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"Cobra." Chen Liu said softly to the people around him.

"Huh?" The person who was responding to him looked back from the clouds outside the cabin window, and looked at Chen Liu with doubts.

"Go to sleep, it will take several hours to sit all the way."

Yesterday's nightmare passed when Chen Liu hugged him, kissed and called him softly, but Wang Zhe never woke up, he just found a more comfortable place in Chen Liu's arms, and fell into a deep sleep for two or three days without noticing it. Hours.

Early in the morning, when he woke up from his sleep, Chen Liuzao was waiting for him by the lake outside the house.

Wang Zhe didn't mention last night's nightmare along the way, and Chen Liu pretended nothing happened until he boarded the plane.

Wang Zhe looked out of the window with his eyelids open for an unknown amount of time, his eyes couldn't help fighting, and he refused to fall asleep. Chen Liu watched him wrestle with drowsiness and struggled to fall asleep, so he reminded him road.

Wang Zhe's eyes were red, and he shook his head wearily: "No, I'm not sleepy."

Chen Liu stretched out his right hand to Wang Zhe's left hand, clasped it tightly, raised his left hand again, and stubbornly pushed Wang Zhe's head towards his shoulder.

"Sleep for a while, I'm here, if you don't want to sleep anymore, just hold my hand tightly." Chen Liu looked into Wang Zhe's puzzled eyes, and solemnly told him, "I'll take you away. Huh? Be good."

When Wang Zhe's eyes met Chen Liu's firm eyes, he always felt uncomfortable in front of Chen Liu. He swallowed his saliva, looked away, and asked calmly, "Yes?" What's the matter? Why did you say that suddenly?"

When Chen Liu heard Wang Zhe's question knowingly, he scratched Wang Zhe's palm with his hand, and then asked in a joking tone, "Brother, what did you dream about last night, I heard it in my dream? take you away?"

"No, nothing." Wang Zhe denied reflexively, his eyes flickering.

"Brother, still don't want to say?"

Chen Liu paused for a moment with the fingers scratching his palm, which made his heartbeat also pause. I don't know what he thought of suddenly, his whole body froze, he pursed his lips, and looked back to his side people.

"Yeah, no, that's what I wanted to say."

Wang Zhe clenched Chen Liu's hand, biting his lower lip with his upper teeth, revealing his nervousness.He hesitated for a while, finally raised his hand, pinched the bridge of his nose in confusion, took a deep breath, and then spoke slowly.

"I just don't know where to start. I..." Wang Zhe paused, "That year, after returning from MSI, I saw a lot of missed calls on my phone, all from my dad .I called back. He told me to go to Xicheng Hospital to find him."

"I know, you left the team when you returned to City S that time. Is... father-in-law sick?" Chen Liu asked.

Wang Zhe shook his head: "It's my mother. She has cancer. She is a woman. She can bear the pain. She never said anything. It was already in the late stage when she was discovered. During the days when I was sent to the hospital, we were having MSI, but I didn't receive any news. "Wang Zhe's eyes were a little more bitter, but his words became extremely calm, "The notice of critical illness has been issued. When I went to the hospital, I was lying on the hospital bed, my face was pale, and I didn't know what to do. It's been hard for a few days."

Chen Liu watched the eye sockets of the people around him turn red inadvertently, not just from lack of sleep. He gently rubbed the back of Wang Zhe's hand, comforting him silently.

"The doctor said that maybe a palliative operation can be done, which can at least prolong life. I discussed it with my dad and thought I could give it a try. After all, I still have games to play, and I want to show her a trophy. You too I know, my mother...she..." Wang Zhe raised his hand to wipe his face, choked up unconsciously, "She helped me talk when my dad didn't allow me to play games. I..."

Wang Zhe's family relationship in those years was not good, and Chen Liu knew it.Wang Zhe's father has the same concept as most parents, thinking that playing games like this day and night is playing games and losing one's mind, and he even said it nicely called e-sports.Wang Zhe had just graduated from high school that year, and he was full of rebellion. Instead of going to university, he insisted on playing professionally. He made contact with the club manager and left home alone to come to the youth training camp.

It was this matter of leaving home that made the relationship between father and son rigid for a while.Every year, it was Wang Zhe's mother who dealt with them between father and son, supporting him in front of his father. His mother said to him that since a boy has an idea, he should go for it by himself.If you are tired one day, come back.

But his father was alarmist behind the door: "Tired of running? He just got his head broken and bloody, and he knew the kind of coming back when he knew it hurt."

Of course, what kind of species Wang Zhe is, Wang Zhe himself can't see clearly, the only thing he can see clearly is that he should go home less often, so as not to make everyone unhappy.

This is also one of the reasons why Wang Zhe doesn't want to go back every offseason.So in the past three years, the number of times he went home was very small. Counting the few days during the Spring Festival, he didn't see his mother for two months in about three years.

Unexpectedly, when we meet again, the person who will be helping him and waiting for him to come back will become the person waiting for him on the hospital bed with a face of pain.

"Brother." Chen Liu called softly, but his heart was entangled with his unfinished words.

"It's okay." Wang Zhe was silent for a while, adjusted his mood, smiled at Chen Liu, and then continued, "My father is sure that he can accept the risk of surgery and agrees to my mother's surgery, probably when the group stage is over. Well, I found a time and made an appointment with the doctor for my mother's surgery. The surgery was scheduled after our finals. I thought that at that time, after I finished the game, I should have a few days off to be with my mother. I agreed. But my mother’s illness didn’t last that long. It was the day before the final that the hospital called me and issued a critical illness notice.”

"You..." Chen Liu couldn't stop shaking Wang Zhe's hand.

"Later, when I called my dad at night, he said that he had stabilized again. I was afraid it would affect the team, so I didn't tell the team. I thought the next day was the afternoon game, and I could leave after the game. At once……"

Wang Zhe described everything back then lightly, like white clouds that would pass by in an instant outside the window, but after many years, Chen Liu's heart was like a huge boulder pressing down on his heart.

Wang Zhe kept frowning during the training match, hesitant to speak to him on the small balcony, and disappeared non-stop the next day...

He clearly noticed something was wrong with Wang Zhe at that time, and called Wang Zhe to the small balcony.

--"you are not happy?"

Still holding the excitement and happiness for tomorrow, while Wang Zhe hesitated to speak, he self-righteously found an excuse for him.

——"Is that because of the kneeling just now?"

——"Actually...you know we usually kneel down this training match, and we will definitely win tomorrow's match, don't worry."

——"...you believe me."

He also looked at the person in front of him proudly and curled his lips at himself, saying:

——"Okay, I believe you."

If he had asked one more question back then, if he had been willing to ask one more question back then.

Maybe on that balcony, it won’t be such a scene—the half illuminated by the moonlight is the half excited beyond self-control, looking forward to tomorrow, so that a daughter-in-law can come back; while the half that the moonlight doesn’t shine on , I was so worried that I couldn't reveal it, looking forward to the arrival of tomorrow, so as to leave this uncomfortable situation.

Wang Zhe could feel Chen Liu's slightly trembling hands when he fell silent.He stopped talking worriedly, quickly took Chen Liu's hand with both hands, and asked.

"What's the matter, Chen Liu? I'm fine. I'm really fine now. Look at me?"

There were tears in Chen Liu's eyes, and his throat moved slightly. After all, he didn't ask what he was holding in his heart. He looked at Wang Zhe.

"and after?"

"There is no later." Wang Zhe's story is broken here, "It's all over. I'm fine."

"I have something to do." Chen Liu looked at Wang Zhe stubbornly, "I have something to do, I don't want to, I don't want to hear about the later things next time, and I can't be as calm as you are now. Wang Zhe, finish talking, do it again , I'm afraid I..."

Chen Liu paused while speaking, his voice was a little helpless.

"I'm afraid I don't know, how can I resist the painful urge to melt you into my bones."

"Okay," Wang Zhe agreed, closed his eyes, looked up and continued, "After we finished the game, when I went back, my mother was already in the operation. I waited with me until late at night, and finally saw the doctor. He shook his head at us. My dad couldn't bear this kind of blow, and he was getting older, so he was admitted to the same hospital as Mr. Zheng. If he can't live without people, I will accompany him."

Even if the crow feeds back, let alone Wang Zhe.Chen Liu could imagine how busy his days and nights were when he didn't touch the ground, but he couldn't imagine. He listened to Wang Zhe's few words without saying a word.Reduce those dozens of days and nights to just a dozen words.

In the end, it was nothing more than the four words "it's all over".

Chen Liu was too familiar with Wang Zhe's understatement, and the more he knew him understatement, the more Chen Liu listened to it, the more he couldn't help feeling sorry for him.

In the past four years, there have been thousands of rivers and mountains, and two hearts have passed each other.

"But my dad may also love me because he was afraid that I would be tired, so he didn't let me stay with me for long, so he went to see my mother." Wang Zhe said to himself, "So it's pretty good. And I was a bit of a professional at that time. Savings, I took part of my mother’s medical treatment, and part of my father... Well, in the end, there was not much left, but it was enough for me to live for a few years. And it seems that you have finally adapted to the new assistant, so I... ..."

Before Wang Zhe could say "I'm not back", he was interrupted by Chen Liu.

"I can't get used to it."

"Ok?"

"I can't adapt to others." Chen Liu stated this objective fact in a cold voice, "Nurdu. (Only you)"

"Ichauch. (Me too)" Wang Zhe said in the shock of Chen Liu's eyes, he said that he had studied German with Chen four years ago.The person who had just finished speaking immediately lowered his gaze, and his ears turned red.

However, Chen Liu approached Wang Zhe, held the inexplicably seductive person firmly, and said in a hoarse voice.

"Boy friend."

"Ok?"

"I want to kiss you."

"it is good."

Wang Zhe leaned over, thinking that Chen Liu would kiss him on the lips, but Chen Liu placed his own kiss on Wang Zhe's eyebrows first, and placed his kiss on Wang Zhe's eyebrows with all his wishes devoutly and solemnly.

Then he moved from between the brows to Wang Zhe's lips, fearing that it would be bad influence in public, so he only lightly pecked at Wang Zhe's lips, and then suggested.

"Go to my house tonight. Didn't you agree..."

Chen Liu hesitated to speak, and raised half of his eyebrows at Wang Zhe.

Wang Zhe coughed twice shyly, and looked away from his boyfriend who was full of yellow trash, looking back at the clean and clear sky outside the window, and then, under the gaze of the scorching gaze cast from behind, lightly Nodded lightly.