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"It hurts everywhere" was like a heavy hammer, hitting Wang Zhe's last bit of reason, knocking him dizzy.

At that moment, he pressed Chen Liu's hand as if he was infected by Chen Liu. He trembled at a loss, conveying to Chen Liu the fear and hesitation in his heart.

But he obviously wanted to relieve Chen Liu's pain with all his strength, and because of Chen Liu's words of pain, he couldn't do it anymore. He wished he could take care of Chen Liu's pain, even if he could take some of the pain for Chen Liu, it would be good.

His eye sockets turned red, but he kept suppressing his emotions, and kept looking down at Chen Liu's trembling hands, as if he could empathize with him and hurt what he hurt...

Wang Zhe couldn't help sobbing.

It was also today that he discovered that the hypocrisy that is so desperate for love is real.

He was the one who really got his throat choked.

He took a deep breath and struggled with the life and death that Chen Liu brought to him.He bit his lip tightly, forcing himself to calm down.

"How could it be..." Chen Liu called him before the "so painful" in the last sentence was stated.

"Wang Zhe."

Chen Liu leaned forward, interrupting what Wang Zhe was saying.

"Huh?" Wang Zhe raised his head and looked at Chen Liu.

Chen Liu leaned forward and leaned his head over, and actively put his lips on Wang Zhe's.

His lips slightly rubbed against Wang Zhe's soft lips, it was nostalgia, reluctance, and the long-term love of the past few years was lingering in this one action of his.

Wang Zhe was jealous of Chen Liu's hand, and when Chen Liu rubbed it twice, he backed away when he was about to peck and kiss him.But Chen Liu was always more sensitive than him.

At the moment when he stepped back, Chen Liu raised his right hand against the back of his neck, and leaned forward even more. His kiss suddenly changed from a gentle breeze to a violent storm, sweeping over with irresistible enthusiasm, and locked Wang Zhe tightly. In his deep affection.

His tongue dexterously pried open Wang Zhe's teeth, moved past Wang Zhe's lips and teeth little by little, and explored deeper.He didn't let go of every inch of Wang Zhe's mouth, sucking, grinding, overlapping, urging him to cater and sink.

The body fluid was blending between the lips and teeth of the two, and the breath became urgent between you and me, and the ambiguous atmosphere climbed up this staircase.The rare connection between two hearts, the tacit understanding that is no longer misunderstood, and the deep affection that is no longer hazy, are all passed on and entangled between lips and teeth.

It wasn't until Chen Liu released the strength of his right hand and his lips moved away that Wang Zhe was able to breathe.

But Chen Liu didn't give him much breathing room.

Because every word Chen Liu said afterwards made Wang Zhe breathless.

He will drown in his world sooner or later, Wang Zhe thought so.

"My hand hurts, my heart hurts...no matter where it is, it hurts." The eyes of the man who drowned him were reddish, he paused, and asked in a low voice, "I didn't hide it from you, you don't need to hide it." Can……"

This is the first time Wang Zhe has seen Chen Liuhong's eyes in the past few years.He subconsciously raised his hand to cover Chen Liu's cheek, wanting to wipe away the tears that inadvertently filled the corners of Chen Liu's eyes; he wanted to coax Chen Liu into saying "I'll blow it to you, it won't hurt" like a child I want to say that I have considered it well, and I always think too much, but the sourness that is choked in my throat because of the tears left by Chen Liuwei finally blocks all these thoughts.

"Is it okay, don't persuade me to leave?" Chen Liu's words were begging, and he rubbed against Wang Zhe's palm, just like when Liu Liu was young, he acted shamelessly in Wang Zhe's arms.But today's Chen Liu is more helpless than Liuliu who is favored and proud by Wang Zheli.

That soliciting kiss was undoubtedly Chen Liu's last struggle when he was dying of illness, but because he had struggled too many times, the result was already foreseeable, so he seemed even more helpless, so helpless that even the star in his eyes could not be seen. Like being covered by thick clouds.

There is no light in those eyes, like the polar night at the North and South Poles, where the darkness spreads and becomes boundless.

What breaks the darkness is Wang Zhe's "salvation".

He listened to Wang Zhe and said, "Okay."

He didn't hear what happened next, Wang Zhe said, "Okay, this is what I was going to say from the beginning".

But just the word "good" is undoubtedly a life-saving medicine for a terminally ill person like him.

As far as he is concerned, no matter sooner or later, as long as the result is like this, it will be fine.

Wang Zhe regained his senses and looked at the beaming person in front of him, and unconsciously had the illusion that he was being tricked.

He suddenly turned cold and asked, "Does your hand hurt anymore?"

"Okay...it's a little bit." Chen Liu looked at his hand, then made a pretentious "hiss" again, and demanded with a shy face, "If you can, kiss again, it won't hurt."

Wang Zhebai saw the cheap and good-looking person in front of him, stood up, took out his mobile phone, and said seriously: "I think it's better to let the doctor take a look at your situation. Do you have the contact information of the psychiatrist in TBD?" ?”

Chen Liu looked at the person who stood up and asked him condescendingly, raised his head and blinked at him, then immediately shook his head like a rattle: "I don't know."

"Then I'll let Jiang Yihuai ask." Wang Zhe retreated to the next best thing.

Chen Liu's lips were drawn into a line, and after a serious confrontation with Wang Zhe for a while, he stumbled and reminded: "Brother, that...do and be a person, leave a line..."

"See you in the future?" Wang Zhe took a look at him and put the emphasis on the first word.

When Chen Liu heard Wang Zhe's words, he always felt that there was a profound meaning that could not be explained.But for this kind of meaning, Chen Liu can still be dismissive.

This dismissive attitude, if you really want to get to the bottom of it, probably comes from the innate self-confidence of an AD.

Chen Liu's brows were still furrowed, but he confessed inexplicably quickly.

"It really hurts, bro."

"En." Wang Zhe glanced at the person sitting on the stairs, and responded disapprovingly.The attitude is obviously that after reacting to the situation that he was being tricked, he doesn't have much thought about the words of "wolf is coming".

Chen Liu stood up, held Wang Zhe's hand with his right hand, put his hand next to his left hand, and let his left hand, which had been a little slowed down, stick to Wang Zhe's palm, so that Wang Zhe could Feeling the back of his hand that became a little cold because of the numbness.

Wang Zhe believed Chen Liu's half-truths almost as soon as the back of his hand was stuck.

He grabbed Chen Liu's left wrist, gently brought him forward, and led him away from the backstage of the competition venue, directly into the official car that picked up the players, and sat in the row at the rear of the car as usual.

Waiting for the two to sit next to each other, Chen Liu quietly stared at Wang Zhe beside him, for a moment he only dared to be silent, he didn't dare to show his breath.

Wang Zhe glanced at the people around him, then put his hands on his legs, and massaged and kneaded him bit by bit.

Wang Zhe's massage for him this time was not too weak, and Wang Zhe's already numb arm made Chen Liu grit his teeth, let out a "hiss", and took a deep breath.

It was rare for Wang Zhe to lose his former gentleness, so he hated him.

"Be patient."

Chen Liu nodded immediately, and in his heart used what Chen's mother said earlier that "people look different before and after marriage" to excuse Wang Zhe.

Speaking of which, Chen Liu remembered that when he was abroad for the New Year last time, he didn't remember anything else that Chen's mother said clearly, but this sentence about marriage was the most clearly heard.

His mother said: "This man, before marriage, he must have been good-tempered and obedient to you. After marriage, it will be different. Every day may be as if you are going to send him to be shot. Watching Just like facing an enemy, you don’t know who has wronged whom.”

His father also followed up: "But the best thing is that you have to be willing to be shot, just like your father and me." Chen Liu listened to his father's appearance of selling melons with Wang Po, and nodded indifferently .

Chen's mother snorted in extreme dissatisfaction, and gave up talking to the father and son, while Chen's father whispered to Chen Liu: "So...be careful, don't fall."

It was only now that Chen Liu knew why his father said to be cautious.

But no matter how cautious he was, his father was destined to be planted by his mother; he was the same, destined to be planted by Wang Zhe, which he had already determined four years ago.

Even if he really wanted to be shot, he would definitely suffer willingly, even feel the pain and be happy.

The corners of his mouth curled up, and he looked at the person who told him to hold back after he hissed, but relaxed a lot in his hands, and couldn't help but put a smile on his eyes.

He moved closer to Wang Zhe, and put his right hand on the back of the hand that Wang Zhe was rubbing for him, and Wang Zhe paused.

He continued: "Wang Zhe."

"Huh?" Wang Zhe responded.

"You just... just said 'yes'." Chen Liu confirmed.

"En." Wang Zhe responded without thinking.

"Are you... really thinking about it?" Chen Liu's eyes were shining.

Wang Zhe glanced at him and nodded.

"Then..." Chen Liu looked into Wang Zhe's eyes and tried again.

"Is it over?" Wang Zhe muttered in a low voice.

Then his ears were red, and he whispered everything he could think of and what Chen Liu wanted to ask, and helped Chen Liu confirm it.

"I promise. I won't run away, I won't leave without a word. I won't hide from you, I won't lie to you. If you need me, I'll be here, right by your side. Do you have anything else to ask?" Wang Zhe seriously He looked at the people next to him.

"Then I can..." Chen Liu thought for a while, with a sly look on his lips, and asked again.

"Okay." Wang Zhe didn't ask, cut off the beard directly, and agreed.

"Okay, boyfriend."

Chen Liu clung to Wang Zhe's ear, carefully and quickly stuffed the thoughts that had been hidden in his heart for several years to Wang Zhe who was frozen in place and defenseless.

He solemnly changed a title, and fearing that Wang Zhe hadn't heard clearly, he said it again seriously.

"You promised, my boyfriend."

"Yes." Wang Zhe pretended to be calm and said in a deep voice, "I agreed."

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