lose color

On the day of Liuliu's birthday, Chen Liu said that he would take a picture to show to the CG next door, to prove that the milk cat really lived like an emperor with them.

Wang Zhe picked up the little guy who had just showered and dried, and asked Chen Liu to take a picture.

At that time, it was agreed to take pictures of cats, but who knew that every picture Chen Liu took had Wang Zhe and the cat in his arms, so people didn't know whether he was taking pictures of cats or people.

When Wang Zhe accepted the photo, he asked for a retake on the grounds that Wang Zhe's smile was too eye-catching.After the reshoots, Chen Liu didn't show Wang Zhe what the result was. There was only one time when both of them couldn't sleep at night, Chen Liu sent one of them to Wang Zhe, jokingly saying that the cat had been with Wang Zhe for a long time. , it looks more and more like Wang Zhe.

Wang Zhe also saved this one at that time.

Later, he retired, because people asked him every day, and he couldn't spare time to deal with it, so he completely changed everything related to the past.As for this photo, it was kept because Wang Zhe had passed it on Moments before.And those photos that Chen Liu took were all stored in Chen Liu's phone, and none of them were sent out.

Jiang Yihuai met at the meeting, and it was also Chen Liu who printed a special sheet and stuck it in his black leather notebook.

Wang Zhe's hand paused on the lock screen before unlocking it.When the screen saver disappeared, he heard a very slight sigh from the people around him, lightly, like Wang Zhe's illusion.

But when Wang Zhe looked at Chen Liu again, Chen Liu was taking off his gloves, drying the oil on his hands, taking out his phone, unlocking it and scanning Rock's QR code.After sweeping in one go, he returned it to Rock.

Rock reached out to take back the phone, nodded and said: "The higher-ups will definitely send someone to coordinate related matters later."

Seeing this, Zhou Xiaofei breathed a sigh of relief, and passed Chen Liu to wink at Wang Zhe.

Wang Zhe shook his head at Zhou Xiaofei, but he still didn't stop Zhou Xiaofei.

"Okay, why don't you add a friend first? I remember that Cobra had retired before, so he lost contact." Zhou Xiaofei said.

"it is good."

"Need not."

The two spoke at the same time, but they gave completely different answers.

Chen Liu who said "yes" looked at Wang Zhe who said "no", but Wang Zhe's eyes lit up. He thought that Chen Liu wanted to refuse, so he refused for Chen Liu, but he didn't expect Chen Liu to answer suddenly. Saying "yes", this embarrassment is too real.

Wang Zhe pursed his lips, but the joy in his eyebrows was obviously higher than the real embarrassment.

However, after taking a sideways glance, Chen Liu expressed that he was not so happy: "It's true...no need, Cobra and I have friends in the national server."

"I heard that Coach Chen and Cobra have already played in duo?" Mei Cai answered and asked Chen Liu meaningfully.

Chen Liu ignored Mei Cai's question, just glanced at Mei Cai, stood up, and said, "I'm going out to smoke..." As the words came to his lips, he remembered what he said in front of Wang Zhe before, and changed his words in a hurry. "Stand for a while."

After finishing speaking, he walked out, leaving Mei Cai looking at Wang Zhe with a smile on his face.

Wang Zhe got up when Chen Liu had already walked out, and said the words that Chen Liu hadn't said.

"I'll go out to smoke a cigarette too." After speaking, he followed out.

Chen Liu didn't go very far, he lit a cigarette not far outside the store, and smoked by himself.

The twilight is all together, and the sky is gradually darkening.When Wang Zhe came out, he looked at the figure of the cigarette lighter outside the store, and the scenery around him became less clear in Wang Zhe's eyes.

In Wang Zhe's eyes, there was only that one person left, and his footsteps also slowed down.

Chen Liu caught it from the corner of his eye.But he turned around naturally, with his back to Wang Zhe.Wang Zhe watched Chen Liu's movements, but he didn't come any closer. As Chen Liu wished, he stopped a few steps behind him.

Not too far, not too close, like the relationship between them.

Wang Zhe took out his cigarette, lit it, and looked at Chen Liu's back.

The white smoke from his mouth blocked his sight, and also covered the thousands of mountains and rivers between him and Chen Liu, making Wang Zhe whimsical for a moment.

——Maybe when he calls out "Chen Liu", that person will turn around, walk up to him like before, and greet him like an old friend, and ask with a smile whether he has been good these few years or not not good.

Then he can tell that person realistically: "It's not good, it's not good anywhere."

But whimsy is whimsy after all.A cigarette in Wang Zhe's hand burned out, even a little hot, but the man still refused to face him, and when the smoke cleared, the gap of "four years" between them lay again. In front of my eyes.

"I'm sorry." Wang Zhe looked at the person in front of him and said lightly.

These three have always been heavy in Wang Zhe's heart.These three words were what he most wanted to say to Chen Liu in the past four years.

He actually thought about it a lot, thinking that if he hadn't retreated from that radiant place first, or if he hadn't seen Chen Liu on the spot on his heart, if he hadn't agreed to be the support of this talented player, or if he hadn't insisted on coming playing games...

But these ifs, no matter how they are put into reality, cannot be established.Four years ago, Wang Zhe will still make the same decision again after going through it again.

Chen Liu should be the person he cares about from the bottom of his heart, the person who can stand shoulder to shoulder with him in glory, but he shouldn't be the one who should be burdened by life.

After all, he was still reluctant.

Wang Zhe's gaze was a little longer, it was the longness that he was obsessed with and refused to let go of, but when his longness hit Chen Liu's back, he flinched.He looked away, put out the cigarette butt burning between his fingers, and missed the slight tremor of Chen Liu's shoulder.

He waited for a long time but did not get Chen Liu's response, but for some reason, he was sure that Chen Liu had heard that light sentence.

It's just that Chen Liu didn't respond, or said he didn't want to respond.

Wang Zhe glanced at the cigarette in Chen Liu's hand, sighed in silence, and reminded Chen Liu: "The cigarette is finished."

Chen Liu let go at the moment he reminded him, and the cigarette butt in his hand was thrown at his feet.The hand that held the cigarette before was still trembling slightly, revealing the wavering in his heart.

He turned around, his voice was low but solemn: "Wang Zhe."

It was getting dark, but the light of the street lamp suddenly shone between the two of them, illuminating each other in front of their eyes.

Wang Zhe looked at the person in front of him and said calmly: "En."

Chen Liu didn't raise his head, he looked down at his foot to put out the cigarette butt, and then asked hesitantly.

"And... will there be another four years?"

Wang Zhe was stunned by Chen Liu's words, and he frowned.

Will there be another four years?

The next...four years of separation, or the next four years with both him and Chen Liu?

After Chen Liu waited for Wang Zhe for a while, he didn't get an answer from Wang Zhe.Only then did he take a step, bypassing Wang Zhe and walking back.

But when he rubbed shoulders, Wang Zhe grabbed Chen Liu's wrist and answered honestly: "I don't know."

Chen Liu stopped and bit his lower lip with his upper teeth, but he was relieved by this answer for some reason.

He was afraid that Wang Zhe said there would be, and he was also afraid that Wang Zhe said there would be no.His question was too ambiguous, but it was also a constant contradiction in his heart.He knew that he would not be able to survive the next four years, and he also knew how much Wang Zhe had tempted him, just like rabbits to foxes, and meat to hungry wolves.

He stood on the spot and didn't dare to move, afraid that he would miss if he took a step, and he was afraid that if he took a step back, he would send himself back to the abyss.

Wang Zhe, he called helplessly in his heart.

When he looked down, he could see Wang Zhe's hand holding his wrist, and when he turned his head, he could see the face he had been thinking about for four years, and he could hug someone he couldn't dream of countless times when he stretched out his hand.

He thought he might still be the one to take a step back.

Someone at the door of the store cast his gaze over, Chen Liu twitched his hands, took half a step back, and then sighed and said.

"Let's go. Cobra."

Wang Zhe heard him sigh helplessly, thinking that he had compromised, but after he suddenly changed his title, he dared not let go of the hand that was holding his wrist.

His eyes passed over with doubts, but Wang Zhe's eyes were still serious and determined.

"There will be countless four years, your Firmament, and Cobra's four years, if..." Wang Zhe paused, and added, "If you want."

After hearing this, Chen Liu raised his eyebrows inadvertently.

"Then play a double row tonight?"

Chen Liu didn't answer whether he wanted to or not, but he finally gave in in terms of attitude.

"Okay." Wang Zhe replied firmly.

The shadow left under the streetlights also approached preciously, so close that the section of the road between them illuminated by the streetlights seemed to disappear from sight.

In the middle of the night, it is the time when every family falls into a deep sleep, but it is also the time when every e-sports player is working hard to get closer to the dream land.

Chen Liu stood outside the training room, watching for a while, watching everyone who came back after eating crayfish, and then returned to their respective positions to play Rank, Chen Liu's thoughts drifted out of the Summoner's Canyon.

He took out his mobile phone, leaned his back against the glass door of the training room, and dug out the pile of first birthday photos he had taken for Liuliu a long time ago.These photos were copied from the old phone after he changed his phone several times.

Chen Liu's eyes stayed on the one where Wang Zhe raised Liuliu's limbs and looked up at Chen Liu's camera - it was also the one on Wang Zhe's lock screen.That was the only one that Wang Zhe looked at the camera, and Chen Liu was holding his mobile phone to take pictures of him in his eyes.Chen Liu didn't know if Wang Zhe put this picture on the screen saver for this reason, but he did send this picture to Wang Zhe out of selfishness in the first place.

Chen Liu's finger touched the slightly upturned corner of the mouth of the man in the photo, and then slowly moved towards that lip, as if he could touch the softness through the screen, and he pressed the sentence that he had never dared to say in his heart. Speak quietly to the person in the photo.

"It's true, come back." It's true, I won't leave again.

They played together for three years.They got along day and night, and it was only a matter of Chen Liu putting his heart in front of Wang Zhe.But Wang Zhe chose to leave the stage, and for the next four years, there was no news from him in his world.

So he was terrified.He was afraid that Wang Zhe would leave again. If this situation really happened again, then he...

Can only sit still.

He has nothing to keep Wang Zhe.

Same, no.