I'm reborn, I'm afraid I'm living in a fake world

After saying goodbye to He Yingjia, Su Yuanhan also set out on his way home.

Along the way, the atmosphere between him and Jun Shaomi was very strange.Both of them walked forward in silence, not at all like talking and laughing before.

After walking for nearly half of the distance, Su Yuanhan spoke first, but what he asked was about He Yingjia.

"Have you sealed her memory?"

Jun Shaomi, who was following beside him, paused slightly, then returned to his original state in an instant, and said, "Well, she will unknowingly forget things that shouldn't be remembered, and if there are no accidents in the future, she won't Come to think of it easily."

"Not surprisingly?"

"That girl has a body of spiritual jade. Although she is not one of the rare spiritual bodies, she is also a good seed for cultivation. If someone leads her into the path of cultivation in the future, she may think of those things."

"That's okay, it will be the same whether you think about it or not." Su Yuanhan heaved a sigh of relief, so it's not counted as his violation of the rules.

——If you really want to seal a person's memory, of course, it is easy to succeed when others are unsuspecting.How can there be a warning to others in advance?Although she was a little sorry for He Yingjia's trust, she still didn't remember this kind of thing.Sorry, don't blame him.

After silently apologizing to He Yingjia who didn't know anything, Su Yuanhan put the matter behind him—the matter was finally resolved satisfactorily!

but……

After finishing the conversation with his friend, Su Yuanhan found that there was still an awkward silence between the two of them. The friend who always joked with him before now had a sullen face and was unwilling to say a word.

He roughly knew the reason, but how should he speak about this matter?Tangled...

While Su Yuanhan was thinking hard about how to speak, the two of them were getting closer to the Su family.

Seeing that he was about to enter the gate of the Su family, Jun Shaomi finally couldn't help it.

He stopped, grabbed the arm of the young man beside him, dragged him to the side of the woods without any explanation, and walked straight into the depths of the woods.

Su Yuanhan was caught off guard and staggered, almost falling to the ground.After finally standing still, he was just about to speak, but saw that the man's face seemed to be suppressing something. Although his movements were rough, they became gentle again after a moment.

After Su Yuanhan's eyes rolled a few times, a few thoughts flashed in his heart, he obediently shut his mouth, and obediently followed the other party as he stumbled inside.

When the man finally stopped, Su Yuanhan withdrew his hand, rubbed it and said, "What's the matter? It will rain later, it's not safe to stand under a tree in a thunderstorm."

Turning to face the young man, Jun Shaomi was choked up by these words, and suddenly he couldn't say what he had prepared - how did he fall in love with such a person who played cards out of common sense?

"Okay, okay, I won't talk, please."

Su Yuan shuddered for a moment, and saw that although the expression on the man's face was indescribable, after the tense aura of the whole person relaxed a little, he accepted it as soon as he saw it, and asked him to speak honestly.

"...Are you really, why am I so obsessed with ghosts?" Jun Shaomi whispered while holding his forehead, mocking himself.

"What? What are you talking about?" Su Yuanhan vaguely heard these words, and opened his eyes. What does this mean?

"It's not that I'm obsessed with ghosts, it's that I have a special liking for you." Jun Shaomi put down his hands and said with a gentle and serious face, "I have a special liking for you."

"……what?"

Su Yuanhan originally thought that the man would be tactful and start by explaining what happened before, but he never expected that it was a straight ball, and it hit him deep in his heart with a "bang", leaving him wondering how to react.

"What about you? I have a soft spot for you, how do you feel about me?" Jun Shaomi continued to ask with a gentle smile, not affected by the young man's daze.

"Me? I treat you..." Su Yuanhan was taken away by the other party's words in a daze, feeling as if he was about to drown in the man's tender and affectionate eyes.

"Huh?" Jun Shaomi deepened his smile, and his tone became more gentle.

"I'm very...not telling you!"

When he was about to blurt out, Su Yuanhan finally came back to his senses, and shouted a little angrily: "You actually seduced me on purpose! It's too much!"

"This is not a seduction, it's just a simple coaxing. As long as you have the heart, you can stay unaffected at any time." Jun Shaomi was a little disappointed when the coaxing failed, and he almost heard the boy's response.

"Huh!" Su Yuanhan turned his head and snorted softly, knowing that what he said was true.If he hadn't been reluctant to part with a man's rare and extremely gentle voice, he wouldn't have been easily fooled.

"However, what I said before is true, there is no lie, and I am seriously asking you how you feel about me." Although Jun Shaomi seemed to be very relaxed on the face, there was nervous anticipation in his eyes But you can't hide it from anyone.

After a moment of silence, Su Yuanhan looked at the tall man in front of him again, and his expression became serious: "Have you thought about the future? For example, if we are really together, what will your master do? What about my parents and grandpa?" What should I do? What if I want to get married in the future?"

Jun Shaomi was a little dazed seeing the young man talking about these things that might happen in the future with a serious expression.

——It turns out that the boy who only reached his shoulders has grown so big!Not only is he only half a head shorter than him, but he has also become so thoughtful about things, he no longer looks like a teenager at all.He should be a man now.

"Hey! You are talking, what are you thinking?" Su Yuanhan said dissatisfied seeing that the man in front of him seemed to be distracted.

"My master doesn't care about this. If he knows that I have kidnapped you, he might be happier." Jun Shaomi thought about his master's character and replied seriously.

"That's right, the character of my great-grandfather..." Su Yuanhan also thought of his great-grandfather's unruly temperament and his deep hope that he would spare no effort to abduct his grandpa and have a deep bond with him.

"As for your parents and grandpa, I will be filial to them together with you and strive for their approval. Of course, if you don't want them to know, I can also hide it from them with you for the rest of your life. But as for Palace Master Lin, conceal this matter It’s a bit of a stretch, but I’ll try my best.”

"Are you willing to keep it a secret for the rest of your life?" Su Yuanhan was very surprised. He originally thought that someone like Jun Shaomi would not be willing to hide such a thing.

"willing!"

"Then what if I want to get married?" Su Yuanhan asked tentatively.

"...Then I may leave and never appear in front of you again." Jun Shaomi was silent for a while, with a slightly heavy tone, "I can hide it from others because I don't want to embarrass you, but if you choose If you get married, there is no need to continue this relationship. I don't force it, let's get together and break up."

"...Then what if I reject you? Aren't you afraid that our friends won't be able to do it?"

"Scared! But I'm even more afraid that if I don't work harder, I'll hand you over to others." Jun Shaomi said frankly.

Originally, he didn't intend to make it clear so early, but first the young man almost died because of his soul leaving his body, and then someone wanted to marry the young man, so his feelings could no longer be restrained, so he had to make a desperate move. Any later and there is no chance.

After the man finished speaking, Su Yuanhan fell into deep thought, closed his mouth and did not speak again.

During this minute-by-second wait, the wind became stronger and stronger, and the thunder sounded faintly. It seemed that it would rain soon.

But Jun Shaomi was rarely nervous standing there, feeling that his heart was slowly twisting into a ball, as the weather changed, a heavy rain was about to fall.I just don't know if the rain is bitter or sweet...

Looking at the frowning and thinking young man in front of him without making a sound for a long time, Jun Shaomi thought to himself: Are you so entangled in thinking about how to tactfully refuse?It's better for him to make the decision.

"Forget it, just pretend..." What happened today didn't happen.

Jun Shaomi, who had been anxious for a long time, was about to speak out to smooth things over, and was going to ease the atmosphere first, and he would retreat after this period of time.I hope that when they leave the customs again, the two can return to their previous appearance.

"Then let's try together."

However, before the man finished speaking, Su Yuanhan raised his head and stared into the other's eyes, and replied seriously.

"What, what?"

"I said, let's try together." Su Yuanhan said again tirelessly, "I said before that I want to spend the rest of my life with someone who can tempt me. After so long, I seem I have only met you alone that can make my heart thump. I just thought about it, don't worry about my parents and grandpa, I will take care of it..."

Jun Shaomi, who was still immersed in the sudden surprise, listened to the young man chattering about how to deal with his parents and grandpa's plans, feeling like he was on a rocket, flying higher and higher.

At this moment, he also figured out that the teenager's silence just now was thinking about how to get over the test of his relatives, not whether to accept his confession.

After Jun Shaomi received the boy's reply, his mind cleared up a lot.Recalling the mentality of worrying about gains and losses just now, he couldn't help feeling a little funny.

——When was he also so unconfident that he wanted to solve the problem by avoiding it?

Unable to bear the excitement, Jun Shaomi didn't care that Su Yuanhan was still analyzing what to do to be recognized more easily, stepped forward and hugged him, leaned over and gently kissed the young man's light-colored thin lips.

Su Yuanhan was frightened by this sudden movement, and the unfinished words were blocked in his mouth.Seeing the man's deep eyes full of drowning tenderness, Su Yuanhan slowly closed his eyes, mustered up the courage to hug the man's waist, and raised his head shyly to respond.

Feeling the boy's unfamiliar response, Jun Shaomi's eyes flashed with surprise, and his eyes lit up immediately.No longer satisfied with lightly touching and caressing, he instead embraced the young man's warm lips and sucked gently, as if he wanted to leave a unique breath here, and he would not let it go for a long time.

Su Yuanhan had never experienced anything like this before.After feeling the man's slow and hot breathing and his sucking more vigorously, he began to be at a loss and wanted to back away unconsciously.

Jun Shaomi, who was caught in this beautiful feeling and couldn't extricate himself, suddenly woke up after feeling the faint refusal of the boy in his arms.

Reluctantly leaving the soft lips, Jun Shaomi bit lightly before letting go when he was about to leave.

Su Yuanhan, who was suddenly bitten, immediately stepped back after feeling a slight slack in his embrace, covered his lips, and glared dissatisfiedly at the vicious man.

Seeing the young man's dissatisfaction and vigilance, Jun Shaomi was in a good mood, completely ignoring the other party's weak stare, stretched out his hand to smooth the young man's messy hair, and said with a smile, "Shall we go back?"

Seeing that the other party didn't seem to intend to continue what he just did, Su Yuanhan put his whole body on guard, and slowly put his hand down, nodded and said: "Go back, if it's later, my parents should be worried."

His gaze stayed on the young man's red and swollen lips for a moment, and Jun Shaomi pretended to be nonchalant and reached out to wrap his arms around the other's shoulder, saying, "Let's go, it's really going to rain today."

As soon as the words fell, with the sound of thunder, the torrential rain poured down.

Su Yuanhan, whose clothes were wet in an instant, patted the man's shoulder speechlessly, and said, "You are really a crow's mouth, a spirit that is good but not bad."

"Hey hey, let's go!" Jun Shaomi didn't expect the rain to fall so fast, so he just smiled and tried to get away with it.

"Go, let's run!"

"Be careful, the road is slippery!"

"It's okay, it's okay, how could I slip, I think back then..."

"careful!"

"Oh!"

"I told you to be careful, there is a puddle ahead."

"You really are a crow's mouth! You'd better stop talking."

"Alright, alright, be careful..."

"Understood, long-winded..."

Two people, one tall and one short, ran in the rain. Although they were a little embarrassed, the smiles on their faces were as bright as the sun, which made people feel warm in their hearts.

……

At night, a figure sneaked into Su Yuanhan's room.

Just after he closed the door lightly, Su Yuanhan, who was supposed to be asleep, suddenly said, "What are you doing here?"

The figure didn't panic, and walked quickly to the bed, and asked with concern: "Are you feeling better? Does your throat still hurt?"

"It's almost done. After a night's sleep, it should be fine tomorrow." Su Yuanhan's voice was a little hoarse and soft, and it was a symptom of a sore throat.

"It's all my fault that I didn't take you back to Su's house directly, and let you come here after being drenched in the rain for so long..." Under the faint light, Jun Shaomi frowned those two sword eyebrows, which originally made people feel arrogance Her phoenix eyes were full of worry and self-blame, without any hint of arrogance.

"What are you talking about! Cough cough, originally cough, I want to come over here cough, here, what do you mean cough cough, do you not welcome me cough?" Su Yuanhan raised his eyebrows in dissatisfaction, and coughed side questioned.

"Of course not! I don't know how happy you are to come to my place." Jun Shaomi patted the boy's back distressedly, and said, "But if it wasn't for being in the rain for too long and not changing clothes in time..."

"You still say it! Don't say any more!" Su Yuanhan, who had finally stopped coughing, recalled the scene after entering the door before, a few blushes suddenly appeared on his pale face, and he looked much better.

"Okay, okay, I won't talk about it. Then you go to sleep, and you'll be fine after a night of sleep." Jun Shaomi saw that the young man's face was half shy and half angry, and although he was very excited, he still restrained himself Resisting the urge to continue in-depth contact, he comforted her.

"Well, I want to drink water..."

"I'll pour it for you!"

Thoughtfully wiped the water stains from the corner of the young man's mouth, Jun Shaomi couldn't help but leaned over and kissed his red lips due to the low fever, and whispered: "Get well soon, I don't want you to be sick... ..."

Hearing the man's sad and cautious words, Su Yuanhan's heart softened.

Reaching out to hug the man half lying on him, Su Yuanhan's tone was as gentle as a breeze, slowly blowing into Jun Shaomi's heart.

"Well, don't worry, I'll be fine soon..."

The author has something to say:

This chapter has been held back for a long time, although it may not be very good, but I really tried my best┓(??-`?)┏

And, obviously I just wanted to write a little sweet article at the beginning, how did it become like this (doubtful ing)