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Last night was the first time in half a month that Wang Zhe didn't line up with Chen Liu until five o'clock.

After Chen Liu reconnected with him, Chen Liu told him about the test tomorrow, but Chen Liu didn't say what it was, and Wang Zhe didn't continue to ask.After queuing together for two more rounds, they each went off the line. Before going off the line, Chen Liu specifically stopped Wang Zhe, but after a moment of silence, Chen Liu didn't say anything.Wang Zhe finally sent a text message to his old acquaintances at the base before going to bed, asking about the situation, but...

Before waiting for the echo, Wang Zhe fell asleep.

As for whether Chen Liu actually called Wang Zhe "brother", except for the two of Lian Mai, they didn't know much about it.But judging by the fact that Wang Zhe couldn't hide the corners of his mouth when he woke up in the morning, he must have screamed.

When the sun was high, Wang Zhe woke up from his dream when his ancestor was knocking on the door outside.

He touched the phone to check the time, saw a missed call, rubbed his eyes again, and recognized the hairy three words in his blurred vision - "Zhou Xiaofei".

To Wang Zhe, these three words were like switch buttons. Wang Zhe didn't even have time to wake up and take a nap, so he returned the phone directly.

The first sound still carried the confusion of just waking up, but it also revealed eagerness.

"Hello, brother Fei?"

"Are you awake?" Compared with Wang Zhe, Zhou Xiaofei over there was obviously more relaxed.

"Well, he..." Wang Zhe's mind was still struggling between sudden sobriety and sleepiness, before he had time to speak well, he asked directly, "Is there something wrong?"

"The thing you asked about should be the psychological consultation this afternoon." Zhou Xiaofei stretched his head deliberately, looked at the situation in the training room, and then walked to the small balcony on the second floor, and continued to chat with Wang Zhe.

"today?"

"Yes, psychological counseling this afternoon."

"But his emotional ups and downs were too obvious yesterday, won't it affect today? And I think I'm back, but it makes him more..."

"Well, since the psychologists at the base believed that this plan was feasible, I think we have to try it. It can't be... alas."

Zhou Xiaofei sighed.

"Then, can you tell me the result, or let me see the psychiatrist, I want to know more." Sitting by the bed, Wang Zhe asked solemnly, then seemed to remember something, and hurriedly added , "As long as it is useful, I can do whatever I want."

"That's what I planned too, like this," Zhou Xiaofei asked after a pause, "Do you have time at night? If so, we'll still meet at the place where we met before, and I'll call the psychiatrist at the club to talk about it."

"it is good."

After Wang Zhe hung up the phone, he went to pour dog food for his ancestors begging for brunch.

The ancestor probably also felt Wang Zhe's absent-mindedness, and he was not as lively as before. After walking around Wang Zhe for a while, he obediently ate the bowl that Wang Zhe poured for him today, which he didn't like very much. Taste of dog food.

But Wang Zhe sat on the sofa and gradually settled down.

--"Figured out?"

——"I haven't figured it out, but I miss you."

——"Thinking of us, or thinking of that..."

--"Ok."

I still remember the conversation between Lin Zhenyu and Lin Zhenyu when they met him in the hot pot restaurant.

But in fact, he came back here not just because of a "want". For four years, he thought about it all the time, but he held back.

What really made him unable to hold back was the news from Zhou Xiaofei who he had found through the live broadcast platform before he agreed to go out to eat with Lin Zhenyu.

It was not long after the end of the new year, the spring split hadn't started yet, and it was still an offseason, but most of the players had already returned to the team and started training.

TBD always conducts a psychological assessment and physical examination for players and coaches at the beginning of each year.

After that inspection, the results of Chen Liu's psychological evaluation were not satisfactory, which can be said to be worrying.But if this result is told to Chen Liu, probably the people in the entire base can foresee his choice, but this is not the result Zhou Xiaofei wants to see.

This is also the reason why Zhou Xiaofei approached Wang Zhe four years later, and also the reason why Wang Zhe came back.

At that time, Zhou Xiaofei was waiting for him sitting in a tea restaurant they had agreed upon.

"Cobra, I'm sorry to bother you, but since you're here, I don't want you to reveal a word of what I'm going to tell you next. After all, it's about Chen Liu..."

"What happened to him?" Wang Zhe asked eagerly, frowning.

Zhou Xiaofei turned on the phone, found a photo, and handed it to Wang Zhe.

Wang Zhe glanced at the photo in a hurry, and it was a medical certificate. TBD's medical certificate will not be allowed to be brought out, so Zhou Xiaofei can only pass the news to Wang Zhe in this way.

Wang Zhe took the phone without doubt, moved his lips slightly, and read out the conclusion of the last column:

"Adjustment Disorder Tendency."

He looked up at Zhou Xiaofei suspiciously, he had never experienced this kind of illness, and he didn't quite understand these words.

Zhou Xiaofei had talked to him a lot at that time, but he didn't listen to a single word, he was only thinking about the person holding the trophy and looking at him in glory.

So he came back, as that person's blind medicine, back.

The ancestor finished eating the dog food in the bowl, jumped on the sofa in two steps, and threw himself into Wang Zhe's arms, no matter how Wang Zhe's thoughts were not there, he would be disturbed by it.

He looked at his ancestor, raised his chin, and asked softly: "Tell me, am I..."

In the middle of the conversation, Wang Zhe didn't continue. The ancestor took two steps closer to rub against him, like a child, but also more like that person, the one who needed him.

He paused, then smiled self-deprecatingly.

"There is no right or wrong, only doing or not doing it."

As he spoke, he got up, sat back in front of the computer, and searched for the mental illness.

Adaptive disorder refers to the fact that people are exposed to too much, too strong, and too long psychological pressure stimulation, and because of their susceptible personality and poor adaptability, they lead to adaptive disorders.Its main manifestations are mainly emotional disorders, accompanied by maladaptive behavior or physiological dysfunction.It is manifested as psychological discomfort, such as nervousness, palpitation, shortness of breath, loss of what to do, and physical discomfort, such as back pain, numbness of limbs, etc.However, after the stress factors are eliminated, the symptoms do not exceed 6 months.

His hand holding the mouse trembled a little, and the words "too much, too strong, too long" were like three heavy hammers, hitting him one after another, without exception every time he looked at it. It made his heart ache.

It wasn't until Zhou Xiaofei called him that he was pulled out from the increasingly severe pain and allowed him to breathe.When he heard that sentence and the result came out, he couldn't wait to get up when we met at the tea restaurant, grabbed a coat and went out to go there.

Wang Zhe came from the old city, not as good as the two who came from the base not far from the tea restaurant.So when he arrived, they were already waiting for him.

After Wang Zhe took his seat, the group of people directly talked about today's theme without exchanging greetings.

"Chen Liu's illness is more stable than before." The psychiatrist sitting next to Zhou Xiaofei handed over the paper report.

Wang Zhe lowered his head and glanced at the report. In fact, he didn't quite understand everything except the conclusion, but he still browsed it politely for the sake of showing, and asked straight-forwardly, "Does Chen Liu know?" I went to the psychiatrist and added another sentence, "I mean, this disease."

"He must know it. He had physical disabilities when he was playing games before." The psychiatrist pushed his glasses and analyzed carefully.

After Wang Zhe heard this, he couldn't help frowning, and then he heard Zhou Xiaofei add: "He has been hiding it from us, his hands have experienced temporary numbness, and he said that it was caused by too much training, so we took it as a possibility. The hidden danger of hand injury has been treated, and there was no problem in his psychological test during that time."

Indeed, it may also be due to hand injuries. After all, ordinary people may experience numbness in their hands after playing games for a long time, let alone Chen Liu who was flooded at that time. He should want to stand back to his original height more than anyone else. .

The pressure of being too high and too long has always existed.

"Then it was Jiang Yihuai. He chatted with me at the end of last year and said that his master's temper suddenly began to change. At that time, because it was already the offseason, Chen Liu would disappear during the offseason. I couldn't get in touch with Chen Liu at all,"

"Disappear?" Wang Zhe heard this for the first time, Zhou Xiaofei didn't seem to have mentioned it before, "What is 'disappear'?"

"I just can't get in touch, except for Jiang Yihuai. It's been every year for the past four years, but he will contact me after the Spring Festival holiday, so it's no surprise."

Wang Zhe nodded thoughtfully: "So in fact, there were signs a long time ago, but it's already serious now?"

"Yes, it should be serious earlier than what you see now, whether it's his temper or the game. And he didn't play Rank very much before, and he can only solo with them once a week."

"But I think they said that this kind of disease will decrease as long as the emergency factors are eliminated. Then..." Wang Zhe suddenly realized, "Is...Chen Liu doesn't want to leave?"

He looked at the two people sitting across from him, and it was no surprise that they nodded with him.

That's right, if Chen Liu planned to leave TBD in the first place, there was no need to stay as a coach, and he kept it from them.

"Then does he know that I know?" Wang Zhe asked.

"I probably don't know. But what a heart disease needs is a heart medicine doctor, that's why I came back to you before."

"But he still wants to play carnivals with me in the future. Isn't that... Not only will he not be able to escape this high-pressure environment, but I will push him here instead?"

"That's why I don't agree with it." The psychiatrist suddenly said, "Obviously we can find the most conservative method, as long as he is willing to leave this environment."

Wang Zhe looked at Zhou Xiaofei: "So either he left here completely, or he took a risk and took a gamble?"

Zhou Xiaofei's eyes were full of disappointment, of course, if this tea restaurant does not ban smoking, he really wants to relieve his worries.

"Wang Zhe, I watched Chen Liu and you join the team. I guess I can guess his thoughts more accurately except for you. How would he choose? Or? , "Zhou Xiaofei paused, more regret in his eyes, regret regret, "I can know the answer, don't you know?"

Wang Zhe suddenly fell silent.This is a bet on Chen Liu...

"Is the chance of winning a gamble high?" Wang Zhe looked at the two in front of him and smiled wryly, "I haven't brought any healing assistance before."

In the past, Chen Liu was the one who came up for flash treatment, but now he was asked to be the one who flashed his milk, and he was afraid that he would not be as good as Chen Liu.

Wang Zhe thought so.

Zhou Xiaofei glanced at the psychiatrist beside him. After receiving his gaze, the psychiatrist still explained objectively with great reluctance: "For now, it has improved a bit. At least it hasn't gotten worse. And according to Jiang Yihuai's reaction Yes, he has been duoing with you for half a month, which proves that he has changed. And he himself said that he returned to the beep machine yesterday?"

After hearing this, Wang Zhe affirmed with a smile: "Yes. When he said I was a cauliflower snake. But he still got angry for no reason."

"In theory, it's normal for him to have repeated emotions in his condition. So..."

"So... my treatment is still somewhat effective?" Wang Zhe looked at her.

The psychiatrist looked at Wang Zhe suddenly, and nodded in disbelief, and added: "There is a chance of winning, but the odds are not high. And..."

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The content of this adaptation disorder comes from the Internet. I, I, and I don’t know much about psychology. If there is something wrong, the little sisters who read the text, please bear with me, or if you are willing to popularize science, it would be better.