I'm reborn, I'm afraid I'm living in a fake world

"Old Xu, it's been so long, why can't Han Han's body temperature drop?"

"Mrs. Su, don't worry. Young Master Han just took the medicine, and it will take time for the medicine to take effect. But fortunately, it was discovered early, otherwise the fever will continue until tomorrow, and the damage to Young Master Han's body will be great."

"How is Hanhan now? His body..."

"Don't worry, Master Han..."

Su Yuanhan slowly woke up in a haze. He felt as if he heard the voice of his mother who had passed away for many years, and the voice of Grandpa Xu who had retired long ago. What's going on?

Suppressing the feeling of dizziness, Su Yuanhan tried his best to open his eyes. In the light and shadow, there were several figures walking around.

Noticing that Aiko lying on the bed seemed to have moved his eyes, Mrs. Su and Lin Yuyan walked to the bed in two steps, holding Su Yuanhan's hand with one hand, and reaching for his forehead with the other, with an urgent tone: "Hanhan, Hanhan, How are you feeling? Are you feeling bad now?"

"...Mom, mom?" Su Yuanhan saw the face of the person in front of him clearly, and burst into tears.This person with a familiar voice is actually his mother who died when he was 12 years old!

"Hey, mom is here. Don't be afraid of Han Han, mom is here." Lin Yuyan saw her son wake up and cried when she saw her, her heart ached beyond her control.

Turning her head, Lin Yuyan hurriedly pulled Elder Xu beside her: "Old Xu, come and take a look, what's wrong with Hanhan?"

Elder Xu took a step forward, stretched out his hand to touch Su Yuanhan's forehead, and rolled his eyes again.After some movement, he said: "Master Han is starting to get better. Now the body temperature is not as hot as before, and people have woken up, as long as they sweat and sleep well."

"Xu, Grandpa Xu..." Su Yuanhan regained his composure and wanted to ask something.But this time, he discovered how his voice became so childish?Then I saw his palm in his mother's hand, it turned out to be so small!

Su Yuanhan was stunned for a moment.

"Huh? Master Han, what's the matter? Is there anything else wrong?" Elder Xu asked with concern when he heard the soft cry of the child on the bed.

"No, no more." Su Yuanhan felt a little weird, was this a dream?But even if it's a dream, it's better to dream for a little longer.It had been a long time since he had dreamed of his mother.

"Hanhan is obedient, sleep well, and everything will be fine when you wake up." Lin Yuyan looked at her son in a daze, feeling extremely distressed, and hurriedly coaxed her son gently.

"Mom will accompany you..." Su Yuanhan nodded obediently, but held on to his mother's hand.

Seeing Lin Yuyan, there was nothing wrong with it, and said again and again: "Okay, okay, mom won't leave, stay with Hanhan, mom won't leave."

Su Yuanhan was originally reluctant to close his eyes to end this dream, but he really couldn't bear the weight of his eyelids, and finally fell into a deep sleep.

At the moment when he was about to lose consciousness, Su Yuanhan thought: "It would be great if this wasn't a dream..."

……

When he woke up, Su Yuanhan felt that he was sweating all over, but he was in good spirits.He subconsciously turned his head to look, and sure enough, his mother was no longer around.He shook his head mockingly, sighing secretly that he was so sleepy that he couldn't distinguish dream from reality.

Just as he was about to stretch out his hand to support himself to sit up, Su Yuan suddenly froze.

He looked at the wall in front of him, and slowly looked around the room he was in now.This, this is his room before he was 7 years old, and later it was changed into a toy room! ?

He looked at his hands again, they were a pair of hands with baby fat, fleshy, very cute, not like a pair of adult hands at all.

Is the memory of last night true?Or am I still dreaming?

In a trance, Su Yuanhan heard the sound of the door being opened.He turned his head to look blankly, and the one who caught his eyes was a woman who looked about 25 years old, with a calm face and a gentle temperament, and at a glance, he could feel a breath of misty rain from the south of the Yangtze River rushing towards him.

That's right, this is indeed his mother, but it's not what his mother looks like in his impression.

In my impression, the image of my mother has been blurred, it seems that there is only a bony face and weak fingers.But now the mother looks like a lady who came out of a picture of a lady, her every move is demure and graceful.

The woman in front of her opened the door and saw Su Yuanhan half lying on the bed, her eyes widened in surprise.Her steps were quick and steady, and she came to the bed in a few steps, with a concerned look on her face: "Hanhan, are you feeling better? Do you still feel dizzy now?"

As she spoke, she placed the bowl of porridge in her hand on the bedside steadily, and reached out with one hand to feel the temperature on Su Yuanhan's forehead.

And Su Yuanhan has been staring at her since she opened the door, his heart is full of turmoil, but he can't say a word.After working hard for a long time, Su Yuanhan opened his mouth and said with difficulty: "...Mom."

"Well, mom is here. Mom went to get food for Hanhan just now. Grandpa Xu said that you might wake up hungry at this time, so mom went to cook porridge for Hanhan."

Lin Yuyan didn't notice the vibration in her son's heart. She picked up the bowl next to the bed with one hand, picked up the spoon with the other, scooped up a spoonful of porridge, blew on it, handed it to Su Yuanhan's mouth, and gently coaxed him: "Hanhan taste Taste, this is cooked by my mother, it’s delicious.”

Su Yuanhan looked at the porridge spoon handed in front of him, his heart was in a state of chaos, and he couldn't figure out the slightest clue.

Forcibly suppressing the surprise and shock in his heart, Su Yuanhan lowered his eyes, opened his mouth silently, and accepted the feeding from his mother.

During this round and round, the porridge in the bowl gradually bottomed out.Lin Yuyan was happy that her son had a good appetite, but also felt sorry for her son who had suffered such a serious crime, and she seemed to have no energy until now.

Looking at Su Yuanhan who obediently looked at her and said nothing, Lin Yuyan covered her thoughts, put the empty bowl aside, and said to her son with crooked eyebrows: "Hanhan, do you want to lie down for a while? Are you still dizzy? "

Su Yuanhan nodded, and lay back on the bed following his mother's hand.He needed time to figure out what had happened.

Watching Lin Yuyan's figure disappear behind the door, Su Yuanhan's originally well-behaved face instantly sank.

He lay on the bed, closed his eyes and slowly recalled the previous memories.

Before that, the sudden car accident took away his father and younger brother, and then he was worshiping in the cemetery, and then someone came over and said something...

What did you say?Who is coming?Why can't I remember?

Su Yuanhan clenched his hands tightly, desperately remembering, but there was always a gap in his memory, and he couldn't remember it.At the end of the recollection, he broke out in a cold sweat, but he only remembered fragmentary words, as if he meant "change"?

Su Yuanhan slowly relaxed himself, thinking silently: "Could this give me a chance to change my family's destiny? No matter what, I will never let our family members make the same mistakes again this time!"

Su Yuanhan, who had calmed down, began to gradually accept the reality. He opened his eyes and looked at the layout of the room and the desk calendar beside the bed, then climbed out of bed and ran to the bathroom to look at his current appearance, and gradually had a general idea in his heart. end.

This should be when he was 5 years old, Su Yuanhan thought to himself.I remember my father mentioned that when I was 5 years old, I had a high fever. If my mother hadn't come in in the middle of the night to see if I was covered with the quilt, I guess I would be burned out if I was found out at dawn.

Combined with the scene that I thought was a dream before, this should be when I had a high fever when I was 5 years old.Everyone should be living well now, my mother didn't die of illness, and my father didn't have gray hair overnight, my little brother... probably hasn't come into this world yet.This should be the most regrettable thing.

Su Yuanhan thought about his younger brother's fat and vain appearance, and slowly fell asleep again.After all, it is still the body of a 5-year-old child, who has just recovered from a serious illness, and is still relatively weak, and needs sleep to adjust.

……

Waking up again, Su Yuanhan opened his eyes amidst whispers.

In front of the bed, a man was hugging a woman and talking softly, and from time to time he glanced at Su Yuanhan who was lying on the bed.

When he glanced over again, the man found that his precious son had opened his eyes and was looking at them.He quickly lowered his head and said something, and after hearing that, the woman also quickly raised her head and looked over.

"Father, mother." Su Yuanhan called.

"Hey, son, are you feeling better? Are you hungry?" Woman, Lin Yuyan touched Su Yuanhan's face, and took his temperature again. The fever has almost subsided.Just now Lin Yuyan was still talking to her husband, worried that her son would wake up hungry, but before she finished talking, her son had already woken up, and now she hurriedly asked.

"Hungry." I didn't feel it without saying it, but when I said it, Su Yuanhan really felt that his stomach was going to be flat, and even the words he said seemed a little wronged.

"Hanhan, wait a minute, the meal will be ready soon, can you drink some water first?" Lin Yuyan felt distressed when she heard her son's aggrieved voice, and took the warm water cup beside her to feed her son.

Su Yuanhan felt that his body had become smaller, and his speech seemed to have become a lot more childish. He actually had the urge to act like a spoiled child to his mother, and he really grew back as he lived.

Before going to bed, Su Yuanhan thought a lot. Although he didn't know why he would go back to the past, since he had this opportunity, he still wanted to live hard and try his best to change the ending of his family being ruined in his previous life.But now, what he needs to do is to act like he was when he was 5 years old, so as not to worry his parents.Although it is a little bit reluctant to make an adult soul look like a 5-year-old child, but fortunately, I have been relatively precocious since I was a child, and I am not very playful, so it is not too difficult.

After thinking it over, Su Yuanhan held his mother's hand and drank a few sips of water. He felt that his dry coughing throat was much more comfortable, and he couldn't help exhaling.

Seeing her son eagerly drinking a few sips of water, Lin Yuyan couldn't help but look more tender.After Su Yuanhan finished drinking the water, Lin Yuyan put down the water glass, picked up her son with one hand, and wrapped the blanket next to the bed around his body with the other, ready to carry him downstairs for dinner.

After Su Yuanhan was picked up, he obediently stretched out his hands to wrap his arms around his mother's neck, put his face on his mother's shoulders, and looked at the man beside him.

Man, Su Zhen found that Su Yuanhan was staring at him, couldn't help but smiled, stepped forward and patted Su Yuanhan's head.

Seeing his father looking at him tenderly, Su Yuanhan suddenly realized that since his mother fell ill, his father always had a heavy brow, and he hadn't had such a relaxed expression for a long time.Father, it must have been very painful at the beginning, but he still held up the home in his heart and that of his little brother alone.

Su Zhen, who patted his son's head, found that his precocious and sensitive little guy suddenly seemed a little sad, his mood dropped a lot, a trace of worry flashed in his eyes, and he asked with concern: "What's wrong with Hanhan? Comfortable?"

"Hanhan?" Lin Yuyan asked with concern after listening to her husband's words.

Seeing him, Su Yuanhan quickly shook his head and said in a low voice, "I'm not feeling sick, it's just that I haven't seen Dad for a long time."

Su Zhen felt a little guilty when she heard her son's words. She was really too busy recently, and she hadn't been with her family for a while, "Don't be sad, Hanhan, it's because my father is not good recently, and I don't have time to spend time with you In the future, Dad must pay attention and try to spare time every day to be with you and Mom, okay?"

Su Yuanhan nodded silently, and stretched out his hand for Su Zhen to hug.Although my mother seems to be in good health now, but I am already 5 years old, and I still have a bit of weight. It will be bad for my mother to be tired.

Seeing her son about to be hugged, Su Zhen's heart melted. She hastily took her son from his wife's arms and hugged her gently.

Lin Yuyan next to her couldn't help laughing when she saw the affectionate look of the two father and son: "You two don't get bored, hurry up and go downstairs to eat, Han Han just said that he was hungry."

Su Yuanhan nodded, clutching his stomach, indicating that he was really hungry.

Su Zhen looked at the beautiful wife beside him and the son in his arms, and felt soft in her heart, "Come on, let's go downstairs for dinner."

At noon in early summer, the sun shines into the window, and the smiles on the faces of the two big ones and one small one in front of them are warm.

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