He was born to be my attacker

"I don't want to come to this world at all. My birth was a mistake."

Shan Liang took a sip of beer into his own mouth, squinted his eyes slightly, and let the pungentness of the wine ripple in his stomach.

"I was thrown at the gate of the orphanage by my own mother when I was over one year old." Shan Liang looked at the bustling lights of thousands of families in the distance, "Even my biological parents don't want me, so who would care about me?"

Gu Jiarui felt sore when he heard it, and couldn't help moving the small chair to sit next to Shanliang.

"Afterwards, I lived in the orphanage for a long time. Whenever I went out and saw the children in the arms of their parents, I wondered, am I a failure? Why do other children Some people love, some people love, I can only watch helplessly? Since my birth was not expected by anyone, why did I have to be born?"

He took another sip into his mouth, and his eyes returned to coldness: "I'm like garbage with nowhere to put it, thrown away at will, dead or alive, no one cares."

Gu Jiarui embraced Shan Liang fiercely: "Why do you look down on yourself so well? I look forward to you. In the past ten years, I really can't do without you, huh?"

The autumn wind is cool and the moon and stars are rare.

Shan Liang couldn't help but burrowed towards Gu Jiarui's side.

"After I was thrown into the orphanage, to be honest, I became a person with low self-esteem and sensitivity," Shan Liang leaned against Gu Jiarui, feeling his warmth, "I studied hard and didn't want to be surpassed by others, just because I I hope that others can see me and no longer treat me as useless garbage, which can be discarded at will; if you play well with other boys and girls, I will think, will one day, the relationship between the two of us will be the same? Slowly fade, and finally lose contact completely?"

Gu Jiarui's heart tightened, and he stretched out his hand to touch Shan Liang's head: "What are you thinking, what is the relationship between us, can others compare!"

Shan Liang was a little drunk, so he didn't keep everything in his heart as usual, but expressed it boldly.He leaned his head on Gu Jiarui's strong chest, narrowed his eyes: "Can you guarantee it?"

"I see you, you're really drunk," Gu Jiarui chuckled, "We haven't been separated for ten years, what are you worried about?"

Shan Liang put aside the half can of beer in his hand: "I'll tell you directly while the wine is on. You are not allowed to despise me, and you are not allowed to neglect me."

"Of course not," Gu Jiarui raised his eyebrows, "Just put your mind at ease, we both sleep in the same bed, don't we?"

Shan Liang's eyelashes trembled slightly: "Then if...if..."

"What if?"

"What if someone... misunderstands that we are a couple?" Shan Liang gritted his teeth and asked straightforwardly.

"If you misunderstand, let them misunderstand." Gu Jiarui shrugged, carelessly, "I'm with you, and I have a fart relationship with them. Anyway, we are innocent, and we are not afraid of being told."

Innocent?

Who wants to be innocent with you!

I just want to be ambiguous with you, to be indistinguishable from each other's plasticine, to become you in me and me in you, to make up for my weaknesses with your strengths, and then the rain will not wait for the chrysanthemums to urge a river of spring water to the east flow.

Who cares about innocence!

But Shan Liang couldn't say these words.

He could only hold back the emotion in his eyes, poured on Gu Jiarui with the smell of alcohol, and rested his head on his neck and shoulders.

Then, her slightly cold lips brushed against Gu Jiarui's fiery neck.

Gu Jiarui sighed: "Go back to sleep, there is still class tomorrow."

Shan Liang silently nodded.

The two returned to the hut, washed up, lay down on the bed, and got into the same bed.

As soon as Shan Liang lay down, he felt Gu Jiarui behind him rushing up like a big wolf dog and hugging him in his arms.

"What are you doing?" Shan Liang frowned.

"Sleep," Gu Jiarui didn't feel embarrassed or unnatural at all, instead he took it for granted, "What's wrong?"

Shan Liang pretended to struggle a bit: "Why do you hug me like this while sleeping?"

"What are you doing?" Gu Jiarui was dissatisfied, and leaned forward, "I have hugged you since I was a child, but now your wings are hard, and you won't even let me hug you?"

"Tsk," Shan Liang frowned, and met his eyes in the air for a while, before he lost his breath, "Forget it, you can do whatever you like, I'm going to sleep."

Gu Jiarui is satisfied now, comfortable and comfortable, the corners of his mouth curled up, waiting to fall into a dream.

Shan Liang opened his eyes, and his Adam's apple rolled.

He knew that Gu Jiarui was trying to comfort him.

Whenever he is in a bad mood, Gu Jiarui always senses it sensitively, and then he will come to his side, hook his shoulders or hug him, to let him know that someone still cares about him, so as to comfort him , to dispel his negative emotions.

Shan Liang sighed softly, thinking in his heart, Shan Liang, you are so despicable, you use your poor life experience to win this person's pity, to get him to pay more attention, to let him actively pester you.

But... He gritted his teeth and looked at the dark corner of the room. He just wanted to get more care from Gu Jiarui, a little more, that's fine.

I had a Kawen yesterday, and I always felt that no matter how I wrote it, it was wrong, so I delayed the update until today, sorry, sorry.

And the good news is that Shenggong will start the double update mode in a week~~~

Little cuties, collect the recommended tickets and let’s go~~