeping, but I destroyed all your beauty so cruelly...Since time travel is indeed possible, why don’t you turn back to that time? For a moment, give me a chance to do it all over again?But let me once again experience the pain of staying together like a mockery but not being able to love each other?

Couldn't sleep, anyway.

Push open the door and bump into the person you are most afraid of seeing at the moment.

"Well, brother... Today, during the school festival's drama performance..." Xiaoyu's sudden question made my heart jump, "What should I do if I can't help but say the wrong line?" '

"Is my outfit just that inappropriate? 』——It turned out to be this one~ I breathed a sigh of relief as if I was saved.

"Speaking of the non-blood relationship between brothers and sisters..." I finally asked, exhausting all my courage.

"Ah, that... I'm sorry!I didn't know what was wrong at the time, and I said such exaggerated words because of a sudden brain congestion... It wasn't sincere, so, brother, just forget about it, okay? 』

"...Hmm" That's really the case, "...Then, good night~" With the possibility in mind, even if there is only a little possibility, I still look forward to it, maybe Xiao Jiu has the same feelings for me, he is really stupid~

{07/29-2012}

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Today, the [Gatekeeper] came to visit.

"Did I go out of my way to make this arrangement just to make you hurt her again?" ! 』I still made Xiaoyu sad about this kind of thing, even if he didn't say it, I would know it, but——

"Yo~ Long time no see! 』Xiu Er?With Xiaojiu? !

"... I ran into Sister Irie by chance on the road, so I made an appointment, you don't have to be so jealous~ I'm very happy, right, sister? 』What are you talking about on a date? This kind of intentionally unpleasant words.

Xiu Er, he is very perceptive: I am not the original Irie Sonata, I found out when I went to Hokkaido to live together——I am the only one in this world who can complain.

So I told him everything, about Xie Rengsao, Mo Yu, and now all the intricate relationships between Kanata and Kumiko.

"...No matter what, I don't think it's necessary for you to suffer so much and bear everything alone..."

"...It's not a matter of taking on anything, it's just...I can't force my will on her..."

"That's why I said, if you don't ask if it's imposing on others, how would you know..." Yu Xiuji paused inexplicably, "Nah~ Sister Irie, I'm sorry, it's distressing to be occupied by two drunks in the living room, right? 』It turned out that Xiao Yu, who was going to hang clothes after taking a shower, passed by.

Already drunk, I smiled awkwardly and said good night to her—wine is so good, it can make people forget the uncomfortable things for a while, but I will remember them tomorrow and it will be more uncomfortable than yesterday... Escape is also the same Something that can't be escaped...especially something that really wants to be forgotten. (Hey, where did this sentence come from?)

"In my opinion, the child will feel heartbroken seeing you like this, won't he? 』I don’t need to talk about this kind of thing, I know it better than anyone else, but maybe I just want to be loved by Xiaoyu...

"elder brother……? 』

"You can't sleep here, bro, you'll catch a cold..." Who is it? ……Why?This tenderness is so nostalgic...

"……come over"

"Why?What did you say? 』Instinctively want to get close to this tenderness, but there is a voice in my heart resisting: No, I can’t let the tragedy happen again!

"...Don't... come here" This roar is the last reason.

{07/30-2012}

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How to do?

Should I apologize or pretend to be amnesiac?

As far as amnesia is concerned, it’s not completely pretended. After drinking unconsciously with Xiu Er last night, the only thing that is clear this morning is the splitting headache... I have no memory of what I said, but it just happened This arm remembers the touch of holding Xiaoyu.

Since I was dressed neatly, there probably wasn't any actual accident, but——I pushed my sister down, there is no doubt about it.

"That...Xiao Jiu, what happened yesterday was my fault..."

"Last night, Xiu Er and I drank too much...drunk and confused, no matter what you said, don't take it to heart..."

"If it's possible, I won't object to you staying overnight at Suzuki's house tonight... Uh, or else, I'll move back to the school dormitory and live with Shuji..." Is this a matter of course?After that happened, how could Xiaoyu be willing to live with me again...

"how come?I've never thought about it like this—but brother, where did you get that knowledge?" But the answer shocked me, "If it's because of what happened last night... I don't think there is anything wrong , on the contrary, I was secretly delighted, because——I have long, fallen in love with you, brother.” This is the first time you said [like] to me, and I was so ecstatic that I trembled like an electric shock.

"So... no matter what you ask me to do for you, brother, I will do it... no matter what you do to me, brother, I will never hate you! ...This liking does not mean respecting and loving you as an older brother, but... seeing you as a man in admiration!』

Then I realized sadly that the person you confessed to was [Ri Jiang Zuo Duo], that gentle and considerate brother who cared for you and treated you like a treasure; it was not me [Xie Reng Sa], the one you avoid Not enough, and a lingering nightmare.

"Not only that, isn't my brother the same... Has he always liked me? 』

No, Mo Yu, I don't like you, not at all.

i just love you.

Love so much... even my heart will be torn...

Love so much... I know that if I lose you, I will lose the meaning of living, but I can't die... because I am a devil, if I die, I will only go to hell... And there, no matter how long it takes, it is impossible to wait you……

"That's natural, right?Xiaojiu, you are my only and most beloved sister in this world! "right