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When the lights come on, the busyness of the day is replaced by feasting and feasting.

The hot pot restaurant was full of people, and Wang Zhe and his original friend made an appointment at this restaurant.This is the first person he came back to see after he left this circle four years ago—even his half-senior brother, Lin Zhenyu, is the only person he has been in contact with in the past six years, and he is currently sitting in the private room waiting he.

When Wang Zhe arrived, the waiter at the door showed him the way.He walked to the door, stopped, and the hand that pushed the door paused.

He is really ready to come back.

This circle he has been away from for a long time...

He took a deep breath before pushing the door open and going in. He looked at the empty room, only his senior brother was sitting on the seat facing the door looking at him, and he secretly rejoiced.

Four years ago, TBD and Cobra suddenly announced their retirement, which caused the whole circle to be blown up like a thunderbolt. In those few days, many friends and teammates’ information poured into his mobile phone like a swarm, so he was even more afraid of today’s dinner Here, he will face another scene of being questioned by everyone.

So when he saw only Lin Zhenyu, he quietly breathed a sigh of relief.

When he retired that year, although the scene was sensational, it was more of regret, sadness, and confusion. It was a pity that he and the original TBD were only one S championship away from the Grand Slam; it was also sad that he suddenly withdrew from this noisy circle. , and even more puzzled that he, who was originally the strongest support, chose to retire when he was within reach of Rongguang.

But the road is chosen by himself, and no amount of worry can affect the decision he made at that time.

——His star named "Cobra" dimmed in Summoner's Rift.

When Lin Zhenyu saw him, he got up and walked over, gave him a firm hug, and patted his back twice, just like the greeting on the phone when he contacted him four years ago: "These Day, how are you?"

Wang Zhe nodded silently, and sat down with him.

Lin Zhenyu called the waiter Bu Cai.During this interval, they chatted.But it was mostly Lin Zhenyu who asked him to answer.

"Are you agreeing to come to see me? Have you figured it out?"

"Yeah." Wang Zhe cast his eyes on Lin Zhenyu, and joked, "I didn't think about it, but I missed you."

"Miss us?" Lin Zhenyu questioned, "Still miss that..."

Wang Zhe looked away, as if Lin Zhenyu's question had touched his mind, he responded unnaturally: "Yes."

Lin Zhenyu changed the topic without any hesitation: "Speaking of which, have you thought about what to do this year?"

"Continue to sit and eat?" Wang Zhe replied jokingly, "Otherwise, you will be a game anchor."

Wang Zhe replied without hesitation, in fact, he was also at a loss, or he was so at a loss every year.A few years ago, he didn't have time to think about it because of family affairs.

This year is really busy, but also confused.He is a professional player who has retired for four years, and he is not good at anything other than games.But without systematic training in the past four years, both his reaction and hand speed are not as good as before, and it is impossible to return to the game.

If he really wants to say what he can think of and can do, the most suitable thing is to find a platform, use up his previous popularity, and start a live broadcast; With popularity.

Speaking of the former team members, let's not talk about it. Those people didn't blame him for leaving without saying goodbye.

"Are you an anchor?"

Lin Zhenyu was quite surprised by Wang Zhe's answer. After all, Wang Zhe is not a talkative person. He talks most often when analyzing tactics and styles of play. When people talk about tactics, they can talk to you in the first half of the night, and they can talk to you in the second half of the night with other gossip.

So Lin Zhenyu shook his head and said, "Are you sure?"

Speaking of which, Lin Zhenyu also came out of the TBD youth training camp before, and the two of them can be regarded as a trench.Before Wang Zhe retired, he could be called the strongest support. Part of it was his AD, and a small part came from his technical guidance and psychological enlightenment, but at that time he had already transferred to another club.However, it was precisely because of the transfer that Wang Zhe announced his retirement and changed his mobile phone number to cut off contact with everyone, leaving Lin Zhenyu alone.

After going back and forth like this, his understanding of Wang Zhe only increased, not decreased, so whether Wang Zhe is suitable to be an anchor, what kind of virtues and pictures he would have when he thought about it, he could really imagine it.

"By the way," he looked at Wang Zhe's eyes lingering on the boiling red oil in the hot pot, nodded uncertainly, knocked on the table, and brought up the work that his friend had arranged for him before: "I listen to Mei Cai They said that this year's spring split lacks a guest commentator, if you have time, why don't you try it with me?"

"When did senior brother start pimping too?" Wang Zhe stopped the chopsticks for boiling mutton, and raised his eyes to ask.

"It's just started, how about it, pimp, why don't you think about it and let the senior brother open it?"

Wang Zhe bit his chopsticks, with a smile on the corners of his brows and eyes, and he asked: "Senior brother said, can I refuse?"

"You don't come here, it's like you're rejecting me for the first time. In the past four years, how few times have you rejected me?" Lin Zhenyu clicked, "Ask you out for dinner, but I have an appointment for four year."

Wang Zhe's smile turned into embarrassment.He stretched out his chopsticks and scooped up the mutton that he had thrown down to boil himself just now to save trouble.

"That's me, young and naive."

"Okay," Lin Zhenyu ate the piece of mutton he picked up based on the principle of not telling the truth, and then said, "Then we can talk about it, don't go back on it. Yes, tomorrow morning I will I'll pick you up."

"In such a hurry?" Wang Zhe just asked, and Lin Zhenyu rolled his eyes over him.

Wang Zhe quickly curled his lips and nodded in agreement.

In fact, Lin Zhenyu did mention this matter to him intentionally or unintentionally on the phone once, but those few times he thought that since he had a small live broadcast room, he could pass the time with nothing to do, and he never really thought about coming back. , so I didn't take this matter to heart.

As for today's meal, he probably thought about it, but he didn't say it directly.

And Lin Zhenyu, who has been his friend for several years and is the only person he thinks he can contact, must have been able to see through his thoughts long ago, and naturally he is willing to come and go through this scene with him.

However, when the hot pot was finished, Wang returned to his home in the old town of S City, nestled in his little bed, and dreamed of something.

There are always some uneasy thoughts rushing out of his heart, which may be confusion or guilt.

In the eyes of others, it can be said that he survived until the contract expired four years ago, left the circle non-stop, and left the dream he once said; it can be said that he lost interest in the game, forgot his original intention, and even scolded him He was ungrateful and selfish enough not to give TBD the last championship; he could turn a blind eye to these things, but in that person's eyes, he subconsciously wanted to understand and see what he would be like.

What disturbed him the most was not the public opinion or fans, but that person, his former AD—the person he put deep in his heart and quietly hid.

So instead of saying that he is ashamed or confused, it is better to say that he is close to the hometown and timid.

The moon in S City in spring is always brighter than in other seasons. It shines brightly in the night sky, silently watching the floating life in this city.

The bright moonlight shines through the window and hits Wang Zhe's bedside, and slowly moves away as time goes by, getting closer and closer to Wang Zhe's eyes.

Wang Zhe lay on his back on the bed, too lazy to reach out to close the curtains, just looking at the moonlight, the moonlight seemed to be infected with some magic power, and it went straight into his heart, just like...

Like the light in the eyes of that man when he lifted the championship trophy, bright and proud, it dazzled his eyes.

He was dazzled by the moonlight that penetrated into his eyes, he grabbed the quilt beside him and covered his face back at once, the moonlight illuminated the tears that were hidden in the corners of his eyes for a moment.

Wang Zhe curled up under his quilt, as if lingering in his ears was a very solemn whisper from the person beside him who stood on the podium four years ago: "Get off the stage later, don't rush away, I have something to say Tell you. If you miss it, it will be gone. It may be once in this life."

That was probably a very important sentence, but Wang Zhe had no chance to hear it at that time.He has more anxious things, so anxious that he can't even listen to what the man said once in a lifetime.

It's him.

He missed it.

In the next few years, he stayed at home alone and watched every game of TBD.

He looked at the team he used to have in the past four years, gradually fell to the bottom because of the waterlogging of that person, and was unable to recover after a setback. Now the new team is slowly growing like a prairie fire; Several young players who came out of the youth training camp brought new hope to the team he was in.

But he can only watch.Whether that person's life is good or bad, he can only watch.

Now he doesn't want to just watch, he wants to go back, back to his side, or any place where he can get close to that person.

This is the lonely courage that he has bred in these long days and nights, and it has also become the reason for his timidity

Wang Zhe, who was under the quilt, groped around in the dark, and finally found the mobile phone he had placed on the bed beside his pillow.

Flowing clouds walked in front of the bright moon, casting a layer of shadow on the moonlight; in the darkness, a ray of light suddenly lit up under the quilt.

Wang Zhe stared at his lock screen for a while before he opened his mouth and called out in a low voice.

"Chen Liu."

His hand holding the mobile phone kept trembling, he pursed his lips, something leaked from the bottom of his eyes, it was the place where the moonlight didn't shine, but it carried a gentler tenderness than the clouded moonlight emotion.

He thought, if he went back to four years ago, he would still make the same choice. Everything has its own priorities, and the later Chen Liu can be his top priority, but before that, there is always Chen Liu who can't compare .

So he was timid, afraid that when they met again, Chen Liu would question his choice that year, also afraid that Chen Liu would not want to reminisce with him as familiarly as before, and also afraid that Chen Liu would refuse his approach at the beginning of the meeting.

Of course, it turns out that Murphy's Law is always very practical in life-the more you are afraid of something, the more you will always be more.

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Thanks to the little sisters who have left messages before I love you (づ￣3￣)づ╭?～

Until Chapter 13, I will be grateful for the little sisters I collected before twice a day