I'm reborn, I'm afraid I'm living in a fake world

Nine years ago, Mrs. Xu and Chen Qing had a heart attack due to the incident of the third child. After being admitted to the hospital, they were rescued for a long time, but unfortunately died in the end.

However, when Chen Qing was lying on the operating table, when her soul left her body and was about to be sucked away, her chaotic mind suddenly regained consciousness.She desperately resisted the unknown suction force, while struggling, she begged bitterly.

"Don't take me away, let me take another look at my child... I beg Guanyin Bodhisattva, I beg all gods, please, let me take another look at my child, my child..."

Just when she felt that she was about to disappear, she seemed to hear a sigh in despair: "You really don't regret it?"

As if grabbing a life-saving straw, Chen Qing shook her head again and again: "No regrets, no regrets, as long as I can take another look at Xiao Yuan, I can do whatever I want, no regrets..."

Immediately, she found that the suction force that was dragging her to an unknown place disappeared, and as soon as her heartstrings were loosened, her whole body lost strength and went limp.

It took a long time for Chen Qing to come to her senses. She heard a burst of cursing and crying in a vague way. She looked down, and before she knew it, she had floated out of the operating room, and outside the door were his father, mother and other relatives, as well as ...Her husband, Xu Yi.

Recalling the memory before she passed out of coma, Chen Qing stared at her so-called good husband with hatred, gritted her teeth, wishing to drag him into hell too.At this time, she found a half-grown child hurriedly running in the distance, with an eager look and some wet tears.

Chen Qing greedily looked at the child who was running to this side, tears fell unconsciously.

"Xiao Yuan..."

Seeing her child throwing herself on her corpse and crying so hard that she couldn't help herself, Chen Qing felt distressed and guilty.I feel sorry for his helplessness at this time, and feel guilty that I shouldn't leave him so easily.

Chen Qing walked up to Xu Liyuan's side, and stretched out her hand to touch him again, but she could only watch helplessly as her hand passed through his body, like air, and could never touch him again.

Chen Qing followed her child closely step by step, watching him pretend to be strong to bid farewell to her, but hid in the room and wept silently in the middle of the night, watching him being brought up by Chen's family, everyone was enthusiastic and concerned on the surface, but spread rumors behind their backs. kind of gossip...

Chen Qing watched this scene, the more she owed her son in her heart, the more she hated Xu Yi.She knew that if ordinary people were often accompanied by ghosts like her, it would definitely have a bad influence on people.She didn't dare to get too close to her son, but she followed Xu Yi for several days.

She followed Xu Yi, full of resentment, and maliciously watched his company gradually run down, and he became more and more frustrated. After drinking to relieve his worries, his health became worse and worse.Not long after, Xu Yi died suddenly at home with a full bottle of wine beside him. The cause of death was alcohol poisoning.

After seeing Xu Yi's death, all Chen Qing did every day was to carefully visit her son from a distance.

Until one day, as usual, she came to her son after he was asleep and babbled a lot of instructions.Chen Qing knew that her son couldn't hear, but she was just used to talking to her son more.

However, that night, Xu Liyuan could suddenly hear Chen Qing's words.When Chen Qing was talking to him, he suddenly opened his eyes and stared fixedly at him.

Chen Qing was taken aback by his sudden action, and shut up unconsciously.Just when she felt that it was just a coincidence that she was scaring herself, Xu Liyuan who was lying on the bed slowly sat up, but her eyes were still fixed on Chen Qing's position.

He said, "Who are you? Why are you pretending to be my mother!"

Chen Qing was very surprised, could it be possible to see her? !

She tried to communicate with her son: "Xiaoyuan? Can you see mom?"

"Don't talk nonsense! Who ordered you to come here and do this!" Xu Liyuan questioned with cold eyes.

"Xiaoyuan, I'm really a mother! You can finally see me!" Chen Qing cried with joy, and didn't care about her son's sarcastic remarks.

"...Mom?" Xu Liyuan's attitude softened a bit, but after a while he became tough again, "Impossible! My mother has passed away!"

"Xiaoyuan, it's really mother..." Seeing her son's obvious guard, Chen Qing quickly talked about a few things about her childhood, trying to prove her identity.

Xu Liyuan listened to the other party's anxious and concerned words and the things that only he knew, and the balance in his heart gradually shifted.Before Chen Qing finished speaking, he couldn't help rushing over to return to the long-lost embrace.

However, this pounce completely passed through Chen Qing's body, and Xu Liyuan fell to the ground, dazed and at a loss.

Chen Qing was so distressed, she shed tears and tried to help her up: "Get up, Xiao Yuan, did you hurt from the fall? I'm sorry, it's all mother's fault..."

The unfinished words ended in Xu Liyuan's somewhat terrified eyes.

Chen Qing looked at her son's eyes full of fear, and froze all his movements.She didn't know what to say. After a while, she withdrew her hand, planning to do something to make her son feel that this was just a ridiculous dream.

However, just as she was about to speak, Xu Liyuan, who had stayed where she was originally, spoke first.

"Mom, don't go, I, I'm not afraid."

Xu Liyuan looked at the loss and sadness on his mother's face, resisted the fear, stretched out his hand, and approached tentatively.

He held Chen Qing's hand vaguely, calmed down slowly, and expressed again clearly: "Mom, I'm not afraid."

Chen Qing stared blankly at her son regaining his composure, showing the same envious and friendly expression as before, trying to approach her step by step, couldn't help covering her mouth, and shed tears again.

"Okay, mom won't go..."

That night, the mother and son narrated everything.From then on, Chen Qing stayed by Xu Liyuan's side and never left.

She was originally worried about the problem that her own yin energy could easily cause harm, but before learning about Xu Liyuan, she accidentally obtained a basic cultivation method, and after she started practicing, it was no longer a problem.

After Xu Liyuan formally practiced, he was not only able to see his mother's soul body, but also had a certain understanding of how to make the soul body survive longer.

According to the things recorded in the exercises, he looked around for broken soul bodies that could be used to replenish Chen Qing's soul power.Because of this, Chen Qing, who had survived for at most one year, unknowingly embarked on the road of ghost cultivation through continuous absorption of soul power, and has survived until now.

However, Xu Liyuan's behavior began to gradually become extreme.

Originally, at the beginning, due to his lack of strength and kindness in his heart, the souls he found to supplement Chen Qing's soul power were scattered souls that could not be reincarnated and had no intelligence.But when he found that these soul bodies with scarce soul power were no longer enough to support Chen Qing's own consumption speed, Xu Liyuan began to try to capture those slightly complete soul bodies.

Until now, he has already started to attack the benevolent soul.In the case of insufficient strength, he insisted on reducing the opponent's strength through various means, and then let Chen Qing absorb it.

After Chen Qing discovered this situation, she began to dissuade her son.However, Xu Liyuan had completely ignored Chen Qing's wishes, and started to force her to absorb the soul power of those soul bodies, except for the first few times when he was obedient and stopped.

Chen Qing, as a soul body who is about to step into the ghost cultivator, knows what kind of consequences she will get if she keeps hurting a soul that has a chance of reincarnation.However, now Xu Liyuan has fallen into paranoia. Not only did he put restraints on her to force her to obey, but he was also constantly searching for other soul bodies as backups.

If things go on like this, Xu Liyuan will be backlashed by his soul and body sooner or later, and his soul will fly away in the end, and he will never have a chance for the next life.

……

Listening to Chen Qing's sorrowful narration, Su Yuanhan didn't speak for a long time.

"...That's the way it is. Now I can't stop Xiao Yuan, so I hope my disappearance can make him end this wrong thing." Chen Qing looked sadly, looking hopefully at the silent boy opposite.

She originally thought that she could only watch her son die miserably after going nowhere in this hopelessness.But by accident, she discovered that this young man was overflowing with spiritual power, and had a faint attraction to her. Inexplicably, she had hope again.

"It was you who led me to the third floor to find the earth-bound spirit?" Su Yuanhan thought about the recent events, and straightened out the things he didn't understand one by one.

"Well, I want to try to save some." Chen Qing froze for a moment, not understanding why she turned to that matter again, but she simply admitted it.

"I also want to see how capable I am." Su Yuanhan knew her plan well.

"There is also a part of this reason." The other party did not deny it.

"Do you know that according to your current situation, even if you enter reincarnation voluntarily, there is a great possibility that you will not succeed?"

"I know, I knew it when I absorbed the first complete soul body." Chen Qing sighed, "Because I stayed in the world for too long, the soul body was about to dissipate. But when I woke up again, I You know, as long as the order of reincarnation is destroyed, no matter what the reason is, I will not be able to enter reincarnation."

"You know this, and you still want me to help you enter reincarnation?" Su Yuanhan raised his eyebrows, with a smile that was not a smile.

"Entering reincarnation is only the best result." Chen Qing was a little lonely, "However, even if you can't enter reincarnation, you can purify me, as long as you let me dissipate."

"Purification? Have you thought it through? What about your son?"

"Xiaoyuan has fallen into paranoia because of me. As long as I am no longer a drag on him, he can live a better life!" Speaking of her son, Chen Qing's eyes were loving and firm, "I will pay for the sins he committed. The price, as much as it can be offset, cannot be increased any further!"

Looking at Chen Qing, who was always thinking of her son even though she had been dead for many years, Su Yuanhan fell silent.

Intellectually, he knew that according to the rules of practitioners, the sins committed by the mother and son were unforgivable, and they should be severely punished.However, emotionally, he understood what Xu Liyuan had done for his mother, and felt a little compassion.

After a long silence, Su Yuanhan finally opened his mouth and said to Chen Qing who was a little nervous in front of him: "I can try to send you into reincarnation. After all, you are not actively malicious in absorbing other people's souls. But Xu Liyuan ..."

Sensing the instant tense body of the other party, Su Yuanhan paused, and continued: "He can't do it! Although it can be said that he has excuses, but if he does something wrong, he has done something wrong and must be punished!"

"No, no, then I won't be reincarnated, you just purify me and use me to offset his mistakes..." Chen Qing panicked.

"You should understand that this will not eliminate his sins. What you should do now is to stop the loss in time and not let him make mistakes again and again." Su Yuanhan looked sternly, "The mistakes he made now can still be redeemed." Room, do you have to wait for him to really raise a ghost before you wake up?!"

"Ghost..." Chen Qing was taken aback, "How do you know about this..."

"I'm more sensitive to Yin Qi, and the Yin Qi on his body is getting heavier and heavier. What else can I do if I don't want to use secret techniques to raise ghosts?"

Su Yuanhan thought about the bluish black on Xu Liyuan's face recently and the growing yin energy. He thought that when he first started school, he had already used the earth binding spirit to practice the secret technique of raising ghosts, so he did it. There is such a big movement.

"...I understand." Chen Qing's eyes gradually became firmer, "How are you going to deal with him?"

"I can keep him alive, but I will completely abolish his cultivation, and I will also erase all his related memories. As for the rest, it is up to him." Su Yuanhan thought for a long time before he came up with this. He tried his best to save his life, but all punishment after death depends on what he can do in the future.

"If he has the opportunity to step into the path of cultivation in the future, it's not impossible for him to remember all of this." Seeing Chen Qing with a sad expression, Su Yuanhan added.

"It's okay, just forget it, let him think that his mother has passed away a long time ago." Chen Qing thought very openly, "Xiao Yuan is kind by nature, if it wasn't for me, he wouldn't have become so paranoid So much so that I took this path. Before I leave, I will do one last thing for him. After I finish this thing, you can send me into reincarnation or purification."

"Okay." Su Yuanhan nodded in agreement, just as he also had to make some preparations, "Then three days later, how about the weekend?"

"Okay, three days is enough." Chen Qing nodded, it was enough for her to do that thing for her son again.

"Then three days later, see you where your bones are buried."

"it is good……"

The author has something to say:

The second day of double shift~

Let me tell you about Xu Liyuan's family. They were originally the wife of the obedient card.