rubbish wake up

The alarm clock rang, I opened my eyes and turned on the bedside light.Ah Chen hasn't come back yet?I looked around the room, maybe!I pushed the suitcase, zipped up the neckline, and walked out of the community with my head down.It was past five o'clock in the morning, and there were no pedestrians on the road, only cleaners were cleaning the road.I hailed a taxi and took one last look at Yuhe, Ah Chen, goodbye.

The train is a bit late, there is no way, the green leather train is basically not on time.I raised my hand and glanced at my watch, it was almost eight o'clock.

Jiang Nichen woke up suddenly, his heart tightened for no reason, and he always felt that something was weird.He glanced at the mobile phone beside the bed. It was 7:35. At this time, Xu Minqi must have returned from buying breakfast. Why hasn't he called him yet?Jiang Nichen put on a pair of trousers, and opened Xu Minqi's door with a hula.

what's the situation?Xu Minqi's wardrobe door was open, and it was empty inside.On the bed, the quilt was straightened without a single wrinkle.Xu Minqi, what are you doing?Jiang Nichen habitually searched the bathroom and kitchen, nothing, nothing, no trace of Xu Minqi anywhere.Jiang Nichen turned on the phone and dialed Xu Minqi, "Sorry, the number you dialed is temporarily unavailable..." Not in the service area?Are there any places in Lidu that are not in the service area?

Jiang Nichen kicked the dining chair next to him hard, and the chair fell to the ground.Jiang Nichen walked into Xu Minqi's room again. On the desk, there was a piece of letter paper. Jiang Nichen held it in his hand, and seemed to be able to smell a little lemon scent.

Ah Chen, I'm sorry...

Xu Minqi only wrote these five characters and a few dots.Jiang Nichen frowned, what do you mean?Why did Xu Minqi say sorry to him?Also, what does he mean...leave?Why?Didn't they just formalize their relationship a few days ago?

Jiang Nichen only felt that he had become a hundred thousand reasons, all kinds of incomprehensible, he picked up the coat on the sofa and rushed out while dialing Xu Minqi's number.

I sat on the hard seat and looked out the window. I had to transfer two trains to go back here. The trains were not very crowded, and the peak of the Spring Festival travel return journey had passed.When I think about it, it seems that I haven't explained my affairs to Jiang Nichen face to face. If I leave like this, he should be very disappointed, right?But, do I really have the courage to say it?In fact, it was a long, long time ago, and my memory is not very clear, and there may be some confusion, but I am afraid of Ah Chen's disappointment.

The phone vibrated suddenly, and I quickly took it out of my trouser pocket.Jiang Nichen!I almost threw my phone out with shaking hands, what should I do?Ah Chen called me, did he find the letter I left?I tried my best to hold my breath, adjust my breathing, and tried not to panic. It felt as long as a world, and I held the phone in front of me with shaking hands.

……Bye?I stared blankly at the phone in my hand, did Ah Chen hang up?The next second, the phone vibrated again.

"Hello... Ah Chen." I answered the phone in a low voice.

"Xu Minqi! What kind of plane are you flying? Why hasn't it been in the service area!" Jiang Nichen tapped the steering wheel hard, and it was connected!He made no fewer than a hundred phone calls.

I looked around, not in the service area?Could it be because I just passed the Gunsan Tunnel?No... It's not a question of whether you are in the service area or not. I tried my best to calm down, "Ah Chen, have you read the letter I left?"

"Look at a fart!" Jiang Nichen cursed, so can he be called a letter?Just five words, who knows what to express?

"Where are you now?" Jiang Nichen was in a bad mood, and his words were full of sex.

I shrank my neck, "On the train..."

"Damn!" Jiang Nichen kicked again, the car almost twisted into a snake, and the cars next to him shook their windows and yelled.

"Find me the nearest stop and get off the bus right now, get off now!"

I blinked, I bought a green leather train, I didn't pay attention to the stations in the middle, and... I can't get off, I have to go home.

"You'd better be obedient now, otherwise you won't be able to get out of bed for three days!" Jiang Nichen gritted his teeth, so powerful that Xu Minqi was indifferent to what he said!

I immediately panicked, holding the phone and tightly closing my eyes, "I'll go home and visit my parents' graves!"

"Tomb-sweeping?" Jiang Nichen suddenly felt that most of the fire in his stomach was extinguished, "Is it really just going back to sweep the tomb? What do you mean by writing sorry? What did you do to apologize to me?"

I shook my head again and again, I have never done anything to be sorry for Jiang Nichen!After thinking about it, it's not right. I didn't do it voluntarily...does it count as being sorry for Jiang Nichen?

"Ah Chen, I'm resigning." I replied in a low voice. In fact, I don't know where to go except to go back to my hometown.

Jiang Nichen stopped the car nearby, turned off the engine, and turned on the double jump lights.

"Ah Qi, please make it clear, why did you take away all your belongings after you resigned? Also, do you want to separate yourself from me just by leaving a note?"

I didn't make a sound for a long time, mainly because I didn't know what to say.Fortunately, the train was empty, and there was no one around me except for a few traveling families.

"Ah Chen, you said that you don't like second-hand goods." I don't know how to say this, I just feel that my eyes are a little sour, I raised my head and blinked my eyes, I was a little cowardly, and it seemed more than a little bit.

Jiang Nichen was extremely suspicious. When did he say such a thing?oh!He remembered that this was the excuse he gave when he rejected Yao Keke's invitation to date, but, indeed, Jiang Nichen didn't like betrayal.

I looked out the window and felt myself slowly calming down, Ah Chen didn't answer me...

I started to ramble, instead of regretting that I didn't speak clearly and deceiving myself that it might be a missed regret, it is better to speak clearly today and stop thinking about it later.

"Ah Chen, do you know that when I was eight years old, I should have been eight years old, and I had just entered the second grade. At that time, I had to walk three miles, cross a hill, and go to school in the town. I was the only child in the whole village, and other people If it wasn't for moving to the town, or going to school with my parents who went out to work. I always remember that my schoolbag is bigger than my own, but I don't think it's heavy. One day, an uncle or grandpa stopped me. On my way home, I didn't know him, but he wanted to give me candy. I don't like candy, but he suddenly picked me up..."

Jiang Nichen's heart became more and more uncomfortable, and he was pressed tightly against him and couldn't breathe.

"Ah Chen, do you know? I'm quite useless, I can only cry... I'm not afraid of pain or injury."

"Ah Qi, stop talking!" Jiang Nichen said, he found that his voice was trembling a bit, what about Xu Minqi?His voice was broken even more.

"Ah Chen, I actually don't remember much, but... I don't want you to know that I am not as good as you think. I am very withdrawn, and I am afraid of contacting people, and I am even afraid that others will touch me." Closing my eyes, I knew I had shed a lot of tears, but I finally told Jiang Nichen my secret.

"Ah Qi, where are you now?" Jiang Nichen gripped the steering wheel tightly. He knew that as long as he let go of Xu Minqi now, in the future, no, from now on, Xu Minqi would never have any contact with him again!

I wiped away my tears with my sleeve, but it wasn't that difficult to say it, and I felt much better on the contrary.

"Ah Chen, I just want to say goodbye to you, but...you are very busy and have not been at home, and I am too cowardly, I dare not go to the hospital to look for you." I was so useless, tears burst again!

"Tell me where you are!" Jiang Nichen said in a dark voice, he wanted to see Xu Minqi immediately!immediately!

"Dear passengers, the stop ahead: Xihua Station." The broadcast began to broadcast, and it was the first time that Jiang Nichen realized that his ears were so sensitive that he heard the sound of the broadcast.

"Ah Qi, get out of the car and wait for me at Xihua. Give me an hour, no, half an hour! I will definitely find you!" Click, Jiang Nichen hung up the phone and immediately lit the ignition.

I held up my phone blankly, and Ah Chen said he wanted to come find me?But... why?My heart is filled with joy and unknown excitement!I... can I not leave Jiang Nichen?I stood up quickly and took the suitcase off the luggage rack.

"Huh? Mom, why doesn't that uncle over there sit?"

"Which uncle?"

"It's the uncle over there who has been wandering around the door!"

"Wow! That uncle looks so good~ Isn't the baby?"

"What's pretty, Mom?"

"...Uh, the kind that looks better than Dad."

"cough……"

"Oh~ In fact, my mother is also very pretty!"

"So cute! Baby~"

"Mom, you haven't said why that good-looking uncle didn't sit down? Here, and here, are all seats!"

"Uncle, is he going to get off the car? Look, the radio aunt has started broadcasting, and Xihua is in front of you!"

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