Hyakkimaru and his gods

What is it like to be jealous.

Qiqi didn't know that the emotions of gods were much more indifferent than those of humans, but even before she became a god, she had never experienced such emotions.

Now, don't know if it is.

Hyakkimaru was looking at the singing girl, and Qiqi was looking at him.

She silently clutched her chest, a dense soreness quietly growing in her heart, causing a faint pain.

I keep persuading myself that it's okay, it's not important, that's good, that's okay, pretending to be calm.

But all the camouflage was torn off under the gentle smile on the boy's mouth for the girl, exposing the ugly bloody wound underneath.

He never smiled to himself, not once.

No, don't you care?

It's just that I don't want to admit it.

Because I don't want to admit it, I pretended not to care, and told Mio with a smile to take care of Hyakkimaru, because I didn't want to admit it, so I forced myself to hide my true feelings, and I was busy outside with Biwamaru every day.

But now, these pretended feelings and fragility were severely shattered and thrown in front of her.

In the face of emotion, human beings or gods are the same.

She should have known, but has been deliberately ignoring.

There are many reasons for deliberately ignoring, for example, she is not from this world, for example, she will go back sooner or later, but the root cause is that she is a coward.

And cowards don't have the courage to take the most important first step, so now, there is no need.

She gave a wry smile.

After a long time, he raised his hand and waved lightly.

The little bamboo flute, which took her half a month to complete, rolled down the steps following her movements, and disappeared from sight in the blink of an eye. I don't know which corner it got stuck in.

Well, no need, now, no need for you.

The corners of her eyes were astringent.

This was the first time she made something for others, and it should be the last time, but she didn't expect it to end so tragically without even sending it out.

Pipamaru, who was one step behind, had a panoramic view of all this, but he did nothing in the end, just let out a long sigh.

Recently, Qiqi has always seemed to reduce her sense of existence.

Even the most insensitive Dororo has noticed this. She spends less and less time in front of everyone. Since Hyakkimaru's injury has gradually recovered and she no longer needs to be fed by others, until now, except when she wakes up at night I can see her, but I can't find where she is—even Biwamaru.

Dororo felt a little uneasy.

In Hyakkimaru's daily life, in addition to listening to Mio's singing, there is now an additional outdoor exercise. He used to sit on the steps and wait for Mio to come back. Recently, he always circled the temple again and again. Or staring at one place for a long time, not knowing what to look at.

In fact, Qiqi did think about leaving. After all, instead of staying here and being a dispensable person, it is better to leave to find other ways to escape from this world, but she still has concerns in her heart. Maybe since she chooses to give up, It should be completely broken, but she still couldn't help worrying about Hyakkimaru——

Hyakkimaru's life experience should not be that simple.

His current situation should not be a voluntary sacrifice to ghosts and gods. It is very likely that someone sacrificed him when he was a baby.But a man who can presume to dictate the fate of an infant without self-awareness makes no guesses other than his parents.

If this is the case, then facing such a Hyakkimaru, she really has no way to ignore it cruelly.

Confused in her heart, she had no choice but to avoid contact with them temporarily, so as to give herself more time to think.

Time passed by like this bit by bit, the last tail of autumn was about to be swept away, the severe winter sounded the coming war drum, and the military's war became more and more tense. There was a faint tendency to expand to the border mountains and forests. They had to figure out a way to escape. up.

But the situation was not as good as expected - Hyakkimaru was injured again.

The injury this time was more serious than the last time. Although he had tried his best to control the influence of his hearing on him, he still lost to the ghosts and gods in the end.

This was the first time he lost to ghosts and gods, for which he paid the price with a leg.

The situation that day was really tragic, at least since Qi Qi met Bai Guimaru, I have never seen him suffer such serious injuries——

Under the bloody setting sun, Pipamaru limped back while supporting Hyakkimaru who had lost a leg. Hot blood dripped down the winding steps all over the floor. , but his expression was still flat and dull.

This was the only time, Qiqi was glad that the person in front of her didn't feel pain, but even knowing that he wasn't in pain, Qiqi's heart ached at that moment as if it had been crushed and thrown into a washing machine.

But it cannot pass.

She bit her lip and stood silently. Now that she has made a decision, she cannot go back on it.

She told herself over and over again, trying to nail herself to the ground, but she still missed her heart.

Hyakkimaru lay quietly on the ground on his back, obediently waiting for the person who bandaged himself, that person has always bandaged himself, so this time must be the same, after all, he has seen her in the crowd just now .

Although she doesn't like to show up recently, she is nearby and has not left. He doesn't understand the reason, but it doesn't matter if she doesn't understand, as long as she is still there.

Thinking of this, the young man had a peaceful and peaceful face.

But why, she hasn't come here yet?

The boy blinked in confusion.

That warm bright color is obviously by her side, but why is she unwilling to get close to her?Hyakkimaru panicked inexplicably.

What did he do wrong?

The emotionally deprived teenager who had lived for more than ten years, at this moment, a sense of grievance suddenly surged in his heart that he had never felt before.

His world has always been empty and monotonous, except for the necessary survival steps, he hardly does extra things or has extra emotions, but now this strange emotion, inexplicably, only matches his actions, affecting his life. His thoughts made him stretch out his hand involuntarily, and slightly parted his lips towards the warm direction.

"Ah...qi...ah..."

His voice was hoarse and his speech was out of tune.

However, it strangely conveyed his emotions.

"Xixi, so you're here!" Dororo followed the boy's gestures and immediately yelled, "Where have you been recently? We can't find you!"

Qi Qi, who feels she is a transparent person and has been silently hiding behind the door, is almost stunned. When did he regain his voice, and how did he find me?

Oh no, that's not the point, the point is, does he want me to go there?

Is it me?

The miraculous reversal is jaw-dropping.

She really didn't understand Hyakkimaru, what would he do at this time?Shouldn't Mio be called to sing him a song?

Well, she admits that she is a lemon essence recently, but lemon essence also has a temper, okay?Do you let me go and I will go?

don't go!I am a principled god!

Qiqi snorted twice, but she couldn't hold back the slightly upturned corners of her mouth, while she firmly stood her ground viciously in her heart, but her footsteps involuntarily moved towards the other party.

One step, two steps, she walked over slowly pretending to be reserved, but as soon as she got close to the other party, she was gently pulled by his outstretched arm, and then she exclaimed, her legs bent, and she was caught by him hugged.

Dororo covered her mouth with a groan.

Mio slightly widened her eyes.

Hug...hug?

Qiqi felt that her head was blank.

The girl's delicate side face was pressed against the boy's solid chest, and the smooth long hair drew a graceful arc in the air with the sudden movement, and then fell on the back of her head. Through the warm skin, one could even hear To the sound of the other party's beating heartbeat.

what's the situation? ?

The young man seemed to be holding some lost and recovered treasure. Although he still had a expressionless expression on his face, he was holding on to the hem of her clothes, refusing to let go no matter what.

Seeing this, Pipa Wan couldn't help teasing them a few words, "Oh, I didn't expect this guy to be enlightened."

Then I got a pair of free rolling eyes from Qiqi.

But Pipamaru's enlightenment reminded her that Hyakkimaru's living environment is completely different from other people's. In terms of emotional knowledge, perhaps his understanding is far behind Dororo's. So, in fact, he doesn't understand liking at all. What is also possible, maybe the previous behavior towards Mio was just a kind of attachment to an older person?

If that's the case, then what was she getting angry with before?

Qiqi, who wanted to understand this, suddenly had a feeling that she wanted to find a hole in the ground and bury herself.

At this moment, she just wanted to shed two tears while biting her handkerchief. Romance novels are really unreliable!It's not suitable for me to hurt the spring and the autumn.

However, thinking about it again, since Hyakkimaru doesn't understand feelings, it might just be another kind of attachment or possessiveness if he is holding on to himself now?

Thinking about it this way, Qiqi once again had a sense of vicissitudes of life ahead.